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crazy, two weeks ago laid up with ya

for nothing? for what?

why did you say what you said

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damn

feels pretty surreal that we spoke to each other this week.

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A year ago today, hmm…

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why does every night feel terrible now?

above all, tonight it hit me out of the no where. why doesn’t this pain go away.

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Feelin’ indigo, how ‘bout you?

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Speaking into the void again. For a moment it felt like I was getting back on track but there’s an ongoing feeling on something missing.

I try to focus on the good parts but I have to pay attention to the bad as well, right? Idk, it obvious that my family doesn’t even know who I am. They still think I have the same interests of years ago, that I want to accompany them wherever, etc etc. it’s not like that. And I don’t like that. It just seems I’m slowly losing more people and I’m getting more anxious.

I miss what was. I have to cope with the fact that a lot of my favorite people left my life this year. Sadly, I dropped a lot of friends for one person. And now here I am, picking up my pieces.

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for a moment, everything was perfect. I got everything I wished for.

in a moment, it wasn’t. This time, it’s forever.

I haven’t been happy.

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Rose blossom.

Tokyo, Japan.

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dreaming of you is so bittersweet.

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blossom - porter robinson

something low effort i made just to get it off the back of my head. i associate this song so much with them it physically pains me

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feels pretty surreal that we spoke to each other this week.

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Fonte: @/parilogie

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have a nice day :)