I always make sure to say the most humorously strange things to complete strangers and never censor my silly ways even if I know I'll never see them again to ensure that even when they forget my name they will always remember me as that one funny freak that said that weird thing
Summary: Castiel is very fond of how Dean smells. He always has been. It has consistently held at least part of his attention for the past decade and change, and now that he and Dean have settled into a life together, he's free to explore his curiosities to his heart's content. One day in particular, Dean comes in from working outside, smelling intoxicatingly human, and Castiel just can't help himself but to go where his curiosity takes him and it gets him exactly what he wants.
thinking abt thee long road to destiel love confession: bedlund was like. ok EYE will write the first destiel admission of love [pens "what? i love past you" in 5x04 because well, past-dean reminds him of the dean he fell in love with, the dean that cares about the whole world. gets changed to "like."] then robbie said ok EYE will be the first to write an explicit destiel love confession and DEAN confesses FIRST and they're in an underground space with no windows! [pens "i forgive you. i love you." gets changed to "i need you" which. is honestly a more insane thing to say] then davy perez was like. ok EYE will write the first destiel love confession in 12x12 and cas is saying to dean as he's about to DIE. but then he kinda backtracks it and says he loves everyone. and then finally berens was like, ok i guess it's me. [checks notes] so we got, cas confessing his love and how much he loves dean, specifically highlighting how dean CARES and has a huge heart. and uhh they're in an underground room. with no windows. and cas is about to die. no backtracking this time.
the first 5 minutes of supernatural s4 ep4 metamorphosis where dean is confronting sam about using his powers but it's that mbmbam jimmy buffett audio that's like "what the FUCK happened to you? are you HAUNTED?? are you fucking POSESSED????????? YOU USED TO BE MY BROTHER"
now that bedlund has basically confirmed that the writers (well at the very least him but it’s likely more) perceived destiel and wrote with destiel in mind, i am soooooo curious to know when this started??? how early did they realize there was possibly more complex feelings between deancas???? at the very least for bedlund it sounds like it was s5 but i bet there were hints of it as early as 4x07. hell maybe even right after 4x01?????