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[softsergeantbarns]

Hello my Dears,

I’m sorry for being inactive at the moment! A lot is going on and writing here isn’t the priority right now. I’m really sorry and I’ll hope you all stay tuned for when I come back! ❤️

[softsergeantbarns]

If someone ever calls me a waist of a woman because I don’t want kids I hope that there is a Bucky who kicks that motherfucker straight into the nuts!! But anyways, it was lovely! 😍

Family Man | Bucky Barnes x Reader

Hi, friends! What? Two fics about me not wanting children in a row? oops 😅

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“I’m a mess,

I don’t know how to impress anyone

And I don’t want us to be just friends.”

Sam and Bucky stared at you with wide eyes. Their casual conversation was interrupted by your fuming form storming into the kitchen with a frustrated huff. They could practically feel the rage radiating from your body, and Bucky could’ve sworn that he heard your teeth cracking under the pressure of your clenched jaw. “…bad date?” Sam finally said with the utmost caution. He knew how deadly you were with a knife and had no doubt that you had one secured to your thigh under your dress- he did not want to get on your bad side. “What makes you say that?” your head snapped in his direction, fury burning behind your eyes.

Bucky cleared his throat, “well, you just opened that bottle of wine with a knife…” Sam chimed in, “and you were gone less than an hour”. You kicked the high heels from your feet, letting them fly towards the cabinets with a distinct thud. What a waste of a Friday night. You’d put on make-up, done your hair, worn shoes that could’ve made your feet bleed- all for some asshole who most definitely wasn’t worth your time. Wine bottle in hand, you slumped into the chair next to Bucky with a dramatic groan. “I hate dating- dating is impossible. The world is a nightmare and I’m moving to Scotland to raise sheep”, a few more gulps of wine traveled down your throat, easing the anger that smoldered in your chest.

Bucky hated seeing you like this. He hated that you couldn’t seem to find someone to treat you right. He cheered you on from the sidelines, encouraging you to put yourself out there and meet people. It killed him inside each time he saw you leave for a date, but seeing you come home upset hurt even worse. After every date, he’d join you in your room and listen to you rehash every awful detail. He couldn’t comprehend how anyone could treat you so terribly, especially any man who was lucky enough to go out with you. He helped you stay positive. He wanted you to find someone and be happy- but it crushed him that he couldn’t be that someone. He couldn’t give you the things a normal partner could, he couldn’t give you what he knew you deserved.

Sam leaned forward and quirked an eyebrow at you, inviting you to share the details of your date from hell. With another groan, you told them everything, “Okay, the guy seemed like, relatively cool at first. And then we started talking about life goals, and what we each want for our future…” The wine glass pressed against your lips once more as you tilted it vertically, emptying the cabernet into your mouth. “And when I said that I don’t want kids, he looked at me like I’d just told him I wanna suck Thanos’s dick or something- dude was horrified” you sighed. The wine glass became obsolete as your purple-stained lips wrapped around the opening of the bottle, taking a long pull.

A high-pitched ringing echoed in Bucky’s ears, and he was certain he heard you incorrectly. He retreated into his mind as his thoughts moved at lightspeed, analyzing everything you said- when the feather light touch of your warm hand snapped him back to reality. “Buck, hey. You look catatonic- is everything okay?” He watched your eyes grow soft as anger melted into concern for his well-being. He gave a quick nod and motioned for you to continue, his cheeks flushing pink with embarrassment.

“So then he looked me dead in the eye and said that I’m a ‘waste of a woman’ simply because I don’t want to have kids…I told him to kiss my ass and got outta there”, you took another sip of wine, wiping a purple drip from the corner of your mouth. Bucky knew you too well. He saw right through the angry, sarcastic mask you wore. It was easier to make jokes and drink most of a bottle of wine than it was to admit that you were vulnerable. And hurt. And lonely.

The conversation continued without Bucky’s participation, Sam’s voice mixing with yours in a dull, muffled sound devoid of all meaning. A strange, unfamiliar feeling spread through Bucky’s body like wildfire. It was a feeling he’d never experienced before; one he didn’t know how to handle- it was hope. But his newfound hope quickly grew tinged with anxiety that made his hands ball into tight fists.

Sam waved a hand in front of Bucky’s face, pulling him out of his subconscious. “You’re being weird”, Sam huffed, “well, weirder than usual. What’s the deal?” Bucky noticed your empty chair ran a hand down his face; he was so lost in thought that he hadn’t even noticed you leave. “If I tell you something, can you keep it to yourself?” Bucky’s voice was low and measured as his enhanced hearing searched for any signs of your return. Sam gave Bucky an eyeroll and scooted his chair as close as he could, “spill your guts, Barnes”.

Sam’s uproarious laughter made Bucky pout. He sat there with his arms crossed over his chest, waiting for Sam to knock it off. A grumpy scowl pulled his brows together and he swore that Sam had been laughing for at least ten minutes. “I’m sorry, you think-” he tried to catch his breath, “you think that you being in love with her is a secret?” Another fit of laughter left Sam doubled over in his chair as his abs ached. He nudged Bucky’s shoulder and quirked an eyebrow at him, making Bucky roll his eyes.

“Okay, anyway, I never told her how I feel because I can’t-” he searched for his words, “I can’t give her the things I thought she wanted. I assumed she wanted the white picket fence in the suburbs with a house full of kids…and that’s just not doable for me”. He raked a hand through his hair, tugging on the loose strands to ground himself. His thoughts moved faster than he could process; everything he thought he knew changed so quickly, and his hope quickly drowned in a sea of doubt. If he tried with you and failed, he’d be crushed. But if he never tried, he could never fail.

“It was easier when I thought things between us were never gonna happen, but now…I mean, if I tell her and fuck everything up, I’ll lose her. And I can’t lose her”. Sam groaned. He slumped over dramatically and banged his head on the kitchen table a few times before slowly sitting back up. “I swear, it’s like you two are the dumbest smart people I know. I mean, the way she looks at you? She obviously has a thing for you”, he took a swig from your almost empty bottle of wine.

“Everyone sees it but you. And it’s pretty damn obvious that she hates when you keep encouraging her to date- she only wants you, man. You two spend all your time together and it’s like you’ve never even had a damn conversation”.

Sam gave Bucky a few pats on the shoulder before grabbing the wine bottle and heading to his room. Alone with his thoughts, Bucky grew anxious. Everything in him screamed at him to run, to protect himself from the soul-sucking pain that would come from you rejecting him. Even if Sam was right and you did, indeed, have feelings for him, it was still possible that you wouldn’t want to be his girl. The seemingly endless stack of Bucky’s issues towered over him, casting a dark shadow over his heart. How could you possibly agree to be in a relationship with someone so damaged, so broken?

The stubborn black smudges under your eyes pissed you off. All you wanted was to take off your make up, put on some comfy clothes, and dissolve into your bed. “Fuck it, good enough”, you muttered, surrendering to the smudges of eyeliner that refused to budge. The worn fabric of your favorite sweatshirt wrapped you in gentle warmth as you fell face first onto your bed. You didn’t think it was possible to hurt this much. The deep ache of your longing for Bucky almost left you breathless. He was your favorite person in the world, and it hadn’t taken much for you to fall for him. His kind heart and warm personality felt like home to you- but it wasn’t always that way.

Getting Bucky to open up to you, to crawl out of the safety of his shell, was hard. He trusted no one, and rightfully so. He was hurt. He was starved of compassion and deprived of all kindness under Hydra. Your gentle gestures and words of encouragement helped Bucky take a few steps out of his comfort zone- steps that lead him to falling deeply in love with you. But you never let yourself believe that he had feelings for you, no matter how much Nat teased you. Getting Bucky to speak to you, to trust you, to feel comfortable alone with you took months; he was like a reclusive stray cat who’d been kicked one too many times.

It hurt you to know that, even if Bucky did have feelings for you, he would never want a relationship. He was still working on a mountain of trust issues and anxiety, and you simply couldn’t see him feeling safe enough to be that vulnerable.

The light, metallic tapping sound of Bucky’s vibranium knuckles against your door filled you with dread. He always checked on you after your dates. He would sit on your bed with you and listen while you vented your frustrations. And every time, his heart ached for you- but he kept up his positive façade. He’d take your face in his hands and tell you to keep your chin up, because “you deserve to be happy, doll”. It was kind and thoughtful, much like everything Bucky did for you, but it always stung- you wanted to be happy with him.

Part of you had hoped Bucky would leave you alone tonight; it was an unfamiliar feeling, not wanting Bucky around. On any given day, you wanted him by your side at all times. But tonight was different. The outrage your date set ablaze in you was snuffed out by your longing for Bucky. It didn’t seem possible for you to sit through another one of his pep talks with a manufactured smile on your face.

The sound of him knocking, however, pulled your lips into a genuine smile. No matter your mood, you couldn’t help but feel warm and fuzzy when he was around. “Um, come in”, you sat up and watched Bucky sweep through the door with an unusual energy. He was, no doubt, prepared to deliver another rousing speech about why you should keep going on dates. But before Bucky could open his mouth, you stopped him.

“Buck, you have no idea how much it means to me that you want to help me find my person, or whatever, but…I can’t do it anymore. I know you just want me to be happy, and it’s so sweet, but I-” a unique tightening sensation left your lungs unable to fully expand as anxiety gripped you tight. “I won’t be happy with any of these guys. The only person I want to be with is you- I have these feelings for you and they’re…they’re strong. They run deep”, a few tears stained your cheeks as your voice began to shake. “And I know you can’t reciprocate- and that’s fine. I get it. Maybe my feelings will subside one day and I can find someone who makes me feel even a fraction as good as you do. But right now, I can’t take any more dates with anyone who isn’t you.”

Bucky’s mouth hung open. His body burned with a strange combination of nervous energy and unbridled joy that had his hands shaking. In three quick strides, he crossed the room and had his arms around your waist. The warmth of his embrace brought an instant smile to your face, and he didn’t seem to care that your tears dampened his shirt as you rested your face against his chest. The comforting gesture was more than welcome, but only twisted the knife. The safety and comfort of Bucky’s arms felt like home, but it wasn’t- it couldn’t be. Bucky wasn’t yours to call home.

Another wave of heartbroken longing threatened to send fresh tears streaming down your face- until Bucky’s lips met yours. His kiss was deep and hungry as his lips crushed against you, a year’s worth of pent-up need spilling forth all at once. It ended too soon, and Bucky stared down into your eyes with an intensity that made your knees weak. “I can- I do reciprocate those feelings. But I didn’t-“

With a hand pressed against his chest, you put enough space between your bodies to give you room to breathe. “Then why have you been pushing me to date?” you tried to resist the hurt that threatened to creep into your voice, but had little success. “I’ve met so many awful guys, Buck. I just- ya could’ve saved me a lot of trouble…”

Bucky’s hand raked aggressively through his hair, “I thought you wanted something…else. Something that I can’t give you”. He took your hand gently in his, stroking his fingers over your knuckles and avoiding your gaze. “I didn’t know about the whole kids thing. I just- I assumed you wanted a family and I’m not- that’s not something I can do. I’m not passing on my genes or my issues- they need to die with me”.

A sad smile flickered across his face. “I didn’t want to tell you how I felt…I sent you on all those dates because I just wanted you to have a chance at a normal life- a normal life with a normal person who could give you everything you want- everything you deserve…” He brought a hand to your cheek and let his thumb traced gently over your cheek, “and if I told you and ruined our friendship, I never would’ve forgiven myself. I never want to lose you. I can’t.”

Pushing yourself up onto your tiptoes, you enveloped Bucky’s lips with yours. A long-held sigh left his body as he melted under your touch. The tension in his brow dissipated almost instantly and his tight shoulders fell slack. Nothing in your life had ever felt so right, so natural, as your body pressed against Bucky’s. He kissed you like it was the last time he’d ever see you, desperately committing every second to memory.

“You won’t lose me, ever”, you promised as you pulled away, “I only want you. I’ve only ever wanted you”. He let his forehead rest gently against yours, his eyes fluttering shut as an unstoppable warmth surged through him. “And hey, you don't need to have kids to be a family," you told him, "what would you think about getting a cat?"

[softsergeantbarns]

Can i have a request where you’re one of the actors in Marvel. You all go to the Jimmy Fallon/James Corden show to promote new movie. And the host shows everyone your dancing video (Lili’s Flim #3 is the vid) that he got from your dance teacher. Everyone’s so shocked that how sweet, cute and shy you can do sexy dances. The host asks you to dance some other songs for everyone. And Seb couldn’t wait to see. Later that night he asks you to dance for him one more time.

Dance for me, please.

