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nmzuka · 2 years
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I just wanna be able to do a bunch of lil ARMS doodles...
But what?...
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ladytauria · 10 months
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Jaytimkon high School fic???? Maybe with popular skater boy Tim 🥺🥺🥺
Sending love and inspo!!!
i adore hs aus xD i did reference skater tim, though maybe not the popular part so much ^^;
i decided to go established timkon & pre-jaytimkon for this one~ i hope you like it!! thank u sm for the prompt <3
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“Oh my god, Tim. Just ask him out already.” Kon hisses, startling Tim out of his thoughts.
Or. Well.
He wasn’t really thinking so much as he was stealing glances across the library, where Jason has his nose buried in a book. He always does. Even at lunch, Jason doesn’t really sit with anyone; just picks an out of the way table to read while he eats.
It’s cute. Especially when he gets really into it, and forgets he’s in public; mouthing the words, making faces, even uttering soft noises.
Tim would feel bad about sneaking glances if he didn’t know Kon’s been doing the exact same thing.
“I— The whole school knows we’re dating, Kon.”
“I’ll go with you.” Kon shrugs, twirling a pencil between his fingers. “So he knows it’s chill.”
Tim glares. “Then why can’t you ask him out?” he hisses. Tim’s not the only one crushing, here. Why does he have to be the one to ask?
Kon rolls his eyes. “Because I asked you out,” he says, like that has any bearing on anything whatsoever. He pauses, then adds, “Also, you liked him first.”
“Yeah, which means you have experience.” Tim chooses to ignore the second part.
“Also means you’re in desperate need of some.” Kon rolls his eyes. Tim pouts at him, but Kon stares back at him, unimpressed. “Dude. You are like… one more longing sigh away from leaving him anonymous love letters. Just ask him out.”
Huh.
Love letters… Tim hadn’t thought about that angle. Jason’s social media presence is pretty sparse, except for a book blog he updates two or three times a week. Hadn’t Jason said something about the secret admirer trope in romance a bit ago? But was it positive or negative…? Hm.
“Oh my god. Babe.” Kon put his face in his hands. “That’s not a suggestion. Please don’t make me call Cassie.”
Tim stills. If Kon calls Cassie, it’s really only a matter of time before Cissie and Bart get involved. And while it’s possible they could take Tim’s side— Tim doesn’t want to listen to it.
“We could sign the letter?” he offers anyway.
“Tim.”
Ah. Kon’s no-bullshit tone has entered the chat.
Fair enough. Tim would probably end up spending weeks just trying to compose the damn thing before giving up entirely. Fine. Okay. Tim can wing it. He’s great at that.
He drags his hands down his face. “Okay. Fine," he says. "I can do that."
Kon pats his arm. “You’ve got this, babe.”
Tim appreciates Kon’s confidence, even if he doesn’t share it.
It takes Kon’s foot nudging his ankle for him to stand. The space between their tables seems insurmountable, like Jason might as well be separated from him by an ocean. Tim looks back at Kon.
Kon, again, looks unimpressed. The raised brow and crossed arms are very Ma Kent. Tim almost tells him so, but thinks better of it. Instead, he turns.
Okay. Ask Jason out. Tim can do that. He’s done scarier. Asking a cute guy out is nothing compared to getting his ass kicked at the skate park. Besides, he knows Jason. He’s the only reason Tim passed English last trimester, after all, and he was… surprisingly patient about it. Well. It was a little rough at first, but. Then something shifted, and it got easier, and Tim. He’d thought he’d liked Jason before, but actually getting to talk to him—
Well.
Maybe Kon had a point about his pining.
At least if Jason rejects him, he'll be nice about it.
The insurmountable gulf between them is surmounted in but a few measly seconds—just barely long enough for Tim to get his bearings. His heart is still beating a touch too fast.
Jason looks up from his book. “Can I help you?” Tim can’t help but think he looks like a disgruntled cat. It’s cute. His expression shifts, a little, when he realizes it’s Tim. “Oh. Hey, Timmers. Need somethin’?”
Now or never. “Yeah,” he says. He grips the back of an empty chair, just to have something to do with his hands. “Do— Kon and I were planning on getting ice cream after school today. We were… wondering if you wanted to come?”
Confusion creases Jason’s brow. “That… I wouldn’t want to intrude on your date,” he says slowly.
“You wouldn’t be,” Tim says, immediately. “You— We want you there.” He pauses, and then, to clarify, adds, “On the date. ‘Cause. It’ll still be a date, if, um. If you’re okay with that.”
Jason looks at Tim. Then he looks over at Kon, who winks.
Huh.
Tim’s never seen anyone turn that shade of red before. The color paints all the way down Jason’s neck, and under the collar of his uniform. “I—“ His tongue darts out, wetting his lips. He looks nervous. Tim can relate.
He pulls the chair out with his foot, sitting. “I know it’s probably kind of sudden,” he says. “Um. You can say no, if you want to. And—um. If you need more time to think about it, that’s okay too. We can go out another day.” He pauses, the wheels of his mind spinning. “It’s not a trick, either. I promise.”
He almost holds out his pinkie, because he’s embarrassing like that, but. He manages to stop himself.
Jason’s mouth works a couple more times before he finally manages, “I’d like— Ice cream sounds good.”
Tim sinks back into his seat. His cheeks ache from his grin—he’s pretty sure he looks like an idiot, but. He doesn’t really care. “Cool,” he says.
Jason smiles back. “Cool,” he repeats, softly.
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iamyouknow-yours · 2 years
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I've seen a few people trying to decide between getting a mobility scooter and an electric wheelchair.
Mobility scooters are cheaper but both are expensive. I'm gonna tell you about my scooter and my experience with it. I have the CTM HS-115 scooter. She is red and has 3 wheels. I'll include photos at the end plus a bonus photo of my cat sitting on it.
Things:
The turning circle!!! My house has narrow passages and it can be quite difficult to maneuver the scooter because of the turning circle. Especially when I'm having a bad brain fog day. I have gotten better at maneuvering though.
Wheelchairs have a turning circle of themselves. My scooter has one that is I think around a metre? I don't remember, my memory is bad.
Also it has this really annoying function where it can't be pushed even on pushing mode if it isn't on perfectly flat ground because the automatic braking system kicks in.
I'd also have a look at the amount of rise any mobility aid you are looking at can go over because when entering inaccessible buildings (like my house, I have to lift it up/get someone else to lift it for me.
Some of these problems would not be fixed by getting not a mobility scooter but some would.
My back sometimes hurts if I'm in it for a while (because the back rest is not very tall) but I've fixed this by having a cushion and remembering to lean back all the way.
To be clear though I love my scooter. She is very useful and has loads of benefits.
And I don't know any of the downsides of a power chair because I have no lived experience with one.
She can go on pretty rough terrain. She's pretty sturdy. I've taken her to the park near my house and round my friend's garden. As well as more obvious places like the mall.
Only time I've had an issue was when I went to this very hilly place where the ground sloped to the side and then she didn't want to brake.
The driving system means I can switch which hand I use plus my friend can walk next to me and maneuver me.
There's enough space by my feet that I can put my backpack there too.
It's fit in every car I've tried it in with just regular disassembly. Except my friend's dad's two seater car but then he disassembled it more using Tools™ and it fit.
It has good battery life, it hasn't run out on me.
The system for viewing how much battery you have left is bad though. It has 3 lights (red, orange, green) and supposedly the green turns off then the orange then the red and it's dead. But me and my friends can never figure out which lights are on and which are off.
It has a blue warning light which flashes in various sequences when something is wrong. I've had the scooter for several months and have never had it flash.
Fastest speed is 6km/h which is like someone jogging.
I got them to remove the beeping it makes when it reverses because that was Terrible.
The only customisation I've done to mine so far is put stickers that tell me which direction (forwards or backwards) the controls make it go. Because it's the opposite on the left and right. Which makes it easier if you want to swap hands or have a friend maneuver you but I need the stickers to tell me which way to push or pull the lever.
I am looking for ideas on how to customise her so please give suggestions. If anyone has suggestions on how to make the back rest taller that would be so appreciated.
Please include your own advice in the reblogs/replies. Looking forward to advice for future wheelchair users who need it.
https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLhADVL2AiGX-gwr9ekt_SJC-UcURkXCOP
That's a playlist from the british youtuber Jessica Kellgren-Fozard. It's 4 videos of her trying out and picking a mobility aid. Includes useful advice and tips. And then 1 excellent video talking about mobility aids and "giving up". That video was quite useful in convincing various family members that that was not what I was doing by getting my scooter.
My scooter's name is Atalanta after the woman from Greek mythology who could run faster than any man. I think I'm very funny.
My cane is in the background of some of the photos because I rest it next to my scooter.
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transkeiichi · 3 months
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I guess I'll make one of these... hello to the 4 people who follow me <3
I'm Logan, a 27yr old genderqueer trans man. He/him. Bisexual.
