#I FEEL SHY NOW BHE

[nyashykyunnie]

O H...... Y E. THAT'S DEFINITELY MINE BYEEEE!!!!

[hannie-dul-set]

hi, you don't have to answer to this one! could you please add my reading blog (@ wooyoung-a) to the taglist of your nct fic request event? omg i feel so excited reading the prompts i could already feel the butterflies & the heartbreaks </3

OH and if i could request at the same time, if it isn't taken, can you please do #34 with jeno, please :')

AND AND AND i just recently followed you bc i am crawling back the nct hole and and and i have been wanting to .... interact bc ,, well ,, FILOS BUT THEN I'M SO SHY and now to see that post you linked on why you're doing this I FELT SO DEVASTATED this is where my shyness brings me . ANYWAY yes i haven't read a single fic of yours BUT I CERTAINLY HOPE SOON bc .. prelims </3

this is so long already i'm so sorry BUT good luck & also hoping the best for you <3

HI SWEETIE yes sure i'll tag u!!! diversity is the theme of the prompts 😎👍👍

unfortunately 34 is already taken pero pwede ka pa naman magrequest ulit if u want!!! tatagal pa ako d2 bhe di ako mawawala ng ganyan ka dali parang kobed lang 😎👍👍 chour pero anyway!!! welcome to my liddol blog hope u enjoy the fics i have to offer!!!!

good luck on your prelims bb<333 fighting<333.

[paintednailsandsoftdetails]

Can we start the Big Heart Energy (BHE) trend for real now? I love Harr and his swagger but don't actually need to think about his dick. To me he seems a bit shy/immature about sex although he is naturally sexi, and this discourse has me feeling all kinds of weird!!! (Not in a serious way I know it's all in good fun)

Afksskkssj hi anon love. Listen I will be the president of the Harry’s Big Heart Energy club sign me up. I can’t say I care for talk of the other version either, but in all fairness that’s just because I’m a big lesbian and talk of dicks in general holds zero appeal for me. Especially Harry’s bc he is my son, and I care about pretty much every single other aspect of him before I care about that one so *shrugs* (also tbh im not fond of the conversations that low-key reference/rely on a nude photo of an underage kid soo).

BUT all that said people can do whatever and they can surely participate in the bde (??) party if they want, that’s valid, I just wont be interested *shrugs*

Youre right tho henri is definitely sexi, even I will say that. But you know whats most sexi about him? His big heart :’)

[kaifooku]

sangria

After knowing and working with JM for 4 months, and talking to him for 2 straight - I can finally admit (to myself) that I like him. 

This is going to be super cheesy, so read with caution: 

I like how it’s easy with him. I’m not saying that I don’t have ‘shy’ moments with him, or moments that I don’t fully express how I feel but easy as in I don’t have to second guess anything. I used to feel so down receiving mixed signals from Kelvin, or when Toshi was cold to me. I would feel jealous when Toshi would talk to other girls. I would always try to read their actions/words. All these, came easy with JM. Like we both kind of just understood each other at once.

I like how he is able to read me so well. When I am sleepy, he knows it. When I am stressed, he knows it as well. I like how he is very considerate of me. That he knows he’s talked too much and then he asks me to say something and that he will listen. 

I like how slow it is. No “I like you” or “let’s date” after one week of knowing each other. No paying of dinners. No dates, only hangouts. Friends. We avoid the next step, but with a subtle promise that we’ll get there. I like how it’s not a forced “message me when you get home :)” or “god bless in work today” but three suns in the morning, and ‘gwa bhe toh khi’ at night. 

I like how in sync we both are when we talk. A mix of serious and nonsensical things. The usual “IDK” and “bahala ka” and “bulok” and teasing and kulit. Deeper stories with meaning. And best of all, very subtle sweetness and landian in between, “I don’t want to go home, I want to talk more.” And how “Hays Cait” and “Hays JM” probably means “I miss you” or even “I like you.”

I like that we’re great at work together, but even better as friends. I like that he subtly tries to help me when he can. For both work, and for personal things. It means he cares. And I feel that his care for me is very genuine. 

I like his quirks. And his shyness. His talkative-ness. His patience. His strictness. He’s not perfect, but I am find myself caring about him now. That I purposely stop chatting with him even if I want to talk more, so he can finish work and sleep early.  Or that no matter how much he tries to talk to his brothers, they do not listen. And I kinda wanna be the person to listen to him now. I told him before about our age gap, and that I worry he’ll only keep giving to me. But he told me he rarely feels it, and that I probably have more to give to him. I like how he believes in me.

I want to do it right. I don’t want to be selfish with his time or his money. I want to be independent, but let myself like him like this. And receive his feelings in return. I think he wants to be good enough for me. I think he’s waiting until he has more time. I don’t need anything. I pray for his happiness, and that we can keep talking for a very long time.