#(that's just how I show excitement over stickers 😭)

[stick-by-me]

I used some already on a letter to my fiancé already (so sorry every one everywhere it's not a full sheet 💔) but here are those big eyed pets

THE ABSOLUTE SILLY OF THESE BEASTS!!!!!! I love them. No thoughts. Immaculate.

For all the disappointed masses: my incredible sticker skills have allowed me to locate the full sheet online.

[wonillaa]

enhypen and their favorite ways to keep pictures of you

heeseung and his wall decorated with pictures of you and you two together

* there’s always more every time you see him 😭

* his favorites are candid ones he takes of you

* eventually buys a camera bc he’s so dedicated

* “babe there’s so many” “i think there could definitely be more”

* when you really look at all of them there’s so many sneak pics of you sleeping or looking cute in his clothes or baggy pajamas

jay favorites every picture of you ever in his camera roll (the pictures of jungwon in his favorites crushes me) and his very expensive high quality camera is full of you

* has separate collections too

* he likes easy access to just scroll . and look at you

* he loves taking pictures and 90% of the ones he takes are of you

* kind of off topic but i think if you like getting your nails done oh he would LOVE that like he would take pics every time you get them done and have you pose and everything

*heart locket necklace with your picture inside </3

jake has you as his lock screen, home screen, and in the back of his phone case

* tbh you are just everywhere

* he is also very normal about it like he would just have picture frames of you up in his room

* shoves his phone in your face whenever he updates his lock screen

* “new favorite picture of you, look at how pretty you are”

* loves showing you off too like he will purposely set his phone down just for someone to ask about you and he gets so excited

* always posting you on his insta story with cute songs you both like

sunghoon usually just keeps you all in one collection but then has like blankets with your face on them LMAO yk what im talking about

* 100% has an i love my gf/bf shirt omg

* like majority of his pics of you are bad ones 😭

* so unserious but very much in love with you

* favorite pass time is staring at you and sighing dramatically

* “what am i gonna do you’re too pretty”

sunoo is a certified scrapbooker

* he is obsessed with making photo albums and scrapbooks of you and him

* you and the cute stickers he just loves it

* likes to listen to music and sit and look through them a lot

* also posts you on all his socials !!! he loves to show you off

* insufferable couple alert always pinching each others cheeks bc you both find each other so adorable

jungwon loves taking live photos since he has an iphone now :,(

* he likes drawing over pictures of you too, cat ears and whiskers and hearts all that 😞

* his mom helped him start a photo album with pictures of you together

* really loves taking videos of you

* he thinks they’re cuter and likes hearing your voice or laugh

niki and those .5 pictures are ALL he takes of you

* genuinely thinks they are so cute and funny he loves you so much

* feels like he would be more private with his relationship BUT

* non idol au you are seen all in his story highlights and probably tiktoks too lmao

* has a cute picture frame of you two on his nightstand

* takes at least one pic every time you’re together bc he loves looking back on the memories

[misc-obeyme]

that fem villain mammon art makes me feel so many things, i went crazy when i saw it and my tags for it reflected that

LIKE I'LL JOIN YOUR SIDE ANY DAY MA'AM, JUST ONE CHANCE IS ALL I NEED PLEASE INCAN MAKE YOU SO HAPPY

if there was ever a curse where mammon got turned into a woman, I'd die on the spot. Solomon had an experiment that went wrong and now him and Mammon are affected (mcsolomams heart says it's because they were all hanging out together in his room)

I can only imagine what they would do if they both got turned 😭 team up and mess with me probably. please guys i am fragile, and i WILL run away and hide for my own sake. Like they think i get flustered now?? crank it up to ten. THEY'D GET A KICK OUT OF IT TOO !!! i hate them (said with sickening affection)

like the dame events had me in a chokehold. I can tell you I definitely dropped my phone and yelled when I saw the mammon card like HE HAS A THIGH ACCESSORY AND MESH PANELING AND LIPSTICK that i want to ruin WHO SAID RHAT

i am just a weak woman when it comes to pretty women *head in hands* it's the bisexual in me

anyway HOPE YOU'RE DOING WELL !!! work is breathing down our necks to meet our credit card goals, and my store manager is trying to plead for me and the replen manager to get a raise so HOPING !!! (IT WASN'T A RUMOR TECHNICALLY YIPPEE)

I've started giving my cashiers stickers for getting any kind of sign up or application and 😭 it's kinda endearing how excited some of them get. Like even the one's who seemed kinda skeptical/thought it was silly are immediate telling me over the walkie when they get something

barbatos giving mammon stickers when he gets good grades, or a shiny sticker and a kiss when it's an A grade

ALSO MY STORE MANAGER GAVE ME A $25 GIFT CARD TODAY AND BOUGHT US PIZZA BECAUSE I WAS WORKING THE MORNING FOR ONCE 😭 HE SAID THEY REALLY MISSED ME WHILE I WAS ON VACATION LOLOL

okay im done I think HAVE A GOOD DAY/NIGHT/AFTERNOON!!!!