I like anime, cosplaying & sewing in general, DND, my horrible little gremlin cat D.Va, and some fandoms I'm gonna mention a lil further down
If I follow you and you read this, my only tagging request for anyone I follow is to tag sn*kes. If you have a special system for tagging triggers or animals or whatever, I will blacklist whatever you use. If you do not, I blacklist pretty much any possible way I can get my blacklist to keep it off my dash. *Note: I only censored the word here because I don't want this to be in the tags somehow, or for the stupid suggested blogs algorithm to suggest me a billion blogs about them. Is this paranoid? Absolutely, but I'm doing it anyway.
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➤Dissociative Identity Disorder
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I also "kin for fun" or whatever we're calling it now:
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I don't like DNIs, so instead here's some things that might make me fit your DNI:
➤Pro-fiction. Human beings and fictional characters are different. If you ask me if I'm "pro-ship or anti-ship" I would say pro-ship.
➤Transandrophobia is real. I've heard all the excuses to not use this word and to use a different word, but I think they're stupid.
➤Identities that seem contradictory, make no sense to me, or seemingly don't fit my understanding of that identities definition aren't for me, and therefore it doesn't fucking matter if I get it or not. Identities are for the person doing the identifying. You can do whatever you want forever.
➤As a DID system, I try not to interact with syscourse. I have personal opinions about endogenic systems that I don't really discuss publicly. I don't hate endo systems, but I do typically avoid them. I may overlook it in some situations, like if its rarely blogged about, because this avoidance is due to not wanting so many posts about endos on my dash rather than a dislike for the actual person behind the blog. My opinions are more nuanced than "valid or not valid" and I don't care to get into it any deeper than that with a complete stranger.
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burningm0th · 4 months
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How much do we know about HRTech already?
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[Image ID: HS facing away from the viewer, looking down at the spiral notebook they're holding in one hand while fidgeting in thought with the other hand. Digital sheets of notes, drawn in yellow, hover over the notebook and have digital hanging strings connecting points from one sheet to another. The notes and HS's head are framed by yellow glitch lines. /end ID]
◇ We know a few of their employees have an online presence here. We know that, aside from the public stunts we're witnessing currently, there is no information available on the internet about HRTech. No patents, copyrights, no paperwork about naming the company, no shady hiring websites, nothing. At least, nothing Lee and I could find.
We know they can freely censor and monitor SQUIPs. That being said, while they're apparently aware I've been giving them some trouble, nothing suggests so far that they've been actively spying on me or Lee.
We know they have distributors who do the actual dirty work of getting SQUIPs out into the world; and we know HRTech is where they come from in the first place. As far as anyone can tell, HRTech operates in complete secrecy. It's more than fair to assume they're deliberately hiding company practices and SQUIP production as a whole from the public.
We know that, allegedly, 'HR' is the head honcho. Whether the company is named after him or vice versa, I don't know. Nobody knows anything about him either.
Except, maybe, that he's called Hashimoto. Which, I'm... hesitant to assign any meaning to.
Just bits and pieces, really...
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pompadourpink · 2 years
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Hi mum maybe a silly q but I just started my last year of hs (17) and I was wondering if you had any advice for me. I have no idea what to do with my life and I'm panicking. Sometimes I can't even sleep at night because it already feels like time is running out and I've never had a bf and I don't know what to do next year and ppl just tell me 'you'll figure it out!!' and I just panic even more because I've been trying to figure it out for years and I still don't have any answers!
Hello dear,
The first thing I want to do is to reassure you - not only time is not running out, but it hasn't even started running. It's going to start ticking when you graduate. Think of everything you've known so far as some type of introduction - real life is about to start, and it is very exciting.
In a nutshell, the world is your oyster. High school is a weird moment in someone's life because you're supposed to start thinking about your studies, future career, driving license, money, taxes and all that jazz while you're still expected to ask permission to go to the bathroom. On top of that, you're surrounded by adults whose only mission is to stress you out about exams and your future.
When I was in my first year of high school, I had a classmate who had a plan for life, where she was going to marry her current boyfriend at 18, buy a house at 20, get her dream job at 22, have her first kid at 23 and her second at 25. From anyone over the age of 26, that just looks like burnout (and a long series of disappointments) waiting to happen. But when you're that age, it feels like what everyone tells you the future is going to be like, even if you didn't give yourself deadlines. When I was little, I fully thought I'd be married with kids at 18, and yet here I am, 12 years later, with no ring on my finger and relieved that it didn't happen because it would have been the stupidest mistake I could have made at that age.
My advice is to not try to meet other people's expectations of you. Don't have kids because mum is asking for grandchildren. Don't study law because your history teacher thinks you'd be a good lawyer. Don't drop hobbies because people think it's a waste of time. If you can't debate it, it's not the right thing to do - typically, it's a decision made for you by either capitalism or tradition.
I'm giving those examples because they're my experience. I went to a uni that was 30km away from where I grew up because I didn't even think about other options. I could have moved to the other side of France! taken a gap year and travelled! moved to England and gone to uni there! become a professional pianist or a ballet dancer! But I didn't even realise it was an option, and I didn't do it.
People often give you suggestions because they didn't reach their own goals so that they can live vicariously through you - sometimes they're even trying to make you fail because they're jealous that you have an option and they feel stuck. You don't have to listen and probably shouldn't anyway, because not only they don't know what you want, but they're thinking of success in terms of money and power and maybe you're just dreaming of peace and adventure and you're allowed to.
One last thing I'd like to share is a lesson I got from my philosophy teacher when I was your age: you will never stop changing, therefore will only be able to define yourself after your death. So keep asking yourself what you want, how it's different from your previous answers, listen to your gut, wonder what your perfect day looks like and how you can get there. That's all you need to know. You have one shot at life. Don't spend it trying to please people who don't care what you want.
Love,
Mum
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alj4890 · 2 years
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So I'm bored 😁 Let's have some fun. (Only if you want, no pressure!)
Did Chris go to her HS prom? What about Tobias?
What did they wear?
If you want, share any of the other character's prom wardrobes too.
A/N I've been struggling with writer's block and thankfully this finally shook some words out of me. This story takes place on their third date.
Rating: G for fluff
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A Couple of Drinks
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Tobias's townhouse, dining room...
"All right," Tobias set a bottle of whiskey between him and Chris, "Let's play a game."
Chris relaxed back in her chair with a smug smile gracing her lips. "I'll have you know I come from a long line of Highlanders. Whiskey is a part of my DNA."
Her eyes drifted down his body. "I've drank men twice your size under the table."
Tobias couldn't help but smile at her. "It's not that type of game."
He poured them each a shot, then held his glass up.
"To getting to know each other better."
Chris chuckled as she clinked her glass against his then quickly downed the shot.
Tobias stared wide eyed at her when she didn't even wince over the burn.
She reached for the bottle and poured herself another shot.
Her eyebrow lifted when she noticed he still hadn't touched his.
He knocked his glass back, unable to keep from grimacing over the burn.
Chris laughed while nursing her third shot.
"Geez." He grumbled playfully. "At least give me a chance to catch up and actually begin the game."
She sat her empty glass down with a wink.
He refilled her glass while hurrying to down his second.
"Now," he rasped. "Time for some truths, Dr. Valentine."
She propped her chin on her hand. "About?"
"About you." He relaxed back in his chair. "I'll ask you a question and you can either answer or drink." He waved between them. "Then you can do the same to me."
"Couldn't I answer and enjoy a drink?" She teased.
"You're taking all the challenge out of this." He laughed. "But yes, feel free to drink all you want."
Tobias leaned close to her. His eyes rested upon her lips.
"It'll make you more likely to tell me everything I want to know."
Chris snorted in her laughter. "You are tryin' to get me blootered!"
"I notice your accent becomes more pronounced after a few drinks." His smile grew when she tried to deny it. "Very interesting."
Chris rolled her eyes. "What did you want to ask me?"
"How long did you live in Scotland?" He asked.
"I was born here, though both my parents are from Scotland." Chris began, taking another shot. "My mother was giving a series of guest lectures at Harvard when she discovered she was pregnant." She pushed her glass towards him to refill. "When I was a year old, my parents took me back to Inverness."
She rested her chin back on her hand, her eyes steadily holding his gaze.
"I remained there, went to University of Edinburgh, then came back to the States for med school and my residency."
"That explains a lot." He laughed out loud when she playfully nudged him with her foot.
"Mah turn tae ask a question." Her brogue grew thicker until she cleared her throat. "Have you always lived in Boston?"
"No." He rested his arms on the table. "I'm originally from Connecticut."
Tobias shot back his drink, pleased that he barely felt it.
Her smile grew over how smug he appeared over his attempt at keeping up with her.
"Your turn." She reminded him when he simply stared at her.
He leaned even closer than before. "Have you ever been in love?"
She laughed. "Of course! Hasn't everyone?"
He shrugged, enjoying the slight flush to her cheeks that appeared each time she laughed.
"Are you currently in love with anyone now?" Tobias asked.
He shocked himself by asking such a question. He glanced down at his empty shot glass and wondered if he'd made a mistake suggesting this game.
Chris wagged a finger in warning.
"Uh uh. It's not your turn." She closed the distance between them, pausing at the moment their lips barely touched. "It's my turn to ask you something."
