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it seems as though you have gotten over me, i hope your happy now, i hope your life brings you everything you ever wanted. i do wish you the best, i really do. i hope things go just the way you want them too. just know, i wish you the best.

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well, this is and will be my last post on here. im deleting my account. to the four people who follow me, i hope your life brings happiness. to the 1 person on here. i guess you dont care anyways. but i hope you will be happy one day.

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and i hope he is better than me in every way, i hope he soothes you to sleep at night with his voice, i hope you have the connection that we used to have, i hope he reminds you of me in every way. is he better than me, is he perfect, does he make you happy, do you enjoy talking to him, why not me?

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you think your so much better than me.... okay, maybe you are. so what? go be better than me, find someone better than me, and leave. apparently i ask to much from you anyways. this bullshit is ridiculous. im done.

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when you finally realize that the person you loved with all your heart is gone, yeah maybe you made a mistake, maybe you messed up. but the fact is you still tried...... thats what i try to tell myself everyday..... i feel so alone, i know im not perfect and i never will be, but i deserve alot more than that..... i do miss you, but it was your choice, not mine.

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i hope you understand now

you wanna know the truth? you did ask for to much, i figured if i ever told you then you would find another reason to stay away, so i kept it to myself. you don't want me to hate you and yet you give me every reason to hate you. well, i don't hate you, i am disappointed in you though. after 2 and a half months you finally given me every reason to leave. you never want to talk to me, you never want to see me, you never want to come back. just because your not happy with your life doesn't mean you can stay away from me because you know it makes me unhappy. you are wrong for this, you know i love you with all my heart and yet you push me away..... how can you do that to a person that loves you more than anyone else? i never thought it was possible for a person to hurt me like this, im not perfect, but i deserve alot better than what your doing to me now. 

i hope your life takes you where you wanna go, and i hope you find a real nice guy, i hope he loves you half as much as i did.

and just so you know, all those nights i sat in my room alone and cried, i did cut myself. after almost 18 years i finally did it. i had no other option. im over doing that now. i just don't understand why you are how you are.

this is me leaving, this is me giving up, this is me letting you go, your out of my life.

i still love you, but i cant hold on to you anymore, your a lost cause.

goodbye.

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its bad when you want nothing more then to be with a person, and they want nothing more than for you to work to be with them and they do nothing. im tired of working for it.... its bad when they choose to lose you, instead of giving it a chance..... i guess i was wrong about them.... i guess i really mean nothing, go figure... your not the first one.

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Taty Kalina Kochloukova | via Facebook on @weheartit.com - http://whrt.it/154J7cW

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I don’t know why.

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Lately I feel that more and more :(

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