Pairing: Sebastian Stan x actress!reader

summary: you and your co-workers promote Marvels new movie Infinity War at Jimmy Fallon.

warnings: a lot of fluff and fun, a bit of mild, very very mild smut? I wouldn't even call it smut.

wordcount: 1200+

I'm really sorry that it took me so long. I was sick the last week and wasn't really feeling good. thank god, no covid. I really hope you like it. its my very first Sebastian fic, so I hope it fits! 💕 also it not proof read, as always, sorry.

Staring in Marvel Cinematic movie was something big, you knew that. And with big stuff there was always more big stuff like many press conferences and talk shows and so on.

So there you were, sitting on a chair with your co-workers on the Tonight Show with Jimmy Fallon, promoting the newest movie. Everyone was laughing and having a good time. Jimmy asked a million different questions, hoping to get any new informations on Infinity War. Tom Holland was with you and you knew, he’d spoiler anything. Good thing was, RDJ was sitting next to him, pressing his hand on Toms mouth whenever he’d say too much. He was about to spoil another detail and everyone was just freaking out, trying to stop him.

They all were talking about the fake scripts you all have gotten, telling Jimmy how hard it was, to read the script since none of you, except for Robert, knew what was happening.

2the funny thing is I heard the rumor about the fake script stuff and I was reading what I thought was a fake script because it was like: Spider-Man is in space so I didn’t finish it. But I found out it was real!“

Everyone was sighing, he did it again. He spoiled another thing he wasn’t suppose to.

„You know Tom, snitches get stitches!“ You told him and shook your head.

But Tom already forgot what he had said and the interview went on, Jimmy told everyone that he saw the first twenty minutes of movie and told you that it was great. But he also said that he don’t know what he can say or how should react to thing Tom just said. Tom of course didn’t know what he just said.

„It’s like Men in Black, every twenty seconds we just wipe him.“ Robert said and everyone was laughing again.

After that everyone was asked another few questions about life and stuff. Jimmy even got all of you to sing a Marvel-themed version of Billy Joel’s „We didn’t start the fire“ and it was awesome. Everyone was having fun.

At some point, Jimmy looked at you and grinned. „(Y/N), I’ve got here something that I wanna show you guys.“ He said, still grinning. Everyone looked at you but you didn’t know what it would be. Everyone turned around to the big screen and was waiting for what it would be.

„Sooo (Y/N), I talked to some of my contacts and someone mentioned that you were a dancer once. And so I talked to someone you know.“ Jimmy said before he pressed play.

On the big screen there was a video, you really hoped no one would ever see. It showed you in way too short clothes and high heeled over knee boots. Your whole face felt hot and you hid it in your hands, hoping it would be over soon. Everyone was shocked to see you dancing this sexy.

„Hot damn, who thought our sweet and shy (Y/N) could move like that!“ Anthony Mackie said and grinned at you.

Everyones eyes were at you when the video stopped. Some looked at you, still in shock. That was a side of you none of them knew.

„That’s so embarrassing!“ You mumbled and sighed, again covering your face with your hands.

Chris Evans laughed as he looked at you. „It’s almost as good as Tom’s dance on the lip sync battle!“ He joked and made everyone laugh even harder.

Scarlett slapped him on the chest. „You’re mean. Stop it!“ She told him jokingly and grinned.

Jimmy grinned at you. „Could you please dance for us?“ He asked you, knowing that his viewers will go crazy if he gets you to dance.

You looked at Jimmy with wide eyes, not really knowing what to say. You haven’t danced like this in a long time and you weren’t sure about it. You bit your lip. Your co-workers were cheering you on, hoping you’d dance. Sebastian smirked at you, knowing exactly how you felt. He knew you were shy but he really loved to see it again. After all, not even he, your boyfriend, knew that you could move like that.

„Sure.“ You mumbled and got out of your seat. Everyone was cheering, before the music started. At first you felt extremely insecure and you were embarrassed but as soon as you started to move you blocked everyone out and all of sudden it wasn’t that bad anymore. It almost felt like you were back at the dance studio with your old teacher.

When you were done, everyone was cheering again, even louder than before. Your face still felt hot and you took a deep breath before you sat back down next to Sebastian.

„I bet, Seb gets shows like this every night!“ Anthony teased and grinned at the both of you.

„Oh just wish you had a gorgeous girl like (Y/N) as your girlfriend.“ Seb said jokingly. „Instead your best friend is your right hand, isn’t it, Anthony?“

Now everyone was laughing. But before this whole thing would get even more inappropriate and get out of hand, Jimmy ended the show, thanking you all for coming and said good bye to his viewers.

Later that night when you and Sebastian got home, exhausted from a full day of interviews for Infinity war, you were glad to just fall back on the couch finally taking off the high heels. Seb sat down next to you, taking your foot to massage it. He knew that you hated wearing heels all day long. He then smirked at you, thinking about the video for your dance teacher.

„You know, you looked damn good tonight!“ He said softly and looked you up and down. To him you always look amazing, but the way you danced was something else. Something he couldn’t get out of his head. „You never told me you could move this sexy.“

You groaned and threw your head back. „Stop teasing me!“ You told him as you looked at him again. „Besides, you never asked.“

Seb chuckled and shook his head. He leaned in to softly nibble on your ear, moving down to your neck, leaving a trail of soft kisses behind. „You know, you could do it again.“ He mumbled softly. „Dance for me, please.“

You playfully rolled your eyes at him and sighed, before you pushed him away. „Fine.“ You got up and looked him seductively in the eyes, softly biting your lip. Then you started to move. Way sexier than you moved at Jimmy Kimmel or in the video. This was just for him, so you moved as sexy as possible.

At some point you winked at him, knowing that he enjoyed the show, before you slowly started to remove your skirt, still dancing. Sebs eyes widened as you removed even more of your clothes, until you stood only in your underwear in front of him. You were sure that at one point he would’ve started to drool. And because of that you walked over to and sat down on his lap, slowly starting to ride him. His hands held your hips tightly before he pressed his lips onto yours.

„You should dance more often like this.“ He mumbled against your lips. „But only for me!“

[softsergeantbarns]

Ahahahahaha that could’ve been me lol! 😂😂😂😂😂😂

Aren't haunted houses fun?

Pairing: Bucky x f!reader

summary: Peter really wants to go into a haunted house. With the whole team.

warning: clowns, but the clown isn't there for long. a teeny tiny bit of violence and swearing but other than that its fluff.

wordcount: 1200+

Peter, it was Peters idea to go to a haunted house. The whole team should go he said. It’ll be fun he said. Everyone was game from the beginning. Expect for you. And Bucky noticed it.

„C’mon doll, you’re not scared, right?“ He teased you as you were getting ready.

„What? Of course I’m not scared.“ You told him trying not to blush. „I just think it’s stupid. Like we’re paying money for someone to scare us. That’s stupid.“

Bucky laughed as he gave you your jacket. „It’ll be fun, I promise!“ He put an arm around your shoulder and smiled down at you. „And if you get scared I’ll keep you save.“ He kissed the top of your head before you walked out of your room.

„I’m not gonna be scared.“ You told him and rolled your eyes. You were obviously lying but he thought it was cute how you tried to be brave.

The whole team was ready and excited about the haunted house. Especially Peter. He loved it when the whole team was together doing family stuff. Like a real big family. And you couldn’t deny that you didn’t feel the same. The Avengers were a family and it even felt better when you guys were doing family stuff. You just wished you could’ve skipped the haunted house. But when you looked into the faces of everyone you couldn’t. They were all excited and really wanted to go. Even Bucky seemed excited. At least a bit. Maybe because he wanted to see you being scared. And to show off because when you’re scared he can protect you.

You arrived at the Halloween fair which was bigger than you imagined. They didn’t just have a haunted house. They had everything. Craving pumpkins, food, children in spooky costumes, it was everything.

„How about I’ll just wait by the pumpkin craving?“ You suggested and smiled at Bucky shyly.

Bucky chuckled as he shook his head. „There is no way that you’re missing the haunted house!“ He said and intertwined his fingers with yours. „We promised the kid we’d all go.“ He leaned in and whispered in your ear: „Like I said, I’ll protect you. No one will scare you!“ He softly pressed a kiss against your forehead and smiled.

You sighed as you closed your eyes, leaning against his chest. You knew he’d protect you but still, you weren’t really happy with going in that haunted house. The rest of the team was already hyped as they walked up to the house. Children were running around laughing and screaming at the same time. Some of them noticed you guys and stood there, looking at you in awe. Tony waved at them which made them giggling before they ran away.

„You scared them!“ Nat teased him and gave him a light push.

„Oh shut up!“ He said and chuckled. „They’re fine. They’ll probably be back in a few just to look at us again.“

The haunted house was big and dark. You could feel your heart beat faster with every step you took in that direction. Lights were flickering and you could hear some screams from the house. You began to regret your decision to come.

Tony paid for everyone and went in first. Peter excitingly right after him. He was almost jumping from excitement. You and Bucky went in last. Everything was dark and you heard weird noises. No just screams anymore. It was cold and you could feel the goosebumps on your skin, holding on to Bucky tighter than before. You flinched at the screams you heard next. Peter was screaming. Next to you Bucky laughed.

„I’m glad one of us is having fun!“ You told him sarcastically and closed your eyes for moment, taking a deep breath.

There were some jump scares that made you scream every now and then but nothing too bad. Bucky was as cool as a cucumber like nothing could scare him. In the middle of the haunted house you lost the team but Bucky was still with you, so it was okay. At least you thought it was okay.

Until a clown jumped in front of you, screaming and laughing in a high pitched voice. You couldn’t help yourself and let go of Buckys hand. Without even thinking about it you punched the clown in the face. „Oh fuck you!“ You screamed at him breathing heavy.

Bucky stood behind you, laughing at the scene you just caused. He softly pulled you away from the clown and apologized for what just had happened. He made sure that the clown wasn’t seriously hurt. Just a bloody nose. After you realized what happened you apologized yourself and felt really bad for the clown.

Biting your lip and keeping your head down in shame you went on. „You can’t tell anyone about that!“ You told him still embarrassed about it.

Bucky looked around to make sure the clown was gone before he started to laugh so hard. He held his stomach and bend over.

„You just punched a clown!“ He wheezed in between laughter and shook his head. „Oh my god, you really just punched a clown. In the face.“

„Shut up Buck.“ You whined. „It’s not funny. I could’ve break his nose. You really can’t tell the others.“

He took you hand and pulled you after him. He was still laughing and couldn’t really stop. The sight of you punching that clown in the face was just way too funny. And you knew that as soon as you meet the others Bucky will tell them exactly what happened. They’ll never let you live it down. That was sure.

You finally made it out of the haunted house and you were so happy that it was over. But when you spotted the other you knew what would happen next.

Bucky again began laughing. „Oh how I wish I had my phone ready when it happened.“ He said teasingly sad and looked at you. „C’mon doll, it wasn’t that bad!“

You rose an eyebrow at him and shook your head. „I can never come back here. That was the most embarrassing that had ever happened to me, okay?“

The others looked at Bucky with a curious expression on their faces as you walked over to them. It was a weird picture seeing Bucky laughing like that while you had straight face on. They’ve never seen Bucky laughing like that, with tears in his eyes, holding his stomach and bending over like that. It was a first one for them. Except for Steve but the last time he saw Bucky like that was ages ago.

„What happened?“ Nat asked and looked at you.

„Yeah, we wanna laugh too!“ Tony said as his eyes flickered between you and Bucky.

Bucky tried to tell them but he just couldn’t stop laughing. „She.. oh my god. (Y/N) punched the clown.“ He finally told them. „Straight forward in the face. With her fist. And she screamed. It was hilarious.“

The others needed a minute to understand what Bucky just told them before they busted out laughing as well.

„Yeah just make fun of me!“ You said as you your face felt hot. „Next time I’ll punch one of you in the face and then you won’t laugh at me like that.“

Bucky put an arm around your shoulder and pulled you close. „You punched a clown. Screaming. You’ll never live that down. I’ll promise, doll.“

[softsergeantbarns]

Can i have a request where you’re one of the actors in Marvel. You all go to the Jimmy Fallon/James Corden show to promote new movie. And the host shows everyone your dancing video (Lili’s Flim #3 is the vid) that he got from your dance teacher. Everyone’s so shocked that how sweet, cute and shy you can do sexy dances. The host asks you to dance some other songs for everyone. And Seb couldn’t wait to see. Later that night he asks you to dance for him one more time.

Dance for me, please.

Pairing: Sebastian Stan x actress!reader

summary: you and your co-workers promote Marvels new movie Infinity War at Jimmy Fallon.

warnings: a lot of fluff and fun, a bit of mild, very very mild smut? I wouldn't even call it smut.

wordcount: 1200+

I'm really sorry that it took me so long. I was sick the last week and wasn't really feeling good. thank god, no covid. I really hope you like it. its my very first Sebastian fic, so I hope it fits! 💕 also it not proof read, as always, sorry.

