Kenma takes control of your pleasure as punishment.
Pairing: dom!Kemna x sub!fem!reader
Words: 1.2k
Contains: discipline/punishment, use of toys (it’s just a vibrator), blindfolds, there’s a threat of public sex and dubcon that isn’t actually followed through on, orgasm control, orgasm denial, mild degradation, R is called “whore” and “slut”
Notes: 18+ or you’ll be blocked. Requested by anon. Honestly this one’s a little bit of a mindfuck and I’m kind of sorry.
The telltale sounds of Kenma’s current favorite game fill the room. The soft music, pings, and chimes all sound louder while you’re blindfolded, your ears compensating for your lack of sight. You bite your lip, fidgeting in the position your boyfriend left you in. Then, you whimper, “Are you streaming?”
There’s a pause. Then, a quiet “hm,” a sound as if you startled him, as if he wasn’t paying attention to you at all until now.
“I wonder,” is the answer you receive. You let out a shuddering breath in response to the smirk you hear in his voice.
Your relationship has rules, boundaries, lines not meant to be crossed. All actions have clear consequences, all of which mutually agreed upon by yourself and Kenma.
He likes when you’re in bed before he’s done streaming. Knowing that he stays up too late, he doesn’t want the same for you; it’s his way of protecting you, of caring for you. Problem is, you have a similar difficulty when it comes to taking care of yourself.
You stayed up later than he did. You were tired the next day. That alone was the consequence for not getting enough sleep. The blindfold, the punishing position on your knees, and the vibrator tucked between your already-puffy folds are the consequence for breaking one of your relationship’s rules.
As per the agreement.
“Can they…” you trail off, words making your tongue feel clumsy, like a stumbling baby deer, “...hear it?”
There’s a soft click that you recognize: the sound of his microphone switching off.
“The vibrator?” he asks, as if he’s asking what’s for dinner. “Oh, no. They couldn’t hear that.”
Then, there’s a chime from Kenma’s screen: He leveled up, and you hear a soft chuckle of pride rumble from his chest. At the same time, though, the vibration pattern switches. Kenma’s in complete control, removing his hand from his game’s controller for a split second to dance his fingers over the app on his phone that’s connected to the sleek black bullet nestled between your thighs.
This pattern hums harder, faster, and knocks your breath right out of you. You suck in a breath through your teeth, clamping your jaw shut to keep a mewl from slipping out.
You almost double forward, pressing your lower belly into your thighs. Squeezing your eyes shut, you rock on your legs in time with the new rhythm. WIth a gasp, you feel the vibration start to consume you, pleasure building so rapidly that your clit starts to ache.
“Ken,” you gasp, “can I please come?”
He doesn’t verbalize an answer, but the lethargic clicks and taps of his controller are all the reply you need. The game taunts you: no, you can’t come. Not yet. Not now. You groan in response, but the pitiful sound is drowned by the triumphant chime of a turn-based battle just won.
There’s the click again. Your breath hitches, both from the vibration pattern pulsing inside you and from the thought that his followers might hear you writhing. How many people watch his streams on a daily basis? You know he has millions of followers, but some of them are surely bots—how many are real? How many real people are online, right now, listening to your boyfriend stream while you’re getting fucked in the background?
You roll your hips forward in time with the vibrator while its pattern takes over your heartbeat. It’s consuming you, and you close your eyes while you think of what his viewers must be thinking right now.
Do they think you’re a filthy whore? Too insatiable to wait for Kenma’s stream to end, so you had to get fucked like this? Are they getting off on this, too?
If only they knew what the sensation of being heard-but-not-seen was doing to you right now, how dwelling on what they must think of you makes you gush around expensive silicone. If only they knew that thinking of you as nothing more than Kenma’s brainless slut pushes you closer, closer to the peak of your orgasm.
“Kenma,” you whine, slurring the syllables together as tears prick the back of your eyes. “Please?”
You hear him chuckle, tap-tap-tapping away at something on his computer. Your heart begins to race—something on stream? Chatting with his mods? Do they know what he’s doing to you?
“She thinks she should come,” he muses. Your stomach twists and blood rushes to your core. Those words aren’t for you; they’re about you, mocking you, making it perfectly clear to whoever’s listening that you’re a soaking mess for him.
You hold in a moan. How many people could it be? Thousands? Tens of thousands?
Without warning, the vibration pattern switches again. Now, it pulses like a heartbeat, never quite dropping to zero, but quickly ramping up to a speed that makes you see stars behind the black of the blindfold.
