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As his masked face turned towards her, she couldn’t help but notice the uneasiness that made her shiver inwardly, although she didn’t let any of it show when she elegantly sat down next to him and gently took the puzzle offered to her.

After a short time of mustering it, the cogs in her mind began to work and she started to solve the puzzle expertly, all the while explaining her steps so he would perhaps be able to recreate them later on and beat the puzzle for himself.

Then, she gingerly extended her hand with the puzzle in it so he could take it back, a friendly smile on her face, even though she wasn’t sure if he was even able to see it.

“Here you go!”

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She held her pose like an ancient masterpiece: grandiose, fascinating, beautiful and slowly falling apart.

deatheda (via wnq-writers)

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But I must admit I miss you terribly. The world is too quiet without you nearby.

Lemony Snicket, The Beatrice Letters

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I simply want to live; to cause no evil to anyone but myself.

Leo Tolstoy, War and Peace 

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Stop wishing you had thicker skin just so you could take more hits.

m.v., There’s a reason we have bruises. (via ohmaybc)

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i want to write relationships that are complicated.

i want to write the on-again-off-again relationships. i want the screaming matches and the cancelled dates and the hurt feelings and the second guesses and second chances. 

i want to write people who completely shake up each other’s daily routine and flip their entire world on its axis. i want them to drive each other crazy and question why they bother sticking around and then remember the way their partner laughs or see them in a moment of vulnerability that tells them ‘this is is why i stay. this is why i love you.‘ 

i want to write relationships with struggles. with class differences and financial divide. two people who are so completely different they somehow complete each other. i want the jealousy and the feelings of inadequacy that goes with it. 

i want to write people who aren’t afraid to be honest with their partner. who aren’t afraid to say ‘yeah you’re being an asshole’ followed by 'but i still love you, you idiot.’

i want the first time they see their partner cry and the morning after their first intimate night when everything feels so right.

i want people who get so used to one another that they stop going the extra mile. i want the 'you don’t make the effort because you already have me’ argument.

i want relationships that challenge each other to be better people and make each other question their beliefs and moral compass. 

but most of all, i want to write relationships that are real. that make you feel something. i want to go on the emotional rollercoaster right along with them.

that’s what i want.

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I broke my own heart loving you

12:38 AM (S.L.B) (1.24.16)

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Life had taught her that people don’t care much for other people’s sadness, so she learned to weave her sorrow into her smile and to shroud the pain in her eyes with a gleam of mischief.

tell-my-mother-not-to-worry , How I Learned to Survive (via wnq-writers)

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When I first met you I thought you’d eliminate my pain, make it disappear in a way. The last thought I had was the fact that maybe, eventually youʻd become the cause of it.

ex-istential-crisis  (via wnq-writers)

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If your happiness requires my misery then I hope every day I drown in sorrow to bring to you another beautiful tomorrow.

John Maurer   (via wnq-writers)

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Reach into the depths of her soul. Don’t be alarmed by what you find. Let the dust and ashes mark the tips of your fingers, Realize she is an old soul, with a tranquil and sagacious mind. She’s already seen and heard it all. She’s died inside a few times.

viejawanderingsoul (via wnq-writers)

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I’m loyal to who is loyal to me.

(via whipwield)

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Though I knew I shouldn’t have cared, the words still hurt like pinches, and pinches can be very painful when done in the same place many times in a row.

Nnedi Okorafor, Zahrah the Windseeker

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Hoping is such hard work. It tires you out and you never seem to get any kind of reward. Hoping feels like you’re a balloon that has a pinhole that slowly leaks air.

Christopher Paul Curtis, The Mighty Miss Malone

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Sometimes I feel like I’m slowly floating away. I’m constantly looking for something to grab on to so I don’t lose myself.

Kasie West, Pivot Point

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God knows how hard I’ve tried to save everything up and survive.

baekebyan (via wnq-writers)

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But you see, you are so much more than my other half, you are my whole world.

M.M  (via wnq-writers)