OKAY RIGHT. The bisexual in me was also freaking out lol. I was like wow I don't think I've ever wanted anyone to step on me before, but FOR HER-

They would absolutely mess with you, there is no way that scenario could go down any other way lol. Like oh? You like us this way, huh? Let us show you just what we can do~

Cue heavy flirting and teasing and wow I would not be strong enough to resist them.

Oh yeah Mammon's dame card nearly killed me with his stupid thighs I was like EXCUSE YOU. How dare you, you were already pretty enough as a man, now you're gonna go ahead and hit me with the thigh bling??

OH YAY I hope they get you that raise!!! You deserve it!!

Listen, I would be thrilled if someone was giving me stickers for doing a good job. It's the simple human brain, we like rewards. I have a sticker system for when I'm actually writing my novels where I award myself a sticker for every 500 words I write. Needless to say they haven't seen any use in ages because I abandoned my novels for fanfic lol. I tried using them for that instead but it was harder because I never know how many words things are gonna end up. At least with novels I know it's gonna be over 50k so like 500 is a good goal for a daily amount. (And I always wrote more than that anyway so my little section gets full up with sparkly stars tee hee~)

Anyway, the point here is that stickers are fun and make people happy!

Now listen... Barb's rewards for Mammon are officially in smut town because of the tags you left on that fic, by the way. I was like OH. That's right, he did abandon his homework to come be with Barb and if Barbatos knew that...? Anyway part two is going to be posted soon and you'll see. Not me already thinking about part three, I have a problem.

YESSSS pizza!! This is the thing, employers don't know how much they rely on you until you're gone! LOL!

I hope you have a lovely day/night as well! 💕

[junjiie]

ok got too excited for a sec and unfollowed you ignore that- but long awaited sol opinion time???

batter up wasn’t bad. idm the song tbh and at some point it might grow on me but overall the sound was boring tbh… no hate at all to the girls and stuff bc they’re so young but i feel that the company hyped this gg up for so long and with the reputation of being the next gg up yg after blackpink, the final product is less of a “this is trash” and more of a “this was all you could really do?” bc i know for a fact they probably have newer sounds kept away in the basement somewhere.

the vocals, rap, and dance are all great. but the main issue is that a lot of them are still minors. mainly the youngest who is 13. her voice will change a lot as she grows older and i hope yt know how to accommodate that properly bc i know for a fact that companies will force artists to sing in a certain range for their whole career bc “it’s what the people want”

i saw people complaining about not having a storyline to their group and tbh, i don’t think a group needs a story to be popular. i get that having concepts like that is what makes k-pop what it is, but if you focus too much on a storyline for your sounds, you lose part of the musical ascent and limit yourself to certain topics. im actually glad in this case that yg didn’t didn’t end up going with a storyline path bc it would restrict them further and with again, how they all are, having to make a concept that will fit the members for the whole long run is hard.

i think storyline are wonderful if you’re able to show subplots and different meanings within the songs without having to stick to that one story; each song is a tale itself. ateez and txt pull these off well imo just bc of the way they storylines are already so complicated, meaning you’d have to dig deeply into things for the lore. it’s not constricted to one side of things. idk if any of that made sense-

the mc was. boring… idk like i feel like the could have done so much more to show case them? the rap line had a good part in the mv where they got more physicality but the vocals just. stood. idk. maybe that’s just my inner performer who was told to use up the stage a lot coming though LMFAO

omg i hope you enjoyed this little spillage of my thoughts. i don’t think i’ll follow baby monster just bc it feels odd? to follow them when again, over half the members are younger than me TwT

ok soju show coming to you… sometime. that channel… always so late to things smh

SOL OPINION TIME!!!! iput my Glasses on and fought away the eepiness for this 🤓

1 - !!! THIS !!! i don’t think it’s a bad song at all. i did think it sounded a little like. quiet? but that’s j me probably ive had my headphones in p much all day at tinnitus inducing volume so. Yeah ❓ from what ive seen most people don’t think it’s bad or anything, the complaint is that it’s boring. like. lazytown snoozefest big yawn boring. they put people through that long of a wait and built up that much suspense and excitement for it to just be. That???? kind of giving low effort laziness i fear.. like at least make it a little bit life changing damn

