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let a new life happen to you.

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my Scorpio 🥺🫶🏽🥰

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Me on tumblr is either because I’m bored out of my mind or extremely suicidal. There’s really no in between. This time? Bordum. Been in the hospital since Thursday & I just wanna go home. 🥺 you ever been in the hospital with no visitors? 🫤 it actually sucks a lot.

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Keep the fake love I got real shit I’m tryna get through.

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I tried to stay out of the dark, but it has swallowed me whole.

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My auntie has me on suicide watch after last night but little does she know, as soon as they let me go home I’m checking the fuck out. I’m done.

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You never really get over a loss. Rather it’s a lover who broke your heart or losing a parent. You just learn how to cope 1017 days later and I still haven’t accepted the fact that you’re gone

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Photo dump cause I was feelin’ cute

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𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐚 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐲. 𝐒𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲. 𝐏𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞. 𝐌𝐨𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐧. 𝐏𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐚 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐮𝐦𝐞. 𝐌𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟. 𝐓𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐯𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐬. 𝐃𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫. 𝐃𝐨 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟.

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a guide to the white girl's "sexy" dance

sway hips in a figure 8 motion

do this while bending the knees into a squat position

come back up

raise arms above head

look at armpit seductively

put hands in hair

don’t pay attention to the beat

at all

this is your dancefloor

you rule the school, Megan

swing those hips, you sexy bitch

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📸: theluxuryboxturkey

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Pls

someone take me out. either in the date way or the assassination way

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Idk why but this birthday is the hardest so far. Literally woke up crying. I don’t wanna read any birthday message that’s not from my momma. I hate it here.

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my heart hurts

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I spent Christmas numb af and I plan to spend today the exact same way. If my mom woulda never gave birth to my brother 22 years ago today, she would still be here. I was 22 when she died and I’ll be 25 in a week. This shit all sick as fuck. I really hate it here. Even when I try to act like I’m ok my body don’t be going for it. The insomnia has officially kicked in.