Each pulse of its fullest intensity makes you gasp. You can’t get your bearings with this pattern; instead, you’re at its mercy, rocking erratically into the cushion beneath your knees. There’s a sound of swords clashing rapidly, somewhere in the distance, but as your mind turns to mush, you can’t focus on anything other than “come,” “come now.”
Kenma levels up again. Like you, he’s grinding, relentlessly pursuing the high of success, of release from whatever’s holding you back—be it a low level or a building orgasm.
Your clit throbs, sending shivers up and down your spine. You double over as a moan bursts free from your lips, and you don’t care. You don’t care who hears you or how many of them there are; all you can think about is how good and perfect and full your pussy feels.
And how good and perfect it feels for the whole world to know you belong to Kenma.
Your hands fall flat on the sheets and ball the fabric up in desperately tight fists. You’re sweating, writhing, moaning like a cat in heat, and finally, finally—you come.
White-hot pleasure takes over you. Face-down on the bed, you’re drooling and whimpering into the sheets. What don’t notice is the way the mattress dips, the soft hand tracing your spine, or the way the vibration finally stops—until the blindfold is suddenly taken off of your eyes.
Kenma.
“Hey,” he murmurs after your eyes blink into focus. Your gaze flicks over his shoulder, to the monitor atop his desk. The game is paused and—most importantly—you don’t see his stream’s overlay.
“You weren’t streaming,” you murmur, delirious.
Kenma makes an affirmative noise before he cradles your head in one delicate palm, then brings you in close, so your head can rest on his shoulder.
“As if I’d want to share you? No way.” he scoffs. He won’t look at you, but the way he avoids your eyes gives you a perfect view of the red tips of his ears.
OMG MISS KISAAA congrats on your milestone super duper happy for you omg, here's to a million more >:3333
for your event if i may,
hmmmmm may i ask for a red (if possible, ad2831 for ref! but also please do as you see fit) kenma moodboard?? we have a very successful farm in sdv (my job is to make it pretty lol) <3
Thank you bbg 😘 Tbh idk much about stardew valley so i just put in some images that give off sdv vibes (finding red ones is a bit difficult) 😭 hope you like them + a bonus gift for the birthday girl—happy birthday koi ♥️ (it’s already August 2 here)
Its Lilia from twst or the kive of your life Kenma from Haikyuu XD
Kenma will never stop being the love of my life!💕 Funny thing… I think I have something for long haired guys who play video games… Or playing games in general, if I start glancing at all the guys I simp for 👀
That's really not what I meant - Kuroo Tetsurō (pt 1)
Hey 🌸
Summary: Our protagonist struggles with unrequited love for her childhood friend and team captain, Kuroo Tetsuro. With the support of her twin brother Kenma and their teammates, she faces the challenge of moving on and finding happiness beyond her crush. This story is filled with high school drama, emotional moments, and the strong bonds of friendship and team spirit. 💖🏐
(part 2)
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"You're drooling," my brother remarked, his eyes glued to the screen, the distinctive music of his game continuing uninterrupted.
“I am not,” I retorted, though my voice lacked conviction.
“You are,” came a voice from the opposite side of me, the familiar tone of the libero, Yaku, unmistakable.
“Yaku!” I exclaimed, feeling the heat rise to my cheeks. To add insult to injury, they were probably right. I had the most annoying crush on the team captain, Kuroo Tetsurou, a childhood friend who had grown from an awkward boy into an undeniably attractive and charismatic leader. Watching him command the court with such confidence and skill was mesmerizing.
I sighed deeply, resigning myself to the teasing. "Fine, maybe I was," I admitted, rolling my eyes as I stood up. I grabbed a water bottle and a towel to hand to the captain as he walked back from the court for the break. My heart thudded in my chest as I approached him, trying to maintain an air of nonchalance.
“Good job, captain,” I said, trying to keep my composure as I handed him the bottle and the towel.
Kuroo’s eyes lit up with a mischievous glint. “Thanks, miss manager,” he replied, taking the items from me. His fingers brushed mine ever so slightly, sending a jolt of electricity through my body. I rummaged in my waist bag and pulled out a band-aid, noticing a small scrape on his finger.
“You scraped your finger earlier,” I pointed out, trying to sound as professional as possible. “If you don’t put a band-aid on it, it’ll be bad. We can’t have our middle blocker out of commission.”
Kuroo chuckled softly, a sound that made my heart flutter. “Thanks for looking out for me,” he said, his eyes twinkling with appreciation.