2 - THIS ABAINNNNN more groups need to start making music for the sake of it being music my god 😭😭 the lore and storylines are cool if you’re into that but if you’re a more casual listener and you don’t wanna get into all the things you feel like you need to know prior to a release bc of all the importance the story has to it then it kinda sucks ??? take sticker for example (ijbol) . that was not complicated intricate story telling . they were cunty cowboys and taeil had a dog

3 - the mv erm… it was there idk 🙁 someone said if u told them it was a nugu group w $10 and a dream they’d believe it and lowk i would too 😭 some bits were cool ig but i was thinking…. its called “batter up”…. so couldn’t they do sth fun and . yk . baseball themed?? taking terminology from a game and then not hsing thatgame j sounds kinda stupid like i get u want them to look perfect and cool but its Right Thre .

THANKU FOR SPILLING UR THOUGHTS BSF!!! sry if i wasnt v coberent im tired lmao. i wont b following them either i j wanted to see what other people thought abt it :o

[dotster001]

hi dot, congrats on 1.5k!! :D is it okay if i request an obey me regular matchup? here's some information about me!

i'm okay with any pronouns, i'm a virgo sun, taurus moon and sagittarius rising and my mbti is intp-t. my height is 170 cm (i think it's like.. 5'7?) i dye my hair very often and i tend to stand out from the crowd because of how bright my hair looks (and right now my hair is pastel pink!). i'm a quiet person who finds it hard to express emotions properly, so sometimes my attempts to show affection may look/sound a bit weird 😅 i do have my emotional side though and i get excited easily and if i hear a funny joke, i'm usually that person who laughs the loudest. i've been told by other people that i have a good eye for design (any kind of design, like character designs, interior design, fashion, etc) and people often ask me for advice whenever that topic is mentioned. also most people find me intimidating when they first meet me, probably because of my face expression 😭 i'm often told that most of the time i look like i really want to punch someone, haha. but when people get to know me, they tend to describe me as someone who is very soft and gentle (but who still has a lot of quirks though). i also really like cute things and i have a lot of plushies/stuffed animals! if something is not "cute enough" for me, i have a habit to draw on it, put stickers on it or try to change it in some other way. some of my other interests are drawing, writing, gaming, astrology, making aesthetic edits, psychology and philosophy. my "giving" love languages are giving gifts (especially handmade) and acts of service and i like to receive gifts myself and also words of affirmation.

i hope that's enough and it's not too short/long, please take your time and again, congrats on 1.5k!!

Event Closed

(correct me if I'm wrong, but I'm pretty sure you did a match up for me that got me all blushie and giggly, so hopefully this is on the same level 😜)

I match you with Diavolo.

I think what put him over the edge was you talking about your rbf, but being an excited person. I present to you, Diavolo, future king of the Demonic realm and those who worship darkness, but also simultaneously a himbo and puppy dog. A match made in heaven.

He's fascinated by humans. So if you find your ways of expressing emotions and affection weird…he just finds it endearing and adorable. He's excited by everything you do, and if your "thing" is unique,  he's all the more excited. (Side note, everytime I write about him I feel like I should be using all exclamation marks)

He loves your laugh. He loves that he can pick it out of a crowd. He's especially happy if he's the reason you're laughing. He loves when you laugh loudly and freely together. He especially loves if other people laugh along, or if Lucifer just gives you a tired sigh at your antics.

He loves if you design literally anything for him. If you and Asmo design him an outfit, or if you redesign a room, or make an  oc for him, he gets childishly excited. You made this. For him. He will now exclusively go by your design expertise. And so shall the rest of his kingdom! How does the position of "city planner" sound? Also, he hopes you have an oc for yourself, because he is going to daydream about all the adventures you'll go on! (Barbatos has caught him doing this when he was supposed to be doing paperwork)

He buys you every plushie he sees. Once he finds out how much you like cute things, that's it, it's over for you. You'll come back from a class at RAD and he'll drop a pile of plushies into your lap, with the proudest expression on his face. (Think a cat dropping a dead thing at your feet) He'll also buy you stickers and such to cute-ify your things, but he prefers how happy you get with plushies.

You and Diavolo were sitting side by side in the salon, while a lust demon hairdresser took a look at both of your hair.

