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Fear...false expectations appearing real..When you have a desire to do something at any age but allow the excuses to come up stop yourself. Ask yourself what am I afraid of and list all your fears OUT LOUD. I'm afraid of failing, looking stupid, im scared people will laugh at me, judge me. Scared of the projections like who do you think you are, scared that the work might overwhelm me, guilt of what you might have to give up, who you might have to leave behind, not being responsible or realistic, I can't make a living off that, not having the financial means to start and family and friends may stop loving me. These false beliefs and fears come from childhood pain. When you list them out loud feel the grief, the grief that no one ever said i was good enough, smart enough, no one ever supported me, that my desires don't matter, i dont deserve anything, feel the deep grief of just being damaged or broken, that no matter how hard you try you can never achieve anything, etc..The pain leaves your soul then the faith and drive are able to rise up and the path will be lit in front of you, to achieving anything you want. When you are in your pure desires the universe always supports you and abundance always comes...

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They are expensive but free to look at

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I'm seeing stars....

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Social anxiety (fear of eye contact, nervousness, not knowing what to say, feeling awkward etc..) is caused by one primary problem which is your belief about yourself. U have a poor assessment of self. Sadly you believe yourself to be worse than you are. One place the pain comes from is in childhood, there were opinions about you directed at you and you have accepted them. Feel the hurt of being told who you are, what kind of person you are and the criticism projected at you. When you feel the anger and pain then your true self comes to the light. You will realize you are not who you thought yourself to be and see the strength and beauty of your soul come through. You will stand tall with no fear of judgment and will be able to speak to anyone anytime.... don't miss out on great relationships that come when you talk to people you would have never spoken too.

NO YOU JUST THINK YOU ARE

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Your other half forces all your false beliefs about yourself to rise to the surface. Your insecurities, shame, grief of not being loved, deserve to be loved, low self worth, fear of vulnerability etc. Many times its so intense that we run. Try not to run, remind yourself you are really running away from yourself. Feel all the emotions that come up, be honest with the person about your feelings. As soon as u start feeling and releasing the emotions your soul patches up the holes, making you whole again. When you both are whole then you can come together as a complete soul. Aside from being at one with the divine, the soul union is the ultimate reason for existence.

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Fall, winter wedding vibe

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Thinking positive or repeating affirmations are good, but you have to heal the cause to make a change in your life. In order to "attract what u deserve" you first have to feel the grief , that u feel you do not deserve anything. Repeat that out loud ( I don't deserve anything) and u will start feeling the anger of in childhood time and time again u were led to believe u don't deserve or maybe u were shamed, or made to feel guilty if u recieved etc.., then the sadness will come up of u feeling deep down u don't deserve anything. Once u feel the grief, u have healed that part of your soul and automatically u will have a inner knowing that u deserve and can receive anything u desire. Your law of attraction will change instantly

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Ahh sweaters are getting out of control,,,but I'm here for it

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Depression is the suppression of anger. When we "cant feel", is because we don't want to feel, we r afraid to feel. By the time we get to the depression state, we have suppressed a lot of anger or rage within us. We first have to ask ourselves why are we afraid to feel the anger. Can be because we are so afraid of how much anger there is, or feel guilty about being angry, also ask yourself what happened to you when you got angry as a child, or even tried to be angry as a child. U could have been physically threatened, shut down, shamed, had unloving projections coming from one or both parents, labeled crazy, or mentally unbalanced. It's important to list and feel the fear, then the anger will come up, feel the anger and release it. As soon as u feel the anger the grief and sadness will come up. Surrender to the grief, heal yourself, feel again

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Fall is going to be on one...

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Holy pretty beds.....

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Truth

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People protesting all over the world for justice, the only way you're gna get me out there is if they discontinue making teddy coats

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R they gna cancel Halloween on us. Cuz bitch im ready

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If u are angry at a parent or caregiver, stewing or suppressing it causes negative attractions and actions in your life. We hold on to the anger because we r so terrified of allowing the fear to come up. The fear of if I let go of this anger then i will be left with deep grief of how much I did not feel loved by this parent, or that I will be open for them to hurt me again. Its scary to even think about that grief, how deep is it, how damaged am I that my own parent couldn't treat me right, been there for me, put me first, or love me properly. Surrender to the grief, you will radiate love for yourself and the beautiful souls around you.