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I did apologize in one reblog thread, but will say sorry again in this post. I might’ve accidentally deleted when I said sorry in the reblog thread instead of deleting one of my replies to asks.

I apologize for creating and posting that fic of Yujin. I was not fully aware of the Korean age system. Any post I made prior to this that wasn’t a reblog (some posts below responding to asks) were before realizing what I did wrong. And I truly am sorry for what I did.

Also, I acknowledge my mistake in the tagging. I should’ve done better in regards to tagging the fic, making sure to include proper warnings . And I should’ve definitely posted it much later.

You don’t have to forgive me, and I can’t change anyone’s opinion, but I know what I did wrong, and my immaturity when responding to some of these asks/reblog responses. And I won’t do it again after learning these mistakes.

Edit: And, I probably won’t be writing here anymore. Or at least not often. Ive been thinking of a Vampire Ricky x Reader fic for a while and questioning if I should post it here.

Edit 2: As of June 2025, I won’t be writing here. I discovered Ao3 thanks to a wonderful person, and it’s been amazing for me so far. Thank you to everyone who has liked my previous works. I’ve discovered there are a lot of haters on this website and after my recent fic, I thankfully haven’t given up writing. I have moved onto a less judgmental site and removing hate comments hasn’t been easier. I have learned how to tag better, but otherwise I will not stop writing what I love because of what people think. I understand some fics may not be everyone’s cup of tea, and that’s okay. But I would rather you just scroll past instead of spending time sending hate to someone you don’t know. I put a lot of time into my fanfiction, and am quite new to it after taking a break back in 2023. If I don’t like a fanfiction, I scroll past. Thank you to a certain someone who told me what I needed to improve on without telling me I deserve to be cancelled or just straight up unnecessary hate. I appreciate you a lot.

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To hanslegitimatebirthdaytwin:

1- I understand what you mean, I will take this into more consideration. Also, I might give AO3 a try sometime. And will definitely start making tags better :-)

2- I knew I was probably going to get a response because it had been a little more than a month since he’s turned 18. I suppose I didn’t consider the Korean age system too much because he is considered an adult elsewhere. I will wait maybe 5 months or so and post it to somewhere else, to be safe. And to add, I will tag any triggering such as incest like in the story. It was a big mistake of mine to use the Han Yujin tag, since I know not everyone was expecting that when looking it up on this site.

Thank you for being kind and understanding to me :) I think this is the last response I’ll make because I’ve spent more time than I thought responding to some other comments. I appreciate your comment and will take your advice from now on :D

To anyone who was upset at the work, I won’t publish it for a while, and I apologize for my immaturity. I’m just not used to this kind of stuff because I usually stay low profile. With that said, Have a good rest of your day !

I won’t be responding as much to other comments and want everyone to read this one.

I’ll publish my Yujin fic back at some point. I worked hard on it and just want to write fiction because it’s fun. Writing about a topic doesn’t mean you support it in real life. If that were the case, horror movie fans are all serial killers. video game players are all violent.

And to those that were going to harass me before deleting my fic temporarily, please learn to deal with content you dislike on the internet. The internet will be full of things you hate, and I hate a lot of things in the internet too. I just scroll off the page, and block the user if needed.

I’m not going to cater to judgmental people. It’s draining

Edit: Before I went to sleep last night I found more hate against the fic. I was actually considering allowing for non-anon asks but those are gone.

Learn basic fanfiction etiquette on don’t like, don’t read please.

Edit 2: Am turning back on asks because I think the drama has way run its course. I figured something shouldn’t be ruined because of two people.

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Never called anyone a weirdo. Also this is the millionth time discussing the age systems like I said it’s a stupid argument I’m not gonna spent time talking about . Refer to my other responses, please

I’ll publish my Yujin fic back at some point. I worked hard on it and just want to write fiction because it’s fun. Writing about a topic doesn’t mean you support it in real life. If that were the case, horror movie fans are all serial killers. video game players are all violent.

And to those that were going to harass me before deleting my fic temporarily, please learn to deal with content you dislike on the internet. The internet will be full of things you hate, and I hate a lot of things in the internet too. I just scroll off the page, and block the user if needed.

I’m not going to cater to judgmental people. It’s draining

Edit: Before I went to sleep last night I found more hate against the fic. I was actually considering allowing for non-anon asks but those are gone.

Learn basic fanfiction etiquette on don’t like, don’t read please.

Edit 2: Am turning back on asks because I think the drama has way run its course. I figured something shouldn’t be ruined because of two people.