I watched as he carefully applied the band-aid, my mind wandering back to the countless memories we had shared. Growing up, Kuroo had always been there for me, whether it was to bandage a scraped knee or offer a comforting hug when things got tough. Now, seeing him in his element, leading the team with such passion, only made my feelings for him grow stronger.
As the break ended and the players returned to the court, I found myself lost in thought, my eyes trailing after Kuroo. The way he moved, the way he commanded the court, it was all so captivating. I shook my head, trying to focus on my duties as the team manager, but my mind kept drifting back to him.
Yaku’s voice broke through my reverie. “You know, you’re not very subtle,” he teased, a knowing smile playing on his lips.
I groaned inwardly, knowing he was right. “I know, I know,” I admitted, feeling a mix of embarrassment and frustration.
“Why don’t you just tell him how you feel?” Yaku suggested, his tone surprisingly gentle.
I looked at him, wide-eyed. “Are you crazy? What if it ruins everything? It’s a lifetime of friendship! Not to mention that if I ruin it with Tetsu, Ken will definitely kill me and then forget I exist.”
Yaku shrugged. “Or it could make everything better. You won’t know unless you try. I just can’t see Kuroo not being your friend at the end of it, no matter what his response is. At the very least, I know he loves you—friend or girlfriend, I don’t know.”
I mulled over his words, my gaze drifting back to Kuroo. Maybe Yaku was right. Maybe it was time to take a chance. But for now, I’d continue to support Kuroo from the sidelines, hoping that one day, I’d find the courage to tell him how I truly felt.
When the last whistle of the day rang, signaling the end of practice, I started packing up the team’s equipment, handing items to Fukunaga, who was assigned to place them in storage. The atmosphere in the gym was winding down, players joking and chatting as they headed to the locker rooms.
“Ken, you have 20 minutes to get ready. I want to get started on dinner early,” I called out to my brother. He waved me off without turning around, his focus already shifting back to his game. It seemed video games provided all the sustenance he needed these days.
As I gathered the remaining items, I couldn't help but steal glances at Kuroo. He was talking to Kai and Yamamoto, his face animated as he recounted some play from the practice. His presence was magnetic, drawing me in despite my best efforts to stay composed. I sighed, tucking a stray strand of hair behind my ear.
Yaku's words echoed in my mind. Maybe it was time to take a chance, to risk everything for the possibility of something more. The thought terrified me, but the idea of never knowing was even worse. I finished packing up and handed the last of the equipment to Fukunaga, my mind still racing. I could feel Fukunaga’s eyes on me, and I ignored him. I REALLY needed to get better at hiding how I feel.
Walking over to the edge of the court, I took a deep breath and leaned against the wall, watching as Kuroo and the others made their way to the locker rooms. Kuroo glanced back and caught my eye, offering a smile that made my heart skip a beat. I returned the smile, my resolve strengthening.
Later, as the team dispersed and the gym quieted down, I found myself lingering, my thoughts still in turmoil. The familiar routine of managing the team's needs provided some comfort, but it also underscored how intertwined my life had become with Kuroo. I couldn't imagine a day without seeing him, without feeling his presence nearby.
“I’m done, let’s go,” Kenma said, startling me out of my thoughts. He stood there with his gym and school bag over his shoulders.
I nodded and looked past him to see Kuroo still hanging out. “He’s staying past practice today. Says he has a date.”
“Oh,” I swallowed thickly and nodded, opening the gym doors to allow Kenma to head out first.
“Are you okay?” he asked, his voice unusually gentle.
“I’m perfectly fine, Ken,” I replied, forcing a smile. My heart felt heavy, and I could feel the sting of tears threatening to spill over, but I kept them at bay.
The walk home was quiet, the silence filled only by the sound of our footsteps. Kenma was lost in his thoughts, probably planning his next gaming strategy, while I struggled to keep my emotions in check. The idea of Kuroo on a date with someone else gnawed at me, a painful reminder of the feelings I had kept hidden for so long.
As we reached our house, Kenma headed straight to his room, leaving me alone with my thoughts. I started preparing dinner, the repetitive motions of chopping vegetables and stirring pots providing a small measure of comfort. But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't shake the image of Kuroo with someone else, laughing and smiling the way he did with me.
By the time dinner was ready, I had managed to push my emotions to the back of my mind, focusing instead on the task at hand. Kenma joined me at the table, and he seemed to sense something was wrong with my mood “You’re not ok”
“I’m fine, Ken.”
“Y/N, we’ve known each other our entire lives, we’re twins for a reason. Don’t gaslight me into thinking I don’t know you.” He stared at me, almost reading my soul, forcing me to speak.
