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    𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄 :   shouldn't you be in therapy ?   🕸️    @ᴠɪʜɢɪʟᴀɴᴛ    ‟  lyla ... 𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘳  𝘪𝘵 .

   𝗺𝗶𝗴𝘂𝗲𝗹 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗮𝗹𝗶𝘇𝗲𝘀 𝗮 𝗽𝗵𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗰𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗮 𝗱𝗲𝗷𝗲𝗰𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘀𝗶𝗴𝗵 ,   and the tossing of his phone onto his desk .   locked in the jaws of the man seems to be where miguel's crossroads intersect .   on his left ,   more  s̳e̳i̳s̳m̳i̳c̳ ̳o̳p̳p̳r̳e̳s̳s̳i̳o̳n̳ .   on his right ,   a penchant for forgetting that he is a human  ( kind of )  with a thirst for peace  ( but only sometimes ) .   🙶 shouldn't you mind your own business ? 🙷   his  𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘢𝘵  as he plops down in a rolling office chair ,   scooting it back  𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗼 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗮 𝘀𝗹𝗼𝘂𝗰𝗵  in his shoulders .   his eyes narrow ,   a distance across the room ,   at jones .   when he relents his gaze ,   he shoves  h̳i̳s̳ ̳h̳a̳n̳d̳s̳  deep into his pockets .   lord ,   he wonders if it is his lot in life ,   to not only suffer ,   but at the hands of a college  𝘀𝘁𝘂𝗱𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗲𝗹𝗼𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴  on his department floor for a few mere credits .   𝘦𝘹𝘤𝘦𝘱𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘢𝘥 𝘮𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘩 𝘢𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 ,   𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘴 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘦𝘭𝘴𝘦  might laugh at his current state ,   chewing on comments of his  r̳e̳s̳e̳a̳r̳c̳h̳ ̳a̳t̳ ̳t̳h̳e̳ ̳h̳a̳n̳d̳s̳  of a competing company .   his brother for sure .   if he were here .   parker ,   maybe .   if perhaps he weren't  𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁  why numbers were lapsing .   with a small hum ,   he spare another glance across the room ,   𝘱𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘱𝘴  at them .   🙶 if  y̳o̳u̳'̳r̳e̳ ̳b̳o̳r̳e̳d̳ ,   go down the street and get me a  c̳o̳f̳f̳e̳e̳ ,   yeah ? 🙷

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   don't   get   me   𝙬𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙜 ,   you've   had   a   g̶r̶e̶a̶t̶ ̶  r̳u̳n̳ . . .   but   it's   time   to   give   the   people   𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴  𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁 ︕

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𝙢𝙞𝙜𝙪𝙚𝙡 𝙤'𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖'𝙨 𝙚𝙮𝙚𝙨𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 ...

   with miguel's mutation came a few sensory enhancements .   one of the most notable and perhaps important of these adaptations being that of his eyesight .   succeeding a rather painful accident ,   miguel o'hara finds himself both sensitive and completely over stimulated by bright lights .   this requires him to permanently dim the lights of his home ,   as well as adorn sunglasses when out where light is dominant .   but what did he gain from this mutation ?

   it's called tapetum lucidum ,   and it is a development behind an animal's retina that enhances their ability to process visually in the dark .   spiders ,   specifically speaking lycosidae ,   have this trait in their secondary set of eyes ;   which is what makes them such formidable nocturnal hunters .

   due to this mutation ,   even though miguel experiences an increased sensibility to all forms of light ,   he has developed a significantly improved visual sense of his surroundings in the dark .   however ,   things cannot always stay positive .   miguel often experiences extreme and debilitating migraines due to this mutation ,   some of which induce vomiting and bodily pain .   on top of this ,   as is common in the animal kingdom ,   miguel's eyes had to adapt to accompany this new trait .   not only did he lose clearness of his vision ,   but also discovered shortly after the accident that he could no longer see colors like he used to .   his new found colorblindness is something he soon forgets about ,   adapting to it by force ,  just like everything else .

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“I’m gonna wing it”

— Me, about something I most definitely should not wing (via trenzawhor)

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𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗶 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 !    ʷʰᵃᵗ ˢᵒᶠᵗ ʳᵒᵐᵃⁿᶜᵉ ᶜˡⁱᶜʰᵉ ᵃʳᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ?

   passionate ;   you are the heated moment of an argument .   when the person you care for has done something outrageously stupid or dangerous .   all of your pent up emotions that you've kept inside of you come bursting out :   " because i love you ! "   how could they be so dense .   how could you be so dense .   you've loved each other this whole time .   your love tends to be strong ,   and loud .   sometimes it might be hard for you to express your feelings but you let people know that they are cared for .   you're also hot .   good for you .