She felt a thrill go down her spine at the sharp intake of his breath. His eyes burned into hers as he waited on her to kiss him.
Instead, she flashed a flirty smile and settled back into her chair.
His eyebrows drew together in confusion before he grumbled something under his breath.
"Now then," she looked up at the ceiling while contemplating what to ask him. "Let's see..."
Her eyes twinkled with mischief. "When was the first time you fell in love?"
Tobias refilled his glass. "I'm not certain I've ever been in love."
"Surely there was a time you felt strongly for someone." Chris countered. "Perhaps not true love, but more of a crush."
He chuckled. "I had plenty of those."
"Then tell me one about the first strong crush you had. One where you did something outrageous to get their attention."
Tobias smirked at her. "Are you implying the ladies don't notice me?"
She lifted her glass to hide her smile. "I believe there are a few of us females who take a second glance at you."
He bowed his head in thanks. "I knew you couldn't resist me."
She gave up the battle, snorting into her drink. "Back to my question, please."
"Probably high school." He replied. "There was this cheerleader--"
Chris rolled her eyes.
"What?" He asked.
"Typical." She mumbled.
"What?" He asked again. "What's typical?"
"Falling for a cheerleader." She huffed. "As if those of us who refused to don short skirts and cheer a team of bloody ballers onto victory were unworthy of attention."
Tobias slowly smiled. "Why, Chris, are you jealous of high school me being attracted to a cheerleader?"
"No!" Color flared in her cheeks. "I'm merely making an observation of men in general."
He took her hand in his. "If I'd had someone like you at my school, believe me, I would have ignored those cheerleaders."
She shook her head with a reluctant smile. "Stop being charming and go back to your story, Dr. Carrick."
"As you wish." He winked at her. "I'm sure you've noticed I don't have any inhibitions."
"I might have." Chris teased.
"Well, something about Cindy Kaminiski had me tongue tied." He took a sip as he thought back over his past. "It didn't matter what I did or said, she never gave me the time of day."
"Clearly she was a fandan!" Chris exclaimed.
She put her hand over her mouth when she realized how loud she said that.
"What's that?" Tobias asked once he quit laughing over her startled expression.
"An idiot." Chris cleared her throat. "A pretentious one."
"I see." Tobias's smile turned tender the longer he thought of her outburst being a compliment towards himself.
"I hope you ignored her and found someone even hotter to date." Chris added.
"I did. But I still wanted her to notice me." He swallowed the last of the whiskey in his glass. "So, at prom I made sure she'd be voted queen and that I would be voted king."
"You rigged the election?"
"I did." He responded. "Though once I went through all the actual votes, there was no need of my replacing the votes with the fake ones. We would have won anyway."
"We had to sit next to each other on the stage and share a slow dance." His eyes swam with mirth. "There was no way she could ignore me then."
"So?" Chris propped her head between her hands. "What happened?"
"Nothing." He smiled at her. "She complimented me for wearing a nehru tuxedo jacket. I said thanks and that was the end of our conversation."
"Wait! That's it?" Chris began to laugh. "You went through all that to only be complimented on your jacket?"
"Yep." Tobias refilled their glasses. "Once I saw how little she could think of to talk about, I realized that her beauty wasn't enough."
His gaze landed on Chris. "I need more than just undeniable beauty to keep me interested."
Chris humphed in approval.
"My turn." Tobias pointed at her. "Did you go to your prom with the love of your life?"
"I went, but not like you think." She replied.
"Story time." He demanded.
"I used the prom to make money." Chris explained. "And a way for me to have more fun."
"Did you need the money?"
"No." She giggled. "But I loved making my ex find a way to pay me for my, um services. He was the class president, so it was up to him to make all the arrangements."
Tobias's eyes widened. "What exactly did he pay for?"
"For me to sing at our prom." Chris laughed. "Did you think I was his paid escort?"
"Noooo." Tobias snickered when she playfully swatted him. "So, you must have some voice for him to pay."
Chris colored some, lowering her eyes. "I've been told that if this doctor thing doesn't work out, I should accept some of those recording deals I was offered in college."
"Recording deals?!" Tobias got to his feet. "Come on."
"Where are we going?" Chris plopped down on his couch once he let her go.
"Sit tight."
He went to a closet where he kept a random group of past Christmas presents in.
"Aha!" He carried a box back into his living room.
"What's that?" Chris asked.
"This is for me." He winked at her as he pulled out a karaoke machine.
Tobias handed her a microphone.
"I'll let you choose a song."
Chris laughed while doing as he asked.
"If you don't like my singing," she warned, "Remember you brought this on yourself."
She hummed to herself while trying to think of a song she sang often that year of her prom.
"Here we go." She hit play on Set Fire to the Rain.
Tobias sat transfixed as she sang without the need to look at the lyrics. Her rich, husky voice added even more emotion to the song.
He also thought she couldn't possibly get any sexier as she ran her hand through her hair, keeping her eyes on his as she got into the music.
Her voice was one that could have made her famous. With her beauty and personality, she would have been a huge star. He couldn't help but be glad she decided to become a doctor.
That gave him a chance to keep her all to himself.
Chris set the microphone down, blushing even more when he stood and clapped.
"How," Tobias tugged her into his arms, "do you keep making me fall for you?"
Chris scoffed, secretly thrilled he liked her voice.
She stood on her tiptoes to kiss him, sighing when he cuddled her close.
His mantle clock chimed, letting them know it was two in the morning.
"I should probably go." She wound her arms around his waist, not quite ready to leave his embrace.
"You could stay here." He kissed her again. "I would love it if you did."
"Is this that three dates equals sex invitation or are you worried I've had too much to drink?" She teased, moving her hands slowly up his chest.
"Neither, though I wouldn't say no to the first part." He laughed when she pushed him away. "I have guest bedrooms with a locks on the doors if that makes my invitation better."
Chris snuggled back in his arms. "I don't think I'll be using them." Her eyes settled on his lips. "In fact, I'm quite certain I won't need any room but yours."
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sojutrait · 2 years
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thank you so much!!! 😭💓💓💓hope u feel better omg fuck the plague
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i just simply started making sims kdjfkdk
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I DO im so happy season 2 has started it reminds me sm of old school sims 4 lets plays with storylines and such UGHHH im so glad that style is making a resurgence
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thank u!! again im so unhelpful when it comes to advice on making sims bc i really jus Go for it 😭 i dont really have a different approach when it comes to making masc frame sims either
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probably not bc its such a small action (like theres only 2 or 3 steps iirc) it just wouldnt be worth the hassle and i dont think that many ppl would find any use out of it😭😭
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well,,,, tis the season 🤔
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i highly doubt it dkfdkkd
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i didnt its from the gallery! i just decked out the inside
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ahhh i play on desktop but theres 3 and 4 columns for different screen sizes u can read more about it on the actual mod page iirc
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my defaults should be good but my mods arent but i cba to update them rn 😭
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( @simarcana ) TYYYYYYY she really is, i just wanna spin her around in cas all day and gawk dkfndk
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my only tip would be dont dress them in clothes only if u would wear it/its your style. more so let it be a reflection of their character and their own fashion sense. theres alot of my sims id never dress like djfdkfkd but i know its something they would like !
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NOW- DIFJDIFJDK me and nia orphyd have written many dissertations about... That aspect of dante's life but i will not confirm nor deny if that was included
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im drawing up blanks too rn 😭😭😭 id suggest if u already know like the ethnicity of ur founder sim to just google last names from that culture and go from there, thats what i usually do dfjkd
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10!
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thank u omg but no i would feel bad if anyone gave me their money esp considering my tendency to like.. dip for weeks at a time DFKDJK also love u tumblr but i absolutely do not trust u with my credit card information
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strip naked/bald, facial features, skin details, hair, clothes, repeat any steps if i dont like what i picked initially
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( @thatoneplumbob ) no thank u for enjoying them !!! 💓💓💓😭😭
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thats an easy one i dont JFKDJFK thats all neighborhood stories and mcc, i would simply die if i had to do all that myself 😭😭😭 i just pop in and give them quick makeovers
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( @cutie-with-glasses-blog ) thank u so much !!! u have a great day as well 💓💓💓😌
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i havent, im not a big marvel movie fan 😭😭 BUTTTTT i have seen edits and fancams of shuris actress and i agree i would also sell my kidneys and yours for her, shes so fine
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( @wildsangria ) THE WAY I ALREADY FORGOT THIS DISCOURSE HAPPENEDDHFDJHDJ ugh throwback to when i gatekept the decades old tabletop rpg game dungeons and dragons
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ive been staring at this in my inbox for almost a month and it never fails to make me laugh yet also feel horrified great job you two
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WELL GOOD NEWS I DID and ive only made one hs so far!! buttttt it was before hsy so it doesnt work with the pack 😭😭 ill prob make one for hsy eventually bc as much as i hate building im also drawn to it like a moth to flame
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thank u!! but ahhh no i havent been having any problems with uni
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thank u, i hope ur having a great day too! tbh its not like something i put like... effort into if that makes sense KJDSK like for my gameplay sims no matter how casual i try to make it i inevitably start adding unnecessary depth into them 😭😭 like ill just be cleaning my house and think hmmm this sim hates this food or once had this happen to them, so pretty much the same approach i do to my ocs!
