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You see, the thing is....NOBODY ACTUALLY GIVES A FUCK!!!

You get what I'm saying??

So don't try and convince yourself they do.

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I don't bother anyone and I'm not bothered by anybody, and I like that peace.

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I dont blame people for the shit they do, I actually thank them for showing me, that I'm not for everyone and it makes me realize how better i'll be if I stay by myself.

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Thin line between being alive and feeling dead.

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It gets to a point where it hurts to try

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Only you know your pain! Nobody feels what you feel, so their judgment is supposed to be the least.

Cause they don't hear your thoughts, and feel how broken you are after every tear drop that streams down your face.

They don't get to feel when your nerve endings trigger or when your body starts to shiver. Don't expect people to understand what you're going through.

And don't let expectations ruin you.

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We do too much in situations that are so little

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Knowing something is going to hurt but still jumping into it anyway>>>>

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The thing about being depressed is that you want to try....but your mind is blocking the progress.

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The truth is...happy memories hurt the most, why? Because you want them to leave but at the same time you want them to stay.

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Have you ever tried so desperately to get out only to find yourself sulking back in?!

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Do you really think it's necessary to dwell on things that won't change?? Insecurity comes at it's finest...but what will you do when you realize the time you had could've done something great?

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Stop chasing what you want and can't have, and focus on the few you have waiting long and hard for you.

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It's all about trying, when your insides are dying.

It's all about laughing when you don't even feel like smiling.

It's all about the sun that shines even when the sky is overcased.

And it's all about the stuff that never last. For they carry the most pain, and they make you have the urge to make your blood drip and drain.

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I know that I look okay, but trust me that I'm suffering in silence.

And it's not that big of a deal, just trust the process. That's what I say just to make it feel okay. I know that it will get better and that it all goes away.

But sometimes, can we really endure the pain? Crying turns into laughter and smiling only justifies pain.

I'm not sure how to act anymore since everything is some sick game.