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Host: (in the worst depressive episode, rapidly going through traumatic situations, not at all taking care of the body, all around dumpster fire)
Co-host: FUCK YEAH WOOOOO LETS PARTY BITCHESSS
#*kicks out host a little to make sure theyre still alive* anyways#roar keeps telling me I'll lose my enjoyment soon and that im just new and to that i say. yeah probably but fffffuck you#-frenzy#actually did#actually dissociative#actually traumagenic#did community#did osdd#did system#dissociative identity disorder#dissociative system#traumagenic did#traumagenic system
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I hate co-fronting cause what the fuck do you mean I spent a whole minute of my precious front time looking for our phone while it was in thE OTHER HAND AAAA
#spatial awareness while co-fronting is non-existent. its so fucking stupid yo#-frenzy#hrmnhghhhrhhgh i wanna change my name but also dont because i know this is roar influencing me#actually did#actually dissociative#actually traumagenic#did community#did osdd#did system#dissociative identity disorder#dissociative system#traumagenic did#traumagenic system
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"what do you mean you have (insert mental illness)?" Well you see, in 1492 a man named Christopher Columbus-
#im gonna start blaming all my problems on random fuckass historical figures thanks#this is probably only as funny to me as it is because its getting past my bedtime BUT ive discovered a new response to stupid questions#actually did#actually dissociative#actually traumagenic#did community#did osdd#did system#dissociative identity disorder#dissociative system#traumagenic did#traumagenic system#did memes
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Man, you know somebody fucked up when you got two caretakers in front 😭
#night active caretaker shaking hands with day active caretaker because the host got upset by fuck knows what#the more i think about it the more we probably have an unusual amount of caretakers but we all have like...#specific specialities? I (night active) deal with kinda holding down the fort while others are recuperating#while the other with me rn (day active) leans more towards caring for littles and taking care of the body when its sick#and then you just got the fucking serial killer whos a caretaker for some reason and also takes care of littles#but in an “I'll murder you if you touch them” way#aaand the ghost. dont really know what she does tbh. shes very internal and doesn't come towards front much#but yeah caretakers are weird and flexible :'^)#-mads#actually did#actually dissociative#actually traumagenic#did community#did osdd#did system#dissociative identity disorder#dissociative system#traumagenic did#traumagenic system#caretaker alter#did alter#did memes
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One of our (newer) introjects was staring at our face in the mirror for about 10 minutes. I asked him if he was okay, and he said something I thought I should share, ‘cause it might resonate with some of ya’ll. “This face is wrong. All of this is wrong. None of this looks like it should. But there’s something in our eyes that looks like me.”
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Nobody:
Not a single soul:
That one alter breathing down your neck "just in case" because you've been left alone: 👁️👄👁️
#bonus points if its a whole gang#got a “oh fuck the host is in front alone” emergency squad because im a super duper functional person who can exist on their own#actually did#actually dissociative#actually traumagenic#did community#did osdd#did system#dissociative identity disorder#dissociative system#traumagenic did#traumagenic system#did memes#did problems
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Frantically sifting through the brain for alters that can have a reasonable response to things™
#so hey guys maybe the unstable host and REALLY unstable ex gatekeeper and the fucker with uncontrollable anger that overworks our heart-#-isnt a great combination#if i wasnt having a silly goody episode i would find this funny but as it stands i cannot stop blasting music without everything going shit#*goofy i fucking hate tumblr for not being able to edit tags#actually did#actually dissociative#actually traumagenic#did community#did osdd#did system#dissociative identity disorder#dissociative system#traumagenic did#traumagenic system#did memes#did problems
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Playing the game of "are those intrusive thoughts or another alter" :'D
#would put this on my vent blog but this is DID related and idc anymore#-roary#actually did#actually dissociative#actually traumagenic#did community#did osdd#did system#dissociative identity disorder#dissociative system#traumagenic did#did memes#traumagenic system
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Meh meh meh you're a caretaker meh meh meh well I prefer doing that from the comfort of the inside of the brain, let me OUTTT
#i bully other members to take care of themselves im not getting my hands dirty#and like what do you want me to do you handed me the body in the worst state im not trained for this#I just happen to be the alter the brain shives foward when things go wrong#-maddie#aughh#did community#traumagenic did#actually did#did system#did osdd#actually dissociative#actually traumagenic#traumagenic system#caretaker alter#dissociative system#dissociative identity disorder#did stuff
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Hey, it's your miserable sack of guys. We don't really use a system name but I guess it's Stellichor now. You don't need to know all our personal shit, just that we're traumagenic, disabled, too tired to care about syscourse anymore, fucking hate the DID community but inevitably need a place to talk and drop the mask, have a large-ish headcount, aand our body is an adult. That should cover it. If you're a friend heyyy.
Don't expect any good content, this is kinda just blabbering in our corner of the Internet, mainly inside jokes or personal stuff, but we aren't as intimidating as we sound, I promise. Feel free to talk, anonymous asks are on for fellow anxiety riddled strangers. Idk how often we'll be active, but our main blog is @yikes-ajax
#also the host is NOT writing this theyve been putting it off and i need to complain and feel bad flooding a friends (partners??) dms#-maddie#pinned post#did system#did osdd#actually did#did community#traumagenic did#traumagenic system#actually traumagenic#actually dissociative#dissociative identity disorder#dissociative system#actually disabled#disabled system
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