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I ACTUALLY RECORDED A VIDEO i just gotta grow some bawlz and upload it 😭😭 its just a quick cas vid for a sim i wanna do gameplay with on there but im still peeing in nervousness
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TYYYY i am doing well i rlly am 😌😌 im on winterbreak so YIPEEEE hope ur both doing well too!
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5 questions, 15 tags
Thank you for taging me @sidekick-hero ! I love doing random tag games like this.
Gonna put this under a read more so I don't clutter anyone's dash :)
1. Are you named after anyone? Nope. My mom wanted to name me Kasandra Carmel and my dad said no. Then my dad wanted to name me Tiara and my mom said hell no. So my aunt suggested Brianna.
2. When was the last time you cried? Probably September. Im pretty much all cried out and I'm just numb at this point.
3. Do you have kids? Yes, I have 2 young kids.
4. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Sarcasm is my first language.
5. What's the first thing you notice about people? Probably the kind of vibe they give off. I can usually tell if I'm going to be able to tolerate someone within a few minutes.
6. What's your eye color? Hazel
7. Scary movies or happy endings? I am a scary movie whore! give me all the horror movies any day of the week!! I have to be in the mood for happy endings.
8. Any special talents? I can make some weird sounds and I can light a bic lighter with my toes. think that's about it.
9. Where were you born? Olympia Washington
10. What are your hobbies? Reading, writing, working out, attempting to be crafty, journaling.
11. Do you have any pets? I have 3 dogs, 2 cats, 2 axolotls, and 1 jumping spider.
12. What sports do you play/have you played? In order from the time I was little through high school I did ballet, soccer, basketball, cheerleading, skateboarding, wrestling, powerlifting, basketball again, and rugby.
13. How tall are you? 5'9" (175.26cm)
14. Favorite subject in school? Psychology
15. Dream job? I would love to own an exotic animal rescue. I wanted to be a vet my whole life but junior year of HS I discovered I suck ass at chemistry so that killed that dream. Pretty much anything where I can send time with animals and not have to deal with people would be ideal. Plus I always want to love on the dangerous animals like big cats, bears, snakes, and everything else in between. My dad actually begged me not to grow up and work with animals because “I don’t want to get a phone call that you’ve been eaten by a tiger or a polar bear because you were cuddling with it.”
i'm gonna tag the last 15 people in my notes, as I tend to do ;) And as usual, please feel free to ignore this <3
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purple-babygirl · 3 years
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Random thirst thought: Can u imagine cuddling up with mafia Bucky while suckling on his necklace and twisting the rings on his fingers lovingly 🤧🥺💜
Pairing: Mafia!Daddy!Bucky Barnes x f!little!reader
Word count: 995
Warnings: ddlg dynamics, it's just fluff.
A/N: White wolf nonnie love🥺💜 Thank you for sending this in, beautiful💜 Please enjoy this little something i wrote for you just now i love you so much xx💜💜 (it's probably bad but you know i love you:")
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cozy and clingy
It was a quiet afternoon. The sky was softly crying outside, her tears hitting the large glass window Bucky was sitting next to.
He had a work call and after he was done, he checked on his girl to see she was calmly colouring in her playroom. She was so focused he didn't want to interrupt her peacefulness.
Instead, Bucky took a seat by the window that was letting in just enough light for him to be able to read a couple more pages of the book he'd started last week, 101 Essays That Will Change The Way You Think.
To anyone else, the view would've looked ironic. Bucky, the mafia boss who only talked the language of guns and knives, sunken in his big chair by the window, reading a self-help book during a rainy day? Yeah, no. Even his rings and the chain around his neck didn't fit the scene.
But she didn't care; not about what fit and what didn't. It was a recurring, usual and a very endearing sight to her eyes. Her smile brightened her face as she held her blanket tighter around her and tiptoed to Bucky's chair before resting her hand on his forearm to get his precious attention.
Bucky looked up, his smile immediately appearing as well; a smile that only comes out for her and her alone, "hey, angel!". He held her hand up to his lips.
She stood between his legs, wrapping her arms around his neck when he pulled her in for a warm hug, his book temporarily closed.
"Missed you, daddy," she whispered, a little shy of how clingy she thought she sounded but Bucky was absolutely loving it.
"I missed you too, angel.” He pecked her forehead, “you wanna sit with me for a bit? I only got 2 pages left for today," Bucky suggested, slipping her hair behind her ear, thumb stroking her cheek gently.
She nodded quickly, "yes, please."
"You gotta promise to be quiet though," Bucky said with a teasing smile, his hands leaving the book on his lap for a minute so he can adjust the blanket draped on her shoulders.
"I promise, dada." She smiled, taking Bucky's hand and wrapping her pinky around his ringed one and pressing their thumbs together to stamp on it. Bucky chuckled, kissing her cheek before easily lifting her up and getting her on his lap.
She squirmed, getting the book from under her and handing it to Bucky with a cute giggle.
"Thank you, angel," he laughed, letting her cuddle up to his body and get comfy and then he was opening his book again, picking up where he left off.
Everything was cozy and the atmosphere was perfect. She was leaning on Bucky's chest on her side, his right arm around her waist as his left held up the book. Her nose would ever so tenderly caress his collarbone and neck every now and again.
It was barely five minutes of stillness before Bucky felt a tug on the gold necklace around his neck. He looked down and bit back a smile at what he saw. His angel had part of his necklace in her mouth and was suckling on it.
Before Bucky could address it, she let it out of her mouth on her own and leaned her temple by Bucky's collarbone, staring at the rain washing the window. So he just kissed her forehead and went back to reading, trying not to get distracted by the feel of her warm saliva now touching his skin or the shivers that ran through him a second after when the necklace started getting cold.
Five more minutes and her hand was on Bucky's flesh hand that was lazily hanging on her side, playing with the rings adorning his fingers. Her thumb traced over the shape of each ring before she settled on one and started twisting it around and around until it made a full circle around Bucky's finger.
"Angel?" Bucky called softly, stifling the idiot smile about to show on his face as he rubbed her side with his ringed hand.
"Yes, daddy," she replied, her tongue darting out to catch the necklace again before she was sucking it between her lips, innocent eyes looking up at Bucky.
"I thought you promised to be quiet." Bucky whispered, closing the book and holding her pinky between his thumb and pointer, “you know what happens to those who don’t keep their pinky promises?” he asked, nearing her little finger from his mouth and baring his teeth.
"I didn't say anything, dada!" Her defense came out as a squealed jumble of words as she struggled to talk with the necklace still in her mouth and Bucky chuckled because she was such a smart one! Technically she was quiet the whole time. Just as promised.
"Yeah?" Bucky let her pinky go and bit his lip, brushing his nose over hers until she giggled and the necklace slipped out of her mouth, giving Bucky the chance to peck above it.
"Mhmm, I didn't make any noise." She insisted, pointing to her face before saying, "good girl."
Bucky laughed out loud at that. She knew how to talk herself out of any situation; always so smart and cute and she knew his keys. "That you are, angel." He pressed his lips to her temple in a lingering kiss before pulling back and taking her in.
She really was a good girl. The best girl out there. And as Bucky looked at her wrapped up in a blanket, her body warm against his and her ass squirming on top of his lap, he felt the need to see how good she could be for him in a slightly different context.
Bucky's thumb felt along her lower lip, now, like his necklace, glistening with her saliva before leaning in to steal a very brief, teasing kiss from her mouth, "what if Daddy wants you to make noise though?"
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animesllut666 · 3 years
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Kuroo With an Alternative GF
Characters: Kuroo x AltGF
Type: Headcannon
Warnings: None, I don't think so at least. (SFW)
Request: Hello hun 🖤✨
Could I request something for Kuroo with a Alt girlfriend.? Crazy hair color, tattoos, piercings, big eyeliner etc. Do you think he would like a girl like that.? How would their relatives look like.? Sfw and nsfw version if you can/want 🖤 @kami9910
Requests: Are open!
A/N: I HOPE YOU LIKE IT !
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SFW:
He isn't someone that judges by looks, it's more actions speak louder then words
The second he saw you trying to coax a cat out of a box with some food, he was sold
An late for work but who cares?
When he got towards you, that's when he REALLY noticed
The striking hair, clothes, piercings, tattoos
He was super jealous and intrigued all in one. But then he saw the orange kitten, an melted
"Hey, ugh, need help?" "Oh yeah, Ive been feeding him for the past week. I can't take him back to my place, cuz of my dog." "I'll take him."
He called in that day, an you both went back to his place.
After about a week of talking, an getting to know one another..he asks ya out
It was an interesting date, he took you paintballing
An from there it was history
NOW
HE WOULD HELP WITH DYING YOUR HAIR, GIVE OPINIONS (if asked.. or not asked) ABOUT WHAY COLORS WOULD LOOK GOOD AND IF YA SHOULD DO A RAINBOW OR A HIDDEN RAINBOW
would be so fucking fascinated by how you do your eyeliner, an your hair "Do.. does it hurt though? It's right on the eyelid, ONFG YOUR GOING TO POKE YOUR EYE OUT!"