Staring in Marvel Cinematic movie was something big, you knew that. And with big stuff there was always more big stuff like many press conferences and talk shows and so on.

So there you were, sitting on a chair with your co-workers on the Tonight Show with Jimmy Fallon, promoting the newest movie. Everyone was laughing and having a good time. Jimmy asked a million different questions, hoping to get any new informations on Infinity War. Tom Holland was with you and you knew, he’d spoiler anything. Good thing was, RDJ was sitting next to him, pressing his hand on Toms mouth whenever he’d say too much. He was about to spoil another detail and everyone was just freaking out, trying to stop him.

They all were talking about the fake scripts you all have gotten, telling Jimmy how hard it was, to read the script since none of you, except for Robert, knew what was happening.

2the funny thing is I heard the rumor about the fake script stuff and I was reading what I thought was a fake script because it was like: Spider-Man is in space so I didn’t finish it. But I found out it was real!“

Everyone was sighing, he did it again. He spoiled another thing he wasn’t suppose to.

„You know Tom, snitches get stitches!“ You told him and shook your head.

But Tom already forgot what he had said and the interview went on, Jimmy told everyone that he saw the first twenty minutes of movie and told you that it was great. But he also said that he don’t know what he can say or how should react to thing Tom just said. Tom of course didn’t know what he just said.

„It’s like Men in Black, every twenty seconds we just wipe him.“ Robert said and everyone was laughing again.

After that everyone was asked another few questions about life and stuff. Jimmy even got all of you to sing a Marvel-themed version of Billy Joel’s „We didn’t start the fire“ and it was awesome. Everyone was having fun.

At some point, Jimmy looked at you and grinned. „(Y/N), I’ve got here something that I wanna show you guys.“ He said, still grinning. Everyone looked at you but you didn’t know what it would be. Everyone turned around to the big screen and was waiting for what it would be.

„Sooo (Y/N), I talked to some of my contacts and someone mentioned that you were a dancer once. And so I talked to someone you know.“ Jimmy said before he pressed play.

On the big screen there was a video, you really hoped no one would ever see. It showed you in way too short clothes and high heeled over knee boots. Your whole face felt hot and you hid it in your hands, hoping it would be over soon. Everyone was shocked to see you dancing this sexy.

„Hot damn, who thought our sweet and shy (Y/N) could move like that!“ Anthony Mackie said and grinned at you.

Everyones eyes were at you when the video stopped. Some looked at you, still in shock. That was a side of you none of them knew.

„That’s so embarrassing!“ You mumbled and sighed, again covering your face with your hands.

Chris Evans laughed as he looked at you. „It’s almost as good as Tom’s dance on the lip sync battle!“ He joked and made everyone laugh even harder.

Scarlett slapped him on the chest. „You’re mean. Stop it!“ She told him jokingly and grinned.

Jimmy grinned at you. „Could you please dance for us?“ He asked you, knowing that his viewers will go crazy if he gets you to dance.

You looked at Jimmy with wide eyes, not really knowing what to say. You haven’t danced like this in a long time and you weren’t sure about it. You bit your lip. Your co-workers were cheering you on, hoping you’d dance. Sebastian smirked at you, knowing exactly how you felt. He knew you were shy but he really loved to see it again. After all, not even he, your boyfriend, knew that you could move like that.

„Sure.“ You mumbled and got out of your seat. Everyone was cheering, before the music started. At first you felt extremely insecure and you were embarrassed but as soon as you started to move you blocked everyone out and all of sudden it wasn’t that bad anymore. It almost felt like you were back at the dance studio with your old teacher.

When you were done, everyone was cheering again, even louder than before. Your face still felt hot and you took a deep breath before you sat back down next to Sebastian.

„I bet, Seb gets shows like this every night!“ Anthony teased and grinned at the both of you.

„Oh just wish you had a gorgeous girl like (Y/N) as your girlfriend.“ Seb said jokingly. „Instead your best friend is your right hand, isn’t it, Anthony?“

Now everyone was laughing. But before this whole thing would get even more inappropriate and get out of hand, Jimmy ended the show, thanking you all for coming and said good bye to his viewers.

Later that night when you and Sebastian got home, exhausted from a full day of interviews for Infinity war, you were glad to just fall back on the couch finally taking off the high heels. Seb sat down next to you, taking your foot to massage it. He knew that you hated wearing heels all day long. He then smirked at you, thinking about the video for your dance teacher.

„You know, you looked damn good tonight!“ He said softly and looked you up and down. To him you always look amazing, but the way you danced was something else. Something he couldn’t get out of his head. „You never told me you could move this sexy.“

You groaned and threw your head back. „Stop teasing me!“ You told him as you looked at him again. „Besides, you never asked.“

Seb chuckled and shook his head. He leaned in to softly nibble on your ear, moving down to your neck, leaving a trail of soft kisses behind. „You know, you could do it again.“ He mumbled softly. „Dance for me, please.“

You playfully rolled your eyes at him and sighed, before you pushed him away. „Fine.“ You got up and looked him seductively in the eyes, softly biting your lip. Then you started to move. Way sexier than you moved at Jimmy Kimmel or in the video. This was just for him, so you moved as sexy as possible.

At some point you winked at him, knowing that he enjoyed the show, before you slowly started to remove your skirt, still dancing. Sebs eyes widened as you removed even more of your clothes, until you stood only in your underwear in front of him. You were sure that at one point he would’ve started to drool. And because of that you walked over to and sat down on his lap, slowly starting to ride him. His hands held your hips tightly before he pressed his lips onto yours.

„You should dance more often like this.“ He mumbled against your lips. „But only for me!“

[softsergeantbarns]

Can i have a request where you’re one of the actors in Marvel. You all go to the Jimmy Fallon/James Corden show to promote new movie. And the host shows everyone your dancing video (Lili’s Flim #3 is the vid) that he got from your dance teacher. Everyone’s so shocked that how sweet, cute and shy you can do sexy dances. The host asks you to dance some other songs for everyone. And Seb couldn’t wait to see. Later that night he asks you to dance for him one more time.

Dance for me, please.

Pairing: Sebastian Stan x actress!reader

summary: you and your co-workers promote Marvels new movie Infinity War at Jimmy Fallon.

warnings: a lot of fluff and fun, a bit of mild, very very mild smut? I wouldn't even call it smut.

wordcount: 1200+

I'm really sorry that it took me so long. I was sick the last week and wasn't really feeling good. thank god, no covid. I really hope you like it. its my very first Sebastian fic, so I hope it fits! 💕 also it not proof read, as always, sorry.

Staring in Marvel Cinematic movie was something big, you knew that. And with big stuff there was always more big stuff like many press conferences and talk shows and so on.

So there you were, sitting on a chair with your co-workers on the Tonight Show with Jimmy Fallon, promoting the newest movie. Everyone was laughing and having a good time. Jimmy asked a million different questions, hoping to get any new informations on Infinity War. Tom Holland was with you and you knew, he’d spoiler anything. Good thing was, RDJ was sitting next to him, pressing his hand on Toms mouth whenever he’d say too much. He was about to spoil another detail and everyone was just freaking out, trying to stop him.

They all were talking about the fake scripts you all have gotten, telling Jimmy how hard it was, to read the script since none of you, except for Robert, knew what was happening.

2the funny thing is I heard the rumor about the fake script stuff and I was reading what I thought was a fake script because it was like: Spider-Man is in space so I didn’t finish it. But I found out it was real!“

Everyone was sighing, he did it again. He spoiled another thing he wasn’t suppose to.

„You know Tom, snitches get stitches!“ You told him and shook your head.

But Tom already forgot what he had said and the interview went on, Jimmy told everyone that he saw the first twenty minutes of movie and told you that it was great. But he also said that he don’t know what he can say or how should react to thing Tom just said. Tom of course didn’t know what he just said.

„It’s like Men in Black, every twenty seconds we just wipe him.“ Robert said and everyone was laughing again.

After that everyone was asked another few questions about life and stuff. Jimmy even got all of you to sing a Marvel-themed version of Billy Joel’s „We didn’t start the fire“ and it was awesome. Everyone was having fun.

At some point, Jimmy looked at you and grinned. „(Y/N), I’ve got here something that I wanna show you guys.“ He said, still grinning. Everyone looked at you but you didn’t know what it would be. Everyone turned around to the big screen and was waiting for what it would be.

„Sooo (Y/N), I talked to some of my contacts and someone mentioned that you were a dancer once. And so I talked to someone you know.“ Jimmy said before he pressed play.

On the big screen there was a video, you really hoped no one would ever see. It showed you in way too short clothes and high heeled over knee boots. Your whole face felt hot and you hid it in your hands, hoping it would be over soon. Everyone was shocked to see you dancing this sexy.

„Hot damn, who thought our sweet and shy (Y/N) could move like that!“ Anthony Mackie said and grinned at you.

Everyones eyes were at you when the video stopped. Some looked at you, still in shock. That was a side of you none of them knew.

„That’s so embarrassing!“ You mumbled and sighed, again covering your face with your hands.

Chris Evans laughed as he looked at you. „It’s almost as good as Tom’s dance on the lip sync battle!“ He joked and made everyone laugh even harder.

Scarlett slapped him on the chest. „You’re mean. Stop it!“ She told him jokingly and grinned.

Jimmy grinned at you. „Could you please dance for us?“ He asked you, knowing that his viewers will go crazy if he gets you to dance.

You looked at Jimmy with wide eyes, not really knowing what to say. You haven’t danced like this in a long time and you weren’t sure about it. You bit your lip. Your co-workers were cheering you on, hoping you’d dance. Sebastian smirked at you, knowing exactly how you felt. He knew you were shy but he really loved to see it again. After all, not even he, your boyfriend, knew that you could move like that.

„Sure.“ You mumbled and got out of your seat. Everyone was cheering, before the music started. At first you felt extremely insecure and you were embarrassed but as soon as you started to move you blocked everyone out and all of sudden it wasn’t that bad anymore. It almost felt like you were back at the dance studio with your old teacher.

When you were done, everyone was cheering again, even louder than before. Your face still felt hot and you took a deep breath before you sat back down next to Sebastian.

„I bet, Seb gets shows like this every night!“ Anthony teased and grinned at the both of you.

„Oh just wish you had a gorgeous girl like (Y/N) as your girlfriend.“ Seb said jokingly. „Instead your best friend is your right hand, isn’t it, Anthony?“

Now everyone was laughing. But before this whole thing would get even more inappropriate and get out of hand, Jimmy ended the show, thanking you all for coming and said good bye to his viewers.

Later that night when you and Sebastian got home, exhausted from a full day of interviews for Infinity war, you were glad to just fall back on the couch finally taking off the high heels. Seb sat down next to you, taking your foot to massage it. He knew that you hated wearing heels all day long. He then smirked at you, thinking about the video for your dance teacher.

„You know, you looked damn good tonight!“ He said softly and looked you up and down. To him you always look amazing, but the way you danced was something else. Something he couldn’t get out of his head. „You never told me you could move this sexy.“

You groaned and threw your head back. „Stop teasing me!“ You told him as you looked at him again. „Besides, you never asked.“

Seb chuckled and shook his head. He leaned in to softly nibble on your ear, moving down to your neck, leaving a trail of soft kisses behind. „You know, you could do it again.“ He mumbled softly. „Dance for me, please.“

You playfully rolled your eyes at him and sighed, before you pushed him away. „Fine.“ You got up and looked him seductively in the eyes, softly biting your lip. Then you started to move. Way sexier than you moved at Jimmy Kimmel or in the video. This was just for him, so you moved as sexy as possible.

At some point you winked at him, knowing that he enjoyed the show, before you slowly started to remove your skirt, still dancing. Sebs eyes widened as you removed even more of your clothes, until you stood only in your underwear in front of him. You were sure that at one point he would’ve started to drool. And because of that you walked over to and sat down on his lap, slowly starting to ride him. His hands held your hips tightly before he pressed his lips onto yours.

„You should dance more often like this.“ He mumbled against your lips. „But only for me!“

[softsergeantbarns]

* Bucky and Reader are married and reader is also a supersoldier from the 40s (she’s Steve’s sister) so when they have a mission with Sam, (set after tfatws) bucky and y/n and Sam split up (y/n and Sam together while Bucky is alone and so somehow gets turned into the winter soldier and he has the mask and outfit on and then Sam and y/n see him like chocking someone and then winter soldier sees them (like in tfatws when he sees yori’s son) he slowly walks to them and when y/n wants to walk over to him Sam stops her by grabbing her arm and she’s like “it’s okay” so she walks over to him and they stop, staring deeply into each other’s eyes then y/n slowly reaches her hand up to his face to remove the mask and winter is just watching her carefully and concentrating on everything. Then she leans down to place the mask on the floor, not breaking eye contact. Then after another moment of staring in each other’s eyes, she places one hand on his cheek and when he does nothing she places the other one on his cheek and when he still does nothing she puts their foreheads together and closes her eyes then after a few seconds winter’s eyes close then Bucky breaks through his winter soldier command and starts crying then they both collapse to the floor and Bucky is still crying “he’s back” (as in tws is back) and just hugging her hard not wanting to let go while she’s just whispering in his ear that it’s all going to be okay and stuff🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 then she looks back at Sam with an angry look and says “I’m gonna kill him” (as in she’s going to kill Zemo)

Can you also add like a scene where Bucky is paired up with Zemo for this mission and the true words work ❤️❤️

I'm gonna kill him.

