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fem jax again

i tried a new brush, the drawings turn out much better with it

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Ruby Waterfall

Jax x Gangle Fanfic || Transfem/Nonbinary Jax || 450 words.

Now posted to ao3 (link)

Gangle helps Jax try on some new clothes.

Gangle slowly crept her ribbons up and around the plastic lilac bunny, like vines growing on old bones. It wrapped around Jax tightly, trapping them. They felt it go all around their chest and their stomach, weaving in intricate patterns.

“Stand up, please,” the masked one spoke softly in their high, angelic voice. Jax did as told, and felt the rest tie around their small thighs. They were too scared to look down, open their eyes, or move beyond Gangles command. In the corner of their eye they saw the rest of it. Thousands of little patterns stemming out from where the tight part of it stopped. It was flowing out like a ruby waterfall at their feet.

They felt one creep up to their head. Instinctively their ears bowed, and the ribbon took that opportunity to tie them in place. As soon as that was done, gangle turned them around.

“Are you ready?”

Jax thought for a moment. Gangle already did it, she already saw. It’s ok.

Slowly Jax opens their eyes.

They remembers when they were a kid, seeing The Wizard of Oz for the first time. They were so envious of Dorothy in her sparkly, red slippers. The glistened and sparkled in the blazing orange sun, danced upon the marigold brick, and carried her far through the emerald fields. Jax always wished to be her, but they were never sure why. They thought at first it was to escape their home. Dorothy left her life in misery for a fantastical world. Joining the circus convinced them otherwise. Maybe it was for her compatriots? Again- the circus showed them the truth.

Those shoes glistened like a pomegranate in the sun. And so did Jax. Smooth red ribbon from head to toe, you could hardly seen the dingy overalls from underneath. The only thing that poked out was the straps that seamlessly blended in with the rest. The top looked similar to a corset, the string laid down in intricate patterns that squeezed them in place. The chest was in the shape of a heart, with a bow tied just in the center. It had a small bump that Jax ran their hand up and down. At their hips the fabric jutted out, forming a bell shaped gown around the rabbit. It had layers of fabric that delicately sat on top of the large skirt. Small little roses were embedded on each layer. Gangle moved a bit, and Jax felt the dress shift around their body.

They didn’t have any words to describe this feeling. Just a small ‘hm’. Their eyes were wide, and they couldn’t peel them off of the red silk. Gangles head peered over Jax’s shoulder in the mirror. “Is this ok?”

Jax slowly spun around, gangle moving their arms alongside them. The skirt slowly swished around, hitting their legs ever so gently.

Finally words jumped out of her throat. “It’s perfect. It’s… it’s me.”

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okay probably going to bed now because it is 2:52 AM as of writing

transfem egg jax art. smiling grinning

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Okay I colored her ♡

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THAT'S WHAT I WANT TO KNOW!

AO3 WHAT THE HELL WHY ARE THERE NO TRANS JAX FICS

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Im bored *transfemmes you’re rabbit* Man i love making niche content for ppl in love with very specific headcanons or characters

Also there’s more but i gotta make lineart for it

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Fem jax 🫣

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A Message for the Trans Man Jax HC-ers

Disclaimer: This won't be everyone's cup of tea, but please do not pick a fight with me over it! I'm just analyzing a disconnect between the show/creators and the fandom here.

So I've subscribed to the idea of Jax being transgender in some way, either masc or femme; I couldn't decide on either. (I'm no expert on the subject) Lately, however, I've been seeing discourse over the maid outfit business in the latest episode. Let me start by replaying the moment for you all:

The point of this whole thing is that Gangle, Jax's favorite bullying victim, initiated a vote to put him in the maid fit. Zooble and Ragatha, also having an adversarial relationship with him, vote yes, and the vote passes 3:2. It's a moment of karma for Jax. I love him, but he deserved it. As well, this is also a hilarious payoff for the maid thing being a fandom joke for about a year and a half.

However... I'm seeing people feel bad for Jax instead of acknowledging the karmic tone of the scene. His embarrassed and pained reaction to being forced into the maid outfit reminded them of an episode of dysphoria for trans men. Like, no hate if you headcanon Jax as transmasc, but there's a lot of stuff wrong with linking the maid scene to the trans man Jax hc's.

For starters, by doing that, you're indirectly accusing Gangle, Zooble, and Ragatha--all three of whom fight a lot with Jax and do not like him--of being huge hypocrites, not to mention bigger bullies than Jax just based off this one moment. Especially Ragatha--I already know that there are idiots who hate Ragatha more than Jax and say that she tops him in unlikability! Stop piling on to the irrational hate-train! Especially Zooble! They're canonically they/them genderqueer and are all but stated to have dysphoria/dysmorphia of their own, so why would they help instill an episode of dysphoria on someone and laugh about it?

I also think that people are indirectly accusing Glitch of transphobia by way of making merch of Jax in the maid outfit, thus capitalizing off of his misery in this one moment. Riffing from a line in the episode, they and the wider fandom are just having fun with the unexpected popularity of this joke! Also, consider this: Gooseworx, the creator of the show, the one responsible for the whole Maid Jax thing in the first place, is a trans woman. Why would she make a character have an episode of dysphoria and play it for hilarious karma?

Now let's go in the opposite direction in terms of trans speculation.

What if Jax is upset because she thinks Gangle and/or Zooble discovered her own kinks/fantasies/repressed thoughts? Kind of like how she knows about Gangle's figurine incident. The karma turns twofold--Gangle uncovering Jax's kinks after she comes dangerously close to uncovering her own. Twice! And Zooble's line "I figured you would be into this" is really whoa. Maybe they discovered Jax's secret of wanting to be feminine and wanted to give her a little push while not directly letting their knowledge of the secret slip.

As for the repression stuff, Jax already has a history with repressing her own feelings and thoughts, so it's only natural for her to get angry and defensive when they become public with the other players. Plus, we get one internal monologue from her in the commercial featuring the maid merch.

So the subtext of the maid thing then becomes "Jax is upset because (he thinks) Gangle and Zooble figured out her repressions".

...Or maybe Jax is cis after all and the maid outfit thing is the tipping point of the voting system within the episode always being at his expense. That's plausible too.

Anyway, I'm starting to lean more towards trans woman Jax because using the maid outfit thing to fuel trans man Jax has two major side effects: 1. Making him more sympathetic than necessary and what the show/creator/writer's intent is. 2. Demonizing everyone else for saying that it's a karmic joke, when it truly is. One that has been in the making for a year and a half when Untitled came out.

Again, no hate if you subscribe to trans man Jax, but you should rethink the link the maid outfit and trans Jax hc's together.

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the SSSSEX appeal Bubble was talking about

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Maid Jax, except here he’s embracing his new look

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two jax drawings chat

i LOVEEE doing this type of coloring I CANT STOP!!!!! DONT STOP ME

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scenario where everything is the exact same except Pomni's a rabbit like Jax

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I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!

What if

What if Jax trans woman

What about that

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I WAS RIGHT I WAS RIGHT I WAS RIGHT I WAS RIGHT I WAS RIGHT I WAS RIGHT

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Transfem Jax, I love her sm

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warmups that got outta hand