WANTING IS A FILTHY THING. BUT I LEARNED GREED BEFOFE I LEARNED SHAME.
red doc - anne carson , first love / late spring - mitski , starvation - maya angelou , let dead dogs lay - silas denver melvin (@sweatermuppet), wishbone - richard siken, a self portrait against red wallpaper - richard siken, truisms - jenny holzer, stop telling me i should’ve died too - tumblr user @tankgotstuckinthecircusgate, many hands - lingua ignota, hungry thread of nerves - fatima aamer bilal
so the jury’s still out on eddie, but faulkner most likely assumes he’s killed him as well with eddie living in glottage (probable, but i don’t think so for Narrative Purposes)
but with this terrifying speech and him feeling guilty about the deaths of everyone in his family, including carpenter, the next step in his logic would be another suicide attempt. especially when rane’s not there to stop him.
my bets are on him getting close to attempting near the beginning of the next ep (directly after the ending of 44 for him) (i could see him maybe going on a whole rampage and trying to take a few more down with him, but that’s probably too risky with rane dead in the other room) but getting stopped and somehow lead to the white gull, finding out carp’s alive, queue Big Regret and Reunion
i just love how detached he is from reality right now, the contrast of him not wanting to take down a few hundred people in bellwethers and having seemingly no feelings towards taking thousands. he would rather be in this manic state than think too hard about everyone he just harmed
shit ton of fluff w young mobsters n co bc i deserved it
1) henry, betty and eleonore
2) serafina, frank and lauretta
3) rich scumbags 🙄🙄🙄being happy🙄🙄🙄ew🙄 (i need it so bad fr i need it so bad)
that one scene w the lost book inspired by @mwwktn 's tag: “do you think they have to distract him from lingering in the magazine corner before their flights”
Here you can find all the fanfics I have written and fandoms I'm into. Feel free to reblog, like and comment on whatever you enjoyed reading. You can find all of the fics on Ao3 too.
Short Info: All relationships in my fics are strongly platonic and without sexual themes unless explicitly stated otherwise.
Marvel T-Fics
Movie Night? No, thank you. - Lee! Peter Parker / Ler! Bucky Barnes, Ler! Sam Wilson (Read on Ao3)
This Thing about Blankets and Second Chances - Lee! Peter Parker / Ler! Bucky Barnes, Ler! Sam Wilson (Read on Ao3)
So, you got Detention - Lee! Peter Parker / Ler! Steve Rogers (Read on Ao3)
The Big Bad Wolf And The Itsy Bitsy Spider - Lee! Peter Parker / Ler! Bucky (Read on Ao3)
Suit Up - Lee! Peter Parker / Ler! Ned (Read on Ao3)
An eventfull Tuesday Afternoon - Series (completed)
Part 1: No Spilling Secrets - Lee! Peter Parker / Ler! Clint Barton, Ler! Sam Wilson, Ler! Bucky Barnes (Read on Ao3)
Part 2: Hey Mister Villain - Lee! Peter Parker / Ler! Tony Stark (Read on Ao3)
Headcanons
Marvel Headcanons
Kuroshitsuji / Black Butler T-Fics (Not writing anymore for this fandom)
Prince Soma's Remedy for Boredom - Lee! Ciel / Ler! Soma
Sore Loser - Lee! Ciel / Ler! Soma
Past Your Bedtime - Lee! Ciel / Ler! Sebastian
Sleepless Nights / Lee! Ciel / Ler! Sebastian
Non-Tickle Fics!
Marvel
An Enemy? A Friend? No, just your friendly neighborhood Spiderman.
Chapter: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5
Summary:
"Come on, Parker, say something. But don't make it embarrassing," thinks Peter. "Those are your childhood heroes, and they want something from you. Just say hi like a normal person."
"Good evening, Mr. Barton, Sir. Mr. Wilson, Sir."
"How do you know our names," asks Clint, sounding genuinely curious.
"You have a Wikipedia page!" blurts Peter out before wincing inwardly. There goes his plan for a non-embarrassing first impression.
"You've read our Wikipedia pages?" asks Sam slowly, as if saying the words slowly would let them make more sense.
"Twice, actually."
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Are the Avengers a Team? Yes.
Are they on good terms? Not necessarily.
Has the public caught up on that? Maybe a little.
When Fury sends the team on the mission to investigate the identity of New York's favorite vigilante, they have to learn to work as a team and not damage their already battered image. Or, the story of how the Avengers have to earn the public's trust back with the help of a certain crime fighting Spider.
(Read on Ao3)
I didn't ask, did I?
Chapter: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6
Summary:
Happy begrudgingly steps aside and walks after Tony into the diner. The billionaire skillfully ignores the gasps of surprise and the poor attempt to take pictures of him secretly as he strides straight up to the counter.
"Two cheeseburgers and a large fry. To go."
"Please get in line and wait for your turn, Sir."
"Excuse me?"
Tony slowly pulls his sunglasses down and glances at the skinny teen behind the register.
"Bad hearing comes with age, huh?" mutters the teen under his breath.
Happy makes a choking sound behind him.
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Or, how Tony Stark gets sassed by some high schooler working part-time and makes it his mission to figure out what he did to make this kid he'd never seen hate him. If that means annoying the hell out of said high schooler, that's not his problem.
Read on Ao3
Fandoms I'm writing for:
The Avengers, Spider-Man
Fandoms I'm into (and maybe start writing for in the future): Daredevil, Deadpool, Venom
Some art for the House of Anubis AU I’m making. The gist of it is that Nina gets her body stolen by an evil entity while she was staying at school over the summer after s2 to make up for all the classes she missed. The possession was supposed to destroy her soul, but the Eye of Horus manages to save her soul and gives her a body in the form of a falcon. Unfortunately, no one saw what happened, so when they discover her, they assume that something must have happened to Nina and somehow a random bird got ahold of her locket.
