#4am update eating my microwave rice dinner. my dog has gotten up to pester me to get in bed | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

lord-shitbox · 5 months

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I HATE BEING MENTALLY ILL up at 2am because i want to finish this damn application and be done with it but i really truly absolutely do not know what to say here. the idea that i could be influenced by or involved with other people is so fundamentally adverse to my brain i Cant think of ways other people have affected me MAN I DONT REMEMBER

#shitboxposting #cant write about fictional characters it feels too abnormal for a professional application plus i will not fucking lie to save my life #i cant even write about people whove hurt me in the past because i remember like 1 specific thing and nothing else #uhh fuck it man ill write about my mom and it wont be with admiration i dont give a fuck anymore its 2am #aaaand ive remembered why i dont get along with my mom. this sucks im not well-fed enough to deal with this #3am update finished and submitted it. ended up being prouder of my response to this more than any of the other questions but whatev #4am update eating my microwave rice dinner. my dog has gotten up to pester me to get in bed

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