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#[K!Bubs looking into a mirror]: I look stupid now :(
shinehyuk · 2 years
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Felt like it would be ryt to req mx so yandere mx when their s/o is fangirling over other boy groups/idols ? <33
MONSTA X reaction to S/O fangirling over other boy groups/idols
‣ Genre : yandere, fem!reader
tw/cw : abuse, obsession, toxic relationships, a lot of strong language, very heavy themes, jealousy, violence, mentions of cheating ig, torture, punishment, please do not read if sensitive/uncomfortable with such things!
a/n : thank you for requesting bubs!! i hope you'll like it! <333
Shownu :
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· He'll glare coldly as you squeal out in excitement as you watch a performance of another boy group
· He'll take the device you were watching the group on away, his hurt, jealous expression making you instantly regret your obvious fangirling
· He'll be offended and so upset – why do you watch others if he's all that you need? He doesn't care too much if you fangirl over his group, but someone else's? That's too much, isn't it?
· "Why do you watch other men..? Am I not good enough for you? Your eyes should be on me only.."
Wonho :
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· Hoseok is a very jealous man – as in, if you stare for a second too long at someone else, you're dead; both you and the person you stared at
· So you can guess that the male wasn't very happy to come back home and hear loud music blasting from the TV with you humming along to the song of one of the rookie boy groups, so into it that you didn't even hear the male scoff loudly behind your back
· You'll only be brought back to your senses when a vase is thrown at the TV, successfully breaking it in the process. You don't dare turn to him, entirely frozen as you wait for him to speak up
· "Are these stupid idiots better than me? I bet you fucking think they are. You're so cute, darling – have you forgotten who you belong to? Don't worry. I'm more than glad to remind you."
Minhyuk :
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· Oh, he's offended. Very offended. How dare you fangirl over other idols when the one and only is sitting right beside you? Have you got no shame at all?
· You can say goodbye to all your electronical devices and the very last bits of freedom that the male gave you – now, you will watch him and only him. Day in, day out.
· He'll be the only face that you'll be seeing until you know better than to watch others when you've got him – in fact, he won't even let you look at yourself, taking all the mirrors away. And when he's not around, he'll make you watch his fancams on loop
· "Tsk, tsk. Such confidence you have, looking at other men. They're nowhere near as good as me and you know that too well, don't you, my love? Good girl. You're quite lucky to have me."
Kihyun :
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· He burst into your room as soon as he heard you let out a high-pitched squeal, finding you sitting on the bed, a k-pop album held in your hands that certainly wasn't his group's 
· You got the album of one of your favorite boy group’s behind his back as you knew that he’d obviously get mad about you looking at other men, let alone fangirling over them - and boy were you right
· The male instantly yanked the album out of your hands, his shocked, almost betrayed eyes glaring into yours as if waiting for an explanation. After your unsuccessful try of explaining that ‘the site that you ordered his album from mixed up the orders’ he instantly threw it into the trash, glancing at it in disgust before turning to you
· “Do you really think that I’ll believe in your childish lies, darling? You’re wrong, my love. I'll make sure that you never look at another man ever again."
Hyungwon :
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· Pissed off. You're both idols attending a music show, sitting a few tables apart from each other as one of the boy groups start to perform, making your cheeks turn pink as you cover the bottom part of your face with your hand
· Hyungwon watched you in silence the entire time as you were watching the performance, all flustered and head over heels for the boy group on the scene
· After a while you caught the male's gaze and made eye contact with him, his dark glare saying only one thing – 'just wait until we get home'
· "Try that stupid fangirling shit once again and I'll make sure you never see the light of day again. Don't test my fucking limits."
Jooheon :
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· Because you were bored of staying home alone all the time because of Jooheon's messed up schedule, the male let you visit him at practice with his group
· Yet he quickly noticed that something was wrong – your eyes were only on Minhyuk, following his every move. You were even letting out quiet squeals at times, making your fangirling over the member almost too obvious
· His jealousy taking over him, Jooheon instantly stopped his practice, excusing himself to violently drag you home where you were going to stay for a very, very long time before the male will trust you around his group ever again
· "Oh, you think I'm fucking jealous, love? How could I not be when you were literally drooling on the floor for my fucking friend?"
