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hi guys. sorry iāve been absent. if youāve seen anything from my twt/bluesky then you probably know already, but yesterday i was officially diagnosed with adrenal cancer (adrenocortical carcinoma.) not a fantastic survival rate long termā¦. i was told about 50/50. my surgery is in two weeks.
iām still processing a lot but i donāt intend on giving up on art, i just might need to pace myself accordingly, especially considering being on a lot of medications and pre-op etc. thanks for enjoying my work. iām going to do my best to try and finish my projects in case i no longer am able to in the future. i really want to see them to fruition. i really really want that.
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banal nadas (for @pixdoodles)
#i wuv u pix thank u for commissioning me to draw this iām still proud of it#any excuse to draw fenlin ur beautiful daughter light of my life#i must draw her more#dragon age
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a FAQ/guide to timelines for my ongoing comic, failstates (plus some bonus AU doodles)
#bump#i worked very hard on thisssss i know itās a lot to read but. plz have a look or#lookie. whatever. not correcting
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a FAQ/guide to timelines for my ongoing comic, failstates (plus some bonus AU doodles)
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I feel u on the horrendous allergies...get allergy nose spray if u don't have any and ice packs and cold showers are the best for when ur super itchy. hope u feel better soon & don't feel guilty for any reason
thank you for the tips and kind words! doing better today, hoping i can get a good hold on it soon <3
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i will be honest i think u might need to visit a doctor
i don't have health care in the state im living in currently so that is not an option for me rn unfortunately but yeah i'd have done so otherwise
#i just spent like 4+ months paying off a single bill for an emergency visit so id like to avoid that if possible#should be able to change that by the end of the year but for rn im kinda just stuck dealing w it.
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hey guys im not dead but im just having the worst allergy experience of my life these days. like rashes and using an inhaler multiple times a day (never needed to in my life before kind of bad). want to draw but just sitting at my desk like
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Older Jayceās design belongs to @snidy ! I fell in love with it after reading their āFailstatesā comic- SO gorgeous!!! Playing with an unused sketch turned into this- a fun experiment with new coloring techniques. Drawing these two has been healing in a way (like when I first started drawing Ruthari).
#myyyy gossshhhh iām soooo touched that you wanted to draw them. such a lovely illustration i am still admiring it#it's still very new to me to see failstates fanart so the couple times i have is just such an absolute novelty like i am jumping up and dow#and yelling and dancing AHHHH THANK YOUUU THEY#LOOK AMAZING WAHHHHH;#failstates au#fsart#jayvik#framing this in my heart
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quick lil failstates warmup ily sad middle aged men
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quick lil failstates warmup ily sad middle aged men
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i promise i wanted to post other things and I WILL BUT FOR NOW IT'S STILL OATHBREAKER BRAINROT I'M SO SORRY and thank you again @lesbianherald and @snidy
#just might explode the way this is so fucking gorergesousfsf#lost the ability to be coherent#RAAUUGHHH#the oathbreaker#jayvik#THANK YOUUUUU SENDING TO BEE IMMEDIATELY
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(failstates) rough ver of ch.2 viktor A/magevik. close enough atp
#jayvik#arcane#mage viktor#failstates au#viktor arcane#just needed to get the idea out of my brain#i have other things to do first before i finish this#jayce c design tooā¦ā¦. but iām so picky about him š« i wanna do it right
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teensy bit of thumbnail practice for an environmental storytelling project iāve had on the backburner for @yunuenās fic the line is covered in jellyfish
#jayvik#arcane#i have a design project to finish first but i look forward to properly doing something for jellyfish i love it sm#been talking to star abt it for a while now#viktor arcane#jayce talis
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so on brand for me to be like āļøš¤ i think they would be much worse to each other than is typical in fanon but capability for change and growth is a demonstration of the power of love and the messy nuances of human connection and isn't that neat? we can make it through the woods
#make them worse out of awe of the resilience of the human spirit#not even specific to one dynamic this is my approach to most characterization actually#unsurprising for someone whose media interests include things like nier disco elysium steven universe infinity train pathologic utena etc
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(failstates) weird grief
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(failstates) weird grief
#jayvik#arcane#failstates au#jayce talis#viktor arcane#this is a scene from ch.2 that will be more elaborate/long in the comic proper. just wanted to get this outta my system#they have.. a lot of issues to work through#tfw viktor c is permadead by ur hand and u accidentally end up remembering him while cutting the hair of the person who told u to kill him
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ch.2 wip stuff. maybe donāt process your grief by mending/making clothes that remind you of the other version of the same guy who is now dead. the actual guy wearing them may not love it. a mutual haircut experience ends badly. mysterious fading blanket pattern as an omen. three week prophetic fever dream. time travel consequences. fun š
#jayvik#failstates au#jayce talis#viktor arcane#mage viktor#i like how i kept saying iād include a haircut scene and while doing so realized it would end catastrophically rather than be cute
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