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"your life isn't a book, don't end it 🥺🥺"

thanks jessica i'm healed

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Why do i always fuck up all my friendships like why do i have to be so jealous and want people to myself ‼️

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Jirai Kei Twins!

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Random question before bed, which vocaloid would you headcanon as Jirai?

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collections of fits i need like i need oxygen

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jiraiblr block cvttingms, he's a self admitted pedophile.

just report and block, don't interact. Stay safe everyone ヽ(*´＾｀)ﾉ

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thinking about how many people hate doing chores like laundry ironing etc (for themselves! unfairly being expected to take care of everyone else's things is something completely different) and how in attempts to fix the resulting issues (piles of gross stuff etc) it's just framed as another thing to feel bad about not doing, which is not very encouraging under any circumstances -- but if the reason why things keep piling up is something like depression or adhd will make it about 10x as hard, because you likely already feel bad about yourself. And now looking at the piles comes with a lecture about getting your shit together and being an adult at the back of your head.

It's just not effective. It's the wrong reason. You shouldn't be cleaning because you're afraid of being shamed or because you feel guilty. That might work once every few months in a burst of manic chore energy but that's no way to live. The reason why I don't find these things exhausting to do is because it's just things I do to make myself comfortable, and it feels that way. When I'm ironing my clothes I look forward to wearing clean cozy warm clothes. I'm also daydreaming about 20 other things because I do have adhd and I'm maybe listening to an audiobook, but the emotion associated with doing my own laundry is something like ...contentment because I get to decide how exactly I want my clothes to smell and feel. It's largely just a positive emotion. I think the trick is getting yourself to be happy you get to make future you happy. That's a sustainable motivation you don't need shame or guilt for.

Also sometimes it's easy to underestimate how much a "small" sensory issue is making things hard. I hate touching dirty laundry, especially things like wet dishrags. I realised this was what made me want to avoid doing that specific bag of laundry and got some gloves. Now it's fine because I don't have to touch any wet and questionable textures. A lot of these accomodations might feel like overkill + you might not notice how much they bother you/contribute to putting things off until you pay attention and do something about it. If you think the scent bothers you a lot wearing a mask to empty the bin might help remove revulsion re: emptying the bin and so make that easier to motivate yourself into doing just wear one. Yeah it is overkill and not needed. But you don't want to accumulate trash inside because the smell would make you uncomfortable. If the goal is to avoid discomfort you should also eliminate the discomfort of the chore itself insofar possible! If your hands hurt easily from scrubbing things clean see if you can find a more effective cleaning agent or a cheap electric brush. If the sound of the vacuum bothers you even just a little put on headphones. There is no need to make this into some kind of guiltstriken spartan ordeal or only prevent discomfort if it's absolutely necessary for the task.

Chores are going to be a part of your days probably your entire life. It can be a comfortable experience associated with feeling cared for by yourself, feeling in control of how you live, a moment of quiet simple tasks and no deadlines. It doesn't have to feel bad. And if you fail at keeping up you aren't lazy or bad. You're just probably making yourself uncomfortable, but that's not a sin. And you can always change what you do to accomodate your needs.

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I don’t understand how Vivziepop, who has a massive ego but extremely thin skin, functions on a daily basis because every little thing gets to her and pisses her off. People criticize, make fun of, or hate on her and her shows, driving her up the wall and causing her to crash out on social media, ruin whatever she’s doing and even hold grudges, allowing them to fester beneath her skin for months or years. 

Instead of just accepting the love and attention her fans give her, Vivziepop loses her temper over the ones who despise her, Hazbin Hotel, and Helluva Boss, feeling entitled to everyone’s admiration. She even sends her fans to harass anyone that isn’t singing her praises, wanting to punish them for refusing to kiss her ass. 

Despite her success and large fan base, Vivziepop is always going to be miserable because she obsesses over what everyone thinks of her and her shows. If it’s not adoration and flattery, then she wants it and the person gone.

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Why am i lowky jealous of people with interests. Like sure i have games and shows i like but ive never had anything i love sm that i want to research and study so hard i make it my life’s work, or decorate my entire room based on it. Idc what it even is. I have a friend that is so obsessed with a ship, thats all she talks about (it’s bkdk btw) i have one that loves shipwrecks, one that wont stfu about the jfk assassination (@jfk-update) , ect+ and i just wish i could experience that.

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calling ppl u dislike "narcissists" is such weird behavior

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i hate how it’s expected that you know what you need when your mentally ill and it’s literally always for the benefit of ppl if they find out ur mentally ill. ppl will be like “oh tell us what you need how can we help you” like brother I DONT KNOWWWW that’s part of why i’m having a fucking breakdown

and then they get pissed off like “well how can we help you if you don’t tell us what you need?” i never asked you to help get away from me

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OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH!! Someone finally said it. 😭 It's like people have forgotten that collectors exist and it's not just "cute thing everyone likes, gotta buy 500 of them."

ppl who hate labubus bc they’re trendy pmo so much bc Hello Kitty is trendy too. and i don’t see u hating it. “overconsumption” baby most things r overconsumption… ever heard of cigarettes? vapes? Nintendo? labubus r just stupid little toys that girls like. “ugh ppl liking it for the trend 😒” believe it or not u follow trends too. everyone follows some kind of trend, even in alternative spaces. chunky boots r trendy af. ur not the punk anarchist u think u are.

if u are so angry and bothered over some little things when u are also a consumer well.. idk get a life. why r so Mad. “i wanna crush them” take ur violence out on something else, like idk racist ppl??

it’s just so weird seeing such hatred for a mascot franchise when many other franchises like Sonic, Sanrio, etc. have been trending for decades. stop being so hypocritical and get a grip in life.

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Be kind to yourself today! ₊‧°𐐪♡𐑂°‧₊

Forgive yourself, nourish your body, take a deep breath, drink a big glass of water, & give yourself a hug ♡

You are deserving & worthy of love and support ♡

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