I.M :
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· The male very rarely lets you be around his own members, let alone other men or male idols
· And oh, the moment he sees you making doe eyes to another male idol you're dead. He won't be listening to any of your pointless excuses, trapping you inside and making sure that he's the only man you'll be looking at from now on
· Don't think your stupid behavior will be free of punishment, either – the male will make you regret every single second of the day you decided to try and mess with his jealousy
· "Was it fucking worth it, huh? Look at you, all fucking pathetic, all because you can't control yourself in front of other men. Don't worry. I'm more than happy to teach you how to, darling."
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None of the gifs are mine!
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hlvraik · 2 years
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Hopefully this hasn't been asked before but thoughts on K!Bubs losing their baby teeth? {K!Coomer technically already lost one so why not K!Bubs, they're around the same age so it's bound to happen *nudge nudge*} maybe it occurs post!BM and they lose both of their front teeth. {Of course they absolutely lose it as they're a tube baby, and they didn't know THIS HAPPENS}
Oh boy
O h b o y
One night, everything seems to be going normal as Gordon tucks the kiddos into Joshua’s bed before making his way to his own and knocking out... Next thing he knows, 45 minutes later, he’s awoken by K!Bubs violently shaking him and screaming his name.
Panicking, Gordon quickly switches on his bed lamp to see what the issue is and is greeted to the sobbing mess that is K!Bubby: Their face is completely red with fresh tears rolling down their face, their breathing is hitched and uneven, and they’re shaking quite badly.
At first, Gordon thinks that they probably just had a nightmare, but upon closer inspection, there seems to be a small blotch of blood on their shirt and they seemed to be gripping onto something tightly in their hands. With that, Gordon calmly asks to see what they’re holding onto and they agree, opening their hands revealing what seems to be...teeth?
It caught Gordon off-guard at first, thinking that something horrific must have happened to K!Bubby to knock them out until he realize that the whole ‘kids losing teeth’ is completely normal. [Hell, he remembers Joshua losing a tooth the day before he went off to camp...and didn’t K!Coomer lose one too already? Did the scientists inform Bubby that this thing would eventually happen? Poor kid, they probably think they’re dying..]
Gordon is quickly snapped out of his trance by K!Bubby mumbling something along the lines of “they fell out on their own” to which Gordon is quick to comfort them; picking them up and carrying them to the restroom to help clean them, explaining everything to them in the meantime.
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jinships-ideas · 6 years
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BTS Run 44 - The Jin Harem
Bless this ep (you’ll see why)
Also, I’m posting real early this time!!!
Let’s Get It~
Check It Out~
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Wide-eyed cuties mirroring
Look at how Jk is leaning slightly towards Jin...
Gravitating to his hyung~
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Really? Jin? You had to slide your hand all over Jk’s arms?
I mean...I don’t blame you but...
Damn you for flaunting your ability to touch Jk whenever!
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He is just being a show-off now
:(
STOP MAKING US JEALOUS 
(Low key don’t know if I want to be Jin or Jk more...)
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Taejin leaning in a little close right there
Joon: *grabs Jimin* Get away from my man! How dare you stand so near him! Chim: *Clenches fist* Hands off the goods
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Jin looking like a model with that pose
Jk looking like he enjoys model!Jin laying his hand on him
Su-J...why are you sad?
Yoongs: *wipes tears* Bitch, it’s your loss.
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Su-J laying his hands on Jin’s glorious back
I bet he wished he placed his hand a little lower...
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
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Jin’s lingering hand...
He graces his fingertips along Jk’s arm...
Touchy Jin is touchy
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The rise of touchy Yoongs?
It’s rare for him to be touchy...BUT I’M HAPPY HE IS HERE
His arm seems angled so his hand is placed lower...
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Sneaky Yoongs 
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Touchy Jin strikes again~
Jin’s target this time: Tae!
Taejin blessing our screens with their visuals
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SU-J YOU LUCKY CHAP!!!
He got to touch the Worldwide Shoulders!!!
