#I SAY THIS BUT I STILL DONT FORGET WHAT ALL THE YEAH AND YEHA AND YEAHSHH ........ yk who yall are and ilysm i kid u not

[astrxealis]

one upside of not getting that super much sabotages is that i can use my time sending sabos to others instead of trying to fend for myself

[the-phantom-ender]

i absolutely cannot properly explain why the disappearance of hatsune miku kinda fits 3rd life but it does. especially grian at the end.

i... would pull lyrics for what i mean, but the songs not in english um. hold on ive got this. gonna pull from Rachie's translation because. i assume most people dont understand. japanese.

ALSO I REALIZED THAT THIS WAS GETTING REALLY LONG EVEN WITHOUT INCLUDING ALL OF THE LYRICS SO ITS UNDER THE CUT

Long ago, I had loved to sing But now, when I do, I don't feel a thing Where, oh where, did my happiness go? I don't know—I don't know, don't know anymore

gonna use. grians pov for most of this. the whole thing is like... as a character, he has fun at first and as time passes it becomes less like a game and more like a punishment, of sorts.

Everything that I believed in turned out to be such a stupid fantasy A reflection of how I wanted things to be I'm ending everything I know Screaming out in pain, might as well rip out my throat Much too fast, I will sing and cry, this is my goodbye

haha more of the whole "this was fun and now i feel bad" but also. remember the. end of the finale. yeha.

What can I do now as I look on at your face? So full of happiness and yet so full of pain Slowly but surely I feel my world caving in Guess this is what they call the recycling bin

scar. the first lines are just. scar. the next lines are just. thats kinda what an end of a hardcore server is, yeah? you cant do anything else after you die. thats it. youre done.

Nowadays, when I try to sing I can feel my body rip at the seams Desperately, praying for some kind of miracle No one listens, I'm all alone

That face I still remember, smiling through any weather When I think of it, something's lost forever

once again all i can think of is like. grians alone at the end. just alone. hes the last one alive.

Everything that I protected turned out to be a delusion in the end Stabbing me with the love I'll never have again If I tried saying how I feel Would even reach you before I disappeared? Not enough time to sing or cry, this is my goodbye

the last line, for sure is like. falling doesnt take much time. the screen fades to black. nothing grian worked for actually really. meant anything, you know?

They'll never take away my memories of you Times that we laughed and the fun things we used to do All I can hope is that you won't forget them too

thats what a servers about! fun! the memories should be good! theres still good memories and friendships despite the tragedy of 3rd life.

Finally it’s the finale, my final song Just what will happen to you when I'm dead and gone?

what happens to a server when theres no one around to play in it? when a tree falls alone in a forest does it make a sound?

Thank you so much… and finally… goodbye for good

an ending.

(this isnt even. all the lyrics of the song. heres a link to the full thing in japanese, heres the cover i used for the sake of english, and heres a teto cover for no reason other than tetos used real well in it.)

[corruptedsilence]

Okay this is totally not blog related so feel free to ignore this. Literally it has nothing to do with this blog/the events going on/anything here I just wanted tot alk about it

laugh all you want about people in their 20s still reading, talking, and producing content for Warrior Cats

like yes, the bookseries, warrior cats because its tsill continuing today, and its still going on.... it hasn’t ended. at all. which is wild cuz i remember it in middle school.

i also laugh when people are like “yeha its a teens book” when no, id consider it young adult to the themes in it. For fuck’s sake the books handle topics such as: Pedophilia/grooming, child death, miscarriage, PPD, PTSD, anxiety, depression, child abandonment, gore. lots and lots of gore especially in the older-series / the start of it, ableism, religion and conflicts of faith

i wouldnt consider these something the best for 13 year olds reading about how a cat got it’s face ripped off by a dog but go off I guess--- BUT THEN I HAD THESE IN THE MIDDLESCHOOL LIBRARY. Meaning i was like maybe 10-12 when these books were put in the library so like wtf public school.

anyway i also wanted to talk about just how amazing the content is though that people create?

Stone Cold Classic 3000

Is FUCKING AMAZING. Dude the patience this person has to not only animate the entire song on their own BUT WITH THE DESIGNS THEY CHOSE. i could not imagine having to animate all those stripes and shit and it looks fucking amazing imo

like guys icant talk about how good it is imo :V just go watch it

In Aisles 

is one of my favorite short animations made by Dark-Yard on youtube. The expressions, sound, and yes it is very gorey but i love that it goes into THE CANON EVENTS. CUZ ALL THAT’S DEPICTED HERE IS CANON like yes, they talk about how mapleshade dug up and dragged a dead body out of a grave so ravens would eat the body and maggots would grow in it as a fake ‘sign from their religion’ that their ‘ancestors’ are trying to say to them.

literally a cat is poisoned by snakes and dies horribly, and yes three kittens do drown in a river there’s a lot especially in the older books kitten death because not every kitten born makes it. hell i think in one part of the book said the queens (moms) dont name their kits till they open their eyes or something because not all of them will live that long so like hfkjwekj YEAH

Not to mention all the MAPs (it means Multi-Animator Project. I fucking hate that people tried to do “minor attractive persons” cuz holy fuck no get the fuck out)

Do You Love Me

Rory

Ready As I’ll Ever Be

Unravel

Dont forget the AU projects too

This Is Halloween

Traveler-Feather

there are a lot more i cant link cuz im about to head to work

im really sorry i just had to gush about these animation stuff a tiny bit before i go to work because its imo so underrated sometimes because “oh its just battle cats lol what does it matter” when im like BUT SO MANY TALLENTED PEOPLE ARE HERE LIKE DOES IT MATTER 

LET ME GUSH ABOUT HOW AMAZING THESE ANIMATORS OKAY