#<- hell fuckin yeah i am

[basketoreblogs]

person: so ur a bg3 artist, yeah?? u must play bg3 a lot then!!! me, scrambling as my computer screen shows me creating my new myth wizard on wizard101 only for me to close out of the tab and skip to astarion woohoo scene on lotus save cuz that would be easier to explain: yeheah...

[lovelyrotter]

ill probably delete this in a minute but ive just been fuckin boggled by what ive seen across tumblr in the last few days in particular. its why i havent really been around. like holy fucking shit, its really like some of yall just dont want a chunk of the trans community to exist. like some of yall are thisclose to saying it verbatum. way too many already have. 'shut up sit down be quiet and smile for us' type shit, gee where have i heard that before. oh yeah my entire life cause i was forcefully gendered as someones daughter. shock horror i know. you might be surprised to remember and/or learn that very few trans folks know theyre trans before we're 5, or even 10, and that that gendered experience stays with all of us in both/either small or large ways. either bc we literally dont have a solid identity yet (bc we're very small children), dont have the words, we're repressing it out of fear from how others will treat us, we're actually enjoying or enjoyed being another gender in our childhood, or we just genuinely didnt fuckin know until shit lined up later in life. weird isnt it that transmascs dont pop out as 6'1 brick shithouse cis men when we're born so yall know for certain that we're confused lost girls/women oops i mean big dangerous scary men. its almost like we're transgender too. none of yall actually know what intersectionality is or means

[snowshinobi]

hear me out: divorce ceremonies. divorce cake and divorce outfits. toasts to the uncouple spoken by the Worst Man and Maid of Dishonor (gender neutral). separate piles of gifts for the freshly parted, stuff like nice sheets and Target giftcards and cookbooks. marriage gets to have all this ritual attached to it and by god divorce deserves some of that action

[peppermintstarsonamintyway]

I uneldered Elder Faerie Cookie :D

I'd like to think back when things were just starting out with the virtues and him, he was named Moonflower before becoming, well, Elder Faerie- anyway here he is

not so elder Elder Faerie, or otherwise Moonflower as I'm gonna call him :>

enjoy elder faerie nation you get to see your boy at like maybe confused teen to young adult stage i dunno

tags for some moots I figure might wanna see it: @xaytheloser @undeadvinyls @snail-noodle @onesacrificiallamb

and for anyone who may want to turn him into a sticker and smack him onto an item-

here's the bordered version, you can now turn him into a sticker, if you can figure out how to do it (i have no clue how to do it myself good luck)

[pepperpixel]

“Can't remember when we walked past the O.R. sign!

(sur-ger-y!)

Can't remember passing out with her hand in mine!

(my-my-mind!!!!)

I remember waking up with my mind repaired.

(A-OK! ^^)

I remember when I realized, she wasn't there...”

Amnesia was her name….. is. so. horrifically. sadly fitting for these two in literally every single line. And I’m gonna NEED ALL OF U GUYS TO GO LISTEN TO IT NOW OK… THIS ISNT A DRILL GO GO GO GO!!!

Anyway… uhh. the fact Betty “blessed” this guy to like. An eternally long lifespan w THIS FUCKED UP OF A MENTAL STATE IS SO SCREWED UP GHGH- Like poor Simon god damn…! u kno he’d rather just keep on not sorting out his baggage and trauma forever too cuz it’d be too complicated… too much… force him to admit things about himself and about BETTY that he really really doesn’t want to… better to just leave it all unexamined.. pack it all into lil boxes so he can just try to ignore it and pretend it doesn’t exist… HE GOTTA LIVE FOREVER W IT THO… *ME BANGING ON SIMONS DOOR AT 3 IN THE MORNING*: “SIMON U GOTTA ACCEPT URSELF!!!! LOVE URSELF!!!! ACKNOWLEDGE N ACCEPT EVEN THE “BAD” PARTS OF URSELF!!!! SIMON PLEASE!!!!! SIMON EVEN PPL WHO LOVE YOU AND WHO YOU LOVE CAN HURT YOU!!!! ACKNOWLEDGE IT!!! ACKNOWLEDGE THE HURT AND ACKNOWLEDGE UR FEELINGS!!!! AND URSELF!!!!! SIMON!!!!” anyway… gGHGH YEA, SRRY. SIMON PETRIKOVS MENTAL ILLNESSES MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IM GONNA EXPLODE. ANYWAY HAVE SOME ART. W a bunch of diff versions cuz I’m indecisive!