Left a visual, right a visual
Legend has it that standing between the TaeJin Visuals cleanses your soul and purifies your skin
THAT’S WHY YOONGS IS SO DAMN FAIR AND PRETTY ALL THE TIME
HE IS ALWAYS BETWEEN THE TWO LEJINDARY VISUALS
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Yoongi let his hand fall to the back as Jin thrashes about insisting there was a ‘rabbit’
(There wasn’t)
But Yoongi is a tenacious boy so his hands naturally fall back into place on Jin’s shoulder
Yoongs also lightly smacked Jin for being too enthusiastic about the game
Yoongs: Stop trying to hard. I want to see you in a cute costume
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Yoongi... what are you ‘ahh’-ing about?
THERE’S NO RABBIT
Why is he acting like he sees it just because Jin insists there is?
Someone is eager to please their oldest
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
(he does belatedly say quietly ‘there’s no rabbit...’)
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Yoongs and Jk reaching out for Jin...
Jk goes directly for jin’s hand
Yoongs goes for a tug on his sleeves...
Pretty sure I’ve mentioned I prefer soft tugs
But JK,the man going straight for the hand-holding 
Jinkook and Yoonjin shippers be rejoicing
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In the midst of chaos, Jin will be Jin and Jin is a touchy boy
Joon is a happy boy
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Hobi reaching for Jin...
FFS HOBI He Isn’t EVEN BESIDE YOU 
2Seok being extra
Ft. Jin’s other hand in a potentially naughty area of Tae
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
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Chim is NOT ok with 2Seok holding hands 
He goes in and separates them, taking over Hobi’s place
Chim: Only I get to touch hyung! Fck off you bright ball
Tae just outright grabbing Jin’s hand and arm
Tae knows how to take the good stuff
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Seriously though, it looks like its a Jin harem in this frame...
Hobi: *trying his best to get right next to Jin* Chim: *insisting on keeping Jin away from these punks* Back tf up losers Joon: *trying to shove Chim away because* Damn It HE WAS HOLDING ME FIRST Jk: *just chilling because Jin is still beside him in this whole mess* Yoongi: *also chilling but giving warning to the guy who is being too handsy with Jin* Tae: *the guy who is getting too handsy with Jin*
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That’s right. It appears tiny af but that’s Yoongi STILL HOLDING JIN’S SHOULDERS
Yoongs is one persistent alpaca
Or is he a sheep? Sheepish sheep Su-J
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Jinkook’s hands almost interlock in the whole mess
In the midst of chaos, Jinkook still gives us content
notice how Jin’s Jean Jacket (the alliteration) is lifted?
Tae’s hand went under Jin’s jacket in all the excitement and lifted it up
Tae had his hand near/on Jin’s waist and lifted that jacket up
Yoongs placing his hand/hoof on Jin’s back in the whole mess
Bless the chaos 
(I mean... it makes it hard to screenshot but all the content though)
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Ok you don’t see it directly but Jin definitely fell back into Yoong’s body
Yoongi probably tugged Jin a little too hard accidentally to make Jin fall back
Or was it intentional? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Also, Jin’s hand is right under Jk’s armpit and Jk has his arm on Jin’s back...
Yoonjinkook, bless you
Ft. Cutie Tae right in front + RJ representing us Jinshippers
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Jean (LOLOLOL) amidst another chaos grazes his fingers against Tae’s hand
Jin’s other hand just rests on Tae’s arm/wrist area...
Touchy Jin having a field day
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Chaos: Happens, Yoongs: still has hand on Jin’s shoulder
Ok Yoongs. Glad to see you know how to hold onto things that matter to you in the whole mess
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Even as the group moves back Yoongs still does NOT let go...
Fine Yoongi, you win the most-persistent-on-jin’s-shoulders’ award
Tae has also yet to let go of his grip on Jin’s wrist
HNNNG I love a good wrist grab
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Tae lightly nudging Jin’s arm as he fights for the chance to answer the question
Yoongs: Really? In front of my cute face?