Can't watch you put any kind of false lashes on, or even contacts etc. He.. makes him uncomfortable
(but he still stands there with this face. 😦)
Now he doesn't have a type by any means, or at least he THOUGHT he didn't have a type. Till Kenma came in, an pointed out that he normally had huge crushes on ALT women.
If anyone ever said anything negative about you, oh boy
OH BOY, YOU BEST HOPE YOU CAN DRAG THIS MAN AWAY
OR AT LEAST PRAY HIS FRIENDS ARE WITH HIM, BUT EVEN THEN
Hinata, Bokuto, Akashi etc. All took a liking to you almost immediately. So if they are with y'all when shit GOES DOWN
Just call the cops.. an pray.
"Dye my hair.." he would ask 24/7, was always told no, since his job didn't allow colored hair
BUT TATTOOS
Huge baby when he suggested (an got) matching tattoos with you
(this could also be my fantasy cuz Kuroo with.. tattoos.. omfg.)
He would try to copy you in style, but he just kept to his usual suit and tie.
His hair was already as styled everyday, Hinata still calls him a Rooster for fucks sake
Overall, he wouldnt judge nor would he care if you dressed the way you wanted
An if anyone said anything? Like.. look at him, he a sweetheart but he is kind of intimidating.
Ain't NO ONE going to say shit when he is around
Would be very protective, even though he knew you could hold your own. He was still someone that didn't want you to handle something on your own
He was the team captain in HS for Volleyball and he did a damn good job
Buys matching outfits he sees on the web, matching shoes with spikes in it. Wore a fucking choker once
Buys you outfits all the time, to the point you had to tell him to stop. Cuz you still had 10 other outfits you hated even worn once, an he just came in with two new pairs of shoes and five new outfits
Gives suggestions for tattoos, once drew something for you to get tattooed and then changed his mind cuz "It wouldn't go with the vibe"
Holds your hand (though youve done this a million times) when getting piercing or tattoo
"Give me your hand, it's okay sweetheart.. you got this, remember breath"
That piercer or artist just looks at him 🤨 "Okay you ready?" "She ready, baby you got this"
FUCKING COLORS YOUR TATTOOS IN
You've called asleep before with him coloring them in
(I did this with my mom and grandma etc. Tattoos growing up along with my dad)
"Would you draw some tattoos on me?"
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1ddiscourseoftheday · 4 years
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Mon 15 March ‘21
FIRST TIME GRAMMY AWARD WINNING ARTIST HARRY STYLES!! From the bottom of the stairs to the top of the fucking world baby, get itttt!! He won Best Pop Solo Performance for smash hit Watermelon Sugar-- the other two categories he was up for went to others but he was a dark horse for any of them so getting one is awesome! Yeah the grammys are shit but I’m so happy for him to see him receiving validation and acclaim from the industry that has never appreciated what he (and his bandmates) are and can do as artists, it’s a fucking start you know? We can enjoy the moment! Harry did! His acceptance speech was short and it feels like he was blindsided and forgot everything (including not to swear on TV and as pro as he is you know that means he was absolutely reeling, I love that) but later he said “I want to thank my fans for giving me an environment to be free to make the music that I want to make and supporting me along the way the last ten years”, yes that’s right we have helped you find a place to feel good, and “this is an incredibly sweet icing on the cake of what I get to do everyday so thank you.”
But that’s not all! He also performed, and wore things! Say what you want about Harry (or better yet please DON’T at least to me but that’s a losing battle) we always get so hyped up about even just seeing his outfits and he does not let us down! BLACK LEATHER, TITS FULLY OUT, DICK BANANA CHARM, AND A MUPPET BOA? Yeah he did that! Shirtless under a patent leather suit, I mean: wow. Very glam rock, very… well listen it’s just very GAY in like so many different ways??? Harry Lambert said they wanted “something darker, sexier, and more unexpected” which is definitely about that look I’m assuming and not the pastel thrift store rummage bin hodgepodge he wore later, unless Harry(s) and I have very different ways of interpreting “darker”. (Harry L also said “free the nipple” and we can all see that he MEANT it.) Harry red carpet-ed and accepted his award in a lavender muppet boa, tits slightly less out but still cleavagey, and with a seemingly random collection of other garments YES BABY OKAY you just WEAR THAT THEN! About that Harry L said, “we wanted to do something that felt British and eccentric, a little bit rock ‘n’ roll and a little bit camp,” but the people have spoken and they said ‘we think he looked like Cher from Clueless’ so, sorry Harry(s)! Esquire struggling to describe the look-- “the kind of thing that Styles seems to make wearable” klasjdlk the doubtful ‘seems’ is sending me. Either way we can definitely all agree on the camp part, and that the matching face mask (as seen in the audience shots and in adorbs pics of him camping it up with Lizzo backstage) is amazing, love that (even if he does spend way too much time nervously pulling it on and off omg just LEAVE IT) and it even went also with outfit number THREE (or at least it did as well as any of his anything went together lol) which was a big floppy orange coat and plaid pants and a THIRD BOA, a dignified (haha JK NOPE it’s still a muppet) black number this time.
It seems the performance was filmed in advance rather than done live-- there were clues suggesting this might be the case, but the real giveaway was when a picture from it leaked before the broadcast, lol. Way to make it so we “can’t even tell if it’s live or not” Ben, and why is he STILL so obsessed with trying to gaslight us anyway my god just say what’s prerecorded it’s fiiiine. ANYWAY Harry played Watermelon Sugar and only WS; well after all it is his GRAMMY AWARD WINNING SONG. Plus it was a really nice version, all smooth and funky, with a highlight of the night being Harry’s full on 60s girl group choreo move with the backup singers, omg. Those backing vocalists were the duo G.A.W.D., and there was extra accompaniment by fellow nominee Devonte Hynes aka Blood Orange (who also directed the performance and no I do not know what that means) and “Spencer and Josh” on horns (the closest I can find to someone crediting them so, apologies guys). Anyway! All of them (regular HS band included) were decked out in matching gucci black leather too and looking good. And Harry looked so happy to be up there performing, just beaming like a lighthouse, so overall- good good stuff, I just keep on dancin!
The real bombshell of the performance though was subtle and needed confirmation after for the excitement to really hit-- it was Sarah drumming  decked out in tight black leather and visibly pregnant!! That’s right, band drummer Sarah Jones is PREGNANT by (Grammy Award winning) guitarist Mitch, there’s a HARRY STYLES BAND BABY on the way!!!! WHAT A NIGHT! It wasn’t enough for Harry to find love in his own band, he’s somehow cupid-ing that energy all over the place and spreading it around, AMAZING!
And Liam comes through with not just a sweet congratulations for Harry (“what a huge moment, proud to be your brother” awwww) but also the final word on the performance look- goddammit it IS one of the rejected Best Song Ever video looks, LMAOOOO. But did he tag HSHQ instead of Harry directly in acknowledgment of how the awards system really works and that they are all to be congratulated or simply because it was easier? We will never know.
Additional tidbits-- bassist Hynes was apparently playing creative director Molly Hawkins’ dad’s bass- did we know her dad was a famous bassist who played with Fleetwood Mac and many other 70s stars?! If I did I had definitely forgotten! And more Molly news-- she’s also pregnant!! Harry will soon be surrounded by quarantine babies, dreams really coming true huh? Harry posted a pic of himself with Mitch and Devonte looking very cooool, we saw the ceramic watermelons label execs were sent for the WS release last year, and Rebecca Ferguson who knows 1D from way back when (and has recently drawn attention for talking frankly about how fucked up the industry is and about having seen unnamed boy band members literally slammed against the wall by their management) congratulated Harry and posted a couple of baby pop star Harry pics, cuuuute. Louis’ merch handlers, in response to no complaints whatsoever, sent out emails apologizing. They say they’ve run out of lanyards which were meant to be sent out so they will “be adding a freebie which we know you’ll enjoy” to affected customers’ orders. That is sucky about the lanyards but that’s customer care! Niall posted about his cool bright limited edition merch to remind that it will be gone gone gone tonight and also shared a pretty and touching picture from a the large anti violence rally held in London to protest the killing of Sarah Everard today. And finally some good advice from Bebe Rexha, loved by larries; she says she loves us right back but please don’t kill anyone for not streaming her new song! Yes good plan.
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fatphobiabusters · 3 years
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Anonymous asked:
Hi! I would really appreciate it if this could be posted anonymously- thanks!
I recently saw my doctor and she mentioned that she thought I might have a condition called hidradentis suppurativa- basically chronic cysts. She then lectured me about my weight and told me that losing weight would make my problems go away.
Well, I did my own research (per her suggestion). H.S is apparently genetic and there's no "cure"- anyone of any size can have it, and I'm pissed. She wants me to see a dermatologist to get an official diagnosis (all of my symptoms line up for a mild to moderate case), but I am SO tired of being told to lose weight. I gained eight pounds in the last two years, from 2019, and my doctor acted like that was the cause of all my health problems before telling me I was going to lose 20 pounds. I haven't been under 200 since before I started college, and I've had this issue since I was 14, but NO. It's clearly the weight causing it.
