Kinktober 2022 Masterlist
all fic masterlist
*kinks and members/pairings are subject to change until the day I post, so if you have any kink, suggestions let me know! They make take the place of something else or at least be added in with one of the days
Day 1: Pregnancy Kink w/ WinWin
babymoon - 990, (for kinktober 2022), when you learn you’re pregnant, you and winwin both uncover a previously unknown kink for both of you
Day 2: Free Use/CNC/Rough sex w/ Kun
dinner & dessert - 1.6k, (for kinktober 2022), you have an agreement with your boyfriend kun: you want him to make you feel helpless, useless for anything other than being his cumdump or just a warm, sweet hole for him to stick his cock in
Day 3: Mutual Masturbation w/ Jeno + Doyoung
supervision required - 2.9k, (for kinktober 2022), as a staff member for the group there are some boundaries that can’t be crossed, but there are always loopholes to exploit, especially when doyoung and jeno are both eager participants
Day 4: Breeding w/ Mark
positions - 2k, (for kinktober 2022), when mark sees you with your friend’s baby, he tells you there’s nothing he wants more than to give you one of your own, preferably as soon as possible
Day 5: Oral Sex w/ Doyoung + Taeyong
what I need - 3.2k, (for kinktober 2022), your drunk boyfriend doyoung keeps attempting to sexually proposition you, and when you keep turning him down due to his drunken state, he finds someone who’s not drunk to treat you (and eat you out) the way that you deserve
Day 6: Daddy kink w/ Shotaro
감이 오지? (can you feel it) - 4k, (for kinktober 2022), a fun time in front of the mirror after a rough dance practice with shotaro shows you his dominant side like you’ve never seen before
Day 7: Somnophilia w/ Jaehyun
while you were sleeping - 4k, (for kinktober 2022), after you and your roommate/best friend Jaehyun had sex a few months ago, he’s shown an interest in somnophilia after you mentioned it to him, and after months of longing for a repeat of the few times you’d hooked up, Jaehyun finds you waiting for him, asleep, and he takes his chance (cw: dubious consent)
Day 8: Knifeplay & Blindfolds w/ Xiaojun
dark side of the moon - 4.1k, (for kinktober 2022), dating a chef while hiding a knife kink is a very rough time, and when he prepares you a private dinner at his place, you don’t know if you can keep your kink a secret any longer
Day 9: Sex Pollen w/ Kun + Ten + YangYang
love daze - 6k, (for kinktober 2022), when the strangely beautiful plant you brought to brighten up one of the wayv dorms starts to bloom, kun, ten, and yangyang begin to act weird–feverish and dazed, and very very horny–the only thing you can do is help them all feel better
Day 10: Being Recorded w/ Haechan
movie star - 3.1k, (for kinktober 2022), haechan and you both like being recorded and photographed during sex, making little movies for each other
Day 11: Anonymous Sex w/ Taeyong
eros & psyche - 9.6k, (for kinktober 2022), you don’t know his name, you never see his face. he’s a perfect hook-up, absolutely no strings attached when you meet up for just sex. but how long can the anonymity truly last, and is it a cure-all for catching feelings?
Day 12: Threesome w/ Jaehyun + Mark
in your arms - 6.5k, (for kinktober 2022), you, Mark, and Jaehyun are a trio of best friends. unbeknownst to Mark, you’ve been hooking up with Jaehyun, but during a Halloween party at the NCT frat, everything comes to a head, and your friendly trio takes a step from friends to lovers.
Day 13: Watersports w/ Yuta
golden - 3.5k, (for kinktober 2022), you learn that your boyfriend yuta is interested in seeing you desperate to piss, and that turns into involving it in your sex life
Day 14: Bulge kink/Cumflation w/ Jungwoo + Haechan
playing favorites - 2.4k, (for kinktober 2022), being a sexual addict, you found a job fucking all the members of the group, but you’ve got a favorite in jungwoo, and then there’s haechan, jealous that jungwoo gets so much of your attention.
