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[sasusk3]

“I'm only cryptic and Machiavellian 'cause I care

So I told you none of it was accidental

And the first night that you saw me, nothing was gonna stop me

I laid the groundwork and then saw a wide smirk

On your face, you knew the entire time

You knew that I'm a mastermind”

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“I don't want to be your friend

I just want to be your lover

No matter how it ends

No matter how it starts”

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trans kakashi origin story nobody asked for-

he literally named himself after an actual scarecrow.

see, his original given name was after his late mother. but given what went down with sakumo and the fact that he'd never known his mother, he wanted to cut ties. but not all the way. he wanted his name to be a reminder of something happy, something that tied them into his life but still allowed him to be his own person.

he had remembered the field in the back of their house that had once been for growing crops. most of it was just used for training grounds and the ninken when kakashi was little, but there was a square fenced off for sakumo to grow fruits and veggies. in the middle was a single scarecrow. and kakashi had been obsessed with that scarecrow as a baby. his father said he'd babbled to it when he was Very Tiny, and once he got a little older he would talk to it. the scarecrow was basically kakashi's version of an imaginary friend. their morning routine included a long stay in the garden so kakashi could play with his scarecrow friend and sakumo could tend the plants in relative peace. some of his most vivid memories of his father are of him kneeling in the dirt with gloved hands and a grin, the scarecrow in kakashi's periphery.

not long after sakumo died, dai told kakashi that his mother had drawn the henohenomoheji design on it when she first moved in with sakumo. it was one of sakumo's fondest memories of her, watching her laugh like mad after drawing a silly face on the scarecrow. and it became one of the few stories kakashi actually had about his mother.

so he decided to name himself kakashi, and to use the henohenomoheji as his callsign.

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why is this so cute :(((

Can you do an AU about kakashi coming out as trans for the first time as a kid? It doesn’t matter who he comes out to but yha. I love your blog so much! Thx!

Tapping his foot against the ground, he kept his eyes locked on his father. Waiting patiently for him to respond to his words.

"You-want to be called male pronouns?" He sounded confused, but it was already a better reaction than he had been expecting. Nodding his head, he watched as his father straightened himself up and reached for the cloth in front of the stove to clean off his hands. "And this is...how long have you been thinking of this?"

"A while," months, years. He has lost count. All he knows is that it feels wrong when people call him by female pronouns. When they use the name that his father gave him. "I just...I wanted you to know. Because I'll be going to the acadamy soon and..."

"Oh!" His fathers eyes widened. "I guess we'll have to redo the forms then. But...wait, do you need a new name?"

Thinking about it, he nodded. His name didn't fit him, and it wouldn't make any sense with his pronouns change.

"Have you thought of one?" shaking his head, he smiled slightly under his mask when his father tilted his head towards the ceiling and pressed a finger over his lips.

A sure fire sign that he was thinking.

"Oh," Watching as his father looked back down at him, he tilted his head when he saw an excited look on his face. "I always thought if I had a son, I'd name him Kakashi. How does that sound?"

Kakashi.

He liked that.

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“And I don't blame you

If you want to bury me in your memory

I'm not the girl I ought to be”

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“This is a wasteland, my only retreat

With heaven above you, there's hell over me

'Cause this is a wasteland, my only retreat

With heaven above you, there's hell over me

You said what about us, well, what about me?”

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“I hate your voice, I hate your lips

I hate how bad I wanna steal your kiss

But you're all that I've been dreaming of

This is not another song about love”

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“Is it still me that makes you sweat?

Am I who you think about in bed?

When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking

As you're sliding off your dress?

Then think of what you did

And how I hope to God he was worth it”

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“Let me tell you what I wish I'd known

When I was young and dreamed of glory

You have no control who lives, who dies, who tells your story”

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“I'll never let them, I'll never let them

I'll never let them hurt you, not tonight

I'll never let them, I can't forget them

I'll never let them hurt you, I promise”