Pairing: Bucky x avenger!reader

summary: Zemo brings back the Winter Soldier.

warnings: nothing too bad.

wordcount: 1400+

I'm so sorry that it took me sooooo long 😭 I just hope you like it 💕also I don't know any Russian and googled the trigger words, if I didn't spell them correct I'm very sorry and would love it if someone corrects me!

You knew when Sam called that it would mean something bad. You knew exactly that he needed your help with another mission. And you hated it. But you couldn’t let Sam go on his own. Especially when he called you for your help. So of course Bucky and you got ready for your new mission and met up with Sam. He shortly explained that it would be another Hydra mission. This made you even more angry than you already were. You hated it when Sam called you for help on a Hydra mission. With Buckys Hydra history you were scared that it would trigger memories which Bucky wouldn’t be able to forget again. But you didn’t say something. Because you also knew that Bucky would always be there to help Sam, no matter what mission it is.

You met directly in front of the Hydra base Sam found a few weeks ago. He observed the base over time and was sure that now was the best time to attack and wipe out the base. Bucky didn’t need much infos about it, he knew almost every Hydra base is the same like another base. That’s why he suggested that you go with Sam while he goes alone.

„Be careful, will you?“ You said as you held his face in your hands.

Bucky smiled at you, almost cocky. „Of course, doll. You know me!“

You rolled your eyes. „That’s why I told you to be careful. I love you!“

„I love you too, doll.“ He leaned in and kissed you passionately, knowing it could be your last, hoping it wouldn’t be.

After that he ran off, leaving you and Sam behind, going in the different direction.

While you and Sam were hitting it off, Bucky had some difficulties. Not with the fighting. Damn, that dude was a Supersoldier that knows damn well how to fight. No, the fighting wasn’t the problem. The problem was, as soon as the split up, he ran into an old friend. Something like this.

Baron Zemo. With his typical grin spread over his face he looked at Bucky. Bucky sighed and ran a hand through his hair. For some reason he didn’t want to know why Zemo was here. He really didn’t.

How could Zemo be here? Bucky and Sam handed him over to the Doja Milaje after they didn’t need his help anymore.

„Hello Barnes“ Zemo greeted him with a suspicious smile. „It’s been a minute!“

Bucky wished it had been more than a minute since their last meeting. But he had to figure out why he was here and not in Wakanda where he belonged.

„Vacation’s over, Zemo?“ Bucky asked him sarcastically, still ready to fight Zemo if necessary. „I’m sure they already really miss you in Wakanda. What was wrong? Was it too hot? Didn’t the Doja Milaje handle you with kid gloves?“

Zemo laughed and shook his head, slowly reaching into the pocket of his jacket. With a swift move of his arm he shocked Bucky with a stun gun. Buckys body was shaking before he fell down on the ground, temporarily paralyzed. Bucky didn’t know what was going on but he was a little worried.

Again Zemo laughed, this time it sounded off, almost evil. Again he reached into his pocket and pulled out a little red book. Bucky knew too damn well what book it was and felt the panic in his body reaching a new high.

„ Желание (longing), Ржавый (rusted), Семнадцать (seventeen), Рассвет (daybreak), Печь (furnace), Девять (nine), Доброкачественный (benign), Возвращение на родину (homecoming), Один (one), Грузовой (freight car).“ Zemo grinned down at Bucky as he finished the trigger words.

At first Bucky was sure these words don’t have any affect on him. But something changed with every word Zemo was saying. Something in his head was changing, it felt like fog was covering his brain and locked everything that he was away. All of sudden something happened he didn’t know was possible. The Winter Soldier was back. And Zemo had control over him.

„First things first, you need to change!“ Zemo said to the Winter Soldier. „As soon as you can move again, change into your old outfit. And please, don’t forget the mask. We wanna shock your friends!“

While Zemo turned Bucky back into the Winter Soldier, you and Sam still managed to complete the mission. At least that’s what you thought was your mission. You didn’t know yet that Bucky as the Winter Soldier would be your new target. Boy, you were in for a surprise.

Sam waited outside of the little office while you were inside, collecting the data you needed. With these informations you could take down so many other Hydra stations and that was the goal. Taking them all down so they couldn’t hurt anyone anymore ever again. Finally when you done you got back to Sam.

Sam tried to reach Bucky through the coms but he didn’t answer. Sam sighed and looked at you, knowing you were already going crazy and making up scenarios in your head.

„Hey, don’t worry!“ Sam said and tried to smile at you. „It’s Bucky, he’ll be fine!“

You shook your head and started to walk down the hallway. „I can feel it.“ You told Sam and took a deep breath. „I know, something’s wrong!“

Just as you both stepped around a corner you saw what was going on. There he was, pressing someone against the wall, chocking the guy. It wasn’t that bad since it was another hydra agent if it would’ve been Bucky. But that wasn’t Bucky. It was the Winter Soldier. Someone you thought you would never see again. And yet he was standing there as if that was normal.

The Winter Soldiers head snapped in their direction and he looked you straight in the eyes. Slowly he began to walk up to you. You didn’t know what would happen next. You just knew you needed to save him.

You were about to walk up to him but Sam grabbed you upper arm, pulling you back. „It’s not safe, (Y/N).“

You shook your head and looked at Sam, smiling lightly. „It’s fine, trust me!“ With that you pulled you arm free and walked over to Bucky, who was just standing there, staring at you. After you took a deep breath and reached your hand up to his face, slowly to not startle him any further. Carefully you removed the mask, still looking Bucky in the eyes. You were sure that you could get through to Bucky. Even though it was risky you needed to do it. You needed to get him back.

While you looked him in the eyes you put the mask down on the floor, wanting nothing to do with it. Never again. After that you got back up, still not breaking eye contact with Bucky. Softly you put a hand on his cheek, waiting for his response. In any way, verbal or non verbal.

You put your other hand on his other cheek, still waiting for any kind of reaction. When you were sure that the Winter Soldier was still calm you put your forehead against his and closed your eyes, taking in his familiar smell. It was a mixture out of lemony and a woody scent. Paired with a hint of mint. But that wasn’t everything. He also smelled like gunpowder and black leather. That was new.

A few seconds went by before Bucky closed his eyes, finally breaking through all the chaos in his head, taking over the Winter Soldier. As soon as this happened he hugged you tightly and began to softly cry. He thought that the Winter Soldier was gone, that he was finally free and would never have to go back to this dark place in his mind. But he was wrong.

His legs gave in and he collapsed to the floor, taking you down with him. He buried his face in your shoulder, ashamed of what just happened. „I’m so sorry“ he mumbled as he held you as if his life depended on it. „He’s back!“

„Sshh, everything’s going to be okay.“ You told him, holding him close. „We’ll figure this out, together. You and me, okay?“ You looked up to Sam, anger building up in your chest. „I’m gonna kill him. I’m gonna kill Zemo!“

[softsergeantbarns]

From now on

You are not allow to complain about lack of content if you don't reblog content.

You're part of the problem. I don't care if it doesn't fit your aesthetic or you think that a like is "just as good". Reblogs are way more important than likes.

A like is like a quick almost mindless thing you do as a "neat" before you keep scrolling. At least that's what it feels like they are.

A reblog is telling that creator: Hey, I really like your stuff and want you to make more. I'll help by spreading your content around so more people can see it.

We all appreciate likes but they don't do any good if no one is sharing the content.

Every time I see such a difference in likes and reblogs it discourages me from writing more and I'm sure others feel the same.

[softsergeantbarns]

‼️ support ‼️ ur ‼️content ‼️ creators‼️and ‼️fic ‼️authors ‼️ by ‼️ reblogging ‼️ and ‼️ stop ‼️ treating ‼️ this ‼️ site ‼️ like ‼️ instagram ‼️

[softsergeantbarns]

🥺 that was my first reaction when I got the notification that one of my fics was actually included in someone’s recommendations. Thank you so so so much, it means the world to me 🥺🥰 and I’m really excited to read all the other fics here!

December Recs List | Part 2

Here are the recs for December in no particular order. PLEASE support the writers as they put a lot of work into their fics! Comment any fics for me to check out and add for next month! Also, if you find any mistakes or missing/incorrect “*” please let me know so I can fix it as soon as possible! Thank you, happy daydreaming :)

[ * = 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝟏𝟖+, 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐃𝐍𝐈 ]

Bucky Barnes x Reader unless stated otherwise

Oneshots

Midnight blue @cupids-crystals

Heathens * @cryptidcasanova

Found my worth in you @bvcksbunny

Office hours * @gogolucky13

Whatever you can do to help * @leahkenobi

Mistletoe and wine * @angelkhi

Soap in your eyes @heavenlybarnes

Echoes @gyllenwaynesbitch

Fuckboy college!Bucky x reader @buckybarneschokeme

A helping hand * @multi-stann

Nothings gonna hurt you baby @nexusnyx

I would hate you if I could @buckysbruni

Some tender, love and care * @summerofsnowflakes

Forbidden love @jamesbarnesjr

Frustrations * @lostalioth

Fields are painted gold @nexusnyx

Hope is still alive @/nexusnyx

Flowers and sex * @chaashni

You’re mine * @bucky-central

Home (s.s) @farfromtommy

Start over @chouettedubois

Burdens @sunny-reys

I’ll never let anyone hurt you * @/bucky-central

Our family @imaginativeavengers

All I want for Christmas * @lillywillow

Kissin’ by the mistletoe @softsergeantbarns

The next step @thecornerlot

The Winter Soldier and his child (s.s) @calummss

Good morning * @angrythingstarlight

Snowfall, softly @sweetdreamsbuck

Extra spicy * @crispychrissy

Multi-parts

Husband and wife * | Honeymoon suite * | Home again * @navybrat817

For the lover that I lost | Part ii @milliedazzledust

Your lips, my lips, apocalypse * | Part ii * @nexusnyx

Series

Ghosts in Westview (BS:A abridged) @rhymingtree

Home for the holidays * @classylo

Polyonymous @bubblebuckys

Caught in the fire * @dreamwritesimagines

Remember me * @starryevermore

Crossing lines * @fullmarvelheart

If only you were mine… * @bbgem329

Back in the saddle @marvel-3407

Howling commandos tattoos * @/navybrat817

10 signs an introvert likes you @andyl394

Take me to the edge * @motioneverlasting

A line through your @ means I couldn’t tag you!

𝐓𝐚𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 ﾟ*✧ 𝐣𝐨𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

[softsergeantbarns]

Fireworks

pairing: Bucky x reader

summary: spending New Year's with Bucky and the team.

warnings: none, as always it's fluff. I'm not even sure I can write something else than fluff!

wordcount: 1200+

Happy 2022 my dears.

I hope all of you had an amazing New Year's Eve with their loved ones. for 2022 I wish each and everyone here all the best. I really hope it's gonna be a good one for all of us. And I wanted to say thank you to all of you. For interacting with my writing in every kind of way. Thank you all 💕

The end of year was near. And it was a great year for you. Everything finally fell into place just the way you wanted it. You became part of an amazing family, you finally found your home. You made some awesome memories with everyone.

Wanda, Nat and you became the best friends. The three of you were the best trio there is. Whenever you needed help with anything you knew you could count on them. They’d be there as soon as they could. The girls nights you had were legendary. Whether it was drinking in a bar or just watching movies at the compound, it always was great. Sometimes even Pepper or Carol came along and joined girls night. You were grateful for these women to be in your life and for having your back no matter what, no questions asked.

Peter was like a little brother to you. You loved that kid and would do anything for him. Like baking cookies with him or visiting a haunted house because he thought that was fun, even though you were scared like hell. But seeing him happy made you happy. Maybe it was because you felt a little guilty. Sure, you didn’t recruit him but you didn’t stop Tony either. And because he was just a kid you wanted to protect him and make him happy.

Then there was Thor. He was different. But that made him so special to you. The way he came to you whenever he didn’t understand something mundane you smiled at him and helped him. When he got his first smartphone he was overwhelmed with all the functions it had. He didn’t even know how to call someone on it. You laughed softly when he asked you to held him with it. Of course you did.

