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tokusmuts · 4 months

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A chosen relationship, and a chosen desire.

P/s: This story will not profitable to everyone. It's just a try to have something different, but you will still see familiar things to my previous works. Hope that people who chose to read this will still enjoy it, if not, please rest assure that I will return to my normal works and style soon!

Characters: Hidden Male Character x Shida Yuumi

Words count: 4167

Categories: Oneshot, MILF, NTR, Missionary, Doggy.

Enjoy!

“When will it be the weekend?”

You wonder, looking up at the wide sky outside. From the day you got this job, you started to turn away from it, even though it was just office work like many people, and you really didn't have to do too much other than some documents, but the atmosphere, and the fatigue, the tiredness that everyone shows makes you really swept away by that gloom. That evening, you walked home, and the apartment door opened. Even though this atmosphere was no more new than at work, why did you feel it was so pleasant and comfortable? It's probably because of the smell of the food and your best friend cursing loudly when your teammates play too poorly. Interrupting dinner tonight, you receive a text message:

"Hey! Are you two ready for a break?"

From the moment I saw this writing style and then looked up at the sender's name, the feeling that the most peaceful things appeared to soothe me was indescribable. The chosen sister Shida Yuumi came at the right time; she wanted the two of you and her family to go out and relieve stress at the beach, as if she were reading your mood right now. You hastily agreed; even if there was an unexpected meeting where your salary might be reduced, you would ignore it. You need recovery medicine as quickly as possible, like right now.

The next day, when the limousine arrived in front of the apartment door, Shida's family was truly full of energy, despite the two generals nodding right in front of them.

“These two, lighten up for me! Where can we go with a face like that?"

Well, reluctance should be put first. Who can easily escape the atmosphere that has surrounded them all week? And you also had a deep sleep, even though you still had to take on the task of looking after Shida's little daughter in your arms. Self-cleaning is about to come. You tell yourself that this tired feeling is about to pass. And you really feel it when you reach the beach and check in at the homestay. Seeing your comfort gradually return, your sister also became more excited.

“Hey, you look more refreshed! Change your clothes, and let's all go to the beach!

A moment later, you walked out of the room, and you were frozen by what you saw—the sister you normally didn't care about was now taking up the entire frame. That body in just a bikini really makes you understand why her husband chose her, and they are together now. But who are you with? This is your family, so those impressions only appear purely and temporarily; the first outing continues, and the two sisters continue to tell stories that only people who meet after a long time can have to tell with each other, and that was the only thing that bothered you on that first day. But in the following days, that "only thing" gradually grew in your mind; a greater desire formed in you, and you couldn't stand it anymore. That evening, you suggested a potential location for your next outing. You pretend to agree, but the next morning, you immediately refused and pretended to have health problems. Shida noticed that you seemed unwell, so she volunteered to stay and see if you had any problems.

On such a good day, there's only two people in such a large bedroom of the homestay, which are you and her. The mixed feelings wandering around you—just when you can express your feelings to your chosen sister, but you also feel regretful because you're diving into her family—you had to separate her family just to have this moment while she's still not sensing anything about your feelings. You stood there lifelessly with your thoughts swirling around, not noticing that Shida was standing in front of you again. She placed her hand on your forehead as her question made you wake up in the middle of a sea of thoughts:

"Come on, are you fine? Let me check if you're sick or something. It's a pity if we cannot have some fun outside while the boys and my daughter are secretly hanging out, right?"

As she lifted her hand off your forehead, her eyes searched yours, concern etched on her face. She didn't notice the turmoil brewing within you; she was too caught up in her own thoughts. She took a step back, her hand dropping to her side and her gaze lingering on you for a moment before she turned to look out the window. The sounds of the waves crashing against the shore drifted in, a gentle melody that seemed to calm her. "I guess we're all just a bit stressed from this trip. It's a big change for all of us, especially for our little one." She turned back to look at you, a hint of a smile playing on her lips. "Why don't we take a break and relax for a bit? We can order some room service, watch a movie, or even play some games. What do you say?" Her voice was soft and soothing, trying to ease the tension between you.

"Yeah, I got stressed, but not totally because of this trip, but something else is...". You responded, slowly beginning the plan. Shida raised her brow, her eyes narrowing slightly at your response. She could sense that there was more to it, but she didn't want to press the issue. She wanted to give you some space to process your thoughts. She walked over to the dresser and started to rummage through her suitcase. "Well, if you want to talk about anything, I'm all ears. But if you'd rather keep it to yourself, that's fine too. We're family after all." Her voice was gentle, and her tone was sympathetic. She turned back to you with a silk robe in hand, shrugging it off as she spoke. "I'll order us some snacks. How about that?" She gave you a reassuring smile, her attempt at making everything alright again.

