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Dreams Full of Meaning

Pairing: Bangchan x reader

Summary: You've been having dreams that your soulmate is a certain Idol. When you attend their concert and make eye contact with him what happens when something inside you snaps and you realize dreams aren't always meaningless.

Genre: fluff

Warnings: Literally none, all fluff, conflicted reader, emotions, reader is younger than Chan, slight make out session.

WC: 2.1K

A/N: First story, this came to me because I dreamt that Chan was my soulmate like 3 times...ik weird.. and I'm also feeling Post-concert depression, so of course it gotta be during tour hehe :)

Dreams are meant to be meaningless and all over the place, so then why do I keep dreaming the same thing…

“See Em this is the perfect out—” I don’t get to finish my sentence because all of a sudden I feel this warmth creep up my neck and my heart starts beating faster, I turn around and my eyes meet this built man not just any ordinary man, but an Idol not just any Idol but Bangchan of Stray Kids and as my eyes wonder towards his face and I stare into his eyes something in me knows that aside from how I admire him, nothing about this sudden meeting screams normal. This feeling is not normal and it is not the admiration I have for him as a fan, something inside of me is alit and he is the very person who just lit it.

He comes closer looking me straight in the eye, he whispers “Please tell me I’m not crazy and you feel this too.” wordless I muster a response, “I do, what does it mean.” He stares at me, sending a shock through me. My whole body feels like it's on fire, “Do you believe in fate.” He asks me. “No, not really.” I let out softly, “Well I do, I’m heavy into soulmates and that’s what we are.” he replies confidently. Before I can reply something in the background starts ringing and it keeps on getting louder.

“Y/N-AHH your alarm has been ringing for 10 minutes straight, will you please get up already." someone screams, jolting me awake. As I shut off my alarm I make my way downstairs toward the kitchen, “Mornin’ sleepyhead, how did you sleep y/n.” Emily, my younger sister asks. “Good apart from the fact that I keep having the same dream just in different ways.” I reply, she laughs. “I think you need a break from being a fangirl. The delulu is getting to your head, this is like the fifth time you dream that Bangchan is your soulmate. You’ll actually have better luck pulling his photocard than actually being his soulmate.” she says while letting out a chuckle. “Yah don’t make fun of me, I’m older than you and hey you never know not all dreams are dumb and meaningless.”

She looks at me while handing me my coffee, “Yeah but when was the last.. wait actually no, when was the first time that a dream has ever been useful.” she asked me. “Hey there was that time where I dreamt that you got arrested, so I prohibited you from going to your friends party and the day after you got a call from another friend that the police showed up and a few people got arrested.” I look at her waiting for her response. “That was one time.” she says, looking at me with a frown.

I sat down so I could enjoy my breakfast, “Hey going back to the topic of SKZ, our concert is next week.” she squeals with excitement. “Ahh I know I can't wait, it feels like we’ve been waiting years but in reality it's been a couple months.” I say. “I can’t wait to finally put my outfit all together, I will turn heads.” she states with a beaming smile. “Yeah, you're excited to see your buff man hmm.” I chuckle then look at her, she looks back to me before speaking again. “Yes, I will leave Changbin speechless.” she smiles.

I open my eyes to an excited Emily jumping around my room, “Wake up y/n, it’s today it’s today.” she screams while jumping. “Emmy as much as I love your enthusiasm, the concert doesn't start until 7:30pm. It’s..” I grab my phone to check the time, “6am way too early for this.” She looks at me with a frown, “Come on y/n-ahh don’t be like this, the earlier we wake up the more time we have to freak out and plan out what we do before the concert.” she leans closer to my face with a smile on her face.

I reluctantly got up, “God Em, you have to remember that I’m not as young as I used to be.” I say while walking to my bathroom. “Y/n don’t be so dramatic, you're still young, you're only 23, and you don't turn 24 until September.” she shouts from the room. “Oh so you want me to call you out missy, you turn 20 in August. Oh and can you please make me coffee.” I ask, I hear her scoff as she starts walking. “I love you.” I shout before she leaves my room, I smile as I hear a faint ‘I love you too’.

I look in my mirror before heading out of my room, ‘Ok y/n don’t let the dreams keep you from having a good time today’ I say to myself. As I walk downstairs Em looks at me before saying, “Y/n-ah are you ready?” I smile at her, “Yep all ready, so do you know what merch you’re going to get?” I ask her, “Mhm, I’m of course gonna get the evil skzoo shirt, obvi dwaekki, and the sweater, honestly not too many things.” she says. “Ok well lets go” I say as I grab my keys. We make our way outside towards my car. Em laughs “Well we’ll definitely get noticed with this car.” she says while looking at my bright orange mustang, “Yeah..” I chuckle.

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We get to the venue and make our way to the merch booth, “I can’t believe we’re actually here.” Emily squeaks, “Honestly I can’t either, this feels unreal.” I replied.

I look at Emily as we head inside, “Now I know we might not be in the VIP section Em, but when they pass on the carts we will definitely see them up close.” I say looking at her. “Y/n-ah I don’t care that we aren’t in VIP. The goal was to be at the concert and hey it’s better cause we are right in the middle, and you’re right we’ll see them up close thanks to the carts.” she says, looking at me with a smile on her face. I smile and give her a big hug and whisper ‘I love you’ to her, she pulls back and says ‘I love you too.’