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Yoongi shoving Tae off the frame is so fcking funny
Yoongs:  Move bitch, get out the way
Throughout the entire scuffle Yoongs still firmly place his hand on Jin
Priorities ON POINT
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While being shoved, Jin’s hand find their way near Joon’s waist
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Jin keeps his firm hold on Su-J’s fur too~
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Tae pushing Jin with a smile on his face
Happy Tae is the only Tae we need in life
Sexy Tae too
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Happy Taejin~
Ft. Partial Anindae!Jin
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Jin always got to nudge someone 
ALWAYS
And it usually happens to be Jk
Jk isn’t complaining, neither are we
Yoongs:  내가 웃는게 웃는게 아니야 (I’m not really laughing)
(I noticed they used this line in a previous episode but I def used it before them so don’t go around saying I copied the Run eps k?)
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Egyptian Jin?
Jin leveling up his touchiness. 2 men at once 
Yoonjinkook shippers? Are y’all alive?
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Yoongi looks like he is exclaiming how he succeeded in locking arms with Jin...
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Bangtan: *FOND FOR JIN*
Look at all their smiles!!!
I love this fam
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JINNNNNNNNNNNN
OMG YOONJIN SHIPPERS STAY WITH ME
WTF? 
?!?!?!??!!??
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Badly complied Mirror Jinmin!
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Cuties sticking together~
Bless our hearts
Bless our eyes
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Jk never lets a chance to touch Jin slip by him
NVR
Ft. side glancing Yoongs + Nervous Tae
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Jin and Jk manhandling Su-J’s head...
That’s animal cruelty you little shits!
Yoongi only laughs in embarrassment XD
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Jin reaching out to Jimin~
mid-process, his fingers collided with Yoongs’~
Yoonjinmin~
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*Ugly sobs*
Yoonjin is so touchy this episode
Bless Run Ep 44
Yoongi even softly tells Jin to ‘be faster’ and cheers him on?
I love soft Yoonjin
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Yoongi... LET IT GO, LET IT GO
WE GET IT.
YOU LIKE JIN’S SHOULDERS.
TOUCH SOMETHING ELSE OF HIS PLEASE
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Someone does NOT listen...
Su-J being touchy af
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Taejin being visual mirrors~ looking charming while pondering
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Aww Yoongs pouting :(
Why so sad bub?
Is it because you are not in the position to touch Jin?
It’s ok, he’s touching you!
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Awww his pouty lips+ his dejected hands...
This frame looks like Jin is holding Su-J to comfort the pouty bub :’)
(he isn’t tho)
But Jin kept walking into Yoongs while going back while his eyes looked front~
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Tiny Jin being an armrest for Yoongs~
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Jin kept hovering behind Yoongs throughout Hobi’s turn
SWEATERPAWS!JIN
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Aren’t you two sticking a little too closely?
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Yoongi just kept repeating whatever Jin said
Parrot Yoongs~
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2Seok denim mirrors~
They were also chatting on the side
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JinJjaYeo?! (really?!)
I like how Jin’s name works in this non-pun
Bangtan: *amazed by AmaJin*
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Hobi eyeing tf out of that cup 
Hobi: Need. Cup. Jin’s. Lips. Kiss. Indirect Tae: Really? In front of my Jeju water?
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Chim: *successfully gets the cup Jin just drank from* Jin: *trying to reach for the second cup* Joon: No without me putting my lips all over this damn cup first mister!
(Hobi DOES get to drink from the cup Jin drank from eventually!)
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I don’t care how the game goes
Jimin is the TRUE WINNER
Indirect Chu from Jin+ Jinhug
Chim WINS
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Hobi smirking(?) as he has the entire world under his hands
2seok be blessing us
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Yoongi quietly reaching out for Jin’s hand
Jin naturally holds Yoongs’ hand too...
*Heart clench*
Soft Yoonjin Warm Yoonjin Little balls of fur 
Ft. Hobi who still holds the world under his hands
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Anindae!Jin!
Yoongi back to being touchy with Jin...
So Yoongs ONLY gets touchy af with Jin huh?