"You know, I'm having a feeling; this feeling is really a "family" thing."

Shida's smile faltered for a moment, her intuition telling her something was off. She looked at you with a mix of concern and curiosity, her eyes searching for answers. As she noticed the intensity in your gaze, she took a step back, unconsciously touching her robe-covered chest. "Is everything alright...?" She asked, her voice laced with uncertainty. The atmosphere in the room shifted, and the tension between you two became palpable. "You seem... different." She let out a nervous laugh, her eyes flickering around the room before meeting yours again. Her heart started to race, her breath catching in her throat as she braced herself for whatever you might say or do. And as an instinct, you directly respond.

"Yes, I'm different...because I'm wanting to...make a real family with you, Shida!"

You didn't give her any time to react to your words as you closed the distance between you both, your hands gripping her waist firmly. Your lips found hers in a fierce, dominating kiss that took her by complete surprise. Shida's eyes widened, her breath hitching in her throat as she struggled to process your sudden advance. She tried to pull away, her hands pushing against your chest, but your hold on her was unyielding. "No... We can't..." She whispered against your lips, her voice trembling with confusion and fear. "We have our family." Her words were muffled by your lips as you continued to kiss her, your body pressing against hers and the fire within you burning hotter than ever. "I don't care about anything anymore. I want you." You confessed, your voice low and desperate as your hands roamed over her body. "I've always wanted you, Shida. I couldn't resist it any longer." The room had become a whirlwind of emotions, and the two of you were caught in a tempest as you continued to kiss her. Your need for her was overwhelming.

As you continued to assert your dominance over her, Shida's initial shock and resistance began to wane. The feel of your body against hers, the intensity of your kiss, and the desperation in your voice were all enough to confuse her. Her body started to respond against her better judgment, her arms wrapping around your neck, pulling you closer. "I... I can't do this." She said it between heated kisses, her voice wavering. "I'm married; I have a daughter... What would happen to them?" Her eyes pleaded with yours, attempting to reason with you and make you see sense. But her body betrayed her, pressing against yours, her hands roaming under your shirt, feeling the heat of your skin. "But... I... I do love you... in a different way." She admitted it, her breath hitching as you trailed kisses down her neck. "I love you as a brother, as a family member, not... like this." Tears threatened to spill from her eyes, a tear rolling down her cheek as she tried to push you away, her body betraying her words once again.

You continued to kiss and explore her body, your hands never leaving her, even when she tried to push you away. Your eyes never left hers, the fire in them not fading as you continued to ignore her pleas. "I know you love me as your brother, but I can't accept it anymore. I want to be more than that. I want to be your husband, your lover, your everything." You whispered against her ear, your hands moving to unwrap the silk robe, revealing her lace undergarments. "I've dreamt about this moment for so long. Your body, your ass... I've fantasized about it so many times during this trip." You pulled the strapless bra down, exposing her breasts to your eager eyes, your hands cupping them, feeling their weight in your palms. "I'm not going to stop, Shida. I can't. I want you more than I've ever wanted anything else in my life." You said, your voice growing more demanding, your need for her consuming you as you continued to kiss her, your hands wandering, exploring, and teasing her body.

As Shida's protests grew fainter, her body continued to respond to your advances. The conflict within her was evident; her eyes were filled with a mixture of desire and guilt. She knew she shouldn't be enjoying your touch, but her body betrayed her mind. You continued to explore her with your actions, leaving her trembling in your arms. "D-Don't... this... this isn't right. We can't do this. I... I can't choose between you and my husband, between you and my daughter." Her voice shook, and her body twitched at your touch as she tried to maintain her resistance. Her hands clenched the fabric of your shirt, and her breathing became more labored. Shida's tears continued to flow as her body arched into your touch, the struggle between her loyalty and her own desires becoming more apparent. "But I do love you. I just can't." Her words were barely audible as you continued to press your advances, your urgency growing as she stood there, torn between her feelings.

You took her silence as consent as your hands roamed her body, unzipping your pants and releasing your hardened manhood. You positioned yourself right at her entrance, your gaze locked with hers, as you pushed into her slowly, both of you gasping at the first contact. The resistance was fleeting as she opened herself to you, her body accepting you even when her mind was still in turmoil. "Oh god, this is... this is wrong." She whimpered, her hands gripping the bedsheets as you began to move, your thrusts slow and deliberate at first.

"I know, but it feels so right." You whispered, your hands moving to her hips, holding her steady as you started to increase the pace. Her moans filled the room, a mix of pleasure and guilt, as her body responded to your touch, her legs wrapping around you, pulling you deeper. "Shida... I can't stop. I want you too much. Don't fight me. Just let yourself feel it." Your voice was low and commanding as you continued to take her, your lips finding hers once more, devouring her in a kiss that left no room for resistance. The two of you moved in perfect sync, your bodies entwined in an act that was both forbidden and deliciously satisfying. The room was filled with the sound of your skins slapping against each other, and the scent of desire was heavy in the air. Your hands roamed her body, leaving no part untouched, your fingers teasing her clit, making her moan even louder.

