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Life is stupid but I'm having a manic day and it's Friday, so it could be worse.

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The best photo I took at Dashcon 2

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I could listen to angry women all day.

“The Alchemy of Pop” by Kesha

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Taking a Xanax in the middle of the day because of multiple work meetings discussing organizational wins in the big beautiful bill and the ways to leverage AI in claims processing. I literally can't do this anymore, I just want to start screaming until someone mutes my mic.

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Sitting in a work meeting with people talking casually about "catastrophic plans". Girl what the fuck are we even talking about? Why is that the name for an insurance plan? I feel like I'm going insane.

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i remember when i was a child internet safety was like "if you even hint at the country you live in, you're gonna get kidnapped and murdered", and nowadays it is encouraged or even necessary to give corporations every single personal detail if you want to use anything because if they can't sell your information they cry so hard they throw up

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when I say “Let me ask my husband”, one (or both) of these things is taking place:

1. I am in a loving, happy relationship where we value and respect each other’s opinion

2. I am using this as an excuse to get out of something I don’t want to do (sorry habibi)

what is not happening here: I am being oppressed

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I'm not suicidal but I am struggling to find the will to do anything. Work. Clean. Cook. Get out of bed. Take care of myself. I feel like I've lost the will to live but not in a destructive way so much as a "I don't care about consequences, just let me rot" kind of way. Like I just can't bring myself to be scared into action by consequences anymore.

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I feel incredibly stupid and naive like all the time but there are people in this world with dog shit opinions who have never 2nd guessed anything. My brain is the bad place.

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i think it's mostly that it just annoys me when people cite articles like "50 percent of americans can't read" and act like that article is talking about 14 year old twitter users who argue with you about yaoi and not like. people below the poverty line.

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Uncredited 70s-era poster