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Sheriff Reiner is re-entering my brain and fuck I’m so irritated because I already have so much shit to write already (not complaining <3) and FUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKKKK I need to write a part 3 to that lil series because 🫦

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Men only look hot smoking cigarettes when they’re ACTUAL cowboys or when they got a lil chub but look like they can lift you over their head and toss you 20ft.

Every other guy? gross, put that shit out you look ugly.

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The way I’d kill to see Annie or Mikasa fight like this, oh my god 🧎🏼‍♀️🧎🏼‍♀️🧎🏼‍♀️🧎🏼‍♀️🧎🏼‍♀️🧎🏼‍♀️

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My mind automatically goes to this

i love OCs. like this is my emotional support dressup dolly that i beat the living shit out of

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The best photo I took at Dashcon 2

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I’ll never forget the time I went to to Whataburger at 3am and pulled up behind someone on a horse. I didn’t even question it only to later find out it was my brother in law

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Some comms I did! Thank you all for commissionig me! 💟💟💟💟

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Ik I may not be finished with it yet, but I really do think this is one of my favorite excerpts from roses within the snow 🥹

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I normally never have a set schedule for things but I have five things I'm actively working on, three of those being requests.

SO, the plan is to get the first request done and posted, then the next chapter of roses within the snow, followed by the two requests after the first one and then solely focus on the two Reijean prompts for the upcoming Reijean week. hopefully after that I can get back to posting Zoro stuff along with my usual deranged Reiner thoughts

Mainly posting this for the ones that sent in requests, just so they know I'm working on them but I'm working on other things too!

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Dreams

a/n: no one asked for it, but here's some Zoro angst :D

tags: roronoa zoro x reader, angst, grief, implied relationship sort of?, idk this is just sad lol

“Why do you have to go?”

Pain and a yearning trembled his voice while cradling your face, stroking the scared rough thumb over your whispy cheek. A sorrowful smile came to wrinkle the corners of your mouth, wrapping a thin hand around his wrist

“Because our time is up.”

That silver eye drops, a pang of unimaginable grief coming over him, knowing you were right. And Zoro hated how you were right.

“It’s not fair that I only get to see you like this, and I’m not even seeing you.”

“You’re seeing me Zoro.” Reassuring him, drifting over to try and warmly embrace him, even though you were cold and empty, no life running through you, just the love he still held on for you.

“But I want to see you all the time, not just like this - I can’t stand it.”

“I know.” Words choking and dying in your chest, wishing you could comfort someone that couldn’t be comforted, not anymore at least. Zoro sighed, flopped down onto the bed behind him, staring up at the ceiling, letting a sniffle ring out in the cold, desolate silence.

“I should’ve been faster, I should’ve paid attention, been more alert-“

“Zoro.”

His rambling stops and swallows thickly, forcing those regretful tears down, knowing he could cry or berate himself for the same thing every night, but not when this was the only time he got with you now. But if only things had been different, if only the universe granted him one extra second and Zoro wouldn’t be forced to live in guilt and regret. If only...

“It’s not your fault.”

‘I know’ is what he’s supposed to say back, but he can’t say that to you anymore, because it was his fault. You were never suppose to be in harms way, never suppose to speak your last words with blood gurgling in your throat making it impossible to understand just what you were trying to say as he held you, cradled you in your final moments, promising you that you’d make it, that you’d wake up to him at your bedside, telling you to never scare him like that again.

But you weren’t.

You were gone.

Gone from this world and only in Zoro’s dreams, visiting him each night like a prisoner. And yet he spoke to you as if you were here, felt your presence, though it may not have been as warm as it once was, but Zoro could feel it.

And oh how he clung to it. How he grasped the air each morning when he woke, trying to prevent the emptiness from swarming and swallowing him whole. But no matter how quickly he tried to, it was never fast enough.

Just like one that day.

“I wish you’d come back, I’m lonely.” Muttering a response of sorts, glancing over at you, trying not to focus on the outfit you wors still, the last one you’d ever wear.

‘I know’ is what you were suppose to say back, instead dipping away and sighing. You knew it was true, the loneliness that crept in and became his closest companion, replacing you. But there wasn’t anything you could do, you were gone. Gone from this world.

“I’m always with you, I don’t think you can deny that.” Trying to lighten the mood but watching his frown deepen, his bottom lip quiver and single eye shut. He hadn’t changed from when you watched him harden with your lifeless body in his arms still, cradling your face with his lips still pressed to your forehead. Loosing you was the worst possible thing that could’ve happen to Zoro, after already loosing so much already.

How could you do that to him?

“I’ll never forgive myself.”

Oh Zoro.

“Don’t do that.” Taking his hand and kissing the top, feeling his own skin turn cold from your lips. “You need to find a way to heal, a way to understand that it was my time and that no matter what, nothing you could’ve done would make a difference.”

“How can I do that when the person I promised to love forever is only ever able to visit me in my dreams?”

“You can still love me forever.”