𝘁𝗮𝗴𝗴𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝘆 :   @riselazarus ( ages ago ,   but i still appreciate ! ) 𝘁𝗮𝗴𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗴 :   @torchies ,   @anarchids ,   @42spider ...   + anyone else who wants to !

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   you ever watch a spider long enough to see it rotate in place ?   miguel does that when holding onto walls .

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Good Morning, Miguel. You have a priority call. Tell ‘em I died. O.K., Miguel.

Spider-Man 2099 (1992) #2

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    𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄 :   you're gonna love this .   🕸️    @ᴀᴛᴏɴɪɴɢ    ‟  lyla ... 𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘳  𝘪𝘵 .

   𝘀𝗮𝗺'𝘀 𝗮𝗿𝗺 𝗶𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗶𝗻 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻 .   his solace fully due to the airy tone he uses to  𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮  as a lover might .   miguel is  n̳o̳t̳ ̳s̳o̳ ̳f̳o̳n̳d̳  of his own smile until he is with sam ,   his cheeks aching as he  𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘀  to him tell tale of  what - not's .   he actually forgets if he's supposed to be paying close attention ,   as  s̳a̳m̳'̳s̳ ̳w̳o̳r̳d̳s̳ ̳b̳e̳g̳i̳n̳  to jumble together in his head .   they brighten him nonetheless ,   𝘢 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘺𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘵𝘴 ,   or from the shoulders of people too self absorbed to dodge miguel's  𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝗮𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗽𝗮𝘀𝘀 .   he supposes the simplicities in life were what made it most enjoyable ,   despite the a̳n̳n̳o̳y̳a̳n̳c̳e̳s̳ he's had to endure to  get there .   being with sam reminds him of a walk in the park .   except with a  lot 𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀  pesticide chemicals and a bit more  sex .

   𝘀𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝘀𝗶𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗶𝗰𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗱𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗲 .   like how miguel can enjoy a glass of wine with sam ,   but not  a̳l̳o̳n̳g̳s̳i̳d̳e̳  his brother .   or how sam can make store brand shampoos smell like  𝗿𝗲𝗻𝗮𝗶𝘀𝘀𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀  and million dollar vacation homes .   or how like how staring down a hot dog truck vendor felt like  d̳a̳v̳i̳d̳ ̳a̳g̳a̳i̳n̳s̳t̳ ̳g̳o̳l̳i̳a̳t̳h̳ ,   miguel ready to tackle this  𝙗𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙩  of a feeling such as  simplicity .   sam has a way with his heart .   miguel might really be getting  𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘰𝘧 𝘪𝘵 ,   𝘪𝘧 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘰𝘧 .   the kind where he doesn't have to worry about the  m̳a̳n̳ ̳i̳n̳ ̳b̳l̳a̳c̳k̳  and red .   🙶 i really hope there's a button on that truck that'll transport you to like . . .   the fourth circle of hell . 🙷   he jokes ,   knocking  𝘀𝗮𝗺'𝘀 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱𝗲𝗿  with��his own .

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   𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 :   vacation hiatus for july 2nd - july 9th .   i will likely be 100% inactive on the dash ,   with fluctuating activity on discord .

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a nervous breakdown? I’m actually very confident in my breakdowns. I’m experienced.

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𝙎𝙋𝙄𝘿𝙀𝙍 - 𝙈𝘼𝙉 ( 2099 ) 𝘿𝙉𝘼 𝙈𝙐𝙏𝘼𝙏𝙄𝙊𝙉𝙎 ... ᵖᵗ¹

   miguel o'hara was the head of alchemax's genetic department before and after his mutation .   he was tasked to lead a program dedicated to recreating the radioactive mutations sustained by peter parker during the golden age of heroes .   only one issue .   a hundred years have passed since then ,   and records of peter parker's powers have since been lost .   entailing that this project is entirely resting in the hands of miguel and his fellow geneticists to complete .   upon initial human experimentation it is discovered that the project is not in fact ready ,   as the subject was transformed into a grotesque creature with a thirst for the kill .   it was killed immediately .

