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enchanted by the concept of broth. here's some water. it's chicken flavored

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coffe timee

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Girlrotting ⁺. ༶

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girlie that's not a random headache u are dehydrated malnourished over caffeinated over stressed and sleep deprived

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0 Note posts are a Flex it jus means you Real as Fuck and they can't Comprehend what you Provided them

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My dad and I once had a disagreement over him using the adage "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger."

I said, "That's just not true. Sometimes what doesn't kill you leaves you brittle and injured or traumatized."

He stopped and thought about that for a while. He came back later, and said, "It's like wood glue."

He pointed to my bookshelf, which he helped me salvage a while ago. He said, "Do you remember how I explained that, once we used the wood glue on them, the shelves would actually be stronger than they were before they broke?"

I did.

"But before we used the wood glue, those shelves were broken. They couldn't hold up shit. If you had put books on them, they would have collapsed. And that wood glue had to set awhile. If we put anything on them too early, they would have collapsed just the same as if we'd never fixed them at all. You've got to give these things time to set."

It sounded like a pretty good metaphor to me, but one thing I did pick up on was that whatever broke those shelves, that's not the thing that made them stronger. That just broke them. It was being fixed that made them stronger. It was the glue.

So my dad and I agreed, what doesn't kill you doesn't actually make you stronger, but healing does. And if you feel like healing hasn't made you stronger than you were before, you're probably not done healing. You've got to give these things time to set.

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how tf am i down four pounds when i binged all day yesterday

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omg i got a cold. freaking k!ll me. part of me wants to eat and sleep better so i can get better faster but i have so many crochet projects i need to finish for christmas, i was gonna pull a bunch of all nighters this week.

im like scouring the web trying to find any get better fast remedy. about to go drink a ton of ginger lemon tea and turn on my humidifer

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ik christmas is supposed to be a super happy time but i just dont feel anything rn. i didn't even decorate like i normally do.

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someone please explain how i get 12 hours of sleep but i still wake up exhausted.

...its the depression isnt it

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Im więcej palisz, tym mniej jesz

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oh, to look this good and comfy even during my off days

or in the airport

or for a short trip at night to the nearest konbini

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i have like six months to go from 143 to 120. send me tips and inspo yall

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Don’t stop until you’re thin.