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swaoina · 2 months
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nothing's new.
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"Chuuya," he spoke. "Push me then."
He doesn't want to die right now. He has things to do, such as irritating Mori and seeing Chuuya die first before he too dies. But the sick thought of returning to the room filled with needles and the vomit-inducing smell of sterilized surroundings.. having his head bashed in would be a mercy compared to seeing his chance of peace dwindling as people run around, helping him — a parasite.
"Fuckin' sick. You deserve to be locked up."
The abrasive tone of Chuuya Nakahara doesn't stop Dazai.
"You'd love that."
Sympathy.
"I'd love to never fuckin' see your face ever again."
Please.
"People like you are simply shy around their crushes, I suppose."
Do you need physical scars to see, prove, the torment inside his mind?
"I'll crush you, mackerel. Don't fuckin' test me!"
Dazai completely turns around. He takes a step towards Chuuya, a step farther from the tempting edge. Purples and navy overwhelm the sky as if a tidal wave of such colors swept over the pleasant, light ones. Stars glimmer, and the moon shines down instead of the sun. It's a breathtaking sight — but can it capture someone's attention just as easily as Chuuya's ability?
"I'm bored." Dazai stretches his arms above his head. Sleeves slump down his forearm, revealing bandages tightly wrapped up to his wrists. "I want to rob a bank."
"What the fuck— you just—.. oh, fuck off."
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A fragment of my draft on ao3 :p
Story is called Nothing's New on ao3, so far I only published the prologue. It takes place in an alternative universe where things went.. differently. It started with me just wanting reversed TachiAku in ADA but kinda turned into whatever it is now. I'll probably do a few more stuff with his au before leaving it. It's not that special in my eyes. Won't spoil much, but it's just about Dazai being left alone by Chuuya, Fyodor, Kunikida, and Sigma. Odasaku's there too •ᴗ• (not for long)
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swaoina · 4 months
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TachiAku hcs!!
because my brain is rotting from rarepairs
Tachihara is usually warm while Akutagawa is usually cold. Tachihara letsAkutagawa warm his hands under tachi's shirt
Akutagawa makes them tea before bed
Akutagawa has this gig going on where he puts a bandaid on his nose every halloween to dress up as tachi. Q started to mimic aku with this
in their teenage years, they were a duo clled "rabid dogs" (why not?)
Akutagawa overdressess to events, Tachihara underdresses
Akutagawa bathes with Tachihara bc he feels safe
they always have a splashing fight whenever they're in water
Akutagawa and Tachihara always have lunch dates. It's the only time Akutagawa won't refuse to eat and when Tachihara won't basically hoard it like a hamster
Tachihara makes Akutagawa do the math while shopping, but they're both bad at math (Akutagawa would be better if Tachihara wasn't counting how expensive the stolen things are and whether he could afford something as a kid)
Akutagawa is too dense to realize Tachihara wants to share food with him, so it ends up with Akutagawa buying more
Akutagawa is a cat person, but he starts to like dogs bc they remind him of Tachihara
Neither of them know what to do with the money they earn from living in poverty and being basically homeless as kids, so they spend it on each other (and Q)
Akutagawa is banned from gaming nights with Black Lizard, but gets a pass bc of Tachihara
Akutagawa accidentally called Kyuusaku their kid and Tachihara just rolled with it
Tachihara tries to flex on Akutagawa with his motorcycle skills (taught by Chuuya ofc)
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swaoina · 4 months
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I'm coming up with many ideas regarding TachiAku and tbh
Tachihara having to betray Akutagawa in every universe.
Like, no matter what he does, he backstabs Akutagawa in the end anyways because of his lies.
Because all he is, is a lie.
And all Akutagawa is, is a tragedy.
(I need someone to talk to about tachiaku and rarepairs lmao)
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