“Were you teasing me, or was he actually going on a date?” Kenma rolled his eyes and pulled out his phone, taking a second to play around with it. Then, he showed me the screen on his smartphone.
It was a picture of Kuroo at some flowery local café shop, wearing one of his button-ups. Next to him was a familiar face. She sits next to us in class. How did I not notice… “Is that…”
“Yes, it is.” I let out a sigh and turned back to my food, deciding to finish the conversation, the weight of Kenma’s eyes on me trying to convince me to waver. “She asked him out during lunch break last week. She was very smart in timing it just as you left to the bathroom.”
“You didn’t tell me.”
“It wasn’t for me to tell.” I sniffled and cleared my throat, looking back up at him. I didn’t think my heart could’ve broken any louder.
“I think… maybe it’s time to move on. I can’t stay in this space forever. All I’m doing is breaking my own heart.”
Kenma reached across the table, placing a hand on mine. “You deserve to be happy, Y/N. Sometimes things don’t work out the way we want them to, but that doesn’t mean it’s the end. It just means there’s something else out there for you.”
I nodded, appreciating his words even though they couldn’t fully mend the ache in my chest. “Thanks, Ken. I just need some time.”
“Take all the time you need,” he said softly. “Just remember, I’m here for you.”
The rest of the evening passed in a blur. I went through the motions of cleaning up and getting ready for bed, my mind a storm of emotions. As I lay in the dark, staring at the ceiling, I couldn’t help but think about what Kenma had said, almost competing with what Yaku had said earlier that day. Maybe it was time to let go of my feelings for Kuroo, to stop torturing myself with what-ifs and maybes, IF all I had to do what tell him how I felt, I was too late anyway.
But moving on was easier said than done. Kuroo had been a part of my life for so long, and the thought of not feeling this way about him was almost unfathomable. Yet, I knew that holding onto these unspoken feelings was only hurting me more.
As I drifted off to sleep, I made a promise to myself. Tomorrow, I would start the process of moving on. I would focus on myself, my friends, and the things that made me happy outside of Kuroo. It was time to heal and to find a new path forward, even if it meant letting go of the dream I’d held onto for so long.
Kenma and Shoyou Fanart🌸✨🌸✨🌸 (This is my first time drawing Hinata😅 as for Kenma, I have been drawing teeny tiny versions of him in notebooks, folders y’know the one where you can draw on it🌸✨ and ofc sketchbooks ^w^ I was so into Nekoma just because of Kenma and Kuroo, but also that it has to do with cats🌸, I really like cats)
alright, here's a list of the fandoms and characters I write and accept requests for, although some posts might include characters not mentioned here. this list will be in constant update and more/other characters/fandoms will be added from time to time ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა
#CallOfDuty
könig | simon 'ghost' riley | captain price |
#HarryPotter
mattheo riddle | theodore nott | draco malfoy | fred and george weasley | more coming soon, or just ask🌸
monty!! i hope august has been treating you well 🥺 it’s been a while since i last dropped by, but i thought i’d pop in to ask how you are 🥺💗 and to of course, ask a curious sel question 🤓
going off the whole ‘beauty marks are spots where your soulmate liked to kiss on past lives’ saying, where do you hc aizawa’s beauty marks to be?
(and i have a bonus question too!! something writing related because i’m curious—who comes easiest to write for you? why?)
sending you all my love and fresh flowers for the month 💗🌷
ALSO I FORGOT TO MENTION MONTY BUT YOUR THEME EATS 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
SELBELLE!!!!! HI LOVELY I’m sorry for the delay your ask got buried in my inbox and I totally forgot to reply laksksksd but I’m wishing you a pleasant september!! I hope you’ve been well 🫂 I’ve been taking it a day at a time mostly lmao. but I’m always happy to answer a curious sel question!
cryyyy I’ve always hc’d aizawa to have a beauty mark low behind his ear… maybe some on his shoulders….. and the soft part of his belly—but you can’t see it too well because of his snail trail…….. vibrating in my seat just thinking about it 👁️👄👁️ not many but they are memorable.
as for who is easiest to write it honestly depends. I’ve written for a lot of characters at this point;; so the list ends up too long lol. in general I would say touya and bakugo as I resonate with them as characters. aizawa too, since I spend a lot of time ruminating about him. atsumu, iwaizumi and oikawa as well. funnily enough despite being my favourite, kenma is difficult for me to write for that same reason! wby?
sending u a big bouquet right back 🌸🌺🌷🌻🌼🌹and thank you 🥺 I wanted to finally have a theme to fit my url sksksk my babygirl has been neglected 🥀
Hi! I love reading your other match ups, and am curious to see who you would match me up with! Can I use 🌸 as my emoji?
