#13x05

[horrorshow]

love when they randomly drop sam lore like this

[vendettasfanfictioning]

See, it's the cinematic choices like these that convince me destiel wasn't an accident or something added last minute, it had build up and it was sprinkled all over the narrative.

It's Dean grieving so much, in a way he never grieved for familial figures like Bobby or John—there is enough pain inside him that it shattered his belief that what he and Sam did was right, as hunters protecting the common folk. When, in times of multiple Armageddon-level crises and then some, that belief is what held him together. Because hey, we may have lost people (so, so, so many people) but at least it was for the greater good.

None of that, absolutely none of that, because this loss made him feel that the job wasn't worth it anymore. This was where he drew the line.

It's Dean, literally gaining back that light in his life when Castiel called.

And, at the end of the episode, there are slow, dramatic close-ups between Dean and Castiel. Because Sam's grief wasn't the same as Dean's, so Sam's relief at finally having Cas again is different from Dean's.

This moment belongs to them. To Dean, who's finally finding his faith again.

[inacatastrophicmind]

Requested by @carolinahope

[chocolatecakecas]

“i lost cas and it damn near broke me”

[babyjapril]

one Jackson set a day for February

[youre-only-gay-once]

Supernatural ⋄ 13×05 ⋄ Advanced Thanatology

[bedlund]

yeah well !

[aborddelimpala]

Hangover Day

Supernatural has a gif for that 😜

[highfunctioningflailgirl]

"Great..."

or: Dean going through his own version of 'five steps of grief'

[taskmastercaps]

[ID: Six screencaps from Taskmaster. Ardal O’Hanlon stands outdoors, saying, “Judi is gonna do it straight away. She’s gonna be the first.” Later, in the studio, Judi Love asks, “Ardal, can I ask why you thought I would be first?” Ardal replies nervously, “That I thought you’d be first? Well, I think you’re first amongst... women.” Judi stares into the distance for a moment, then smiles serenely. End ID.]

[horrorshow]

I couldn’t save Mom. I couldn’t save Cas. I can’t even save a scared little kid. Sam keeps trying to fix it, but I just keep dragging him down. So I’m not going to beg. Okay, if it’s my time, it’s my time.

DEAN WINCHESTER 13.05 Advanced Thanatology

[found--family]

Dean, when Sam is being nice to him in Advanced Thanatology:

[inacatastrophicmind]

[winchestress]

[taskmastersource]

TASKMASTER 13x05 • Having A Little Chuckle

You may have won the task, but you have lost some friends.

[youre-only-gay-once]

Supernatural ⋄ 13×05 ⋄ Advanced Thanatology