Tony had the greatest parties anyone could imagine. And of course you visited all of them. In the beginning it was more to show off how amazing Tony is, which always made you roll your eyes when he said it. But when all of the other guests left and it was just you and the team you all had the most fun. Slightly drunk joking and enjoying each others company. That one night Tony even got SingStar and it was the best night ever.

Going on a run with Steve and Sam was a different experience you kinda wished never happened. Steve being a super soldier was way fast than you and Sam and always passed you on your route. Sometimes Steve even made jokes about you and Sam. Sam scoffed whenever Steve laughed about it. He wasn’t serious but sometimes, especially in your job, you needed to laugh about the small things.

With Clint you had the best training sessions. He pushed you harder than anyone, knowing what you’d be possible to do. He even taught you how to use a bow. Whenever you hit your mark he was so proud and tried to make it harder for you, pushing you further and further so you could reach your full potential.

All those memories made you smile when you thought about them. You found your own little family. Nobody of you were perfect but you were the perfect family.

The best memories though you had with Bucky. It didn’t take you long to realize that you had feelings for the Winter Soldier. Shortly after he arrived at the compound you were interested in him. You wanted to get to know him. Bucky on the other hand was too afraid to let you in. He liked you. He really did. He was just afraid that if he let you in you’d get hurt or you wouldn’t want anything to do with him. Which was never the case, he later found out. After a long back and forth you finally had your first date and it was amazing. You had a picknick on the rooftop for dinner before you both looked into the stars. Bucky and you talked for ages before he accompanied to your room. You really wanted to invite him in but you didn’t. You knew he was a little stuck in the 40s and modern dating was a whole new world to him. You didn’t want to scare him away. Before Bucky left he kissed your cheek and smiled down at you. „See you soon, doll.“ He said before he walked away. You were swooning over that moment for days. After that whenever you saw Bucky you had butterflies in your belly.

It was a really great year. And what better way than to celebrate New Year’s Eve with all the people you love? For a short moment Tony thought about throwing a big New Year’s Eve party but Pepper told him not to do it. So it was just you and your little family. Well, the Avengers and their families. Peters aunt May was there, sitting next to Happy, having a great time. So was Clints family.

Bucky sat next to you while you ate. His hand most of time on your leg. Every now and then he smiled softly at you. He was so grateful that he found you, the person that makes him the happiest he’d ever been in a very long time. „I love you, you know that, right?“ He whispered in your ear and kissed your cheek.

„Yeah, I know that!“ You whispered back and smiled at him. „I love you too, you know?“

A fat grin spread over Buckys face as he leaned in to kiss you.

A few minutes before midnight everyone grabbed their coats and went to the rooftop to watch the fireworks. Bucky held your hand tightly making sure you’re with him. He didn’t like fireworks, the sound reminded him too much of the wars he fought in.

„It’s okay if we stay here, Bucky!“ You said as you held his hand and smiled softly at him. „It’s okay, we can watch from here!“

Bucky shook his head, knowing you’d do that for him. He also knew that you really wanted to be on the rooftop with everyone when the new year started. „It’s fine. As long as you’re with me!“ Bucky smiled at you and lightly pulled you to the elevators.

Everyone was already on the rooftop, waiting for you two to join them.

Tony looked at his watch, impatiently waiting for the countdown. „Ready?“ He asked before he started the countdown.

All of you were counting down together, enjoying the last few seconds of the year together as a team, as a family.

Bucky had his arm around your shoulder and slowly pulled you closer to him.

3… 2… 1… „HAPPY NEW YEAR“ everyone was happily yelling.

Bucky leaned in for a kiss. A passionate new years kiss. Eventually you had to stop the kiss to take a deep breath. „Happy New Year, doll!“ He smiled and kissed you again. „Let’s make it a good one, huh?“

You smiled at Bucky and nodded. „Let’s make it the best one!“

With that the fireworks began and you were sure, that this year will be the best one. Because you had the team. And Bucky. With them everything is possible!

[softsergeantbarns]

I'm sorry for reposting this... but most of my writings get 50+ notes.. this one didn't and I don't know why? is it that bad?

The best Christmas cookies

pairing: Bucky x reader

summary: you promised Peter to bake some Christmas cookies and Bucky wants to help.

warnings: none. again pure fluff.

wordcount: 1300 +

I know, Christmas time is almost over. at least here. but I had this one almost ready just no time to actually finish it. I hope you like it. 💕

The sun softly hit your face as you slowly woke up. Bucky next to you was still fast asleep, as usual. Since the two of you were sleeping in the same bed, Bucky did sleep better. Which made you happy.

His arm was tightly wrapped around your body as he held you close. You tried as careful as possible to wiggle out of his tight grip without waking him. But as soon as you moved he grunted and held you closer. „Don’t“ he mumbled still half asleep. He snuggled up again and took a deep breath, taking in your smell. „Lets just stay a here today!“

You smiled softly as you turned around his arms to face him. He looked so adorable with his eyes still closed and his nose scrunched. He made a pouty face at you and hoped he’d get his way like this. And he probably would if you didn’t had something planned for the day.

„C’mon on babe“ you said and stroked his face lightly. „I promised!“

Bucky groaned again and turned on his back, still holding you close. „I swear this little Spider-boy… one day!“

You laughed and shook your head as you rolled your eyes at him. He didn’t have to see this to know that you’d do that. You leaned in and kissed him slowly. His arms wrapped around your body and held you as close as possible. „I love you!“ He mumbled against your lips before he kissed you again.

A knock on the door interrupted your kiss and Bucky sighed almost annoyed that someone had the audacity to interrupt you. And he already knew who it was. He sensed it. „Go away, Spider-boy!“ He yelled which earned him a soft slap on his chest from you.

„Don’t be rude!“ You scolded him and rolled your eyes at him again. „Peter, give me a minute. Just wait for me in the kitchen!“ You shouted at Peter before you slowly crawled out of bed. To be honest, as soon as you left you missed the warmth from Bucky and your blanket. „You know you could just come with me!“

Again Bucky groaned and looked at you, taking in your beautiful body. „Spending time with Spiderling? Nah!“ He flopped back down on his back and closed his eyes again. Ever since the events at the airport in Germany Bucky held a small grudge against Peter. It wasn’t like he didn’t like him, everyone liked Peter. But the way he had Bucky pinned down with the spiderwebs was still deep in Buckys head. And the way Peter talked to him that day. That scared Bucky. Teenagers like that scared him.

You threw your shirt at him. „Oh shut up, you like him!“ You said and giggled at his face before you put on another shirt. Nothing too fancy.

„Yeah of course I like him. How can you not like him?“ He asked. „Everyone likes him!“

„See, so c’mon.“ You almost begged him and looked at him with your best puppy dog eyes, knowing damn well that he couldn’t resist you when you looked at him like that.

Bucky sat up and stretched before got out of bed. „Fine. But don’t think that I’ll have fun!“ He said and shook his head.

When you both were dressed and ready, you made your way over to the kitchen were Peter was already waiting for you to come. He was happily smiling at you, having everything ready for you guys. It warmed your heart to see Peter this happy because this boy went through enough. You had to admit you were a little angry at Tony for even introducing Peter to this life, but not meeting Peter would’ve been even worse. So you did everything in your power to make him happy. And you knew that this would make him happy.

„First things first“ you said and grinned at Peter. „We need the right music to get in the right mood. Especially Grumpy Cat over here!“ You pointed at Bucky and laughed softly. Peter snickered as well as he looked at Bucky.

Bucky huffed and rolled his eyes as he sat down.

„Friday? Play some Christmas music!“ You said and grinned at Bucky before you blew a kiss. „Now we can start!“

You and Peter went to the kitchen counter and got started. Everything you needed was already out, waiting to be used. First you had to make the cookie dough, which was easy. You told Peter, which ingredients you needed and in which order he had to put them in the mixing bowl. Luckily for you, Tony got a KitchenAid. That meant that you didn’t had to use a normal blender to knead the dough.

After you kneaded the dough by hand to get it really smooth, you took some flour and the pastry roller to roll out the dough. „The thinner the better!“ You told Peter while you tried the roll the dough really thin. As soon as you were done, Peter had already picked out some cookie cutters he wanted to use. Much to your surprise, so did Bucky.

Bucky shrugged as you looked at him, with a raised eyebrow. „Yeah, you got me, okay?“ He said and shrugged again. „I love making Christmas cookies. Even if it’s with Spider boy!“

Peter scoffed at him and punched him against his upper arm. „Rude!“

Bucky laughed and nudged Peter with his shoulder. „I was joking, alright? Don’t tell Birdman!“

You couldn’t help but laugh at those two idiots who were fake fighting while they cut out cookies. Both of them looked so satisfied at that moment, nothing to worry about, just making some cookies. This scene made you heart swell, them being this happy, doing normal things. Even though Bucky crashed your plans with Peter, you weren’t mad. Them having fun was better than anything.

Whenever they had a batch ready, you’d pop it in the oven while they went on, cutting out cookies. Cutting out the cookies was actually your favorite part about baking Christmas cookies, but seeing them this happy was even better. And you still could decorate the cookies. Because Bucky and Peter made so many cookies and didn’t stop. Usually at some point, you put the dough in the freezer for another time but those two used up the whole dough.

„We’re a lot of people here, we need this many cookies!“ Peter tried to reason with you.

Softly smiling at him you shook your head. „You’re unbelievable!“

After they were done with cutting cookie out of the dough, Bucky and Peter cleaned everything up together. Something you thought you’d never see. They even got the table ready to decorate cookies there. Everything you’d needed to make some sugary cookies. Not only had they some icing ready, they even had melted chocolate ready. Impressed you sat down and took some cookies to decorate.

While you tried to make some really pretty cookies with a lot of icing, Bucky and Peter probably created the ugliest cookies you’d ever seen. If that was a contest, you couldn’t say who’s cookies were uglier. Sprinkles, icing and chocolate was everywhere. Even in their hair. You had absolutely no idea how they’d get icing and sprinkles in their hair. You didn’t even wanted to know. Quickly you pulled out your phone and told them to look. Both of them smiled at you to take a picture. You couldn’t believe that this was real. Bucky even had an arm around Peters shoulder and pulled him close for the picture.

Peter smiled at you and kissed your cheek. „Thanks for baking cookies with me!“ He said as he went on decorating some more.

Bucky smiled at you. „Yeah, doll, thanks for baking cookies with us.“ He said softly. „These are the best Christmas cookies ever!“

[softsergeantbarns]

The best Christmas cookies

pairing: Bucky x reader

summary: you promised Peter to bake some Christmas cookies and Bucky wants to help.

warnings: none. again pure fluff.

wordcount: 1300 +

I know, Christmas time is almost over. at least here. but I had this one almost ready just no time to actually finish it. I hope you like it. 💕

The sun softly hit your face as you slowly woke up. Bucky next to you was still fast asleep, as usual. Since the two of you were sleeping in the same bed, Bucky did sleep better. Which made you happy.

His arm was tightly wrapped around your body as he held you close. You tried as careful as possible to wiggle out of his tight grip without waking him. But as soon as you moved he grunted and held you closer. „Don’t“ he mumbled still half asleep. He snuggled up again and took a deep breath, taking in your smell. „Lets just stay a here today!“

You smiled softly as you turned around his arms to face him. He looked so adorable with his eyes still closed and his nose scrunched. He made a pouty face at you and hoped he’d get his way like this. And he probably would if you didn’t had something planned for the day.

„C’mon on babe“ you said and stroked his face lightly. „I promised!“

Bucky groaned again and turned on his back, still holding you close. „I swear this little Spider-boy… one day!“

You laughed and shook your head as you rolled your eyes at him. He didn’t have to see this to know that you’d do that. You leaned in and kissed him slowly. His arms wrapped around your body and held you as close as possible. „I love you!“ He mumbled against your lips before he kissed you again.

A knock on the door interrupted your kiss and Bucky sighed almost annoyed that someone had the audacity to interrupt you. And he already knew who it was. He sensed it. „Go away, Spider-boy!“ He yelled which earned him a soft slap on his chest from you.

„Don’t be rude!“ You scolded him and rolled your eyes at him again. „Peter, give me a minute. Just wait for me in the kitchen!“ You shouted at Peter before you slowly crawled out of bed. To be honest, as soon as you left you missed the warmth from Bucky and your blanket. „You know you could just come with me!“

Again Bucky groaned and looked at you, taking in your beautiful body. „Spending time with Spiderling? Nah!“ He flopped back down on his back and closed his eyes again. Ever since the events at the airport in Germany Bucky held a small grudge against Peter. It wasn’t like he didn’t like him, everyone liked Peter. But the way he had Bucky pinned down with the spiderwebs was still deep in Buckys head. And the way Peter talked to him that day. That scared Bucky. Teenagers like that scared him.