[mumpsetc]

Adam/Eve Of Death

[icarus-died-laughing]

im having one of those moods. you know the one. the one where creep by radiohead starts getting a little too real

[shitty-davesprite-daily]

this is really stretching the 'shitty' in the blog title but fuck it the 'daily' is already a lie

keychain design :thumbsup:

[slimslamflimflam]

Not to be dramatic or anything but I could be in the worst fucking mood of all time but the second any sonic the hedgehog song plays i am filled with an immediate and overwhelming love and will to keep on living and fighting

[scary-lasagna]

IM THE NINJAGO ANON HAHAA, i simply just went onto your main secret account, its my way of making sure you're alive and okay lmao

And i saw a lot of Ninjago, do i know anything about it? No not much, do i like Lego? HELLLLL YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HELL YA BROTHERRR!!!

That show is hella deep for a kids show. So much death and destruction and trauma. I watched someone get ripped apart basically and my jaw dropped.

Also I love you thank you for checking that I’m alive

[prince-rosalium]

hey just want you to know that I haven't finished or really even worked on any sewing projects for like a year, and saw a rb of your post abt monpe, and decided hey. I can do this. A few hours, three sticky notes, 5 colouring pencils (+ one normal pencil), some scrap paper, scissors, and 8"x6" of scrap fabric later, I Understand monpe and am going to make a proper human size pair tomorrow! Thanks for the reminder that sewing is fun!!!

HELL YEAH you can do this!

If you enjoy monpe, I recommend checking out kimono sewing or more sewing projects that work in the same way. i personally love adapting the cutting guides from here to fit myself and others:

I started sewing kimono, monpe, and other garments utilizing Japanese sewing methods after graduating with an Asian Studies degree and only being able to become a bridal seamstress at David's Bridal as a job. I was so overworked that I burnt out and didn't sew for almost 2 years. Every time I thought about cutting a pattern, I felt horrible, so I took patterns out of the equation and sewed stuff like monpe.

I hope it is as rewarding for you as it has been for me!

[fuzzyunicorn]

Before I turn on 'em, I kill Satan

And stick my red flag in the ground, it's Red Nation, uh

Now blood the fuck-up

Every day's a gamble motherfucker, tough luck

And we gon' fuck the World 'til that bitch bust nuts

I can't tell you what's good, but I can tell you what's what

And that's B's up, hoes down

Lookin' in the mirror, I'm nowhere to be found

Blood, I'm a dog, call me a blood hound

Throwin' blood in the air, leave blood on the ground

[aeb-art]

my apologies to djmm specifically for giving up in the middle of my second attempt at making a reference chart for an au 😔

[ongreenergrasses]

WIP Tag Game

tagged by @lyricfulloflight, thank you! RULES: Make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it!

well let’s see here. This is what I got for you

something filling half the notebook that has no title but is large enough that it cannot be discounted

the sun persists in rising (aka the behemoth)

love lies bleeding AU

on gender

for some reason you’ve taken it upon yourself to practice this and I don’t know why (parts 1, 2, 3, 4, and 5)

a proposal apparently?

a sequel that just doesn’t need to exist

diner fic

tagging @aphroditestummyrolls @ghoulangerlee and anyone else who would like to!

[patron-saint-of-emesis]

oh also btw me and my brothers finished the Fellowship of the Ring, and we convinced my little brother (its his first watch) that Gandalf is absolutely dead and not coming back. I went on a very long tangent about how he’s an underutilized character and him dying symbolizes Frodo fully taking on the weight and despair of the quest, and my older brother (he’s seen them before) immediately jumped in and doubled down on it. we both have lil bro 100% convinced Gandalf is gone forever. and he MOURNED him.

so watching Two Towers is gonna be FUN