Tae: These flirty pricks Hobi: Bitch move, I want the food, not any of your couple bullshit Jk: What wrong have I done in life to have to endure through this? Joon: How dare you chew and display your pouty lips as though some random ass guy is NOT touching you? Chim: See this? It’s a red card. I’m banning you two from being cringey fcks in front of me Yoongs: Listen up you punks. If you don’t want to suffer through worse, STFU. Jin: *chews and complains about how he doesn’t even like sandwiches* 
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Jin opening the bottle of water for thirsty Yoongs
Why does 2Seok look like they just got a new puppy sheep alpaca and are feeding it for the first time?
Ft. hovering uncle Jk
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Hobi laughing at Jin’s ment on how Yoongs looks like rice and is eating rice
:’)
Find someone as supportive as Hobi in your life
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Firstly, 2SEOK!!!
FCK why are they coming after my heart like this?
Secondly, Jin reaching for the spoon hoping to feed Yoongs once
T^T
(he doesn’t get to but you can see him scooping tons of rice wanting to force feed and tease Su-J)
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And then Taejin just casually gets super up close and personal 
Srsly, when I first watched this episode I was low key disappointed at the lack of Jinship moments
Once again, this potato gets proven wrong!
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Namjin: That couple that will argue about something stupid and insist they aren’t arguing and suddenly they are back to being gross domestic shits
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Magical Boy acquires a new power: Teleportation
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Jin: *teases Joon* Chim: *laughs a tad bit excessively* Hobi: What a bootlicker. You think you can win the favour of hyung just by laughing at wha the says? Tae: I don’t understand... Didn’t you do that just a few moments ago? Jk: I’m so done with these dumbfcks Joon: Can someone untie me already? Yoongs: Only if you promise to stop trying to flirt with hyung with your flowery language Chim: I’ll gladly lick Jin hyung’s boots Bangtan: What?
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Ahhh Yoonjin back at it again
More like, Yoongi back at it again with his touchiness
Escalate it a little to liven things up Su-J
He kept touching and patting Jin the whole time
:’)
I’m complaining but I’m also not complaining
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Chim nudging Jin on the arm~
Jk: Yikes, they are being nasty fuc- flirts again
Joon: Enjoy while you can little shit, let’s see you try to take a bath when all your clothes mysteriously gets put above our fridge
Hobi: This hoe ain’t loyal
Yoongs:  I'm like bitch, who is your mans?
Tae: My fists of fury are about to fly right into your punkass face
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Hi everyone. Today we will learn about ulterior motives.
This right here is NamJoon. 
NamJoon encouraged Jin to take on the bet.
Reason? He has an ulterior motive.
Jin’s punishment for losing the bet is to prepare meals for the Mountain team (Tae+Joon) 
Joon eggs (*badum tss*) Jin on into accepting the bet because even if Jin wins, he won’t lose out but if Jin loses, he gets to taste a meal prepared by Jin
This here is his sly face as he tricks Jin into accepting a bet.
This concludes today’s lesson on Ulterior motives.
(Ok but I didn’t understand why Jimin was so enthusiastic about it? Like what do you gain? I wish he would think a little more for himself and made Jin cook for him tooXD)
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LMAO his fake ass tone and smile contradicting how he feels happy that Chim will def win easily
Joon, your motives are so obvious XD
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Namjin being that couple that likes to disagree on shit all the time
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Poor Jinnie grabbing onto Tae’s pant leg as he screams
(I wanted to write ‘fist’ but that sounded waaay too naughty)
ok but like the whole team (production team too) was against Jin on this.
He stood NO CHANCE. 
THey fcking hinted Chim when he first gave the wrong answer...
FAKE NEWS. This is a conspiracy!
I’ve realised my mistake. Jin mistook Chim about giving the wrong answer but Chim was right since the beginning!
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The face of a good-looking man regretting his choices
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Tae&Chim&Joon: WOOHOO Hobi: Can’t believe those 3 fools played hyung Jin: I’ve been played Jk: Punches are about to be thrown at 3 players. There is only 1 true player. That’s right. It’s me. INTERNATIONAL PLAYBOY Yoongs: Save me from this
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Jk consoling Jinnie~
What a sweet boy
Joon: *basking in the joy of being able to taste Jin’s cooking* Chim: Wait... I just realised I don’t actually win anything? HOLD TF UP
I take back what I said about how Chim wins no matter the game. 