You threw your shirt at him. „Oh shut up, you like him!“ You said and giggled at his face before you put on another shirt. Nothing too fancy.

„Yeah of course I like him. How can you not like him?“ He asked. „Everyone likes him!“

„See, so c’mon.“ You almost begged him and looked at him with your best puppy dog eyes, knowing damn well that he couldn’t resist you when you looked at him like that.

Bucky sat up and stretched before got out of bed. „Fine. But don’t think that I’ll have fun!“ He said and shook his head.

When you both were dressed and ready, you made your way over to the kitchen were Peter was already waiting for you to come. He was happily smiling at you, having everything ready for you guys. It warmed your heart to see Peter this happy because this boy went through enough. You had to admit you were a little angry at Tony for even introducing Peter to this life, but not meeting Peter would’ve been even worse. So you did everything in your power to make him happy. And you knew that this would make him happy.

„First things first“ you said and grinned at Peter. „We need the right music to get in the right mood. Especially Grumpy Cat over here!“ You pointed at Bucky and laughed softly. Peter snickered as well as he looked at Bucky.

Bucky huffed and rolled his eyes as he sat down.

„Friday? Play some Christmas music!“ You said and grinned at Bucky before you blew a kiss. „Now we can start!“

You and Peter went to the kitchen counter and got started. Everything you needed was already out, waiting to be used. First you had to make the cookie dough, which was easy. You told Peter, which ingredients you needed and in which order he had to put them in the mixing bowl. Luckily for you, Tony got a KitchenAid. That meant that you didn’t had to use a normal blender to knead the dough.

After you kneaded the dough by hand to get it really smooth, you took some flour and the pastry roller to roll out the dough. „The thinner the better!“ You told Peter while you tried the roll the dough really thin. As soon as you were done, Peter had already picked out some cookie cutters he wanted to use. Much to your surprise, so did Bucky.

Bucky shrugged as you looked at him, with a raised eyebrow. „Yeah, you got me, okay?“ He said and shrugged again. „I love making Christmas cookies. Even if it’s with Spider boy!“

Peter scoffed at him and punched him against his upper arm. „Rude!“

Bucky laughed and nudged Peter with his shoulder. „I was joking, alright? Don’t tell Birdman!“

You couldn’t help but laugh at those two idiots who were fake fighting while they cut out cookies. Both of them looked so satisfied at that moment, nothing to worry about, just making some cookies. This scene made you heart swell, them being this happy, doing normal things. Even though Bucky crashed your plans with Peter, you weren’t mad. Them having fun was better than anything.

Whenever they had a batch ready, you’d pop it in the oven while they went on, cutting out cookies. Cutting out the cookies was actually your favorite part about baking Christmas cookies, but seeing them this happy was even better. And you still could decorate the cookies. Because Bucky and Peter made so many cookies and didn’t stop. Usually at some point, you put the dough in the freezer for another time but those two used up the whole dough.

„We’re a lot of people here, we need this many cookies!“ Peter tried to reason with you.

Softly smiling at him you shook your head. „You’re unbelievable!“

After they were done with cutting cookie out of the dough, Bucky and Peter cleaned everything up together. Something you thought you’d never see. They even got the table ready to decorate cookies there. Everything you’d needed to make some sugary cookies. Not only had they some icing ready, they even had melted chocolate ready. Impressed you sat down and took some cookies to decorate.

While you tried to make some really pretty cookies with a lot of icing, Bucky and Peter probably created the ugliest cookies you’d ever seen. If that was a contest, you couldn’t say who’s cookies were uglier. Sprinkles, icing and chocolate was everywhere. Even in their hair. You had absolutely no idea how they’d get icing and sprinkles in their hair. You didn’t even wanted to know. Quickly you pulled out your phone and told them to look. Both of them smiled at you to take a picture. You couldn’t believe that this was real. Bucky even had an arm around Peters shoulder and pulled him close for the picture.

Peter smiled at you and kissed your cheek. „Thanks for baking cookies with me!“ He said as he went on decorating some more.

Bucky smiled at you. „Yeah, doll, thanks for baking cookies with us.“ He said softly. „These are the best Christmas cookies ever!“

[softsergeantbarns]

Hi! I was wondering if you could write a Bucky fic where there is a party at the tower so everyone is dressed up. Somehow reader and Bucky are dancing. Maybe they could be dancing to Golden Hour by Kacey Musgrave or a song you think fits better! :) <3

Kissin' By The Mistletoe

Pairing: Bucky x reader

warnings: fighting, alcohol. I tried to make is as angsty as I could.

wordcount: 1800+

Dear anon and @stucky-my-ship, I hope you like it. I combined your requests because I thought the go really good together.

Merry Christmas everyone, I hope you all have a lovely evening with your family or friends. 🎄💕

Christmas was just around the corner but it didn’t feel like it used to feel. You and Bucky couldn’t agree on anything. Everything ended in a fight with you guys. The team didn’t even invite you to anything anymore, being tired of your constant fighting over mostly nothing. It was sad.

It used to be different. Christmas was your favorite time. Especially when you met Bucky. You used to do all the christmasy things. Picking out a tree was your favorite thing to do. When it snowed it was even better.

„C’mon, you promised!“ You whined at Bucky, still laying in bed, all cuddled up. You on the other hand were ready, all dressed up. Only a coat was missing. „Bucky… get up!“

Bucky laughed and rolled over to get a better look at you. You looked so cute in your Christmas jumper.

„Bucky, c’mon!“ You whined again and looked at him with those puppy dog eyes you knew he couldn’t resist. „I want a good tree!“

„If we don’t find a good one I’ll chop one down myself, I promise!“ He said and sat up, leaning on his elbow. He knew you wouldn’t let go of it because he knew that this was your favorite Christmas moment. „Aw doll, don’t look at me like that.“

You made a pouty lip. Paired with your puppy dog eyes, that was a deadly combination. And you knew it.

Bucky sighed before he got up. „Fine, I’ll get ready!“ He said as you jumped happily up and down.

Of course with you guys being late there weren’t any good trees left. As soon as you sat in the car you looked at Bucky, arms folded over your chest.

„Don’t say it.“ He sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose, knowing exactly what you’re going to say.

„I told you so!“ You said salty and sighed. „You know, you made another promise!“ You smirked at Bucky, actually kinda excited to see him cutting a tree by himself.

Bucky side eyed you, asking with his look if you were serious about this. But he knew instantly that you were. „Okay fine, I’ll chop down a tree.“ He said, not really sure about this.

The two of you drove to the nearest forest, ready to chop off a tree.

„Why do you have a hatchet in the back of your car?“ You asked him a bit confused.

Bucky smirked at you as he held his hatchet. „For the moment you annoy me so much!“ He joked and chuckled.

„Haha how funny!“ You said and smiled at him. „You love me too much to actually kill me!“

Softly Bucky smiled at you. „Yeah, you’re right. I love you too much.“

You walked together through the snowy forest and looked around for the perfect tree. It couldn’t be too tall or it wouldn’t fit into your living room. It did took a bit of time to find the right one.

„That one!“ You pointed at the perfect tree, not too tall but not too short. It was the perfect shade of green and perfectly full. It was the perfect tree and you wanted it.

Bucky nodded and looked at you. „You sure?“

„Yes, my dear super soldier. You’ll chop down this tree.“ You snickered and watched him as he held his hatchet high. With a few swings he chopped down the tree, looking at you with pride on his face. You couldn’t help but laugh and shook your head. „You’re really something else, babe!“

He grinned as he grabbed the tree stem, still proud of himself.

As soon as you got home, Bucky put up the tree while you watched him happily. The box with Christmas ornaments was already standing in the living room. Some quiet Christmas music was playing in back.

Later that evening when the tree was ready and lit up, the two of you cuddled up on the couch with some hot chocolate. „It’s the perfect tree, thanks Bucky!“ You told Bucky as you laid against his chest.

Bucky went from looking at the tree to looking down on you, smiling softly. He loved seeing you happy. It made him happy.

This year choosing a Christmas tree wasn’t as lovely as the years before. Already in the car you guys were fighting over nothing. In the end, you couldn’t remember what the fight was about. You just fought.

But that wasn’t all. Tony invited you to his Christmas party at the compound with the whole team. You were surprised that you even got invited to come.

Still angry at each other you got ready and went to the compound. Everyone was already there and you and Bucky tried to hide, that you were fighting again. You didn’t want to make the others uncomfortable. You both put on the brightest smiles you got and greeted everyone with a hug.

The night went on, everyone was having fun except for you. Bucky ignored you most of the time which made you sigh. With a drink you sat down at the bar and talked to Sam for a bit. Every noe and then you looked around, looking for Bucky. This time when you saw him, you saw him with a woman. A really good looking woman. Some SHIELD agent, Sam told you. For your liking they were way too close, laughing about something you didn’t know. Bucky had that flirtations smile on his face as he looked at her, the woman again getting closer to Bucky. You were fuming on the inside.

But you didn’t want to cause a scene in front of everyone. So you just ordered some shots, hoping Sam would drink with you. And he did. One or two. But you didn’t stick with just one or two. You ordered another round, and another. You’d say you were tipsy. Sam said you were drunk. And he was right.

At some point he called Bucky over so he could bring you home. With a sigh he looked at you and rolled his eyes. Of course you had to get drunk. He took your purse and your coat before he grabbed your hand, carefully pulling you after him. He just hoped you wouldn’t cause a scene because you didn’t want to leave. He was already embarrassed enough by your drunken state.

The car ride home both of you didn’t say a thing. It was a cold silence and you didn’t like it at all. You knew the fight was coming. As soon as Bucky closed the door behind him he looked at you with that angry and annoyed look. He pinched the bridge of his nose, thinking about giving you the silent treatment because he knew that would drive you crazy.

„Can you at least talk to me?“ You asked him, pissed off by now. „Instead of just looking at me like this.“

„I don’t have anything to say.“ Bucky said and shook his head.

„Yeah well, I have a lot to say.“ You said as you folded your arms over your chest. „Like, I really want you to know how angry I am right now.“

Bucky rose an eyebrow at you and starred down at you. „Oh yeah? Is that so?“ He asked you, getting even angrier. „Well, I’m just as angry as you. You had to get drunk and embarrass me in front of all our friends. Look at you, you can’t even stand straight right now!“

„If you wouldn’t have flirted with that woman I wouldn’t had to get drunk!“ You told him, almost screaming at him.

It went back and forth, both of you screaming at each other. Bucky at some point stopped and looked at you before he shook his head. „I’m leaving!“ He said as he grabbed his keys and his jacket.

„Yeah, and don’t come back!“ You yelled after him as he closed the door.

Tears were running down your face as you sat down on the couch. Never you had a fight like this. No one ever left while you were fighting. It was a first and it hurt like hell. It did feel like it was over between the two of you. Which made you cry even harder.

Bucky felt the same. He was still angry at you but he loved you. And he always will love you. But he just couldn’t look at you.

A few days went on, Bucky was still gone and you didn’t know where he was. Steve told you that Bucky was alright, he just needed time to cool down. He’d come around, Steve said and tried to be as optimistic as he could be. You sighed and nodded. To cheer you up, Tony invited you to another Christmas party at the compound. Why he had another Christmas party? Nobody knew, Tony liked parties. And Christmas time was the best time to throw some parties. „It’s Christmas Eve, (Y/N)! That’s worth a party!“ Tony told you and grinned as if he had something planned.

This time you went by yourself. You put on a lovely dress that hugged your body in the right places. Paired with some heels and make up you looked absolutely stunning.

Everyone greeted you happily and hugged you. The evening was good, everyone was having fun and even you laughed with the team. It was the first time in forever that this felt normal. No one was pitying you because of another fight with Bucky.

Steve even asked you for a dance. Giggling you accepted the invitation and took his hand. The both of you weren’t dancing for long when Steve stepped away and a handsome looking Bucky was standing there, hoping to dance with you. He looked really good in the suit you had to admit to yourself.

You were still angry at him for leaving but you just wanted everything to be normal again. So you danced with Bucky. He smiled softly at you as you danced. „You look stunning, doll!“ He told you and kissed your cheek lightly.

You closed your eyes and took a deep breath before you looked at him again. „Promise me, you never ever leave again!“ You mumbled as he pulled you closer. You head rested against his chest as he slowly spin you around the dance floor. „I don’t ever wanna fight with you like that again!“

He sighed softly, holding you as close as possible. „I’m sorry that I left.“ Bucky apologized. „I promise I’ll never leave you again. I love you.“

You sighed and looked up at him, chin still on his chest. „I love you too!“

You slowly danced on. „Kissin’ By The Mistletoe“ by Aretha Franklin was playing and suddenly mistletoes appeared out of nowhere. You looked at Tony and Steve who both grinned happily at you.