As you continued to thrust into her, her moans grew louder, her body responding to your touch. You could feel her tightening around you; the signs of her impending climax were clear. Your own arousal was building the pleasure of having her more potent than any other before. You leaned down, your lips finding her neck, your teeth nibbling at her tender skin as you whispered, "I love you, Shida."

"Oh... I... I'm... I'm coming." She cried out, her body shaking as she reached her peak, her inner walls contracting around you. The sensation was enough to push you over the edge, and you let out a guttural moan, releasing yourself into her as your own orgasm washed over you. Once you both came down from your high, you collapsed on top of her, your breathing heavy as you lay there, your chest heaving. Shida's body was trembling beneath you, her eyes locked on yours, a mix of guilt and satisfaction etched on her face. The room was filled with the aftershocks of your passionate encounter, with the echoes of your moans still lingering in the air. Silence fell between you, and the weight of what had just happened was heavy on both your shoulders. Shida's tears continued to flow, and her emotions tangled in the aftermath.

Shida's eyes met yours, her tears spilling over as she lay there, her body still quivering. She didn't know what to say or what to think. The line she thought she'd never cross had been erased, replaced by an unforeseen passion that had consumed her. As she lay there, shattered by the reality of what had transpired, you could see the confusion, the guilt, and the undeniable desire still flickering in her eyes.

"W-What have we done? We can't do this. We can't keep doing this. You... you're my brother, my family." She whispered, the weight of the situation finally settling on her. Her body was still yours; your spent member was still inside her, the remnants of your lovemaking surrounding you both. Shida closed her eyes, her silence as eloquent as any words she could utter. She didn't move, her body still entwined with yours, her heart heavy as she struggled to come to terms with the consequences of your actions. Without a word, you leaned down, your lips finding hers in a tender, almost apologetic kiss. Your hands moved to her face, your fingers brushing away her tears as you whispered reassurances, "Everything will be alright, Shida. We'll figure it out. I promise."

But even as you spoke, you knew that the consequences of your actions were far-reaching. You had crossed a line, and there was no going back. For now, though, you were content to lay there, your bodies still entwined, sharing the afterglow of your forbidden union. Shida's body remained still in your arms, her mind no doubt wandering through a sea of thoughts as she grappled with the reality of the situation. The tension in the room was palpable; the weight of your actions was hanging heavily between you both. You could feel her body still against yours, her embrace tight, if not for the wrong reason. Her heartbeat was racing, and her breaths were shallow as she attempted to process what had just happened.

"I-I don't know what to say... I... I shouldn't have let it happen." Her voice trembled, and her eyes were still cast downward, not wanting to look at you or meet your gaze. She could feel the weight of the world on her shoulders, the responsibility of her family, her husband, and her daughter suddenly an unbearable burden. "But, yes... it was... intense. I won't lie about that. But we can't do it again. We can't put our family in danger like this." Her voice was firm, but the catch in her throat betrayed her true feelings. The emotion of the moment was too much for her, and she started to cry again, her body shaking with the force of her suppressed emotions.

You could sense her hesitation and the internal struggle brewing within her. Her body was still trembling; a mix of pleasure and guilt was apparent in her reactions. Your hands roamed her body, your fingers trailing across her skin, trying to draw her back into the world of passion and desire. "Shida, let's enjoy this. You know you want it too. Our feelings for each other... they're too strong to ignore." You whispered, your lips finding hers once more, your kiss filled with urgency, and your hands gently pulling her closer. "Just let go for a little while longer. We'll figure everything else out later." You pleaded, your eyes filled with an intensity that mirrored the desires consuming you both. Shida's body responded to your touch, with her breathing growing heavier and her nipples hardening under your fingers. The decision hung in the balance, with the pull of passion and the guilt of betrayal warring within her. The moment was intense, charged with unspoken emotions and undeniable chemistry, leaving the outcome uncertain.

As Shida's body continued to react to your touch, the indecision in her eyes slowly dissolved, replaced by a fire that mirrored your own. She leaned into your kiss, her hands tightening their grip on your shirt as she abandoned herself to the torrent of desire that surged within her. "Fine... let's just enjoy it... one more time." She whispered, her voice heavy with need, her body arching towards yours in anticipation. You took her response as the green light you had been waiting for, rolling her onto her back and positioning yourself above her. The desire in your eyes was unmistakable; your hands roamed her body once more, teasing her into another round of passion. The rhythm of your movements picked up, each thrust more intense than the last, and the room filled with the sounds of your bodies colliding and the gasps and moans that accompanied them.