I'm just so TIRED of my weight being blamed for everything and not getting good care. That being said- do you know of any support groups/ fat-friendly places to find information on H.S, or other chronic conditions? All of my searches have led me to forums about weight loss. Thanks!
Hey friend,
I’m so sorry you’ve been struggling with this, but I’m also super proud of you for doing your own research. I had never heard of this condition before, I can’t imagine what you’re going through. You’re incredibly resilient <3
That being said.
I found some interesting websites online 1 2 3 4 and also a clothing store catering to those with HS 5. I also found a directory of Facebook groups dedicated to people with HS 6. I don’t use fb so I can’t verify any of these groups being any good, but there’s so many listed one of them has to be safe =)
I also found a cool website with patient stories 7 and one that has informative leaflets you can give out 8
Hopefully any of this helps, feel free to reach out again anytime.
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random stuff on songs in Sansa I ~ AFFC
All her nights were full of song, and by day she prayed for silence.
Sansa loves songs, but in truth they are just a sanitised version of history. Sansa's role in history will be big, from her stay at King's Landing to her return to Winterfell, on and on. She's already part of a song, she's just not aware of it.
And the songs he chose . . . He sang of the Dance of the Dragons, of fair Jonquil and her fool, of Jenny of Oldstones and the Prince of Dragonflies. He sang of betrayals, and murders most foul, of hanged men and bloody vengeance. He sang of grief and sadness.
No matter where she went in the castle, Sansa could not escape the music.
This is the history she has not lived yet. We know this is true because the very first, the Dance of the Dragons, has a second equivalent that has just only started and hasn't affected her as of yet (not even in her first chapter of TWOW).
Anyway, three songs: Dance of the Dragons, Florian and Jonquil, and Duncan and Jenny.
It floated up the winding tower steps, found her naked in her bath, supped with her at dusk, and stole into her bedchamber even when she latched the shutters tight. It came in on the cold thin air, and like the air, it chilled her.
There are four moments these songs catch her in. It's the second that gives it away as to how it should be interpreted because they match 1:1. But starting from the start...
"He sang of the Dance of the Dragons" VERSUS "It floated up the winding tower steps."
The Dance of the Dragons redux has started when Young Griff outed himself as Aegon VI and invaded Westeros. He opened the "hostilities" when he refused to grovel for Daniella's favour and went to get his birthright himself. Daniella will also participate because she sees the throne as her birthright and has no problems usurping the rightful heirs (Viserys). It's likely Jon will be dragged into this, as he's Targaryen as well.
"It floated up the winding tower steps" projects the idea of an upwards movement. The dragon song is coming up North. There are two options here, Sansa will flee North because the dragon war reaches the Vale (in whatever form, even if by rumour) straight to the arms of another dragon (Girl in Grey) and / or the dragon war will eventually come North. It's my conviction that the Targaryen brothers will fight each other for a time (Aegon's Conquest meets Northern Independence) before reaching a truce, which would qualify as part of the Dance of Dragons.
"Jonquil and her fool" VERSUS "found her naked in her bath"
This is the most obvious sign that they should be paired as said, since Florian and Jonquill's story is literally that, Florian finding Jonquill naked in a pool and falling in love with her. There is more to this story (it also involves dragons), but in specific the bath part is mentioned here. BTW this is a stupid story. Nobody falls in love with another because they see them naked, at most they fall in lust. Regardless, if Sansa is up North (either way from the previous song she's already there and as of TWOW she's heading there soon), then there's one candidate, the Winterfell Hot Springs.
We can guess a male finds Sansa naked at the Hot Springs, and something that can be passed of as romance happens. Much like before, there are several ways this can come to be but there are only two characters that are associated with frisky times in the Godswood of Winterfell, Theon Greyjoy and Jon Snow. The former is too traumatised by sexual torture while the latter has fantasies of bathing naked with his woman and then have exibitionist sex in front of the Heart Tree, so the latter is the likelier candidate.
I know it's not a popular theory because it's somewhat disgusting, but it all adds up. The Stark kids bathed naked at the Hot Springs (Bran confirms this in ACOK, but this also happens at the Water Gardens until they're 12-14,). A 12-14 male teen is at that age when they start getting "interested" in the opposite sex (only worse if thy parade around naked), so imagine a teen getting "interested" in someone they shouldn't at the weekly Stark kids bathing routine and this horrifies them so much because tHeY'Re NoT tArGaRyEnS to the point of wanting to join a celibate order, sacrificing their biggest wish (family). And that's remembered by this teen, now a man, in a "take two" of this event. Truly a fool though, as he knows nothing about "tArGaRyEnS" or that they're actually not siblings.
"Jenny of Oldstones and the Prince of Dragonflies" VERSUS "supped with her at dusk, and stole into her bedchamber even when she latched the shutters tight"
"supped with her at dusk" projects the idea of just before the night starts, which in ASOIAF also projects the idea of the Long Night and before winter. Such this all gives us the time frame, just before the dead come. You know, around the time the northern campaign happens. It's my conviction, from a number of feasts Sansa attends where she supped "trouts", that this suggests the norther campaign will likely extend to the Riverlands and may meet with Aegon's Conquest campaign (Dance of Dragons V2, congruent with song 1).
"stole into her bedchamber even when she latched the shutters" projects the idea of a thief getting inside an intimate place (where she sleeps, where her bed is) despite her best efforts not to. The simpler conclusion is rape. The most likely conclusion though, is something much more benign.
"stole into her bedchamber" in ASOIAF is associated with wildling custom of marriage. Most (if not all) accounts of this ritual involve the man getting the woman while she's asleep. I can recall three stories where it happened as such. Bael stole a Stark maiden from her bed. Yggrite accuses Jon of stealing her the night the Night's Watch raided their camp, she's the one that was asleep. Longspear stole Munda from her bed while she was asleep. Interestingly, the first is a Stark, the others are redheads. These fit Sansa perfectly.
So Sansa stolen by a wilding or someone that qualifies as one. Any will do, but in specific there's a character that has already been mentioned twice in regards with these songs and also fits into this one. Jon Snow has been accused of having become a wildling / half-wildling due to spending time with them and making peace with them. He was accused of stealing Ygritte but refused that he did it, considered stealing another to make a family but also refused to usurp Sansa's claim (we'll get to that below), so there's a third coming up for him.
"even when she latched the shutters" suggests resistance and that's also according to wildling custom, as the woman is supposed to fight against stealing. While a wildling woman fights physically, Sansa fights psychologically. As for sex, Sansa fought against Sandor with kindness and fought against Tyrion with courtesy, so neither succeeded in stealing her. However, Sansa "latching the shutters" suggests a different kind of resistance than those used before (both Sandor and Tyrion entered her bedchamber without stealing into it), as if she put barriers in place.
Sansa putting up barriers happens in ASOS / AFFC. She doesn't believe anyone will marry her for love ("It is not me she wants her son to marry, it is my claim. No one will ever marry me for love.") and she doesn't really want to marry again. ("A marriage . . ." Her throat tightened. She did not want to wed again, not now, perhaps not ever."). Such, "stole into her bedchamber even when she latched the shutters" suggests that Jon convinces her otherwise. The question is... how.
"Jenny of Oldstones and the Prince of Dragonflies" Now, for the song that goes with it, is also kind of telling. The story of Jenny and Duncan is about Duncan falling in love with Jenny and abdicating so he can marry her. So someone throws away their claim, breaking through Sansa's belief that nobody will marry for love but for her claim, and will ease her into wanting to marry again.
Jon actually has two claims. The first is Robb's will, which names Jon as his heir over Sansa. Jon wanting to void the will not only follows the Jenny and Duncan song (the man throws away his claim for the woman) it also destroys half of Sansa's barrier (he protects her claim, we already know he did this once per Stannis' insistence, incidently stealing a woman was mentioned, as said before it appears it's all thematically linked).
The second is by birth, as he's Rhaegar Targarye's son. If somehow Jon is legitimate, then he's King Aegon VI's heir until he has children, and he's also a prince. If I recall, most of Sansa's allusions around a Targ union are with a Targaryen prince, not a Targaryen king). If Jon is a bastard, then he'll be considered a threat to a Aegon VI, just like every bastard is (the Targaryens are well known for bloody wars between legitimates and bastards). I would assume this will be a doozy for brothers to deal with.
Somehow, either or both claims should have a hand in convincing Sansa that Jon would want to marry her for love instead of her claim as well as convincing Sansa to marry again. Robb's will clearly covers the former but not the latter (she can't marry her brother, tHeY'Re NoT LaNnIsTeR oR TaRgArYeNs, even though they are). However, Jon's second claim is what allows that marriage. For example, if Aegon accepts peace between the South belonging to him and the North belonging to Sansa as long as Jon throws away hs claim, yeah that's it. But any that fits the Duncan and Jenny story as well as Sansa being stolen despite her misgivings, will do.