"I'm thinking a fuchsia, or a bright green this time," you said.

"And the same for me please!" Diavolo added excitedly.

"Are you sure this is okay, your majesty?" The hairdresser asked, looking a little frightened.

"Absolutely, it'll be adorable," he said with a boisterous laugh.

You were a little concerned, but Dia had assured you it was totally fine for you both to have matching hair,  so who were you to argue?

The hairdresser pulled out the bleach, and was working on getting someone, anyone, to not be too scared of Dia to do his hair, when…

"Absolutely not."

"They found us," Dia whispered.

"I thought you said it was okay!" You whispered back.

"I lied."

Lucifer and Barbatos stormed over to your station, where Diavolo was lounging "casually".

"Well, hello, gentlemen-"

"Save it, young master. The future king of the Devildom is not dying his hair."

"But me and my little love muffin-"

"My lord, with all due respect, no," Lucifer said, shooing the one brave hairdresser away from his Prince.

He pouted, then leaned in to you.

"Next time, baby."

"You leave me out of your schemes!"

[sothisispeerpressure]

Ok I was typing my thought for part 2 and an hour in I lost everything so bear with me!

Synopsis of the first hour:

- poor Ringo was the only one who showed :(

- whoever thought to hide a mic in the flowerpot to hear the private conversation between John and Paul deserves a cookie. They actually did pretty good communicating with each other about their feelings

- they literally don’t know what to do without George. “Let’s go see George” “I was going anyway” “he’s gone to liverpool.”

- Ringo has a tiny symbol on his drum set and it makes me happy

- something LGBT just happened to that kid in the blue shirt

- the apple scruffs are so sweet Awh

- ok but when “im a bigger fan that you are” “well, do you want to fight about it?” I would be mad if I was Linda too

- AND WHEN PAUL SAID “stay out of it yoko” TO LINDA I

- I would’ve went home and started a fight with him

- John makes Paul laugh with one joke and then proceeds to take the next 5 minutes to keep making him laugh

- I was Happy when George returned he looks so good

- they took so much time putting the Apple studio together that they still ended up with just one week left to plan everything

- also Paul’s old tour set list on his bass..I think he still has it on there today

- oh and when Ringo said: 😐😦😐😦😐😦😐😦😐

- Paul being sneaky and recording an Oh! Darling demo without John anyone else there

- John wore a vest over his shirt every day last week so this week Paul starts wearing a vest too in a sad attempt to match with his bestie

- also how Paul predicted Yoko Memes 😂😂

Ok now I’m back

- John is actually dressed nice, not so stink anymore

- and now Paul is on the drums.

- rock that bass Ringo!

- AND PAUL CAN’T HELP HIMSELF HAVING R I N G O PLAY THE BASS THE WAY P A U L WANTS IT PLAYED

- Paul put the bassman sticker on his bass

- Spoken Word of the press by Paul, backed by the beatly sounds of his beatle boys backing him.

- NECESSESSITY

- John sings anything, Paul immediately: 🎤😩

- WOW THE FAMOUS LINE JOHN SAID BEFORE TWO OF US

- plopplopplopplopplop :paul

- George complains about the papers, Ringo: good morning everyone 😊

- I love to see them getting along and playing together

- Paul has succeeded in matching shirts with bestie John, save for the vest (and shade of green)

- oh yeah pauly flip that hair

- I wanna give George a hug

- Ringo smash camera

- “sing Paul” oh you know that made bunny happy

- John saying MLK would’ve been President 🥺

- “did you tape the last one?” “Yes” *excited seagull sounds ensue*

- hello billy!

- I love George so much

- Billy Preston appreciation

- “I’ve spoken with mr. Klein” 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄

- WHY IS YOKO ON THE MIC AGAIN

-Paul is just having a ball on the drums with it though

- WHY DO THEY LOVE CREATING FEEDBACK SO MUCH

- uh oh hear comes George

- and as soon as he walks in they stop 😂

- I have other things I need to do right now

- but here I am

-watching this

- TWENTY FLIGHT ROCK

- REMEMBER OUR ROOTS JOHN REMEMBER HOW YOU LOVE ME JOHN

- “you probably don’t remember the 50’s” OH SHADE

- he’s singing oh darling right at John

- George’s guitar 🤩

- “what are you calling this Paul?” “Shit.” “Shit Back” “Shit, take 1”

- George shaved I just noticed

- them remembering the memories and stuff is so cute

- “I think I’m getting Hong Kong flu 🤒 “ “Take drugs 😈”

- “THE BOYS IS READY”

- they’re having such a good time 🥺😭😭

- I have to mention the toast, why so much toast?

