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maudlin-scribbler · 5 months

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Mother has told me she thinks that my behaviour has been getting worse lately and that apparently she doesn't recognise me anymore but it's really that I'm so tired of her shit and my family in general + school + my mental state that I barely care to pretend around her anymore and yes maybe I am more of a dick around my family. But whatever me sometimes raising my voice at them and telling them to leave me alone is only like 5% of everything they've ever put me through

#corin's lore #Okay so where I was a dick maybe was that #My aunt wanted to talk to me on the phone and I told my mom I wasn't on the mood to talk to her #I really wasnt cause she was gonna give me some advice I didnt care for #So aunt hears and gets pretty upset curses my mother out and then hangs up #And okay. Its my fault but now my mom is upset at me and even threatened to take my phone away #And now mother is on this whole spiel bout how Ive changed and she doesnt recognise me anymore yada yada yada #Ive always been kind of a dick & obnoxious ig its my thing. Im full of love but I can be mean #She says ive gotten more Like That.#Also she told me my aunt is probs crying and I know im supposed to care but my aunt sure she gives us money but shes a dick to us too #And like. Shes not crying ik her she's just upset at me. And i dont give a damn idk i dont even hate her #I just have a hard time feeling any sort of affection for my family which is fucked up but I can abrely feel anything for any of them #Besides.my sister whom I love I cant say that I really love any of them theyre just there to me

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