Had a fic idea today while brainstorming with a friend and I just need to get it out in the universe because I don't think I'll ever write it and I really want to read it.
Please steal this and write things if you want!
So, picture this:
"Reformed Villains" with voices in their heads/alternate personalities - getting together for a support group of sorts.
We've got Deadpool with his boxes, of course.
Throw in Harry Osborn post Hob Goblin for good measure.
Add in a Venom+Eddie Brock combo.
Maybe even a still somewhat Winter Soldier-y Bucky Barnes if you're feeling fancy.
All sent there on the request of our beloved Peter Parker, of course. He just wants them to be able to get to know some people with similar struggles.
Now I threw out that we could have Sam Wilson roped in as mediator because he's one of the only people well versed in healthy communication, but my friend had the idea of having Vision be the mediator instead. She argued that MCU Vision being the brainchild of Jarvis and Ultron makes him versed in the idea of having conflicting thoughts/beings floating around in his head, and he would have instantaneous access to therapy/self help information a la the Internet.
Either way, the interaction of the four above in some sort of support group situation could be a gold mine for fun shenanigans and I want to read it so bad oh my god!!!
| Imagine if | you x avengers | sorry if anything’s spelt wrong | movie spoilers 
Imagine: Loki needed a place to hide out and you needed a roommate. One thing led to another and the both of you started hooking up, frequently, until one day he left without a word, you never knew who he was until the New York instant.
Imagine: Kong asking you to play video games with him, neither one of you are really good at it so you both get bullied when you had your online matches. Thor always had to stand up for both of you
Imagine: going to a small mom and pop diner with Tony Stark after a long day and eating some burgers and milkshakes. neither one of you really talking about how tough the day was, instead just covering it up with jokes.
Imagine: being Venoms host.
Imagine: getting drunk at a 4th of July Festival and waking up the next day to see you hooked up with Steve Rogers.
Imagine: being the only person who didn't forget Peter Parker.
Imagine: you were married to Pietro Maximoff and Wanda had to tell you he died.
Imagine: (similar to the one above) what if you were the one that took Vision’s life in Infinity War, (just like she did) and had to tell Wanda what you did.
Imagine: (Marisa Tomei version of Aunt May) Aunt May was your mom and Peter was your younger cousin, after he came to live you it didn’t take long to figure out his secret. Of course he doesn’t know you know.
Imagine: the Falcon rescuing you from a burning building or something, he wraps his arms tight around Your waist as you hold on for dear life around his neck. “don’t worry you’re safe now” he says as he takes flight, “I know i’m just not too keen on flights.” You say as you shut your eyes tight and bury your head in his shoulder. “Well, it’s a short flight.” He says with a small smirk as he lands back on the ground, letting you go.
Imagine: Bruce Banner, teaching you Brazilian Jujitsu.
Imagine: irritating Natalia Romanoff every time you have a minor inconvenience with your phone or laptop, like, “hey Natalia can you help me with this? I think my phone is broken. It’s-…” then she just cuts you off with a tired look on her face. like, “let me see it” and all she ever does is turn your phone off and on before handing it back to you but you still show boat it. like, “oh my gosh thank you so much”
Imagine: going on the shopping spree with Pepper Potts after her and Tony got in a fight.
Imagine: you babysitted Cassie way before Scott Lang went to jail and after he got out Margaret asked if you would come with her for a supervised visit. you agreed to it not thinking much of it until that night when Scott friend requested you online, It started off with just catching up as old friends then wanting to know how his daughter was over the years. You knew you would be lying if you said you didn’t find it a little bit attractive how much he cared for Cassie, despite everything he really was a good dad.
Imagine: estranging playlists with Bucky. Like, once every two weeks, you guys give each other a new playlist, his is always filled with some of his favorite songs from 1917-1945 as for you. You always give him playlists filled with songs from 1990-2024.
Imagine: kissing Eddie Brock and then venom takes over and starts French kissing you
Imagine: always making cat puns in front of Nick fury because you know how he lost his eye.
I plan on making a X-Men version 😘and possibly a smut version 🙈
Welcome back to Roster Wednesday and part 3/12 of our "Marvel Injustice" Roster
Guidelines:
There are 24 characters in the base game, 12 Heroes and 12 Villains. This doesn't include clone characters.
Cosmic and Multiversal Characters like the Guardians of the Galaxy or Spider-Man 2099 won't be added to keep the game grounded.
Anti-Heroes like Deadpool and Punisher also won't be added.
However, if some characters fit into the previous category, I'll consider them if they're a big enough deal in terms of history and importance to the storyline.
The storyline is based upon Marvel's AXIS Story, so with the exception of two characters, everyone will have a hero and villain persona.
With that out of the way, here are our new challengers:
New characters are why they are here:
Spider-Man: Reason because it's Spider-Man
Venom, however, needs some explanation as while he is a wildly popular Spider-Man Villain, he has also become an anti-hero (That’s 3 popular Marvel villains turned heroes that we've gone over).
However, consider this: Agent Venom.
Speaking of soldiers, this will be our last poll where I narrowed it down to two. So, who wields the shield in this game.
these lyrics are so eddie/lauretta post carlo’s death that it makes me physically ill. posting lyrics under the cut so you can only blame yourself if you choose to be subjected to the psychological horrors of Them™️
We do not know what happened to Eddie after Vito killed Carlo. He wasn't in the observatory. And did he know that Carlo wanted to kill Vito and made Joe that offer??? I wanna know so bad, it drives me crazy right now.