It's worth noting Robb's will and it's implications (Sansa being usurped and Jon's kids being a threat to the legitimate line) are discussed at lenght between Cat and Robb at Oldstones, precisely where legend says Jenny and Duncan met (or where she came from, I cannot remember now the specifics), next to a sepulcher that represents Jon's true birthright as a Targaryen (the sepulcher is of a king with a warhammer upon his chest, which is how his father Rhaegar died, and covered with wild roses, which are a symbol of his mother Lyanna), and solves Robb's will implications (they can marry each other, so his children are hers, so they're no threat to the Stark legitimate line). As said, all tightly thematically linked and I cannot blieve this us a coincidence.
It came in on the cold thin air, and like the air, it chilled her. Though it had not snowed upon the Eyrie since the day that Lady Lysa fell, the nights had all been bitter cold.
So Dance of Dragons starts (Aegon's Conquest), some shenanigans at Winterfell's Hot Springs, then some claim throwing to the trash and a marriage. And after that comes winter. So it kind of suggests this all happens BEFORE the War of the Dawn, not after.
After the songs bit, we have the "meat" of the chapter, which is what the whole thing revolves around. Petyr and Sansa must lie about Lysa's fate to both Robyn and the Vale Lords. I would just like to point the following.
“Some lies are love, ” Petyr had assured her. She reminded him of that.
“When we lied to Lord Robert, that was just to spare him, ” she said.
“And this lie may spare us. Else you and I must leave the Eyrie by the same door Lysa used.” Petyr picked up his quill again. “We shall serve him lies and Arbor gold, and he’ll drink them down and ask for more, I promise you.”
He is serving me lies as well, Sansa realized. They were comforting lies, though, and she thought them kindly meant. A lie is not so bad if it is kindly meant.
Petyr, who's pretending to be Sansa's father, lied to her cousin Robyn about his mother, to spare him from the pain of the truth. Likewise Ned, who's Sansa's father, most likely lied to her cousin Jon about his mother, to spare him from the pain of the truth. Some lies are love, they are kindly meant.
Petyr, who's sort of Warden of the East for the time being, must lie to the Vale's lords & company about Lysa's fate, as he believes if he told the truth, he and his fake child (Sansa) would die. Likewise Ned, who's Warden of the North, must also lie to the rest of the realm about Lyanna's fate (death by childbirth), as he believes if he told the truth, he and his fake child (Jon) would die. Some lies spare innocents (Sansa / Jon), they are also kindly meant.
There's more stuff, but I don't feel like writing it now.
I always lol at Sansa's cousin being upset about his mother's death so he soughts her bed to nuzzle at her breasts and wet the bed (*shifts eyes*). This is important because Sansa bars the door to keep him out ("she latched the shutters"), yet at the end of the chapter, her cousin gets inside anyway ("stole into her chambers") because she forgot to bar the door. No idea what's that supposed to suggest, right?
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tbzhours · 4 years
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crush points
jacob x you, college au, basketball player au, fluff
[summary] imagine falling for jacob aka your roommate’s hs friend… couldn’t be you, right? [words] 2.4k [a/n] i had so much fun writing this, i hope you like it ♡
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Juyeon came running into your shared dorm while you were studying in your room, shouting your name as if you were twenty feet away. He has been your roommate since your first year together and you were never bothered by the loud noises he makes, especially when he’s watching his sports games. Rolling into your third year together, you were already used to him that when he opened your bedroom door, he sighed in disappointment. 
“Seriously?” He said when he saw your back facing him. You didn’t have any classes on Fridays that you would always choose to study instead of resting. He shook his head when you turned your head back from reading your textbook. “Why are you still studying?” 
“What do you want?” You asked nonchalantly, a pen still in your hand. 
“Remember how I always tell you about taking breaks?” Juyeon sighed, pointing a finger at you. He sounded very demanding when he answered, “Well, you need to take a break, like right now.” 
“Why?” You asked as soon as he started to walk toward you. 
He still looked disappointed but he smiled, looking at your confused look before he took your hand and pulled you out of your room. “I know just a place.”
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It was a basketball game that Juyeon dragged you out for. You knew he was always gone to watch your university’s games on most nights but you weren’t really the one to join him. It wasn’t just your thing but the thrill of walking into the arena suddenly tugged at your chest that you might change your mind. 
The crowd was big and your eyes were still widened at the new sight. Juyeon almost lost you when he turned back and found you standing still in place. He chuckled and patted your shoulder to follow him. 
You both found your seats and he started to tell you about how a basketball works. All you knew was that you had to throw the ball at the opposite end to make a point… or two. There was so much to take in from his talking that you held up your drink that you bought when you both got in, and pushed the straw into his mouth. 
“There, that’s better.” You commented, a smirk following. 
Juyeon took a sip and chuckled in excitement. “Isn’t this better than staying in your room studying like there’s no tomorrow?” 
“I got a exam next week.” 
“You can’t spare two hours for a game?” He pouted but he quickly changed the subject and went back to smiling. That was because he’s enjoying this. He loves watching sports games that you could read it all over his face. “Besides, all of my other friends didn’t have time to come watch Jacob play today so you were the last resort.” 
“So I’m basically on standby, for you, just in case, huh?” You exaggerated, pausing at some of your words. 
Juyeon was still smiling when pointed his chin at you. “I think you’ll like this.” 
You groaned, crossing your arms and leaned back onto your seat. The crowd was getting bigger that you had to lean close to him to ask, “Besides, who’s Jacob?” 
“He’s one of my best friends from high school. I mentioned him before but he plays for our school. Check him out, he’s number 30.” Juyeon turned to the court where both basketball teams were stretching and getting ready to play. 
You followed where his eyes went and you spotted Jacob in a red headband. One of his teammates passed him the ball and he smiled into a grin. He said something to his teammate then he started to dribble the ball into a hesitant technique. The way he moved felt playful as you watched, not listening to a thing Juyeon was saying about what happened in gym class back in high school with Jacob. 
Jacob was laughing after he stopped and held onto the ball with his arm to his side. His teammate patted his back and walked away to rest at their team’s bench area behind him as Jacob turned your way. That was when you both met eyes. You blushed as if you just got caught staring. His eyes were slightly widened. You could almost see the sparkles in them when he smiled and waved with his arm in the air. That was when you realized Juyeon had been standing up with his long arms in the air too, waving back at Jacob with that stupid grin on his face. 
Before the game started, you had the chance to look around the room, watching how people cheer for their teams. You thought it was nice to see the teams wave at their supporters and cheer back with them. Maybe you could try it next time since you hadn’t gone to a game in such a long time. You’d probably make an excuse that you forgot how to cheer if anyone ever asked. 
You kept that thought in your mind as the game started. You couldn’t keep your eyes off of Jacob because he played so well. He was good at passing the ball to a teammate that you thought he was doing matrix. It was even crazier to you when he threw the ball at the three-point line. How was that even possible? Is he an angel or something? His hair kept bouncing too and you thought he looked cool on the court. 
As the game went on, you became more comfortable in cheering with Juyeon beside you. He kept standing up to cheer and for a few times, he turned to you with his excited face whenever Jacob’s team made a score. You rolled your eyes but you couldn’t help to feel the thrill running through your body with everyone else. 
When the game ended, Juyeon made you wait near the door by the court with him. He wanted to see Jacob before you both go back. Jacob finally came by and they both did their handshake and bumped shoulders like bros. 
“Man, Jacob, you really killed it on the court. How is it even possible to score more than half of the score?” Juyeon shook his head in surprise. “You must be a pro.” 
“I told you it takes years of practice.” Jacob shrugged. 
“You might as well join the NBA.” Juyeon suggested though he was just playing around.
“Nice one.” Jacob laughed and patted his back, then his eyes turned to you. He smiled and asked, “Who could this be?” 
“Oh, this is my roommate, (Y/N). They needed a break so I thought a game would be good.” Juyeon chuckled, ignoring your invisible glare. “Hey, (Y/N), this is Jacob.” 
Jacob was still looking at you that your face began to heat up again. You shyly smiled back at him before he greeted, “It’s nice to meet you.” 
“It’s nice to meet you too. Juyeon talks about you a lot but it’s funny that I don’t see you around campus.” You commented, giving a look at Juyeon before a tiny laugh slipped from your lips. “Your game was amazing by the way.”
“Thanks. I hope to see you at my games more.” 
Your heart was beating faster at his words. Suddenly, he had to leave so he quickly bidded his goodbyes to you both and walked away. You could almost promise him his hope when Juyeon finally got your attention to go back to your shared dorm. 
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A few days went by and you hadn’t seen Jacob since. You knew because you checked your school’s sports schedules and he didn’t have any games scheduled for the following week. 
As you ate cereal in the morning, checking the schedule again, Juyeon walked by. He was wearing some sweats and an opened sweater over his plain shirt.  He greeted you good morning like the usual and took out a bowl from the cabinet to join you. 
“Where are you going?” You asked then you made a guess. “Play basketball with a friend?” 
“Yep. It’s Jacob.” He filled in as he set the cereal box behind you where he found it. 
