solarshadow
solarshadow
Thoughts and Musings
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🏳️‍🌈  Lena | INFJ | She/Her | 30 | Personal blog for an anime loving, anxiety prone writer who's still learning what it means to live life as fully as possible and to appreciate the small things.
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solarshadow · 5 days ago
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solarshadow · 5 days ago
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i crave connection but also silence and zero human interaction
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solarshadow · 9 days ago
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i’ve been having a rough day for about 5 years now
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solarshadow · 9 days ago
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My Scorch and Magic beanie babies were able to reunite this year when I found one of them while spring cleaning 💖
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solarshadow · 9 days ago
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How often's too often to post and I'd be spamming you all? Anyway here are some fluff Nezushi sketches from a while back 🤍
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solarshadow · 9 days ago
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My secret is that my wife was in an extremely bad period in her life when she entered into a contest for knitting supplies. She loved knitting as a teenager and wanted to get back into it as an adult, but felt like we couldn't afford it. She wouldn't buy anything, and wouldn't let me get anything for her because it would be "a waste of money." So when she got an email from a knitting newsletter she followed talking about the contest, she entered and won third place - a little basic kit that got her excited to start and started pulling her out of her dark place.
This is when you go "aha. You cheeky devil. Did you cheat slmehow? Is that your secret?" But no. My secret is, I faked it all. I created a fake knitting blog, and sent it to her as "something I found." I ran it for a few months talking about made up craft projects with photos off the internet and things. Then I faked the contest, sold some of my possessions to buy the "prize" and let her win. Six months later I stopped posting and she didn't even notice. She still talks about that prize she won as turning her life around, and she'll never know I invented the whole thing.
Now this is some real lover shit!!!
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solarshadow · 9 days ago
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Nezumi and Shion - No.6 Reunion chap 4 kiss
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solarshadow · 9 days ago
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My latest cartoon for New Scientist
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solarshadow · 9 days ago
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Not to me. Not if it's you.
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solarshadow · 9 days ago
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I will always reblog this
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This is the most "oh, how annoyingly endearing!" face Avoryx is capable of making. That, or she's about to crash out so hard
Read all episodes of How to Be a Dragon on WEBTOON!
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solarshadow · 9 days ago
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Persona 5: The Phantom X 2 / ?
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Estate District DISHONORED 2012・dev. Arkane Studios
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solarshadow · 9 days ago
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Shout out to the cashier at Aldi that made me and my wife malfunction
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solarshadow · 9 days ago
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I get to be more free as an adult than I ever did as a child and I think more kids need to know that. as a high schooler part of what made my depression so bad was being told over and over again that it was the most carefree time of my life. while I was trapped in an abusive home + amongst bullies at school + in a body that wasn’t right for me. opportunities to be carefree don’t end when you turn 18. you can be more you than ever as an adult and that’s such a gift. I know ‘it can get better’ is an annoying thing to see over and over when you’re as trapped as I was back then. and I know that if you’re still a kid you deserve to be free right this second. but it can and will get better and this is not where life stops being interesting. promise
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solarshadow · 9 days ago
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fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this
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