"God, Shida, your ass is perfect...but I cannot imagine that pounding it can be at a higher level like this." You said, the high is making your words uncontrollable anymore.

Your words sent a shiver down Shida's spine, her eyes flashing with pleasure at your compliment. She gripped the sheets, her legs wrapping around your waist, pulling you deeper, her body begging for more. Her moans filled the room, a symphony of pleasure and guilt. "Oh god, Yes... Your cock feels so good... So big inside me." She cried out; her words are also rhythmed with her climax as her body writhes beneath you, her breasts bouncing with each thrust, her nipples hard against your chest. You continued to pound into her, your hands roaming her body, teasing her nipples and her clit, making her writhe and moan. The intensity of the moment was overwhelming; the taboo of your actions only heightened the pleasure that coursed through both of your veins. The heat between you two was palpable; the air was thick with the scent of desire and the sound of your primal urges. Shida's body tensed, her eyes locking onto yours, her moans growing louder as she reached her climax once more, her inner walls clamping down on you—the sensation enough to push you over the edge. With a guttural moan, you released yourself into her, your orgasm crashing over you both.

In the aftermath, you collapsed onto Shida's heaving chest, your breaths heavy as you both tried to regain your composure. Her tears fell silently, her guilt and pleasure entwined in a messy, raw display of emotion. You could feel her heart racing against your chest; the weight of what had transpired between you was now impossible to ignore. "Thank you, Shida. For... for being mine. For this moment." You whispered, your hand gently caressing her face. As the two of you lay there, entwined in each other's arms, the next steps were unclear, the repercussions of your actions still looming ominously over you both. The bond between you had shifted, and the love you felt for each other was now tainted by the forbidden passion that had consumed you. The weight of the decision you had both made was heavy, but for now, you savored the afterglow, clinging to the moment as if it were the only thing anchoring you in the storm that was surely to come. As you pulled away, your gaze locked with Shida's, and the emotions etched on her face were a testament to the turmoil within her. Your words, however, seemed to bring a flicker of hope to her, a glimmer of happiness in the midst of her guilt.

"I... I don't know what's going to happen." Her voice was small, her eyes filled with uncertainty, and the gravity of the situation weighed heavily on her.

You nodded, understanding the weight of the decision you had both made. As you reached for your phone, you couldn't help but steal one last lingering look at Shida—her beauty, the curve of her body, and the way her body still trembled from the passion you'd shared etched in your memory. You dialed your friend, your voice calm as you inquired about their whereabouts.

"Hey, man, have you guys returned? Everything alright?" You listened, your tone friendly, as if nothing had transpired between you and Shida. You then began to make arrangements to meet back at the homestay with your friend, giving yourself time to clean up and perhaps for Shida to come to terms with the events that had just unfolded.

Once your call ended, you turned to Shida, your expression a mix of concern and love. "It's time to get cleaned up. We need to make sure our secret stays between us." You said, your hands gently helping her to her feet, the weight of your actions now firmly planted between the two of you. Shida nodded, her face a mask of conflicting emotions as she stood, her body still humming from the intensity of the moments shared between you. She followed your lead as you cleaned up the mess, your movements calm and efficient. The air between you was heavy with unspoken words, and the emotions from past moments were still lingering. Once everything was in order, you both retreated to your separate rooms, dressing in a manner that belied the carnal activities you'd just engaged in. The tension within the house was palpable, and the atmosphere was charged with the knowledge of the forbidden passion that had been unleashed. As you awaited your friend's return, Shida and you maintained a respectful distance, your eyes occasionally meeting, each glance fraught with a complexity of emotion. The choice had been made, the path chosen, and now the two of you faced the uncertain future that lay ahead.

"Shida, we'll still be sisters, and our family is still as usual, but remember, I will always be here, waiting for your needs. Is that okay with you?". You make an order, which is fair enough but cannot be acceptable to your sister. As your friend returned to the homestay, bringing with him the normalcy of the group dynamics, Shida's eyes met yours once more. In them, you could see the turmoil, the guilt, and the undeniable desire. She swallowed hard, her voice a soft murmur as she replied, "Yes, you'll always be here for me, waiting. But let's try to go back to normal for now. Let's protect our secret, for the sake of our family."

The two of you reverted to your previous roles, the bond between you still strong, albeit now tainted by the passion that had been unleashed. Shida's husband and daughter returned soon after, their laughter and chatter filling the air as the group settled in for the evening. As the night progressed, the weight of your actions continued to hang between you, a secret shared between you two that would forever change the dynamic of your relationship. You both knew that the genie could not be put back into the bottle, but for now, the façade of normalcy prevailed. As the four of you drifted off to sleep, the consequences of your actions and the future they portended lingered in the shadows of your shared consciousness.

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