As the concert goes on it’s officially time for the carts, “AHH y/n-ah here they come, we get to see them closer.” she squeals, I laugh. As the carts get closer to our section I feel the same warmth that I dreamt of, creep up my neck, ‘No it can’t be’ I think to myself. As I look at the first cart that is slowly making its way I see Bangchan turn around instantly, subtly looking around. Once the cart is right in front of our section we instantly make eye contact, he instantly goes still and I don’t blame him cause I blank out as well. I’m heating up inside and I can tell that he is too but he can’t let it show, so he removes his tiny wolfchan and leans down a bit over the railing of the cart, handing me the tiny wolf. He looks at me and smiles before mouthing ‘don’t leave after’.

For the remainder of the concert I’m left speechless and spaced out trying to figure out what he meant. When they get to saying goodbye Em looks at me before saying, “I can’t believe the Bangchan gave you his wolfchan.” I look at her, “Honestly, I can’t believe it either Em.” I say, before she can say something someone with a lanyard comes over.

“You’re the one who got the wolf right?” she says pointing at me, “Uhh, yeah.” I say confused, Em looks at me in total shock, speechless. “Ok, are you alone?” she asks. “No it’s me and my sister.” I say while pointing at Emily, “Alright, I’m a staff member I’ll need both of you to follow me, I’ll explain everything as we walk.”

We follow the staff, Emmy looks at me confused, “What is actually happening right now.” she whispers, “I have no idea Em.” I whisper back. “I was instructed by the leader to find the girl with the Bbokari and the tiny Wolfchan plushy, I wasn’t told why exactly but he said it was urgent.” the staff says, Em looks at me shocked and mouths ‘could it? your dream?’ The staff stops and gestures to a door before saying, “Here we are, he’s waiting inside, go on.” she urges.

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I’m speechless, because what she failed to mention was that all eight of them were inside, but before I can dwell on that, my insides are burning ready to explode. I look around my eyes, instantly landing on a certain boy, just to notice that he is staring right back. He gets up and makes his way towards me, “Hi, I’m Chan but I guess you already know that huh.” he chuckles while rubbing the back of his neck. “Yeah.” I chuckle, looking at him unable to contain my smile, “I’m Y/n.” I speak up again.

“I guess we should point out the elephant in the room.” He says with a smile, “We’re soulmates.” we say at the same time. I laugh, “Well I guess there is no denying it huh, we are actually soulmates.” I say, “Yeah no denying it.” he chuckles.

We stare at each other, before we can say anything else one of the boys comes closer, “Hyung is this why you suddenly went still while we were on the carts.” they say, I look at them and see that it’s Felix. “Yes, I guess I should explain to you guys, as we were going around I felt this heat inside and when we got to the middle I made eye contact with y/n, honestly it's insane but it’s fate, we’re soulmates.” he said to all of them.

Seungmin is the first one to speak up, “Finally, now the old man will leave me alone.” I laugh loudly at that, Chan just looks at him with a displeased face. “Well it’s nice to meet you y/n, I’m Felix, you already know who we are but I still wanted to introduce myself.” he says, I chuckle, “Well it's nice to officially meet all of you.” I say with a smile.

Han speaks up, “Who’s this?” he points to Em, “This is my younger sister Emily.” I say. She instantly introduces herself, looking around in shock still not believing that this is happening.

While she talks to them I feel someone pull me aside, I look up to see it’s Chan, he walks me to the other side, “I wanted to have a bit of privacy.” he says looking at me.

I smile up at him, “This is a bit weird honestly.” I say, “Why is that?” he asks me, “It’s weird because I have been dreaming that we were soulmates, but I never thought that those dreams actually had meaning. I came with no expectation that my dreams would become reality.” I say looking at him.

“Would it be less weird if I tell you that I’ve had a few dreams about meeting my soulmate, and that they looked exactly like you.” he says, I laugh, “No, actually that makes it more weird.” I say chuckling. He laughs, “Not weird, just fate.” he says getting closer.

I walk closer as well, he looks at me, “I really want to kiss you right now.” he breathes out, “Please do.” I softly let out, both of us inches away.

Slowly he puts one hand on my face and another on my neck before leaning in, when our lips finally touch the heat inside me explodes. I wrap my arms around his neck and deepen the kiss, my fingers make their way to his hair slightly tugging it. He lets out a groan and I take the opportunity, my tongue meeting his in a sloppy kiss.

As we pull apart he rested his forehead on mine, looking me in the eyes before saying, “T-That felt amazing, I’m glad the universe put you as my soulmate.” Then he pulls me in for another kiss, “I’m also glad that the universe put you as my soulmate.” I say pulling away with a smile on my face.

Dreams aren’t always useless, sometimes Dreams are Full of Meaning.

But while you were busy, you didn’t notice the lingering glances between Emily and I.N. Is it just a coincidence? Or could both of them be feeling that same burning sensation?

A/N: This is my first story I hope you liked it, I'm unsure if I should do a pt.2 but maybe I will... oh but what can the very ending intel ;)

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