Joon and Tae wins.
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Twinning Jinkook being sweet bubs with the younger one patting the older one’s back
Their outfit sorta parallel? Black vs White shoes, Blue denim outerwear Black Jeans vs Black outerwear Blue denim jeans
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Got cheated but still sincere and hardworking Chef!Jin cooking for Tae and Joon~
Feel his love you two!
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Jin probably ate a spoonful of salt to make sure it wasn’t Sugar
Or did he do it because he was salty
Hate me all you want I’ll still continue punning ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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This is so domestic?
EVERY DOMESTIc TAEJIN FIC EVER
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Jinnie going the extra mile to make it nicer for Tae and Joon
Joon expresses his gratefulness and how touched he felt
Bonus: Joon’s fakeass laugh when Jin requested it to make up for him waking up early to cook for them
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This, ladies and gentlemen, is 2 happy boys blissfully eating food cooked with love and affection by their very own Jin-hyung!
That’s it for this episode!
Hope you guys enjoyed~
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Until Next time~
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reinhartsugg · 7 years
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Hates me.
Joe’s POV 
Caspar hates me, Zoe hates me, Alfie hates me.
 Pretty much everyone hates me. 
What have I got left? 
Nobody wants me in their life.
 I looked at my pale tear stained face in the mirror. I looked horrible but I don’t care because I deserve all the pain I can get. You might be wondering why I’m so broken and depressed, well I screwed everything up I ruined the most important persons life. Caspar’s life. I was drunk at a club and I ended up kissing a girl who’s name I can’t remember not that I care. I tried to explain to Caspar that it was a mistake and that I love him and nobody else can change that but he didn’t want to hear my excuses and to be honest I don’t blame him. As the days went by all my friends and family started leaving me everyday. To my surprise the first person besides Caspar to leave me was Zoe, out of everyone I thought she would of stayed with me and helped me through my depression but no she was the first one to leave me. To say I wasn’t hurt would be a complete lie when Zoe left me my life fell even more apart. I haven’t eaten since Caspar left, I haven’t slept since Caspar left but I have started self harming though I deserve to feel all the pain I can get and that’s one of the ways I can hurt myself for what I did to Caspar. I’ve noticed that Caspar has been out with his new girlfriend Maddie, she seems to be really nice and she treats him probably way better than I could ever do. I miss Caspar more than anything and I know that he will never want me back. I have had no contact with anyone my friends and family don’t care about me anymore and I know that my subscribers don’t care about me anymore they have all sided with Caspar and to be honest I don’t blame them one bit. I’m just a worthless, ugly, unwanted, boy who should just die because he’s not wanted here anymore by anyone. I’ve stopped making youtube videos not that anyone has noticed that I’ve stopped. Caspar still makes videos and gets even more views and subscribers now, his channel is blowing up and I’m so happy for him, at least he’s not crying over me because I’m not worth his tears, he’s worth mine but I’m not important to anyone whereas Caspar is so important to many people. 
I’m just worthless. 
