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If everything goes to plan, this lovely lady is coming to live with me on Sunday!! I need to come up with a good name for her!

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Angelic tbh...

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I hear my little boy is getting a revival… and I forgot my ps4 back in Denmark. Oh, the regret..

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She gets the best spot in the flat!!!

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The way he stuffs them in his mouth 💀

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i want a new mystery science theater 3000 where it’s the mcelroys doin the commentary

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My boyfriend just sent me this the lucky sod!!

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push yourself to get up before the rest of the world - start with 7am, then 6am, then 5:30am. go to the nearest hill with a big coat and a scarf and watch the sun rise.

push yourself to fall asleep earlier - start with 11pm, then 10pm, then 9pm. wake up in the morning feeling re-energized and comfortable.

get into the habit of cooking yourself a beautiful breakfast. fry tomatoes and mushrooms in real butter and garlic, fry an egg, slice up a fresh avocado and squirt way too much lemon on it. sit and eat it and do nothing else.

stretch. start by reaching for the sky as hard as you can, then trying to touch your toes. roll your head. stretch your fingers. stretch everything.

buy a 1L water bottle. start with pushing yourself to drink the whole thing in a day, then try drinking it twice.

buy a beautiful diary and a beautiful black pen. write down everything you do, including dinner dates, appointments, assignments, coffees, what you need to do that day. no detail is too small.

strip your bed of your sheets and empty your underwear draw into the washing machine. put a massive scoop of scented fabric softener in there and wash. make your bed in full.

organise your room. fold all your clothes (and bag what you don’t want), clean your mirror, your laptop, vacuum the floor. light a beautiful candle.

have a luxurious shower with your favourite music playing. wash your hair, scrub your body, brush your teeth. lather your whole body in moisturiser, get familiar with the part between your toes, your inner thighs, the back of your neck.

push yourself to go for a walk. take your headphones, go to the beach and walk. smile at strangers walking the other way and be surprised how many smile back. bring your dog and observe the dog’s behaviour. realise you can learn from your dog.

message old friends with personal jokes. reminisce. suggest a catch up soon, even if you don’t follow through. push yourself to follow through.

think long and hard about what interests you. crime? sex? boarding school? long-forgotten romance etiquette? find a book about it and read it. there is a book about literally everything.

become the person you would ideally fall in love with. let cars merge into your lane when driving. pay double for parking tickets and leave a second one in the machine. stick your tongue out at babies. compliment people on their cute clothes. challenge yourself to not ridicule anyone for a whole day. then two. then a week. walk with a straight posture. look people in the eye. ask people about their story. talk to acquaintances so they become friends.

lie in the sunshine. daydream about the life you would lead if failure wasn’t a thing. open your eyes. take small steps to make it happen for you.

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Gotta soften up those hard edges 🙅‍♀️📐

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I’ve decided to make a sculpture of my favourite little dog, Laika, to celebrate working fewer hours and having time to make things again ✨🙌

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Here lies Caitlin. She was a little worried that I would have a good time.

Here lies Asia. They are not going to be able to make it.

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I made a Taako doll for my bestie this Candlenights :) by The Stitchy Button on etsy, home of collectible character bunnies and dolls, nifflers, dragons, unicorns, merbunnies, and much more! Get coupon codes and monthly mailbags by joining on Patreon

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women are socialized to be so accommodating of others and you don’t even realize it until you’re already in the middle of some elaborate favor for someone and you’re wondering what the fuck you’re even doing

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i gotta believe!!!

(commission me)

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A side by side photo of me from the beginning of the year, to me at the end! I may not look a lot different but this has been a big year for me. 2017 was the year I started taking my mental health problems seriously and faced them head on after a lifetime of hoping that if I ignore it long enough, one day they might just "get better", because if 2017 has taught me anything, it's that things will only change if YOU do something about it because no one else will. It's a long journey and I've been all over the place lately, BUT I am HERE! And I am TRYING.