- “I’d like Preston as a fifth Beatle” George: “well Dylan would join too what about Dylan if I asked Dylan you guys know I love Dylan-“

- “and the dream I had was you” original Jealous Guy lyrics, which is confirmed to be about Paul??? Sounds fruity

- WHAT IS MAL ON LMAOOOO

- John and Paul aggressively singing “stand by me” at each other

- *two of us instrumental* “Desmond had his barrow-“

- John and Paul really do just stare at each other the whole time

- didn’t know I needed Polythene Pam (acoustic version) (From the vault)

- TEDDY BOY SHOULD’VE BEEN A BEATLES SONG OK

- seeing that picture of John looking so young has actually made me cry what a babey lil babey boy

- India flashbacks!

- and John is back to wearing the same thing two days in a row

- the part everyone has been talking about “we should call it what we did on our holidays” FRUIT BUGS

- Paul’s little laugh

- THE MONEYS NOT THE MONKEYS

- George silences the room once again

- does anyone know what Yoko was writing?

- “long before-” “longer than the-“ they messed each other up lollll

-George looks done with the shit again

- Paul plays along with John’s goofing off, as much as he wants to stay on track and work, he lets John keeps things silly to keep their friendship alive, and I think that’s sweet

- “how do we make the piano sound like absolute shit? That’s what I want.”

- John singing the first song Paul ever wrote “I Lost My Little Girl” awwwwh gay.

- ive only seen them consume toast, tea, and wine in this whole thing

- I see George’s biscuitssss

- “let it be, let it be*cough cough cough*”

- “gotdam you little microphone 👹”

- RINGO STOLE GEORGE BISCUIT

- Let It Be (Upbeat Version) (From The Vault)

WOOOOOO THAT TOOK MY FOR BLOODY EVER TO FINISH COME BACK TOMORROW FOR PART 3

[cheltranslations]

#SONGSFORYOU /Thank You Very Much！@Nonaka Miki (2021-10-23)