Bucky leaned in and smiled, his hands cupped your face before he kissed you. Soft and passionate, like he always kissed you. „Merry Christmas, doll!“

[softsergeantbarns]

Small booths, fairy lights and small kisses.

pairing: Bucky x reader

summary: you and the team visit a Christkindlmarket and enjoying time together.

warnings: nothing. pure fluff. christmasy fluff.

wordcount: 1400+

hello my dears, I'm sorry that I haven't written anything in forever. I still have some requests to write but right now I wanted to write this because I really miss the Christkindlmarket but with covid I just don't feel save visiting one this year. I hope you guys like it. oh and as always, it's not proof read, I'm sorry!

Please interact, like, reblog, comment. Nothing is demotivating

Christmas time was almost everyones favorite time of the year. It definitely was yours. The day after thanksgiving you had the compound Christmas ready. Christmas decorations everywhere. Bucky thought it was cute. The way you walked around the compound humming Christmas songs and just feeling the festive mood.

He usually wasn’t the Christmas kinda guy. But with you around that wasn’t possible. With you around everyone suddenly was a Christmas person. Even Bucky.

Bucky smiled at you when he walked into the kitchen, following the smell of freshly baked Christmas cookies. „You know, if you go on like this everyone will put on a lot of pounds over the Christmas Days!“ Bucky joked as he walked up to you, softly pressing a kiss to your cheek.

You laughed softly and shook your head. „That’s not true. With all the training we do all the time none of us will gain any pound soon!“ You told him and turned around to look at him, closing the space between you. You wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him close, kissing him passionately on the lips.

The kiss was interrupted as Tony walked into the kitchen, making some gagging noises. „You know, both of you have a room, maybe you should use one of them!“ He said fakely grossed out as he snatched some cookies.

Bucky rolled his eyes at him and shook his head.

„But anyways“ Tony said before he popped some cookies into his mouth. „Peter suggested that we visit the Christkindlmarket tonight. Are you coming too?“

Across your face a wide smile spread as you nodded. „Of course we’re coming, right Bucky?“ Your eyes lit up as you looked at him with that wide smile and he instantly knew he couldn’t say no. He loved seeing you this happy and if that meant visiting a crowed place full of people even though he didn’t want to go there he’d still do it for you. He would do anything for you. „Yeah sure, whatever makes you happy!“ He said smiling at you.

Tony made that gagging noise again as he looked at the two of you. „You guys disgust me!“ He said as he walked out of the kitchen.

Bucky never had visited a Christkindlmarket but as soon as all of you arrived he knew why you like it so much. It screamed Christmas everywhere. He looked at you while you looked around, your eyes lighting up again.

Small booths everywhere as far as the eye can reach. Little fairy lights in all kind of colors. Some of them were blinking. And when you listened closely you could hear Christmas music over the chatting people. For someone who loved Christmas this was the perfect place to be.

You grabbed Buckys hand and smiled at him before you followed the other. You looked around with wide eyes seeing all the small booths and all the lights.

After a few rounds around the market just to look around, Nat suggested to get some gluehwein. „What’s gluehwein?“ Peter asked as you walked to one of the booths.

„It’s hot wine mixed with cinnamon, cloves, lemon zest and other spices. Just like German beer it’s another popular drink in Germany. They only drink it around Christmas time!“ You explained and smiled at Peter. „So, it’s nothing for you!“ The others were laughing as you reached the booth.

„Oh, don’t worry Peter, they have hot chocolate as well.“ Tony joked and put his hand on Peters shoulder and walked with him to place an order for the team.

You and the others looked for a free table to stand around. Everywhere around you, you heard chattering and laughter. The people here seemed to be genuinely happy. So seemed the team. Everyone was enjoying the time you spent together. And that made you happy. Even the cold didn’t bother you, but with your mittens and the scarf you were wearing it wasn’t possible to feel the cold. Not immediately, at least.

Bucky wrapped an arm around your shoulder and pulled you close, leaning down to whisper in your ear. „You look so damn cute with those mittens and the scarf!“ He told you and chuckled as he saw how your cheeks turned a deeper shade. „How about the two of us walk another round? Just you and me?“

With a wide smile on your face you nodded before you took his hand in yours, interlacing your fingers with his. With a quick goodbye you left the group behind and slowly walked around with Bucky. Visiting the Christkindlmarket with team was nice, but being here with Bucky alone for a minute was just amazing. You knew he didn’t like big crowds so you where really proud of him that he was here with you.

After some time you came to a booth with beignets and you pulled Bucky excited to the booth. „You have to try these!“ You told him excited.

He couldn’t help but chuckle at your excitement while he let you pull him through the crowd. He sighed satisfied as he looked down at you. Seeing you this happy made him happy. If he’d knew before just how happy a visit to Christkindlmarket would make you, he would’ve taken here sooner. All he wanted was to see you happy. As happy as possible.

„Okay so the ones with chocolate sauce are the best, I swear!“ You told him before you ordered some for the two of you. You payed before you handed the beignets to Bucky. „Go ahead, try these!“

With big eyes you looked at him and waited for his approval. You almost looked like a child with those big eyes and the wide smile on your face. So innocent, Bucky thought before he tried the beignets you’d spoken so highly about. And you were right. They were almost disgustingly and tooth rotting sweet but they were so damn good. With the powdered sugar and the chocolate sauce on top.

„You’re cookies are good, you know, but these, these are on a different level!“ Bucky told you before he fed you some as well.

Giggling you nodded. „I know right? These are the best thing ever!“

The two of you strolled around the Christkindlmarket while you shared the beignets. You didn’t talk, you just enjoyed each others company while looking around. All the lights looked amazing in the dark and made it cozy.

„Can you wait here, doll?“ Bucky asked you softly and smiled.

Confused you looked at him before you nodded hesitantly. Bucky went straight into the crowd and immediately blend in. You tried to follow him with your eyes but he blended in so well, you couldn’t find him. Patiently you waited for him, feeling a little bit anxious. You never really liked it when he left. Even though you knew he’d always come back for you.

Bucky wasn’t gone for long. Just a few minutes but as soon as you saw his head in the crowd you sighed relieved. He looked at you, a big grin plastered on his face as he made his way to you, handy behind his back. The moment he reached you, he kissed your cheek before he told you to close your eyes.

„I’ve got a surprise for you, just close your eyes, doll!“ He told you, still this big grin on his face.

With a sigh you closed your eyes, waiting for him to tell you that you can open them again. Of course he made you wait longer than necessary. He knew that you were inpatient, which made him chuckle before he told you to open your eyes again.

In his hands he held a gingerbread heart with the words ‚I love you‘ and smiled at you. He carefully put it around your neck and smiled. „You like it?“ He asked softly, a soft blush creeping up his cheeks as he looked sheepishly at you.

A big smile made its way on your face as you held the heart in your hands, slowly nodding. In a swift motion you threw yourself into his arms, your feet leaving the floor for a moment as he held you close. „I love you too.“ You whispered into his ear, still holding onto him.

After what felt like not enough time he put you down and smiled at you. Slowly he leaned in and pressed his lips on yours, slowly and passionately as this was the last kiss you’d ever share. And while you kissed, the first snow slowly fell down.

[softsergeantbarns]

Can i request Bucky and insecure shy reader? She is in love with Bucky. But doesn't think she stands a chance. So she tries to push it out of her head. Wanda & Nat try to help her feel less insecure. But know that she will not do anything. What reader doesn't know is that Bucky does feel the same way.

You are enough

pairing: Bucky x reader

summary: Nat and Wanda try to get you to understand that Bucky is in love with you.

warnings: Body insecurity, other than that it's fluff.

wordcount: 1600+

dear anon, I'm sorry that you had to wait so long for this. I just had so many things to do the last weeks and I'm still totally stressed. But anyways. I hope you like it and that it is what you imagined.

If you ever feel like you're not good enough, just come and talk to me. I'll make sure that you'll know that you're good enough, no matter what. 💕

When you met Bucky for the very first time you fell hard for the blue eyed sergeant. Even though it wasn’t easy for him to meet new people he was really happy to meet you. Being around you was easy. You didn’t judge him for anything. You also never bugged him about his past. You told him that when he would be ready to talk to you, you would be there to listen. Every now and then when he couldn’t sleep and knew you were awake he would come to your room and just talk to you. About anything and everything.

All those nights made fall for him even more if that was even possible. If there wasn’t that little voice in your head that told you all the time that you weren’t good enough for Bucky. Not good enough, not beautiful enough, not thin enough. Just not good enough. You weren’t Nat or Wanda. They were beautiful in every way possible. Most of the time you didn’t listen to the voice in your head. But sometimes the little voice got to you.

You slowly made your way to the kitchen to grab some coffee. It was still early in the morning and most of the others were still asleep. Only Bucky was already awake and was brewing some coffee because he knew you’d be there any minute.

„Good morning, doll!“ He smiled at you and handed you a freshly brewed cup of coffee. „How did you sleep?“

With tired smile you took the cup from him and took a careful sip of it. You shrugged and looked at him. „Could’ve slept better!“ You told him. You knew he’d ask why but you didn’t want to tell him that you wished he’d sleep next to you. „I just couldn’t sleep!“

„Aw, doll, why didn’t you come to my room? We could’ve watched a movie till you’d fall asleep!“ He said and rubbed your shoulders. „You know you can always come over!“

Before you could say anything Nat came into the kitchen which made Bucky step away from you. „I smelled coffee!“ She said and smiled at the two of you.

Bucky quickly made her a cup too and handed it to her.

„Thanks, Barnes!“ She smiled at him.

You felt your ears getting hot as you looked at the two of them. Suddenly it clicked in your head. Bucky had a crush on Nat. Of course it would be someone like her. Why would Bucky go for someone like you when he could have Nat or Wanda or any woman he wanted? The voice in your head got louder as longer as you watched them. It told you that you weren’t good enough, you weren’t Nat.

Bucky noticed the change in your behavior. You got quieter and you seemed smaller before you got up. With a small wave you left the kitchen. He sighed and looked at Nat. „Whats wrong with her?“ He asked her and hoped for an answer he could work with.

Nat shrugged, she definitely knew what was going on but she couldn’t tell Bucky. That was breaking girl code and she couldn’t do that to you. „Maybe she just got up with wrong foot, who knows?“ She took a sip of her coffee, hoping Bucky would drop it. It wasn’t her place to tell him what was going on.

How could you be so stupid to actually think that you’d stand a chance with Bucky? You thought to yourself as you stood in front of the mirror, looking at yourself. „Stupid me!“ You mumbled under your breath and sighed. In that moment you didn’t like what you see in the mirror at all. In your opinion your hips were too wide, your belly way too round and your legs looked like they’d belong to an elephant. Not to mention your way too small boobs and your butt that looked big but not in an attractive way.

Bucky on the other hand was the complete opposite of you. With a body that looked like it belonged to a greek god and those beautiful blue eyes you’d always get lost in. Bucky was the definition of perfect. Someone like Bucky wouldn’t want to be seen with someone like you. Of course not. You were no Nat.

While you were wallowing in self-pity there was a knock on your door. For a moment you weren’t sure if you wanted to see anyone at all. But when you heard Wandas soft voice, announcing that it was her, you sighed and allowed her to come in. Even before she walked in Wanda knew exactly what was going on in your head. Without thinking about it she went over to you and pulled you in a tight hug and held you like this for a few minutes.

„Stop thinking like that!“ She whispered in your ear as she still held you tight. „You’re just as beautiful as Nat!“

You could feel the tears slowly running over your cheeks. Slowly you moved a little to get out of the tight hug and wiped your cheeks.

Just as you wanted to say something to Wanda there was another knock on your door and Nat slowly made her way into your room. She saw the tears in your eyes and sighed, knowing what was going on.

„There is nothing going on between me and Barnes!“ She said and looked at you, hoping you’d believe her.

„There might not be something between you guy.“ You said sadly. „But the way he looks at you, he likes you!“

Nat laughed and looked at Wanda, shaking her head slowly. Wanda as well couldn’t hold her laugh and looked at you. She stopped as she realized that you were serious.

„You can’t be for real right now!“ Wanda said and looked at you with knitted eyebrows. „How can you be for real right now? I don’t get it. Don’t you see the way Bucky looks at you?“

Nat stopped laughing as well and looked at shocked. „Bucky doesn’t look at me the way he looks at you. He’s so in love with you and you don’t even know it!“

Your eyes widen in surprise as you listened to the two of them before you shook your head. „This is bullshit!“ You said a little angry by now.

Wanda and Nat were your best friends and you loved them, but you couldn’t believe what they were saying. At this point you got angry and kicked them out of your room. In the end you didn’t even know why but you were convinced that they were lying to you. Bucky couldn’t possible be in love with you. He just couldn’t be.

Later that day you got a text message from Bucky.

’Meet me at our spot!’ It didn’t say more. Just that.