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for hanslegitimatebirthdaytwin:

1- I mainly wrote this because I wrote it and like what I write. The thing is, if I’m purely writing for everyone else, I would hate it because I want to make sure I like it too. Most people like to share their work, not necessarily for fame. Just to share it with the world

I do admit that I should’ve tagged better, but I provided proper warnings. I am still fairly new to the writing world and have things to work on. And it’s not like everyone hates this. I’ve seen stepcest and noncon on here and no one’s clutching their pearls. This confuses me because noncon is literally rape, and yet everyone can understand that just because an author writes about this that they condone it irl.

2- Because I was saying that you guys do the exact thing you’re claiming I do? Waiting for someone to turn legal age is also what this community did, they just waited a little longer so they wouldn’t get shit.

3- if you’re looking up zb1 smut, I’m pretty sure you are interested in romance/sex or like reading about it. Also a lot of minors read smut stories all the time. It’s normal and okay.

4- The purpose of the fic is to be unpleasant. Thats what dark fiction is. It’s not supposed to be super calming. I will keep your advice about tagging, but I have warned properly in the warning. To click off now if you are uncomfortable with the topics, which I understand a lot are. If you have trauma with incest, it’s understandable you would not want to read it. But I can’t control what they read after seeing the warnings. I will tag more detailed from now on, and I acknowledge that’s something I should do when writing those stories.

If I’ve missed a point, I didn’t mean to. The format was just hard to read

I’ll publish my Yujin fic back at some point. I worked hard on it and just want to write fiction because it’s fun. Writing about a topic doesn’t mean you support it in real life. If that were the case, horror movie fans are all serial killers. video game players are all violent.

And to those that were going to harass me before deleting my fic temporarily, please learn to deal with content you dislike on the internet. The internet will be full of things you hate, and I hate a lot of things in the internet too. I just scroll off the page, and block the user if needed.

I’m not going to cater to judgmental people. It’s draining

Edit: Before I went to sleep last night I found more hate against the fic. I was actually considering allowing for non-anon asks but those are gone.

Learn basic fanfiction etiquette on don’t like, don’t read please.

Edit 2: Am turning back on asks because I think the drama has way run its course. I figured something shouldn’t be ruined because of two people.

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1- I am not sick for the second time. Fiction does not equal reality. If you can’t make that distinction, then I don’t know what to say about that. And in the first part of my original response, fiction does not affect the brain. I used the video games and horror movies example. You can consume fiction that is different from what you do in real life. People do it all the time and yet most are normal functioning humans who would never want to do messed up things to someone.

2- Why does it matter? Whether someone waits 1 month or 3 doesn’t matter. No matter how long you “wait”, if it’s under 10 months you’re called a weirdo. I’m not here to argue any more. And whether I’m a minor or adult you would hate me anyway. Doesn’t matter

And also I’m not going to fight on age systems. 18 is considered adult for the vast majority of the world. I wrote this fic in a country where that is considered an adult. This is the most useless thing to argue on, everyone is going to have different opinions on this so it doesn’t matter. I can’t control the country he is born in.

I’ll publish my Yujin fic back at some point. I worked hard on it and just want to write fiction because it’s fun. Writing about a topic doesn’t mean you support it in real life. If that were the case, horror movie fans are all serial killers. video game players are all violent.

And to those that were going to harass me before deleting my fic temporarily, please learn to deal with content you dislike on the internet. The internet will be full of things you hate, and I hate a lot of things in the internet too. I just scroll off the page, and block the user if needed.

I’m not going to cater to judgmental people. It’s draining

Edit: Before I went to sleep last night I found more hate against the fic. I was actually considering allowing for non-anon asks but those are gone.

Learn basic fanfiction etiquette on don’t like, don’t read please.

Edit 2: Am turning back on asks because I think the drama has way run its course. I figured something shouldn’t be ruined because of two people.

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because at the end of the day, it is fiction. Yujin will 9.99999 times out of 10 not find this fic. He will likely be looking on fanfiction in the Korean language. You have every single right to not like anything on the internet. It’s completely okay, I’m not offended by your disliking of the fic.

The thing is, nobody deserves harassment over what they write. You don’t deserve hate for what you write, and so don’t I.

You will come across things you hate on the internet, and it’s important to learn how to handle that maturely. Harassing me will do nothing.

Also, I am not “fucking sick”. Fiction does not affect reality. Whats sick is thinking anyone has to write what specifically caters to you. And thinking you have the right to be rude to those who make fiction you hate. I specifically stated “if you don’t like this story, don’t read”. I provided proper warnings, to ensure no one will read the story and get surprised. If you still read it despite the warnings and get shocked, that’s on you. Unless I forget a tag, then that’s on me.

