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“i moved back here from cali a couple of months ago! i, um, actually just got back from a little trip there which...kind of sucked, but we don’t need to focus on that at the moment. you needed a change of environment, huh? well with all the new changes to this place, you’ve got your wish. it’s good to see you again, chris.” sunni didn’t hesitate to move in for a quick hug, squeezing the boy with a warm smile.

at first, he assumed it would be another stranger ready to mispronounce something again, but once he turned to look at the girl, the small frown on his face turned into a expression that was somewhere between surprise and confusion because it had sure been a while since they had seen each other. and then a smile because of having someone familiar around. “ me ? i didn’t know you would be still here !  — needed a change of environment, i guess. hi. ”

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sunni let out a sigh, her eyes rolling before she reached out and snatched the blunt from the boy. “see, now you just ruined the moment. this shit is nasty, and if you need it to feel ‘better’, then you’re not living life like you should.” not even caring how pissed he’d be, she easily tossed it to the ground and stomped on it to cool it off. “the only person i don’t like is gone, so we can’t really get at him. but, you’ve kind of disgusted me with the whole smoking thing, so...thanks for the small little thrill there, but i’m gonna go find someone much better to chill with.”

∗.°:●✧｡*♦️ FINN loved the thrill that doing something ILLEGAL gave him. of course, he had to stop as soon as he took over his father’s company, but for now he just wanted to have FUN. smirk still present, finn walked with languid ease, — as if he hadn’t just ROBBED a man. when the two stopped walking, he chuckled and drew out a blunt, lighting it up with his new item. ❝ what we DO is up to you. ❞ he blew out the smoke S L O W L Y, tossing the lighter in the air and catching it in his hands. ❝ just let me know WHO YOU HATE. i’m sure we can figure something out. ❞ finn sighed dramatically before grinning.

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BLACKPINK (블랙핑크) - WHISTLE (휘파람)

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Text @ Charmander 😘

wes: you don't know that. you haven't applied to those companies and as much as im sure you want to be a mid reader, you aren't. you are not a fool. you are good for so much more than just dancing. my eyesight is 20/20 so im definitely not blind.

wes: its one job, sunshine. i know you wanted this, but you can't give up. there are going to be a million other great opportunities for you. and they'll present themselves at the right time. im not going anywhere, trust me. ive done enough travelling for a life time.

wes: no im sorry :(

sunni: maybe i'm just not strong enough for this kind of rejection. or for this kind of job. i thought it was going to be easier than this, but i was wrong. i can't handle being told my work isn't good enough for someone.

sunni: i'm nothing but an insecure little girl, wes. don't you think you deserve someone a whole lot better? i was fooling myself thinking i deserved someone like you.

sunni: you have nothing to be sorry for. i'll just...leave you alone.

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“You’re such a liar,” she giggled. “It makes perfect sense. I want...I want more too. More than whatever we have been. I guess I’m just...scared. I mean, on the outside I like to show off that I’m this confident person, but I’m so insecure, Wes. I just want to make sure I’m good enough for you...if that makes sense?” Sunni let her hands cup the boys face, her forehead leaning against his as she closed her eyes. “I just want to make sure you’re not ‘settling’ for me...”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about. There’s just words describing what cheesy is and it’s not me.” He replied with a laugh, knowing how false that was. “Us. Maybe, I don’t know. Being more than just whatever this is. I want to be able to call you mine and it actually have meaning. Does that make sense?”

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“Because you’re lying!” Sunni threw her hands in the air in annoyance, soon rolling her eyes and crossing her arms over her chest once again. “That’s not funny, Johnnie.” She didn’t like this feeling between the two. She didn’t like how he couldn’t simply open up to her. They were close friends, best friends. She trusted him with her life, and he should do the same with her. But in that moment, her face fell from anger, to disappointment. She could feel her eyes become glassy with the small water that wanted to spill out, all because of what she had to say next. “I’m sorry...but for once, I don’t trust you.” Her eyes glanced at his for a brief moment, her bottom lip soon being chewed on between her teeth. Letting out a sigh, Sunni then shook her head and walked around the boy and began to walk off, not even bothering to look back. 

Johnnie was stuck. He didn’t want to lose Sunni as a friend, good /god did he not want that. But there were so many people that tried to help him in this same problem and failed, blaming themselves for it. And he didn’t want that more. “I’m not using a fucking attitude, I’m telling you that I have other business and you’re literally not wanting me to leave.” Pausing he stared into Sunni’s eyes, the fire in them almost visible. “Plus, I won’t be lonely, I have my cats and my dog,” he joked, trying a laugh that seemed to fall flat. Looking at the girl he examined her features as they softened, biting his lip because he was unsure what was about to come out. If Johnnie stormed out of here he knew that she wouldn’t even let him get past the door. Instead he tried the only other approach he could think of. “Sunni,” he spoke out, barely more audible than a whisper, a soft smile spreading on his face. “You don’t need to worry about me. I’m okay. Please trust me?”

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Once Sunni caught a glance at his smirk, she simply smiled at the man and tossed some of her dark locks over her shoulder, waving goodbye to him out of the blue and soon following the boy out. Once outside, she couldn’t help but clap her hands together as she laughed. “That was amazing! Fuck, I haven’t done anything remotely thrilling in god knows how long.” Her adrenaline was pumping at this point, her thirst for something fun and risky hitting the surface like a volcano erupting. “What’s next? Lighting something on fire, right?”