💛Chel here🗽

  💛For coming to look at my blog

Thank you very much！

  All of your likes and comments

Make me super happy😸

   💛Yesterday’s 2 choices

Are you a cry-baby？

Or not？

  I’m a cry-baby was the majority！

I too、、am a cry-baby😭

   Speaking of which

On the Nonaka Produced programme that was broadcast today

I、ended up crying…。🙀

    💛I’ve already briefly mentioned this、but today’s main topic is

My Solo Fes！2MVP Prize Reward

Nonaka Miki Produced Special Programme

  Miki Nonaka presents…

Morning Musume。'21

〜SONGS FOR YOU〜

😸💕

   To tell you the truth due to work

I was unable to watch today’s broadcast

In real time but

I was constantly looking through

The tweets you posted

With the hashtag

#SONGSFORYOU 💙

    The programme of course had performances

With all of Morning Musume。'21、

But so I could show off everyone’s unique vocal talents

I also split us up into shuffle teams

And into Sakura・Otome gumi、

And we also performed a song as just the 12ki members 😊

   Also、during Solo Fes！2

The song most requested for Nonaka Miki to sing was

Wonderful World

(English version)、

   And Nonaka Miki’s self-written songs

Swing Town

Message

I was able to showcase these as well 🎶

   This time、Swing Town was arranged by Okubo Kaoru-san

And Message was arranged by Hoshibe Sho-san 😢

I feel nothing but gratitude to them😭

Thank you very much！

    Also、song in the the teaser footage、the opening、

And the ending SE was

Composed and arranged by Nonaka Miki😊

I wanted it to be a song

That really expressed and suited the current Morning Musume。'21😸

  For our costumes

I consulted with each member individually

And proposed my ideas directly to our costume-designer⭐

    Even though this show took place at a busy time、

All of the members seemed really excited by my ideas

And worked hard and collaborated well with me🥺

For our talk corner MC

I called on someone who I felt could help the members to talk naturally

And that person was Iikubo Haruna-san🦋

    I am so incredibly grateful

To everyone who helped with the production of the show、to everyone who watched

And to everyone else involved in any way💙

    Thanks to this show、once again

I was able to feel how wonderful

Morning Musume。'21 are as a group

And how wonderful each individual member is

So I’d be happy if you feel the same way too😊

    The shows broadcast has now come to an end、

But that does not mean I have reached my goal😊

From here on too、I want to take it one step at a time

And continue moving forward with all my power！

Please continue to watch over us warmly🎶

   I love

Morning Musume。'21、

And everyone who supports us！

    💛Already a repeat broadcast

Has been announced😸💗

11/7 5:00pm〜

In 2 weeks time🎶

   For sure、please watch the re-broadcast too！

For those of you who haven’t watched it yet、this is great luck for you😄

   The offical page is here！

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   A present project

Where you can win signed goods has started

So please enter✨

     💛11/22 Release

Up To Boy

Vol.309

 Morning Musume。'21

Are able to appear on the front cover and for the opening gravure！

  Special Making DVD Included

  Limited Cover ver.

  Reservations are now being accepted💗

   💛Nonaka Miki Goods Now On-Sale！

  New products、

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Clear files

IC card stickers

Have gone on-sale🎃

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    💛If you have any messages for me

I’d quite like

To hear those messages today

So it’s a bit selfish but

Today I’ll take another rest from giving you 2 choices🐏

   For reading until the very end

Thank you very much！

 Please come and take a look at my blog again tomorrow okay😸

   Today、for me

Has been a very precious day💙

Thank you very much😸

  See ya🐾

  P.S.

  〜SONGS FOR  YOU〜

  I hope these precious songs、were able to be properly delivered

To all of you precious people😊

Original - https://ameblo.jp/mm-12ki/entry-12705706120.html

[intraosseous]

sir!!! u changed ur colors up a lil bit and i love the yellow :^• between that & that emojis... yellow and orange.... we. 🤝 how are u doing? what’s something from the past couple days that’s stuck with u? u seem to pay such close attention to the details in your life and it’s so endearing :,^) not to get heartfelt but i just wanted u to know that ur blog and ur personality have really motivated me to go after meaning in my life and try to let my personality show through the things i do :,^) —🪐

hello 🪐 how i’ve missed you !!

YES every now and then i’ll look at my blog and my brain will just say this ain’t it chief so i gotta switch it around until the colours settle properly in my brain again 😌 we indeed 🧡🧡 i start another job today - i’m currently a barista , and the new job is at a boba place. i’m very nervous because New Experience That I Don’t Know What To Expect From but also very excited because i love boba and i’m excited to work with tea again and i get to wear whatever i want !! (also, just about every employee i’ve seen there as a customer is a raging homosexual. can’t wait to be one of the boys lol)

i’ve honestly been a little stressed but let me tell you about one of the really good happenings ! my friend carmen and i were out night driving and we had this really good talk and we went to makeout point for the view but there’s also this park with a massive hill that slopes down from it (if you’ve ever been to a skatepark it’s almost like a natural bowl but very very tall). i convinced her to lay down and roll down it with me. keep in mind it’s so dark with only a few far off street lights, and at the bottom there’s absolutely no lighting. it was SO fucking fun and we took videos of each other doing it and we both just look like pale entities floating in the darkness .. mwah . we both have bruises, scratches, and bites all over our legs 😭😂 it was so worth it though and still one of the most fun things i’ve ever done with her :’))) that was a great night for sure

something from the past few days that’s stuck with me .. people really do love you for who you are but sometimes you won’t always see it because love (and trust !) are shown in different ways by different people. sometimes u need someone on the outside of a relationship to point something out in a language you understand (when they do x it’s their way of showing x) and it will become clearer to you why that happens. i’m rereading this and it sounds so vague but i can’t really explain without this getting super long (+ some of my irls who this is about seeing it lol). just know !! you’re loved and you have strong relationships ! and if you don’t feel that way , try to step back and evaluate why , and always work to express yourself in a way that’s true to yourself but also makes sure you get your intent across to others !!

okay now this part i’ll be honest chief wld have me BAWLING if it weren’t for t .. this is genuinely one of the best compliments i’ve ever received and i’m just rolling it over and over in my mind. i want so badly to live consciously and understand everything about myself and the world so i can best experience life and i am with the moon that anything i do could model that behaviour for / inspire someone else to do the same 🥺🥺 gosh i will really think about this for the rest of my life huh ....

i can’t wait to know you anon !! have you drank water today ? in your next ask , wld you tell me abt someone you love ? what meaning in life are you finding or working towards ? what’s your aesthetic ? would u ever use a flip phone as your main phone and if so would you put a lot of little cell phone charms or stickers on it ? i would , i think about that every day ..

also look at this picture of oranges (?) i found !!! aren’t they beautiful ? what’s your favourite fruit ?