And for clarification once again, 18 is considered an adult for the majority of the world. Crazy how now writing nsfw for 18 year olds is problematic. And it’s also funny because everyone immediately started writing smut for gunwook when he turned 19, which shows that the zb1 community also waits until they turn legal age. So if you’re going to go there, don’t.

And also, age on accounts means nothing. I wouldn’t tell if someone who says they’re 20 is actually 20 or 37. And I’m not too concerned about one’s age. If they write good, I love their work.

I’ve seen far far worse on the internet. But I know my words won’t change them, and so I left it alone. I find the topics in my fic disgusting in real life, but in fiction it doesn’t hurt anyone. As long as you can make that distinction between fiction and reality, anyone can write as they please. I don’t have free time 24/7 to tear apart every fic I don’t like.

This response is long because I want to address every point. Thank you if you read all of this. I hope this is the last response I’ll need to make.

I’ll publish my Yujin fic back at some point. I worked hard on it and just want to write fiction because it’s fun. Writing about a topic doesn’t mean you support it in real life. If that were the case, horror movie fans are all serial killers. video game players are all violent.

And to those that were going to harass me before deleting my fic temporarily, please learn to deal with content you dislike on the internet. The internet will be full of things you hate, and I hate a lot of things in the internet too. I just scroll off the page, and block the user if needed.

I’m not going to cater to judgmental people. It’s draining

Edit: Before I went to sleep last night I found more hate against the fic. I was actually considering allowing for non-anon asks but those are gone.

Learn basic fanfiction etiquette on don’t like, don’t read please.

Edit 2: Am turning back on asks because I think the drama has way run its course. I figured something shouldn’t be ruined because of two people.

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I’ll publish my Yujin fic back at some point. I worked hard on it and just want to write fiction because it’s fun. Writing about a topic doesn’t mean you support it in real life. If that were the case, horror movie fans are all serial killers. video game players are all violent.

And to those that were going to harass me before deleting my fic temporarily, please learn to deal with content you dislike on the internet. The internet will be full of things you hate, and I hate a lot of things in the internet too. I just scroll off the page, and block the user if needed.

I’m not going to cater to judgmental people. It’s draining

Edit: Before I went to sleep last night I found more hate against the fic. I was actually considering allowing for non-anon asks but those are gone.

Learn basic fanfiction etiquette on don’t like, don’t read please.

Edit 2: Am turning back on asks because I think the drama has way run its course. I figured something shouldn’t be ruined because of two people.

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delete your yujin fic u fucking freak he's still considered a minor in korea and it has only been 1 month since his birthday you should be ashamed

This is the last message I’m replying to because I’m tired. I stated in the fic that if you didn’t like any of the above topics, don’t read.

That’s all I’ll say. Also eighteen is an adult at least where I’m from, and a lot of places. You’re the one infantilizing him

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I understand you're asking to not receive any harrassment regarding the tropes you've written but I think we should look at the bigger issue at hand. Yujin is a minor, there's not supposed to be smut about him at all. Yes, it's fiction but nsfw content about literal kids is extremely harmful and only contributes to normalizing/fetishizing it, whether it's intentional or not.

Ultimately it's up to you whether you want to delete it or not - nothing I can control from a screen - but you might want to do it or you very likely will get major harrassment for it

i temporarily will remove the option to send me messages and my fic because of the stuff I’ve received.

Eighteen is not a minor, it is a legal adult. Also, I said in the warnings that if you didn’t like the topics, don’t read. Making this message to me was ten times harder than blocking me. I don’t care if people block me, I don’t get notified and it’s not an insult to me. I promise you I won’t be hurt.

It is fiction. I like to share what I write and give proper warnings

I see lots of things on tumblr I dislike, like the cheating trope in fanfiction . But instead of harassing the user, I block them and move on with my day.

I understood you meant to harm, and I’m sorry if I sound aggressive. It’s partially because of a worse message I got when I started reading my inbox.

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I’ve been really loving Mafuyu Asahina lately, might write a oneshot about her sometime.

I have a lot of fics on my plate so it will take a bit

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The writers block is forming 😔

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Drew Hatsune Miku in her movie form :)

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im going to watch the project sekai movie tomorrow. Crossing my fingers the audience behavior isn’t as bad as some people’s experiences were 😬

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Based on the poll results since it’s halfway until the deadline, my next fic will be a smut noncon featuring Ricky, Hanbin and female reader!

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My AiriEna sketch!

I drew one of my favorite project sekai ships, AiriEna today and wanted to share it!

not usually what I post but I’m really proud of it.

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New pfp :)

Artist: https://x.com/kaje7pi/status/1905619881514463363?s=46