#15x18

[drulalovescas]

Happy anniversary to those who celebrate

Three years?????? THREE YEARS????!!!!

[casmick-consequences]

this is basically it.

[yokothing]

11x17 / 15x18

Michelle: He did it for me. Dean: Michelle, this gonna be very hard. But you will be okay. And eventually, eventually you'll get back to normal. Michelle: No I won't. They said I could leave… an hour ago. But where am I even supposed to go? After everything we survived together… I watched the man I love die. There's no normal after that.

[strawlessandbraless]

Possessive Castiel with a marking kink makes me feral

[inacatastrophicmind]

[deancaskiss]

I love you too

[werepires]

Can’t believe it’s been three years since his gay ass sobbed on that dungeon floor

[bedlund]

This time I’m not leaving without you.

[chocolatecakecas]

[vendettasfanfictioning]

Ok so. "Why does this sound like a goodbye?" Was fucking heartbreaking, right; we have the full-on uninterrupted eye contact, the head tilt, Dean's already open mouth twitching before the scene cuts to Cas' "I love you," like he had more to say, but Cas beats him to the punch. It's great, we love that. But for the dialogue to be sequenced that way, and to have Dean reply with, "don't do this, Cas."

I'm only just realizing how fucking insane it was. And sure, I might just be coping here, at the end of the day who fucking knows, but look at it. Think about it. Now let yourself feel it all over again.

It's Dean's death knocking on the door behind Cas, and it's Cas' death emerging behind Dean. Like this, they're directly facing their own demise—but they're too stuck on each other, in their moment, to give a damn. And then Dean doesn't say, "I love you too." He says, "don't do this."

He isn't disgusted or ashamed or put off in the slightest by Cas' confession, because if he is then why is he on the verge of tears? In what world would it make sense for him to want to cry after his best friend confessed to him, if the confession was something he did not want. He says don't do this here, don't do this to me now.

Even if, and that's the most unlikely if to ever exist, Dean did not reciprocate Cas' feelings—don't do this is still so fucking powerful. Because Dean's connected the dots, happiness [...] is in just saying it, and Cas said it, so where does that lead Dean? That's right, with Cas dead again, trying to save him again.

Don't do this. Don't die for me, don't love me only to die for me, don't love me at all, just stay with me.

Don't let me watch you die again and not even let me follow you—because, at the very least, that was a consolation. She's gonna kill you, which Dean knows that Billie knows will hurt him more than his own death, and then she's gonna kill me.

"Don't do this," was actually so fucking powerful, I don't know how it slipped past me until now...

[drulalovescas]

it's 5th of the month again. exactly one month (!) till the THIRD (!!!) anniversary of castiel's homosexual declaration of love...

[strawlessandbraless]

It’s destiel o’clock

[inacatastrophicmind]

[deansbisexualflannel]

that’s basically how it went, right?

[deancaskiss]

guess im drawing 730 cards for the 2 year anniversary

[werepires]

Whether it was Speight or Misha or Jensen or all of them I owe them so much for putting that handprint on Dean’s jacket cause I’ll genuinely never recover from Cas leaving his mark on Dean in both his very first and very last appearance