Zoe’s POV:
“Thank you for letting me stay here Zoe I really appreciate it” Caspar said nicely. I smiled at him warmly. “Oh no problem Casp it’s the least I could do because of what Joe did I just wanted you to know that not all Suggs are bad people” I replied and Caspar nodded. “Have you heard from him?” Caspar asked after the long silence. I shook my head no. “I don’t want anything to do with him after what he did to you” I replied angrily. “Zo I know he hurt me and all but he is your brother and I bet he’s really upset because by the sounds of things he has nobody to talk to too, it seems that everyone has stopped talking to him.” Caspar replied and I felt bad. Yes Joe has done something stupid but he’s my brother and I’ve neglected him when he’s needed me the most but I don’t think I want to speak to him just yet because I’m still disappointed about what he’s done. “I don’t think I want to speak to him, I mean he hurt one of my best friends, I can’t face him when I’m angry at him it will only make the situation worse” I spoke. Caspar signed. “Zoe he’s your brother, your little brother he needs you, he needs his big sister to hold him and tell him he’ll get through this even if me and him aren’t together. You can’t neglect your baby brother he’s family Zoe and I’m pretty sure every other family member has left him too including your parents” Caspar explained and he’s right. I’ve neglected my little brother and I’m pretty sure he’s hurting a lot more than Caspar is I mean his friends and family have left him. I’ve left him. “Your right Casp I need to call him” Caspar smiled and nodded and left the room while I called Joe. I Dailed Joe’s number but it kept ringing, it got to the last ring and thats when I heard his soft but broken voice on the other end of the phone. “H-h-e-ello” Joe spoke very quietly making my heart break. “H-hey buddy I-its me Zoe” I spoke softly and calmly. “Z-Z-Zoe” Joe cried making my heart break even more. “Joe are you ok?” I asked hesitantly. “D-Don’t act l-like y-you -c-care i-i k-know y-you d-don’t” I was shocked by his answer he thinks I don’t care, my little brother thinks I don’t care about him. “Joe I’m so sorry I’m so sorry buddy, I do care about you I care about you so much ok I love you Joe” I spoke truthfully but all I heard was Joe’s soft but broken sobs. “I-I want t-to d-die I-I h-have n-nobody” With that he ended the call. I sat there for a second in shock, then it hit me my little brother is going to kill himself. I jumped off of the sofa and ran to my car and drove off. “I’m coming Joe I’m coming buddy” I spoke to myself as tears fell down my face. I finally arrived to Joe’s flat and I immediately got out of my car and rushed up the stairs and into the building. I remembered that Joe always keeps a spear key under the door mat incase of emergencies. I quickly grabbed the key and rushed to unlock the door. Once I unlocked the door I barged through the door. “Joe were are you buddy!?” I called out frantically. No answer. “Joe? It’s me Zoe, where are you buddy?” I called again, no reply but I heard broken tiny sobs coming from Joe’s bathroom. I opened the bathroom door and I was shocked at what I saw. Joe was sitting on the bathroom floor with a blade in his hand and his knees up to his chest as he sobbed and shook intensely. I quickly ran over to Joe and pulled his tiny body into my arms and kissed his head. “Shhhh shhh bub I’m here I’m not going anywhere I promise. I’m so sorry Joe I’m so sorry for being such a bad sister and not being there for you when you needed me the most. I love you Joe so much please don’t ever forget that” I spoke to my broken little brother. I planted another soft kiss on his head and held him tighter as he clung to me tighter. “I-I-I’m s-s-orry f-for hurting ca-caspar I’m s-so s-s-orry z-zo” Joe sobbed and his small body started shaking even more. “Shhhhhhh Joe its okay Caspar’s fine he was the one who persuaded me to come and check on you, I was being selfish and Caspar pulled me back into reality and made me realise that your my little brother and I’m pretty much all you have besides Caspar and I need to be there for you and love you and care with everything in me. I love you so so much Joe” I spoke as Joe cutely snuggled into me even more. I can’t believe I was so stupid and left my baby brother to suffer all alone and I know he’s gone through so much too.  I looked back down at my little brother as he was snuggled into my side I smiled softly at him. He's so small and thin I really need to help him get back to his normal self. I know it's going to be hard but I can't give up on him he's family and family stick together. “Come on buddy let’s get you to bed” I carefully picked up Joe’s small body and carried him to his bed. I placed my little brother in his bed and tucked him in then kissed his head. I was about to leave when Joe grabbed my hand. “S-Stay p-please” Joe finally spoke softly I smiled down at him and got into the covers with Joe and he cuddled into my chest. I kissed his head again and wrapped my arms around Joe’s tiny body. “I love you so much broseph and I promise to never leave you alone ever again. I’m going to help you through this Joe your going to get your precious adorable smile back and your going to back to the Joe I know and love so much I'll make sure of it” I spoke softly to Joe. “T-Thank y-you Z-Zo I-I l-love you” Joe replied making sure he cuddled into me as much as possible before lifting off to sleep. 
I will do everything in my power to make my brother happy again.. 
I promise Joe.
Well! first one shot back I hope you enjoyed it and feel free to inbox me your prompts if you have any and I'll be sure to do them when I can. -Megs
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