   it is only after o'hara experiences an addiction to rapture at the hands of tyler stone ,   and a saboteur by the name of aaron delgato that the mutations can be proved to be successful .   unfortunately ,   miguel o'hara is the victim .  he is completely transformed ,   becoming fifty percent aracnid on a genetic level .   so which arachnid species is it running through his code ?

  the four families included in the experiment were araneidae ( orb weaver ) ,   ctenidae ( wandering spider ) ,   sparassidae ( huntsman spider ) ,   and most predominantly lycosidae ( wolf spider ) .

   to dive into specifics ,   let's begin with the orb weaver family .   it was commonly recognized that peter parker shot webs in order to transport .   however ,   it is no longer documented how this effect was achieved .   the spotted orb weaver was one of the concluding strands of dna added within the project ,   and was used to replace the agelenidae ( funnel web ) family strands after a particular weakness and lack of web mobility .   however, this test was only conducted on spiders and rats before the family was replaced .   the addition of the araneidae family improved webbing constitution ,   flexibility and quantity .   as well as ensured the production of webs ,   as ctenidae and lycosidae seldom produce anything more than silk for eggsacs .

   due to the sheer might of the latter and most predominant familial infusion ( lycosidae ) ,   the experiment warranted a species that would serve to neutralize the traits of the dominant genus .   with the complete extraction of the agelendiae family ,   one of the more robust and immobile arachnid species ,   it was left to the geneticists to add a spider far larger in mass to help the rats accommodate new bodily functions ,   as well as wane some of the more severe redefinitions accompanied with muscle growth and changes .   in order to accomplish this ,   alchemax researchers provided specimens of both the sparassidae ( huntsman spider ) and ctenidae ( wandering spider ) .   despite being athletic specimens ,   both the grey huntsman spider and the brazilian wandering spider are larger in mass than their counterpart of majority ,   thus may aid the muscles of the mutated to adapt to such athletic and lithe body alterations .

   the most dominant of dna strands within this recreation would have to be that of lycosidae ,   or the wolf spider .   deemed the athletes of the arachnid world ,   lycosidae was the primary candidate and base code for this project .   all other codes were implemented to both compliment and accentuate the features of both the rabid wolf spider ( rabidosa rabida ) and the dotted wolf spider ( rabidosa punctulata ) .   the former of which a larger species of lycosidae ,   and named aptly and appropriately for its erratic movements and hunting style .   the goal was to entirely replicate peter parker's physical abilities ,   relying on the genes of the formidable predator to do so .   the base of the experiment was conducted with dotted wolf spider strands ,   perhaps the more well distributed of the wolf spider family .   however ,   as time wore on ,   geneticists wanted to test how far they could take this accelerated athleticism .   they cut out the weak link that was the immobility of the funnel web family ,   as well as added strands of rabidosa rabida ,   which improved a great number of aspects within the subject's mobility .   however ,   it was soon discovered that the rats effected would die of implosion due to lack of ability to adapt to such powerful attributes .   to improve this ,   they attempted to add strands of snail dna ,   hoping to loosen muscles enough to help the body accommodate for the mutations .   this experiment failed greatly ,   and most subjects both did not survive ,  nor did they meet the criteria to even qualify for the next steps of injection .   with that ,   the team took a step back to analyze the situation .   thus eventually concluding that the best thing to do was utilize a weaker strand of dna of an equally as dominating arachnid ,  one with the body mass to harbor such abilities .   because of these strands ,   majority of the rats developed a larger inclination to hunt ,   and could not sit still .   some died of heart attacks and others flourished .

   with this success ,   the team decided to advance to human experimentation .   all except for miguel o'hara .

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What was Gabe saying? “With great power… must come great responsibility”? Wrong. Completely wrong. With great power comes great guilt.

SPIDER-MAN 2099 (1992)

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&. 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬.

( this is basically just a very self indulgent list of various fluff, angst, and suggestive themed dialogue sentence starters. )

❛ i could keep you safe. they’re all afraid of me. ❜

❛ i’m trying to fix your hair, so hold still. ❜

❛ your heart is beating so fast right now. ❜

❛ promise me you’ll still be here when i wake up. ❜

❛ you’re not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ i thought you’d like some company. ❜ 