1) Long matchup please!
2) Romantic matchup
3) she/her/hers and I would like to be paired with a guy
4) My ideal partner is someone who values and prioritizes communication! I look for someone with a sense of humor that can take sarcasm and snarky remarks. I like someone who's responsible, but knows when to take it easy and have fun.
5) I'm an ambivert, but leaning towards introverted nowadays. I can be outgoing and friendly, but I definitely show my snarky side with closer friends. I love cooking for people, and I'm always labeled a mom friend. I'm a little scatter brained, and I could work on my organization for my personal life. On my days off, I enjoy going on little adventures into random nearby cities and finding little mom and pop shops or hole in the wall restaurants!
6) My long lasting hobbies include digital art, painting, gaming (Nier, League, and comfy games), and cooking new recipes. I have a tendency to try and pick new hobbies, but I drop them after a couple of months or so.
7) Physical touch and words of affirmation for giving, words of affirmation and quality time for receiving!
8) My ideal date would be an arcade or the aquarium.
9) My MBTI is INFP. When I find a movie or show that I love, I hyper fixate to a point where I memorize entire scenes and dialogue. My party trick is quoting the Muffin Man scene from Shrek, voices and all!
headcanons
🥛 kuroo is one of the best talkers in the series, and he definitely prioritizes communication in any relationship, romantic or not
🥛 he's also pretty snarky himself so you'd definitely have fun teasing each other
🥛 but he's also a responsible friend and captain (and student XD) so it's not like he's crazy all the time
🥛 i also believe kuroo is an ambivert or an extroverted introvert like you
🥛 while kuroo strikes me as the type of person to care for and take care of others, i doubt he can cook
🥛 so you'll probably end up cooking for him some time or another
🥛 he'll try to learn (he might be good at it because chemistry lol) though
🥛 i see him as either really good or really really bad
🥛 spontaneous city trips are totally up kuroo's alley, he's pretty relaxed and easygoing so it'd be easy for you two to just be like "hey wanna go explore" and then literally just leave
🥛 and since he's more on the spontaneous side you could definitely be like "hey wanna try a pottery class tomorrow" and if he's free he'd probably say yes
🥛 so kuroo definitely played video games a lot (especially as an elementary / middle schooler) because he was friends with kenma
🥛 so he'd totally be up for a cozy video game date with you, whether you like to play more action games or cozy games
🥛 he'd be a sucker for his partner's touches ngl
🥛 and yeah he'd be great at words of affirmation (although he secretly really likes it when you praise him too)
🥛 kuroo on an arcade date??? you'd have competitions about who can win the most games, get the best prizes, etc. etc.
🥛 and at an aquarium he'd probably be a little more chill (mimics dolphin noises to try to make you laugh)
🥛 omg and he'd love to see your impressions
🥛 would probably learn a scene just to act it out with you
My Haikyuu top 3 are Semi, Shirabu and Kenma! My life before was 99% SemiShira >//< they’re so cute! But my first Haikyuu crush was Nishinoya hehe :3 what about you? You love Bokuto, right? :3
Life is not that nice to me, but I’m handling it :) I hope you’re doing amazing ‹𝟹
Loads of love and happiness to you 🌸
UWAHHH HELLO MA LOVE !! ٩(^ᗜ^ )و teehee m’ so happy to see you in my inbox again, you’re such a delight to chat with !! <3
EEEK semi, shirabu, and kenma ?? you have perfect taste !! :3 omigoodness, ME TOO !! i was absolutely obsessed with semishira back in 2021, i used to post about them all tha time on tiktok teehee >//<
my first real haikyuu crush was tendou !! :3 i was absolutely smitten with him for two whole years, & i still love him very much !! >//< YES !! bokuto is my dearest forever and ever !! <3 my top 3 are bokuto, akaashi, and kita !! ^_^
do you have any other favorite anime’s ?? if so, who are your top 3 from them ?? i must know !! :3
oh nooo sniffle i’m soso sorry life hasn’t been kind to you lately !! T^T m’ hoping that things will get better for you & that you feel okay very soon !! you deserve all the best !! <3 THANK YOU SOSO MUCH MA LOVE !! >_<
WAHH i’m wishing you the bestest of wishes, please make sure to stay hydrated and get plenty of rest !! things will get better in time, i promise !! i’m hugging you soso tightly and giving you a yummy strawberry cake from my bakery !! MWUUUAH !! <3 🍓🍰