#// i was 100% sure this was from the blushy starters but watch me getting punked when i went to double check LMAO

[sireneia]

@allisallies​ sent:   “ i like seeing you smile! ” mae to celica!   //  misc sentence starters. 

   “ truly? ”  it's not that strange a compliment she supposes, but it does bring to mind a thought: when was the last time she has felt herself smile? she doesn't usually actively think about it, but with how dreary and focused her thoughts have been as of late — especially after her premonition — she feels as if the times she's smiled have become rare and rarer.

guilt mars her features, ironically taking the smile from her face.  “ i apologize... i feel like it must have been a long, long time since you last saw me smile. you've been here for me for so long, even accompanying me now, yet... ”

yet all she can do is fret over alm and form a wrinkle in her brow. mae deserved better than that. not only her but genny and boey too. oh, mila bless their hearts... if mila is even listening now.