Day 15: Hate Sex w/ Doyoung
a means to an end - 4.6k, (for kinktober 2022), you and doyoung are rivals in this university music program, and when he invades the recording studio one night while you’re recording alone, the enmity between you takes an unexpected turn
Day 16: Exhibitionism w/ Renjun
meet me on the rooftop - 5k, (for kinktober 2022), renjun is an exhibitionist, and you both work in the SM building, which makes for many fun exhibitionist hook-up scenarios
Day 17: Sir Kink & Office Romance w/ Taeil
workplace (mis)conduct - 4.6k, (for kinktober 2022), Taeil is your boss, which makes him the exception to all the rules. It’s only breaking rules and inappropriate workplace conduct if you actually get caught
Day 18: Pet Play & Humping w/ YangYang
pillow princess - 3k, (for kinktober 2022), you and yangyang start jokingly calling each other puppy while you hump his pillow to get off
Day 19: Role-Play & Uniforms w/ Hendery
morally gray area - 8.2k, (for kinktober 2022), you’re maybe in love with your uni professor Hendery, and you like to think that he maybe likes you too, so when the university throws a Halloween party, you take it as your chance to make a move into the morally gray area of a professor having sex with his student
Day 20: Pegging & Feminization w/ Jaemin
the babygirlification of na jaemin - 2.2k, (for kinktober 2022), Jaemin just wants to be your baby girl and take your strap
Day 21: Vampire Kink w/ ??????
Day 22: Cuckolding w/ Jaehyun + Johnny (& Xiaojun + Hendery)
my everything - 3.8k, (for kinktober 2022), you’re in a relationship with Jaehyun, and he’s got a thing for being cuckolded. Enter Johnny, Jaehyun’s best friend.
Day 23: Size Kink w/ Jeno
teddy bear - 5.6k, (for kinktober 2022), Jeno’s a muscular guy, you’re a short non-muscular girl. He thinks that’s adorable. You’re obsessed with how hot, big, and strong he is.
Day 24: Werewolf/Knotting kink w/ ?????? + ????
Day 25: Sweat Kink w/ Kun
kinda hot though - 3.7k, (for kinktober 2022), you always thought sweat was disgusting until you met qian kun, but a night jog with him truly opens your eyes to a whole hidden kink you never knew you had
Day 26: Gangbang w/ Johnny, Jaehyun, Jungwoo, Jeno, & Jaemin
j.crew - 11.4k, (for kinktober 2022), you’re not very good at making choices, so when it comes time for you to choose a favorite member of your brother’s group, you have several guys vying for your favor, and you decide why even make a choice when you can have them all?
Day 27: Demon Sex w/ ?????? + ???
Day 28: 69 w/ Renjun
backstage - 1.7k, (for kinktober 2022), you and renjun are both idols, and after watching each other on stage, you hookup backstage
Day 29: Cumplay w/ Xiaojun + Hendery
sweet treat - 2.6k, (for kinktober 2022), both of your boyfriends, Xiaojun and Hendery, have always had an obsession with feeding you their cum, whether during sex or during a meal.
Day 30: Fucking Machine w/ ???
Day 31: Monsterfucking w/ ???? + ??????? + ????
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날씨가 말도 안되게 추워졌던 날이었다.
집안의 창문을 깨기라도 할 작정인지 바람은 날카롭게 불어댔다. 새벽 4시, 안입던 후드와 양말을 꺼내 신으며 여느때와 다름없이 노트북 앞에 앉았다.
메일함엔 어지러우리 만큼 온갖 메일이 쌓여있었다.
내게 회신이 온 메일이 가끔은 무서울 정도다. 몇통의 전화를 했을까, 한국에 있는 몇명의 감독님들께 전화를 걸고서 겨우 일을 끝냈다. 노트북을 닫으면 그날의 피로를 맞이 한듯, 그제서야 온몸에 피곤이 퍼져나간다.
오전 8시가 되어서야 다시 잠을 자려 누웠는데 잠이 오지 않았다.
