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[russhammer]

Am I really a screw up?!

Am I really that stupid!?

Why can't I learn until it's too late,

Why can't I be smart and treat her like a queen

Before someone comes and take her,

What's going on in my mind,

I love you,forever and always my Delilah!!

[russhammer]

Am I really a screw up?!

Am I really that stupid!?

Why can't I learn until it's too late,

Why can't I be smart and treat her like a queen

Before someone comes and take her,

What's going on in my mind,

I love you,forever and always my Delilah!!

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I really wish I could go running back to you

But the damage I had caused is far to gone

I'm a screw up,I am my dad,I am good for nothing

I did lose you,I did fuck up your mind,

For that if you can ever forgive me

I am sorry

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Why am I like this🥲🥺🥹

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I just want to say I am so 😐😔

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I'm broken I'm numb I'm scared but I'm happy for HER and always will stand by her choices in life

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I hate my self for letting things get so bad and not being able to realize it until it was too late,

I'm so stupid and pathetic for not knowing what was the pain I caused you,

Am I asking for sympathy ? No I am not,

I am so stupid wishing I realized and notice how much pain I made you have,

You're not hated,I am proud of you,I'm sorry is all I can say I wish I can earn that love back but I know it is to far gone now,

I am sorry,I will forever be 😔

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I do not care what you have done,

I do not care what you have said,

I do not care what you will do,

The way I feel about and for you will

Always be the same,

You're my love of my life,my best friend,the mother of our child,

I will forever fight for your love,no matter what has been said!!!

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I don't know if I can live without you,

I don't know where I be with out you,

I don't know if I can breath with out you,

Give me a xanax bar,I ain't coming down,

I remember when you asked me what's on my mind

And I said (suicide) 🎶

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Meeting you and being with you for 10 years has been a blessing,

You're my life and love

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I’ll be the warrior to fight for our love;

We’ll fly together, fly higher than the dove.

I’ll be your wall and shield you from danger;

I’ll take all the pains, for to me they are no stranger.

You’ll be the queen in the kingdom of my heart;

And then I’ll be the king, so we’ll never be apart.

You’ll be my majesty— I will serve you forever;

And for all of the times, I will leave you never

You know who you are will not say names!

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3 simple words.....

I

Love

You

And that means the world too me!!

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Having your heart ripped out of your chest is a whole new feeling...

Having the one you called your world turn to others is a whole new feeling......

But the days spent with YOU I will cherish for ever,the laughs we had I'll lock away in my memories.....

You're the one for me,and I will forever have the way your voice sounds replay over and over in my head.....

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