In your head the little voice was already mocking you again. „No matter what you’ll wear he knows that you’re not enough“ it said and you sighed. You tried so hard to not listen to the voice. And it worked for a moment. Long enough to get dressed and to make your way over to yours and Bucky spot.

On the rooftop, Bucky was already waiting for you. His face lit up when he saw you. „Hi doll!“ He said and smiled softly at you. „I’m glad you’re here!“

You looked at him, confusion clear on your face. Bucky chuckled and took your hand. He slowly pulled you behind him and sat down with you.

„Nat and Wanda talked to me.“ He told you with sadness in his beautiful blue eyes. „And I couldn’t believe what they told me. None of that to be honest.“

Your cheeks felt hot as you looked down not meeting his eyes.

„At first I was so happy to finally know how you feel about me. Nothing could bring me down. And then they told about how you feel about yourself. I couldn’t believe my ears. How?“ He looked at you and took your face in his hands, forcing you to look at him „How can you not see what everyone around you sees? What I see when I look at you?“

Again tears were slowly running down your cheeks, closing your eyes. You couldn’t look at Bucky.

„Look at me. Show me those beautiful eyes. I want you to look at me when I tell you how beautiful you are. And how wonderful you are.“

You sniffed before you opened your eyes to look at him. A small smile was all you saw before he leaned in to kiss you softly.

„I’ve never seen someone so beautiful like you. On the outside and on the inside. The way people light up when they see you smile. It doesn’t matter how annoyed or angry they are, as soon as you get into a room everyone seems to forget what happened and just smiles. That’s something I love about you. Not to mention how caring you are. You but everyone’s needs before yours. Even Birdman’s needs!“ He joked and chuckled as he looked at you. „You were the only one that treating me like a normal person when I first got here. You made sure I was comfortable and took care of me whenever I needed it. I wish you could see yourself the way I see you.“ With that he kissed you again. „You are enough!“ He mumbled against your lips before he slowly moved away to look at you.

You sniffed again and looked at him. „Thank you.“ You mumbled, hugging him tight.

He caressed your back and held you close to his body. „You are enough!“ He whispered over and over again in your ear.

[softsergeantbarns]

Okay so the theme for this request is * Needle poisoning *

So Sam, Bucky and Y/N (Steve’s younger sister, also a super soldier from 1940s) are on a mission and things go bad when Y/N is injected in the back of her right shoulder. She doesn’t think much of it and they go home and it’s all good. When she goes to the bathroom to check on her shoulder, she sees her veins colour become noticeable on her skin but she doesn’t tell Bucky. When she’s sleeping, Bucky notices her veins have became visible on her skin. The next day he tries to talk to her abt it and she keeps brushing him off and they get into this big fight about it and she faints while he’s screaming cz of the poison. He rushes her to the hospital and Sam is there too and happy ending 😁😁

This one wasn’t as thiught out as the rest 😂 the way this was written in my notes was literally “needle poisoning” that’s it lol

I'm fine

pairing: Bucky x supersoldier!reader

summary: something goes wrong on a mission and you don't tell Bucky about it.

warnings: a bit of fighting. maybe a bit of angst? but also fluff.

wordcount: 2100+

I'm sorry it took me soooooo long to finally write this. I just had so many things to do and work and stuff. but now it's done and I hope you like it. thanks for the request. as always not proof read.

The moment Sam called Bucky you knew something was up. As always there was another bad guy Sam needed your help with. Sometimes you thought life would be easier if you guys weren’t super soldiers. No Avenger business, just you and Bucky living your best life. But no. Another mission so you all could put your life on the line.

Bucky sighed and looked at you. „Sam needs our help!“ He told you almost looking annoyed. You felt the same annoyance as him. You had planned a trip, just the two of you, to get away just for a few days. But here you where, another mission to save the world from some bad guy.

„I heard.“ You said trying to hide the annoyance in your voice. „Ive got super senses too, remember?“ You teased with a small grin to lighten up the mood.

Bucky chuckled and nodded. „Yes doll, I remember.“ He walked up to you and pulled you into a hug, holding you close to his board chest. „After this is over, we’ll go on our trip. Just you and me, promise!“

All ready and geared up you waited for Sam and all the details you needed to get this thing done. It wasn’t like you didn’t want to help Sam. Just sometimes you wished you could have some down time. But helping Sam would always be your und Bucky first priority. He was your brothers best friend after all. Bucky and Sam were the only people who made you feel like Steve was still there and hadn’t just left you like he did. You weren’t mad at him, you just wished sometimes that he was still here.

After what felt like hours Sam finally picked you and Bucky up. With an apologetic look on his face he looked at you sighed as the two of you got on the quinjet. „I’m really sorry to do this!“ He said. „I know you guys had plans!“

You smiled at him and shrugged. „Oh well, fuck our plans.“ You said and grinned at him to make him feel better. „The government needs us. So of course we’re here to help Captain America!“

Sam smiled at you before he started the quinjet. You sat down next to Bucky and put your head down on his shoulder.

„The senator got some informations about a group who’s producing some weird poison.“ He started to tell you about the mission. „We don’t really know what it does just that they threatened the government to let into the groundwater. I already figured out where their lab is. They want us to stop them. By any means necessary!“

„So what’s the plan?“ Bucky asked Sam with a weird feeling, that Sam didn’t has a plan, as always Bucky would say.

„Well, we go in there, destroy everything, take those people in custody and then we’re basically done.“ Sam grinned proudly at Bucky. „It’ll be easy, I promise!“

You couldn’t help but laugh at Sam and shook your head. „Easy? If it would be that easy, Captain America wouldn’t need us!“ You said and looked at him while you rose an eyebrow at him. „Cut the crap Captain Birdman and be real with us!“

Bucky looked at you impressed the way you stood up to Sam and nodded. „What she said, Captain Birdman!“

Sam sighed. „Fine, I know it won’t be that easy, okay?“ He said and pinched the bridge of his nose. „They’re highly dangerous because we don’t know anything about the substance they’re brewing over there. And so I thought I could use some help from my best friends. Tinman and little Rodgers!“

Bucky stared at him thinking about punching Sam in the face for a moment.

You just rolled your eyes at Sam and sighed. „I really hope that this goes fast. Because if not, Captain Birdman, I’m coming for you!“

The quinjet finally landed and you all got out. You looked around but you where in the middle of nowhere in a forest. Perfect, you thought. But in the end it didn’t take you guys long to find the lab. It also didn’t take you long to find a way in. Sam messed with their security system so you could get in there without being noticed.

Of course they had security guys you had to fight. While Sam and Bucky thought those guys you made your way through the white halls looking for the scientists that were responsible for the poison you guys knew nothing about.

Finally you found the main part of the lab, people with white coats everywhere. They were on high alert since they heard the fighting and the alarm. On the other hand, they were scientists. Fighting wasn’t their thing, right?

Oh boy, you were so wrong. As soon as they got out of their chairs the fight started. And they were good, almost too good. But you were better in hand to hand combat. It didn’t take you long to take them down. One after another came for you but you were stronger. At least you thought that this was the case. You didn’t see the one that came creeping up behind you.

Suddenly you felt a small pain at the back of your right shoulder. You turned your head around looking over your shoulder just to see a little syringe popping out of your shoulder. With a deep breath you pulled it out, knowing damn well what is was. But right now you didn’t had the time to think about it. The dude in the white coat was still standing behind you with an evil grin on his face. You whipped your leg around and kicked him hard into the stomach, wiping away that grin on his face. When he stood there, bending over and holding his stomach you rammed your knee into his face knocking him out immediately.

„I’m done here!“ You said over the com, looking around and feeling a bit proud of your solo work you did, totally forgetting, that you got injected with the poison.

Sam and Bucky came to help you take all of them into custody before you all got out of the lab. Just like you were supposed to do you destroyed the lab.

When you finally arrived to your flat both you and Bucky were exhausted. Neither one of you was in the mood to do anything at all. You hated the exhaustion after a mission. Sometimes it felt like wasted time.

After a quick shower to clean yourself, you changed into a tanktop and some shorts before you fell into you shared bad. It didn’t take Bucky long to follow you. Every muscle in your body was hurting and you closed your eyes for a moment, trying to relax.

Next to you Bucky sighed softly. „I’m too old for this shit.“ He said and looked over at you, softly pulling you closer to him.

You hummed in agreement and snuggled up to him, softly yawing. „The next two weeks we should turn off our phones and just leave!“ You mumbled almost half asleep already.

Bucky next to you chuckled and nodded. „Sounds like a perfect plan.“ He softly leaned in and kissed you on top of your head. „Sleep well, doll.“

Bucky woke up before, as always. He looked over at your sleeping frame and smiled to himself. You always looked so peaceful when you were sleeping. Like nothing was bothering you. His brows frowned lightly as he took a closer look at you. Even it was still somewhat dark in your bedroom he could clearly see the veins on your body. Black veins were running down you right arm and your back. Something wasn’t right. Something you didn’t tell him.

He softly shook you until you were awake. Well, barley awake. With half opened eyes you looked over at him, confused why he would wake you up. He never woke you up after a mission.

„What’s wrong?“ You asked, sleep still thick in your voice.

„What happened in that lab?“ He asked you and sat up, looking sternly at you.

Confused you looked up at him before slowly sitting up. Only then you noticed the visible veins on your skin. You rolled your eyes and got up. „Nothing to worry about!“ You told him and hoped he would drop it.

But Bucky wouldn’t be Bucky if he just dropped it. He was worried about you and hated it when you didn’t take things as serious as they should be taken. „Oh cut the crap!“ He said as he got up to get a closer look. „Just tell me!“

You crossed your arms over your chest and shook your head. „It’s nothing, Bucky, I promise.“ You told him again, not in the mood to argue. „It’ll be back to normal tonight probably. Nothing happened, alright?“

Annoyed Bucky sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose, shaking his head. „Why can’t you just talk to me for once?“

„Talk to you for once?“ You asked him in disbelief. „I always talk to you, this isn’t just worth talking about so just drop it, alright?“

It went back in forth like this. Both of you being stubborn and getting angry at each other.

„Fine, if you stop pushing, I’ll tell you!“ You tried to sound as calm as possible. „I got injected, okay? But I’m fine. Like I said, nothing to worry!“

Bucky couldn’t believe what he just heard. Why wouldn’t you tell him something like that? „And you didn’t think for one minute to tell me this?“ He asked you disappointed as he sighed. „We don’t even know what this is and you didn’t tell me? Why?“

Again you rolled your eyes at him. „Because you always make such a deal out of it!“ You said and sighed as well, still feeling exhausted from the mission. At least that’s what you thought. „I’m fine, okay? So no big deal!“

„No big deal? Are you kidding me? Look at your veins, like thats normal!“ He said loudly and shook his head. „How could you be so stubborn and won’t tell me? That is a big deal. Probably a way bigger deal than you think it is.“ He wanted to say more but he didn’t had the time.

Suddenly everything went black and you fainted. Bucky caught you before you could hit the floor. He wanted to panic but he knew that there was no time to panic. He needed to get you to a hospital as soon as possible.

Your whole body hurt. Your limbs were heavy and you couldn’t really move. You heard muffled voices and beeping machines. Slowly you tried to open your eyes but as soon as the bright light hit your eyes you closed them again. You groaned as you tried to open your eyes again. When they were open you slowly looked around, trying to figure out where you were.

„Bucky?“ You asked with a hoarse voice, looking for your partner in crime and in love.

He smiled in relief when your eyes met his. „You scared me there for a minute, doll!“ He said softly as he looked at you.

„What happened?“

„Remember how you got injected with that poison you didn’t tell me about?“ Bucky asked you, slowly brushing some hair out of your face. „Turned out it poisoned your blood and was about to make it boil inside of your body, burning you from the inside. Thank god we got here in time!“

You groaned and closed your eyes again, trying to process everything he just told you. „Like I said, no big deal!“

„Yeah, no!“ He said and shook his head. „I swear to god, if you don’t tell me something like this again I’ll probably kill you!“

You laughed weakly which turned into a cough. „You won’t kill me, you love me too much!“

Bucky already wanted to answer when the door opened and Sam walked sheepishly in.

„You really told Captain Birdman about this?“ You groaned at Bucky and sighed. „No need to tell me how irresponsible this was. I know, okay?“

„Well, it was pretty irresponsible and if you pull shit like that again I won’t take you on any mission I got!“ Sam said and smiled at you. „I’m just glad you’re alright. Please, next time just say something. Can’t lose my best friend.“ Sam took your hand and squeezed it lightly.

„I promise, Captain Birdman, I’ll never do something like that again!“ You joked and grinned at his annoyed look. You loved how he already hated his new nickname.

Bucky kissed the top of your head and smiled softly at you. „I’m glad you’re fine now!“