❛ clean yourself up. you're getting blood all over the place. ❜

❛ here, give this a try and tell me what you think. ❜

❛ you can kiss me, you know. ❜

❛ come back to bed. ❜

❛ you look good like this. ❜

❛ working together again, it’s just like old times. ❜

❛ how is it you always know what i need, huh? ❜

❛ you’re lucky you got away with only a scratch. ❜ 

❛ i can’t imagine losing someone like that. i’m sorry. ❜

❛ you know you can always talk to me. ❜

❛ the only one who gets to kill you, is me. ❜

❛ so, what do i owe this pleasure? ❜

❛ ah, so you aren’t heartless after all. ❜

❛ may i have this dance? ❜ 

❛ it’s okay, you can touch me. i won't break. ❜

❛ enemies make the best lovers, you know. ❜

❛ hold still. this might sting a little. ❜

❛ we can't keep doing this. ❜ 

❛ you look like you've got something to say. ❜

❛ just relax and let me take care of you. ❜

❛ thought you’d be lighter without all that blood. ❜

❛ i had it under control. you didn’t need to do that. ❜

❛ everything looks so beautiful from up here. ❜

❛ you treat all your ladies like this? ❜

❛ well? how do i look? ❜

❛ can’t sleep? ❜

❛ do you mind if i smoke? ❜

❛ i’m scared of ending up alone. ❜

❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ how long has it been since you've slept? ❜

❛ you are losing my interest, and that’s very dangerous. ❜

❛ i’d suffer hell if you’d tell me what you’d do to me tonight. ❜

❛ you look really pretty right now. ❜

❛ i’ve never cared for anyone the way i care for you. ❜

❛ i’m not wearing any underwear. thought you’d like to know. ❜

❛ just a few more stitches and you’ll be as good as new. ❜

❛ i’d say we make a pretty good team. ❜

❛ i want you to forget this ever happened. ❜

❛ i'm here for business — not pleasure. ❜

❛ if i didn't know any better, i'd say you were jealous. ❜

❛ you'd look better down on your knees. ❜

❛ fine, keep acting like you hate me. ❜

❛ kiss me again. ❜

❛ are you asking me out on a date? ❜

❛ just sit there and look pretty and let me handle this. ❜

❛ you okay? caught you staring off into space again. ❜

❛ well, i do feel better now that you're here. ❜

❛ i'm not drunk enough for this. ❜ 

❛ why is it whenever we see each other, you’re covered in blood? ❜

❛ i was wrong about you. ❜ 

❛ the first time i met you, i had no idea you'd mean this much. ❜

❛ you gonna be a good girl / boy for me? ❜

❛ i’m not afraid of you. ❜

❛ books mean more to me than people anyway. ❜

❛ i just wanted to say thank you for protecting me. ❜

❛ how about a kiss goodnight? ❜

❛ i don’t have time for distractions right now. ❜

❛ you shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜ 

❛ if i have to think about one more thing today, my head will explode. ❜

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   don't   get   me   𝙬𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙜 ,   you've   had   a   g̶r̶e̶a̶t̶ ̶  r̳u̳n̳ . . .   but   it's   time   to   give   the   people   𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴  𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁 ︕

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       ɪ   𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚢   𝗹𝗼𝘀𝘁   all   c̶o̶n̶t̶r̶o̶l̶ . . .

  # 𝙋𝘼𝙍𝘼𝙉𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 :   miguel o'hara ,   of earth - 616 ,   and marvel comic's spider - man  ( 𝟮𝟬𝟵𝟵 ) .   this blog features  comic book and  headcanon  compliance .   primarily   𝘱𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘴  𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘻𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯  𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮  the  1992  comic  runs by  p̳e̳t̳e̳r̳ ̳d̳a̳v̳i̳d̳ .   all other portrayals will be  headcanon based or cherry picked from specific  media .   𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺𝗲𝘀 𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗹𝘂𝗱𝗲 :   a creature of  rage ,   getting  back  up ,   long live the  i̳n̳d̳o̳m̳i̳t̳a̳b̳l̳e̳ ̳ ̳h̳u̳m̳a̳n̳  spirit ,   𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄𝗶𝗻𝗴  who the monster is ,   and  finding  a  home  in  your guilt .

     𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨  𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵  𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘨 ,   as i will be  taking a  darker  approach  to o'hara's character .   please  heed   𝗮𝗹𝗹  𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 .   minors   and   personals  are  prohibited  from  interacting .   please read the  rules  featured ,   or  i  will  h̳a̳r̳d̳b̳l̳o̳c̳k̳ .   this   blog is  not  friendly  𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘴 ,   𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘰𝘳𝘴 ,   or duplicates .

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