Another long sorrowful sigh left his lips, sitting up and squeezing your hand so tight that it might’ve hurt, kissing the top and letting the single tear drip down next to where his lips were still pressed. Seeing him like this and knowing there was nothing you could do left you dull, even if you couldn’t feel things the same way you used to.

“Why did you have to go?”

No answer, looking at the hollow broken expression of the man who’d trade places with you in an instant, searching for an answer in your figment. The world was cruel and you both knew that from the moment you could comprehend things as children, but you never expected it to affect you or someone you loved so deeply.

“You’ll see me again, and not just in your dreams. That time will come but not for a while, you still have so much left to live for Roronoa Zoro, even if I’m not there by your side in the living, but for now I’ll come here, just for you.”

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Jesus I wish I could be more active on here :/

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Giving Zoro head after he's fresh out of the shower from his routine training is the quickest way to his heart, especially when he doesn't expect it. He'll walk in to his quarters, towel drying his hair and you'll be sitting on the edge of the bed with this look that he can't quite place. He'll begin to say something until you pat the bed next to you, requesting for him to lay down and he does so without question.

The moment your lips press to his defined abs and slowly make your way down is when his breath hitches and his hand is planting on top of your head.

He knows what's coming and that's why he can't help the cascading groans falling from his lips before you even reach his cock, or how he'll breathlessly say your name and fall apart when your eyes shoot up to meet his. Zoro is a very simple man, give him unexpected attention and he's putty in your hands. Masculine dominance aside, Zoro craves how easily you can take all the control from him the moment your lips brush across his twitching cock. He doesn't care, he just wants to watch your cheeks hollow and see the spit form at the corners of your mouth as you drag up and down his shaft.

You'll tease him with a few kitten licks where the pre is leaking, humming in satisfaction to the taste, as if it's all you've been thinking about all day. You cast your spell on Zoro so easily, it's like child's play at the point.

Zoro will throw his head back the moment your lips enclose around the tip, curling his fingers on your head and huffing out quick breaths as he tries to watch, but knows he has little to no control over himself and might cum too early and he hates coming too early, especially when it's like this. You don't seem to mind, not with the mirth in your eyes and the vibrating laugh climbing up your throat to bounce off his flesh. All you care about is getting to listen to the deep, raspy groans he tries to hide as you suck and swirl your tongue around.

You can't tease him for long, knowing how quickly he can cum if he so pleases, the one thing you haven't gotten control over yet, so you'll come off, suck down a breath and relax your jaw to take his thick cock. Zoro moans your name when you're about halfway down, canting his hips in the air, chasing the tightness and warmth your throat can provide, how at this point he'd admit that he needs it if someone asked. You smile with your lips around his cock, surprising him by taking him down all the way, burying your nose in the mossy green patch of hair, letting the saliva drip down to his balls, feeling him twitch.

Then the begging starts when you don't come back up, holding him in your throat and looking up at him, you've mastered this and Zoro is torn between loving it and hating it, because he craves the suction. Though, his breathless pleas and his hand stroking your cheek are enough to entice, bobbing your head up and down, moaning in time with his moans and watching how fast he falls apart.

Zoro is so easy and you wouldn't have it any other way, especially when he gets close and all the little pet names he pretends to despise come pouring out of his mouth.

"Don't stop baby, fuck"

"You're so good to me doll, keep going."

And so on and so forth, getting a shiver down your spine at how raspy the names are against his throat, how he's just on the precipice and needing that final nudge to send him over the edge. Delicate hands that could only belong to you cradle his balls, giving them that tentative squeeze, watching the way he shoots up and pushes your head down further until your nose is bent and pressed to his skin. Warm ropes of cum follow, swallowing him so deep they shoot into the back of your throat, fluttering your eyes back and whining, dick pulsing even more.

There'll be so much of it, you'll have to wipe the remnants from your lips, or let Zoro do it as he pulls you into his lap, smirking as he pushing his thumb past your swollen lips to clean it off. And you'll do it so dutifully, grinding softly against his limp and soft cock, enticing him for more with a wet slobbery kiss and another shower that was sure to follow for the both of you

a/n: had to get this out of my system 🤭

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yes haw I finished it, new chapter for Times Two is out! :D

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2024

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IF I KEEP GETTING INTERRUPTED AS IM TRYING TO WRITE IM GOING TO LOSE IT. LOSE IT.

IDC IF I'M AT WORK LEAVE ME ALONE I'M TRYING TO FUCKING FINISH THE NEXT CHAPTER FOR TIMES TWO PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD STOP BOTHERING ME

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Law falls for Kidd's rage baiting every time and it's never not funny 😭, and it's so funny how Law either pretends to not care or have the most insane crash out, like leaving Wano. He was deadass about to kill his entire crew because Kidd made fun of him for taking the 'safe route', like oh my god bro 💀

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I’ve recently seen some of the most ASS takes about Reiner and clearly everyone just forgot everything from the first three seasons, Jesus fucking Christ