문득 베를린을 떠나고 싶었다. 적절하리만치 지겨워진 타이밍이었다. 나는 프라하에 사는 친구 몇명에게 연락을 해두고 가방에 대충의 짐을 싸서 베를린을 떠났다.
내가 마지막으로 프라하에 있던 건 지난 4월이었다. 그때도 지금처럼 날씨가 꽤나 추워 가죽자켓을 껴입고 따가운 손 끝을 숨기려 주머니에 손을 넣고 걸어다녔던 것 같은데,
그곳에 가는 길에 많은 생각이 들었다. 생각이 너무 많은게 싫어서 이어폰을 끼고 음악을 들으려했지만 집중이 되지 않았다. 내가 프라하에 있던 건 그리 멀지도 않은 이야기였고, 나는 그때 실패를 앞두고 다가올 미래를 더욱 두려워했었으니까. 걱정이 하루가 멀다하고 쌓여대던 날들이 있었기 때문이다.
프라하에 사는 동안 이 도시가 너무 싫다며 울먹거리며 찌질하게 돌아섰던 적이 있었다.
과연 내가 안정적이게 될까? 행복이 오려나. 하고 불안감에 휩싸여 막연하게 생각했던 질문에 어쩌면이라는 단어를 남기고 싶다.
프라하에 도착해 친한 언니 양을 만났다. 몇달 전 베를린에 놀러온 언니에게 집중하지 못해 미안한 마음이 남아있었는데, 그녀를 볼 수 있어 기분이 잠시나마 좋아졌다.
언니는 1월이 오면 한국으로 돌아갈거라고 말했다. 한국에 가기로 결심한 그녀의 결단력이 부럽다고도 생각했다.
내가 생각하는 미래에도 주변을 정리하고, 바리바리 가져온 짐들을 되돌려 보내고. 남은 사람들에게 인사를 할 날이 올까.
비가 세차게 내리던 홍수 속의 프라하였다. 언니는 계속해서 우산을 챙기고 나는 그냥 비를 맞고 다녔다. 비를 맞고 걸어다니는 걸 좋아하니까. 유럽에 와서 생긴 고집이었다.
밤늦게 친구 강도 함께 불러 우리는 길게 술을 마셨고 과거와 일상에 대한 이야기를 끊임 없이 했다. 아주 오랜만에 편안함을 느꼈다.
나는 그들에게 자꾸만 베를린이 불편하다고 말했다. 지금 같은 순간 처럼 마음 편하게 속마음을 말할 자리가 없는 것도 그렇고, 일상의 내 흐름 자체가 불편하다고. 예전 만큼이나 베를린이 마냥 자유롭진 않은 것 같다고. 가끔은 내가 발없는 새처럼 느껴질 때가 있다.
이 도시 곳곳에 내가 기억하는 몇가지가 여전히 남아있었다.
좋아하던 바, 다니던 회사 건물, 광장에 주차 된 트럭, 불꺼진 놀이공원.
대개는 그러한 것들이었다.
그 당시 나는 속상한 감정과 맞바꾼 술 한잔을 좋아했다. 붉은 도시 조명이 즐비한 거리에서, 강이 보이는 다리에서, 혹은 이 집 저 집을 옮겨다니며 속상함을 술로 풀었다. 어쩌면 그러한 행위는 누군가와 시간을 보내면서 위로를 얻었던 건지 모르겠다.
프라하가 더이상 싫지 않았다. 이곳에서 울 일도 절대 없을 것이다. 그때의 기억이 더이상 중요해지지 않았기 때문이다. 어떤 일이 있었고, 누구와 함께 했는지 그 사실들은 기억 저편에서 서서히 멀어져갔다. 이렇게 둘러보면 예쁘고 무해한 도시가 있었다는 것 뿐. 그 힘들었던 도시가 이번엔 나를 조금 살게하는 기분이들었다.
행복은 조금 매섭고, 불행은 가끔 너무 유순하게 다가온다.
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