∗ . °: ● ✧｡*♦️ • ━ A smug grin crept onto his lips, his eyebrows rising as she continued to speak. ❝ TRUST me, by the end of the day you’ll more or less be begging for it. and THAT’S a promise. ❞ finn watched the girl with an amused smirk, his gaze z o n i n g in on the lighter. truth be told, he could afford better and more, but the boy was never one to go the easy way about things. he loved the thrill of doing something his father would DISAGREE with. he loved to have fun, really, which was both a blessing and a curse. when the girl signaled to him, finn looked around CAUTIOUSLY for any potential onlookers. spotting none, with a c a s u a l walk, he slipped past the man and SNATCHED the lighter out of his pocket, sliding it into his own before shooting sunni a smirk.

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Text @ Charmander 😘

wes: its not going to be your only ticket tho. they dont know shit. they need to get their heads out of their asses. there are so many other companies.

wes: its tough to become an artist. people struggle for years trying to make money on their photos, but you will get there one day. AND YOU ARE NOT!!! A WHORE!!! not not not. you are also NOT!!!! WORTHLESS!!! youre worth so much to me and so many others.

wes: okay..

sunni: and you know what those other companies will tell me? the exact same thing. i was fool thinking a girl like me could actually amount to anything. i'm only good for one thing. you're just too blind to see it, wes.

sunni: i'm done struggling wes. i'm tired, and i'm heart broken, and i don't like this feeling, and i don't want to experience it again. soon enough you'll realize you can do better, and you'll leave. they always fucking leave.

sunni: i'm just done, i'm sorry.

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Text @ Charmander 😘

wes: that's bullshit and you know it. honestly, they don't deserve you if that's how they're going to be. i cant believe they had you get on a plane, go all the way to cali, and tell you that. ugh that makes me so angry.

wes: you'll find the perfect company to work for. i know it. you have so much talent, sunshine. you are not shit. so far from shit. im sorry theyre complete pricks.

wes: are you sure? i want to be there for you

sunni: it's not bullshit!! this was my one way ticket to finally making something of myself, wes. it was a huge company, one that could make me /something/, and they basically told me my work was shit.

sunni: if my work was actually good, i wouldn't be relying on dancing on a fucking pole to make money. that's all i am. a worthless whore and i'm fucking done.

sunni: i said no, i'm fine on my own.

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Text @ Charmander 😘

wes: welcome home.

wes: you didn't? i'm so sorry babe :(

wes: want me to come over with some ice cream and cuddles to help cheer you up?

sunni: thanks.

sunni: they said my work just wasn't "good enough" to be professional. they basically called it trash and low class. like i'm fucking shit.

sunni: no, pls, just give me some space for awhile.

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Text @ Charmander 😘

sunni: i'm back from cali.

sunni: i didn't get the job.

sunni: i'm just gonna curl up in my room for ten years.

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son naeun the “normal” member of apink ↳ [requested by anonymous]

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sunni had overheard a voice she hadn’t heard in years. someone complaining about a name? why was that familiar? once seeing the face to the voice, a chuckle fell from her lips as she soon approached the boy. “okay grammar nazi, why not take a break from yelling at that poor soul and pay attention to me? why did you get back here?!”  

“ for the third time, mate — it’s read as ‘ kel-akh ’ . i don’t care how you think it should be read. names don’t fall into the proper pronunciation category. i don’t care you think it sounds like it could be a name of superman’s cousin from krypton. or like a world of warcraft character. actually, it could make a cool world of warcraft character.  — okay, you were sayin’ ?? ”

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There was a split second of pain that formed on the girls face. It wasn’t physical, but emotional, from the actions that just unfolded. It didn’t last long, of course. Soon, anger began to brew upon her features, quickly placing her hands on her hips and cocking it to one side. “Johnathan Christopher Pierce the second, don’t you dare us that fucking attitude with me. Of all your friends, you know I won’t be taking that shit.” Her eyes glared up at the man, almost as if she was trying to use some kind of power to make him fall to his knees. "You can’t keep doing this when someone is trying to help you. You’re going to end up pushing everyone away and be lonely for the rest of your goddamn life.” Her features softened a bit, taking a step closer to the boy. “Talk. To. Me.”

He was grabbing his stuff to leave, but when he felt the hand on his cheek, the man froze momentarily. Johnnie looked into Sunni’s eyes, the dark brown as dark and mysterious as he had grown to know the girl herself, and swallowed the thick lump that began to form in his throat. It felt like like a deer in headlights, he felt like he had nowhere to go. The man knew Sunni was serious, he felt it, but he knew he didn’t want to take her with him. So he did something he hoped and prayed would work. Eyebrows furrowing in fake anger, Johnnie swatted the girl’s hand away. “Don’t touch me,” he grumbled in the most convincing tone he could give.

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What is the highest number of times you've done the deed in one day?

six? it was with the same person mind you. it wasn’t like six different people in one day. i’m not that bad.

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What is your favorite movie?

Magic Mike XXL. no shame.

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if u were in a scooby movie, what villain would u be the least scared to go up against?

that phantom virus asshole! i could take him on easily.