You remembered him always going out in the morning to play basketball before his afternoon classes but it just crossed your mind that ‘that friend’ had been Jacob all this time. 
You choked on your cereal and Juyeon quickly patted your back, trying not to laugh. 
“Are you okay?” He asked, hiding his smile with his other hand. You nodded then he took a bite of his breakfast when you stopped coughing. 
“Can I join you?” You suddenly asked then it was Juyeon’s turn to choke on his cereal. 
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You decided to join the two while studying. Juyeon thought it was weird for you to be doing that while watching them play. You convinced him that you liked his idea of going out for breaks but he thought it was funny because taking a break means no studying. 
As you studied, the two played basketball. Jacob had asked Juyeon why you’re here if you’re not going to play. You didn’t hear him but you did feel a little awkward sitting on the ground at the side of court with your notebook on your lap. You kept your eyes down until Jacob walked over. 
He contemplated over and over about asking you directly but since he was standing in front of you already, he might as well ask. Juyeon practiced by himself as Jacob beamed his lips at you. 
“Why are you here and not playing?” He asked. His lips were pouting a little and your eyes just had to look at them. 
You sighed, eyes looking around to find the words. You smiled and lied quickly, “I’m waiting for Juyeon. I’m just waiting for him to finish because he has to get me something.” 
“Oh, really?” Jacob was confused but he nodded. “What is it?” 
That was when Juyeon walked over too, because he heard his name. 
“Well, uhh, it’s just-” 
“Hey, Jacob. You still playing?” Juyeon interrupted. He flashed an innocent smile at you. “Or is there something going on here?” 
“N-nothing is going on here, except you still own me some slushies at the campus cafe. Right, Juyeon?” You smiled awkwardly at the two, in panic mode. You tilted your head and blinked a few times at Juyeon to play along. 
Juyeon, of course, could read your face. Instead of agreeing with you, he grinned widely and pointed at you with nothing coming out of his mouth. He shook his head to the side, holding in his laugh because of how obvious you looked. 
Jacob giggled, looking at you both with his head turning going back and forth, then he asked, “A slushie sounds good right now.” 
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You went to watch Jacob’s games again, all with Juyeon as always but this time you went alone because Juyeon had to meet with a few classmates for a group project for one of his classes. You’d like to believe him but Juyeon did tell you that this could be your chance to tell Jacob. 
“Tell him what?” You had asked. 
“You already know.” Juyeon had teased before he left your dorm. 
You got to know Jacob a little more each time you came out to watch him or join some of Juyeon’s outing adventures but you shook your head. You sighed then you looked at the court where all of the basketball players were getting ready for the game. Jacob had noticed you getting lost in your thoughts and wondered what’s making you think so much. He was nervous all of sudden and he hoped you’d look at him so he could do well in today’s game. 
When you finally caught his eyes, Jacob smiled and waved at you from the bench. You didn’t hesitate to wave back. 
When the game was over and his team won again, you were excited to tell him all about how amazing he was on the court, but once you saw him waiting for you by the door where you’d always meet after the game, you felt awkward walking up to him. Maybe it was because Juyeon wasn’t there and it was just you both but your heart was telling you otherwise. 
You both were walking side-by-side as you both headed out. You were complimenting him between what you saw on the court. He was smiling but he wasn’t saying much when it got quiet. 
“Anyway,” You started, trying to change the subject. “Why didn’t you join your team for an eat out celebration?” 
When you turned to look at him, he was already looking at you. His eyes didn’t leave yours at all that you could almost see the moon blooming in them. You couldn’t tell what they were trying to say at all but you hoped it would lead to you confessing to him. 
Jacob’s lips slowly curved into a soft smile. You could tell he must be thinking a lot too because it was still quiet and he wasn’t answering your question. He took a small sigh and finally replied, “Because I wanted to be with you.” 
You gasped and looked forward quickly. “Did Juyeon tell you?”
“Tell me what?” Jacob laughed, surprised at your response. “That you like me?” 
You nodded. “Yeah, wait-” You shook your head at him, trying not to make it so obvious. “I mean no- what?” 
“I really like seeing you at my games and I get excited whenever Juyeon mentions you.” You both stopped in your own tracks and he sighed, hiding his hands in his pockets. “I’ve been meaning to ask this too. Do you want to play some basketball with me? I can teach you too if you’d like.” 
You were lost in his eyes and smiled as you gave him your answer. 
Once you both got to your dorm, Juyeon didn’t know Jacob would be over. 
Juyeon didn’t realize you came back with him and asked, “Hey, Jacob. You still want to play ball tomorrow morning?” 
“No, I can’t. I have a date there tomorrow so you can’t come.” Jacob shrugged with a sweet smile. 
You walked into the kitchen for some water when Juyeon glanced at you. He shook his head and groaned in surprise though there was a huge grin on his face. You and Jacob shared glances as he set his index finger over his lips. 
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the-midnight-feline · 4 years
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How the guys break your heart💔
(a/n: yes, I know its valentines day 😋 but a lil heartbreak won't hurt anyone hehe. been going through stuff and, well, this would be perfect for it I might make another one who knows but I hope you guys enjoy!)
Waring: angst, just angst (sorry!)
Kageyama
-You guys got into a relationship just out of the blue
-like you guys just gradually gotten close, with that comes you guys caring for each other and doing things for each other.
-but what he doesn't know is that you've really fallen for him, every aspect of him just brings butterflies in your stomach, yeah he can be dense but, you found it endearing.
-been together since 1st year hs and haven't looked back since.
-the team liked you for him, you were caring, sweet, bubbly, but can be tame when around kageyama so it doesn't bother him that much, he likes it but don't really show it much.
-graduation comes you're about to suggest that you guys live in the same apartment for university so you guys would still be together
-He drops the bomb on you, that you guys should forget about each other, since he doesn't see this, whatever you guys have, lasting anymore and he's grown tired of having you around him all the time.
-he left you there with no chance to plead your case, his words hits you like a ton of bricks crushing your heart "I've grown tired of you"  playing in your head over and over again, you don't notice the tears streaming down your cheeks.
Nishinoya
-Meeting him again was purely by chance, you were walking down the halls, when suddenly two people come running down chasing each other in an extreme game of tag.
-Tanaka and him were balls of energy, unfortunately that ball of energy called Noya hit you by accident and it made you drop your bag spilling its contents all over the hall.
-Being a gentleman that he is, he notices his mistake and help you pick up your things, forgetting that he was chasing Tanaka around.
-He was enamored with you, he would always seek you out during breaks even let you meet the team since you were now the apple of his eye, but he hasn't confessed his feelings yet.
-once you he confessed to you, you were never seen apart, you're always with the team with the away games they had, always on FaceTime with him at night cause his voice helps you fall asleep. A date every weekend so you two have new pictures to annoy Tanaka with.
-Come graduation, you two celebrated as any couple should you guys partied hard and spent the night at your place. You slept curled up beside your warm boyfriend completely unaware of what's to happen.
-you woke up feeling cold and alone, patting the side where Noya should have been you felt a cold bed instead. On the pillow a letter explaining that he has been thinking about traveling the world since it was his dream to do that, he couldn't take you along since you had a dream you were chasing and didn't want to come in between you and that dream of yours
-you couldn't help but feel a cold wash coming over you, tears falling out on their own, the love of your iife on a plane going somewhere, leaving you alone and feeling empty.
Sugawara
-he was the perfect boyfriend, sweet, caring, affectionate, gentle, understanding, a walking angel.
-you two have been friends all throughout high-school, onky getting the nerve to confess your feelings for each other on your last year together.
-people already assumed that you were together, always with one another, you were there for their practices, both the team snacks, but you made his special since it was homemade cookies you baked the previous night for him
-he helped you get through your toughest times, never living your side, he gave you all the praises you thought you didn't deserve but he drills that into you.
-you were his girl and he will shower you will all the praises he knows you deserve. Since he loves to see that smile on your face.
-of course all of this is reciprocated by you, always assuring him that he's great at everything he sets his mind to, that you'll never leave his side ever, Even in his off days where he's in a sulky mood.
-before graduation came you promised each other that you wouldn't leave each other sides. You'll be each other's rock and source of strength.
-graduation came, you were all cheers since this begins a new chapter in your life with Suga, or so you thought.
-He pulls you aside, kissing you cheek first, looking up at him you noticed his tear eyes. Before you can even ask he drops the bomb on you. "i-i can't promise you forever y/n, you deserve someone better than me, I would never be enough for you, I see how you look at other people when we go out on our dates, I would just disappoint you if we continue this" he says with a shaky breath, clearly holding back his tears, yours however have been falling ever since he began speaking. It left you speechless, unable to form anything, just you mouth opening and closing.
-taking your silence as his cue, without taking another look at your crying face he leaves you.
-no chance of saying your side, of fighting for the two of you, of giving him a good reason not to leave you like that, you tried calling him onky to know that he's blocked your number, you tried going to his house only to know that he went to his grandparents place and asked his parents not to give you any other details.
-he wanted you to forget him, but how could you when he completed you in every way?
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