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You're distant, and unkind to yourself. You seem to come out looking for friendship and affection and then leave ten seconds later, every time.

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Anonymously tell me what the fuck is wrong w me

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also? i think i’m in love.

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i haven’t posted here in a while. not even a passing text post.

maybe, despite all the things happening to me lately-

maybe i needed to sit in on place for a while. i realized something. this big house and big city don’t have to be home. i don’t have to stay, after this is all said and done. but it helped ground me in ways that i or no one else could. i wake up for something, and it’s not to drive. it’s not to worry about jasper or the gems. 

i get up and go to work. i clean my house. i’m- you know! active.

here’s to posting less and less here, from here on out.

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me to myself in my head

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suffocation, crystal castles c. 2010

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wow not gonna name any names but SOMEBODY (me) needs 2 calm down!!!!

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you ever wonder what your therapist will think about missing your appointment because of jail time?

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Unfulfilled? Try crying

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joke2 on you, readiing about all thii2 criime and guiilt for hurtiing other2 wont affect me ii already dwell on that 2hiit every day.

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sure. blame the guy who’s a huge idiot who causes a lot of problems, again

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i don’t know how true that is. you’re always just pushing how you feel away.

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