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No it's not that I don't appreciate the flirting, I just wish you wouldn't do it while I'm in the middle of vivisecting you. Yes I know that it's really hot when I'm covered in your blood elbow deep in your chest cavity that's why I keep vivisecting you. But I keep getting flustered and dropping your liver and its really slippery so I keep dropping it over and over again leading to very comedic slapstick comedy where I slip on your blood and fall over really funny
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Having parents who aren't as bad as they used to be is crazy cause they'll be sitting there doing some normal shit and you're like kubrick staring at them
#Haah- How it Feels.#Like. Can't get mad at her for doing things that remind me of when she was Worse because like. She's doing them in ways that's fine.#But- Have to separate myself quickly because we spiral if we're with her for too long.#I guess- At least Mayu doesn't think of her as even the body's mother and doesn't know most of it so. She can usually do fine being friends.#Because- Cannot have a normal parental relationship with either of them apparently. Issues with that go both ways and-#Neither of them knowing how to be parents really.#She did her best. Our father- Didn't try but. Probably better than if he had.#Anyway. Haah.#🌅
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Having parents who aren't as bad as they used to be is crazy cause they'll be sitting there doing some normal shit and you're like kubrick staring at them
#Haah- How it Feels.#Like. Can't get mad at her for doing things that remind me of when she was Worse because like. She's doing them in ways that's fine.#But- Have to separate myself quickly because we spiral if we're with her for too long.#I guess- At least Mayu doesn't think of her as even the body's mother and doesn't know most of it so. She can usually do fine being friends.#Because- Cannot have a normal parental relationship with either of them apparently. Issues with that go both ways and-#Neither of them knowing how to be parents really.#She did her best. Our father- Didn't try but. Probably better than if he had.#Anyway. Haah.#🌅
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okay i lied put your clothes back on we're not having sex i'm fundamentally evil and i need you to kill me
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I hate when a tiny stupid thing pushes you over the edge and makes you freak the fuck out because it makes you look like a completely irrational tar pit of a human being. Like no I promise this is warranted just maybe not about that specifically I swear I'm well adjusted. Come closer stick your fingers in my cage
#lots of this internally sometimes#Maybe it's the internalizing of all of the BPD symptoms to make ourselves palatable.#💉 (she feels- Embarrassed to say her name because it's her name from source.) does this- A lot.#I know so many things set her off randomly and Ugh. Feel shitty verbalizing them all sometimes because like. So dumb. So um.#Just sits there and shakes and breaks down but- T hats okay- I think-#🌅#💕#💉
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I love personality change corruption but I think the thing that doesn’t vibe with me about most of that content is that I don’t usually like it when it’s overtly sexual. “Turn smart girl into dumb slut” doesn’t interest me. I wanna turn an unassuming intern into a charismatic television personality against his will. When the cameras cut I want him to go into the bathroom and cry because he feels so out of control. Because he doesn’t recognize himself anymore.
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ugh, graah [clutching my left eye and staggering] the darkness inside of me, won't be quelled unless.. unless you let me... bite your stomach fat
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little beepos misery has reached saturation and little beepo is now detached from life while viewing as an external observer
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Save me earl grey tea.
#Should inject bergamot oil subcutaneously so it can make its way through my whole body through my skin.#🌅
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i've been so good and waited an hour in paralyzed fear. can i pleaseeee. i've been soooooo good. that's how it works right?
ocd treatment and advice: 'you need to let yourself sit through the discomfort and not practice compulsions'
OK I'LL FINISH SITTING THROUGH THE DISCOMFORT. IF IT. EVER ENDS.
#(it isn't)#(and i know the way to deal with it isn't just to sit with it but to move on from the thought or internal/external stimuli)#(but i Try to do something else. You know what comes with me. This fucking mind. It's fucked up.)#🌅
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ocd treatment and advice: 'you need to let yourself sit through the discomfort and not practice compulsions'
OK I'LL FINISH SITTING THROUGH THE DISCOMFORT. IF IT. EVER ENDS.
#I don't get a moment of peace in this mind.#Haah.#I know it will be managable again like it was a month ago. But fuck. Doesn't feel like that.#Ugh. Slam Slam Slam Slam. As my wife would say.#🌅
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um sorry for moaning when you stabbed me. it's been a really long time since anyone touched me like that
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unfortunaately i need to curnl up into your arsm. if you stop holding m e i will. Die.
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bandaids on ur fingers can be a kind of lingerie. if youre enlightened.
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YOU are a neurotypical cisgender woman. going about with your latte and such
[obediently] I am a neurotypical cisgender woman. Going about with my latte and such
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it really really sucks that smoking is so bad for you bc its also really hot
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call my girlfriend a non-newtonian fluid the way she gets hard when i hit her and melts when i touch her softly
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