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Me and my demons

Artists is nho eskape

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I haven’t posted on here for a long time. I’ve taken a step back from my spiritual practice to reflect and reevaluate on what I want it to really be. I’ve had to use more of my energy on working on my mental health, along with a new job. I realized that I had made my spiritual practice way too complicated to follow while going through my healing. A spiritual practice should aid and work alongside you. It shouldn’t feel like a chore. Especially while going through mental health struggles. On top of that, I think my spiritual beliefs are still evolving and have changed with time, and that is okay. Here’s a picture of a new journal I’ve been working on with some of my intentions for 2024. I think it’s becoming more apparent to me that there are three areas that I want to focus on the most. They are: making art, friendship, and my overall health (mind, body, spirit). Hugs and shoutouts to my highly sensitive humans out there and anyone who’s working on their mental health. P.s. I got green hair! ;)

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Nona Limmen

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WEATHER MAGIC

SUNNY DAYS -

STRENGTH, POSITIVITY, CREATION, HEALTH, VITALITY, NEW GROWTH

CLOUDY DAYS -

INNER WORK, REFLECTION, SELF-IMPROVEMENT, SEEING BEYOND THE VEIL, GLAMOUR SPELLS

THUNDERSTORMS -

STRENGTH, CHANGE, CHARGING, SPELLS THAT REQUIRE A LOT OF ENERGY, BANISHING

RAINY DAYS -

CLEANSING, PROTECTION, RELEASING THE OLD, GROWTH

SNOWY DAYS -

BALANCE, TRANSFORMATION, LONG-TERM SPELLS, PURIFICATION

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Hydroluminescence

(c) gifs by riverwindphotography,July 2023

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Alpine lotus leaf flower

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whydarian

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You're doing so well, I'm so proud. 💓

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Here are some pics from some of my full moon activities. I love taking things slow and simple lately. Trying to learn how to enjoy the process. I don’t know where I’m going, but as long as I embrace myself, I think I’ll be okay. I’ll figure it out. I just want to enjoy where I am right now. There’s a lot I can worry about and dwell on. I could be really miserable, but I’m making choices. I’m putting intention towards finding joy in any little thing possible. Finding love within myself. That second part can be hard to connect to sometimes. I have no issue giving love to others, but to myself…that’s another thing. I had a new thought recently. How can I love myself fully if I barely know myself? So that’s where I’m starting. Getting to know this person that is me and accepting myself the way I am. All of it.

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A pleasant evening in Sacramento 🩵

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This all started with my spiritual awakening, leading into heartbreak, destruction, feeling death nearby. All of this to lead me down this road that leads to Me. Every little part of me and all my mistakes. All of my extremes. All of my secrets. My subtleties. My darkness. My softness. I am on a journey and the destination is myself. Maybe I’ll always be on this journey. I think I’ve been afraid of who I really am underneath all of the different characters I’ve played. I don’t know why, but I do know that I feel less afraid every day. I feel more courageous every day. I feel a little bit taller each day. Even if it’s a millimeter of a difference. I’ve always been on the outside looking in. Or on the inside looking out. Separated but standing on the edge of the inside and the outside. Never fully on either side, but I’m starting to accept my place here. Embrace this place where I live. Find the joy by appreciating the extraordinary in it.

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𝖫𝖺𝗎𝗋𝖺 𝖭𝗈𝗅𝗍𝖾

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📷 Gritchenwitch

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Our Lady lighting up this little nook in downtown Sacramento 🌹