can yuo make yourself useless and animate them gently nestling into your chest goddamn
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You see, the thing about c!Wilbur is that he's been numb for so long. He's been in Limbo in the cold, grasping at his memories which only froze him over even more with guilt. Then he comes back and suddenly he can feel again. He can feel pain, joy, desperation and hope, and it's almost blinding to him. Even the hate he afflicts to himself is better than nothing, he enjoys the burn as much as anything else. He keeps chasing after those feelings, the more intense the better, to avoid ever feeling numb again. That's why Quackity is "the fire he needs to keep going". Quackity hurts him as much as he intrigues him, there's an allure to him because Quackity deals him the pain that he's too afraid to deal himself. When that initial hype is gone though, when he starts seeing the world as it really is, things change. The pain is not mixed with pleasure anymore, now it's just that: pain. He feels guilt, shame and regret, and without realizing it he starts chasing that spiral again, focusing only on his past and throwing himself down on his knees, repenting. What he never understood is that feelings and affection can come at him slowly, without harm. They can flinch first and settle down, nurturing his hurt and accepting him. Quackity doesn't need to be fire, he can be a quiet flame that keeps him warm. Maybe he'd even prefer it. The people he cares about would want to love him and welcome him back, but they're afraid Wilbur only wants them in his life to hurt himself with them. He never understood this, because he ran away once again. But maybe, on those warm nights in Utah, when he reads over a letter from Tommy, or Niki, or even Quackity, maybe he begins to see it. Maybe he understands that love can be quiet and forgiving and easy to grasp. Maybe he was wrong all along. Maybe he can begin.
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Debating if I should kms, I was writing a story where fboy jake gets dominated for the first time and tumblr didn’t save it.. chat should I end it ?
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one day i'll be more active.
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i will not make another post about how bad i need to fuck that guy from tinder. i will not make another post about how bad i need to fuck that guy from tinder. i will not make another post about how bad i need to fuck that guy from tinder. i will not.
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i must draw masc zelda. it is important
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WHYYYY DOES MY HEART CRYYYYYY (wants to make fyolai angst where Nikolai actually kills fyodor and feels the pain of emotions even harder is is chained by his ankle by regret to the point that the only way to remove the metal ball and chain holding him down is to kill himself)
wow i should rename myself as angst Master guys
NOOO I WILL CRY IF YOU MAKE THIS I WILL SOB
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This Halloween doesn’t feel like Halloween so imma celebrate into mid November until I truly feel the spooky season leave me
-Mommabean
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READ TMI!!!! (Hi ily ♥️)
I SHAN'T!!!!! (ily bby♥️)
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They haven't told him anything yet but I wouldn't put it past them to spill the blood soon enough
OH I'M GOING TO GO BALLISTIC IF THEY TELL HIM.
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https://www.tumblr.com/ghostcats/726702236309356544
Get dazai off your pfp 👍🏼
THE FACT THAT I’M FINALLY GETTING ATTACKED BY THIS MF LMAOOOOOOOO
I’VE NEVER THOUGHT I’D SEE THIS DAY BUT KDMDISNIDNDOEMIQBWOEMW YOU MADE MY DAY WITH HOW FUCKING STUPID YOU ARE FR
honey what’s it like to have no personality, no friends, no life and come “bully” strangers on the internet about literal fucking fictional characters and fictional ships because you’re too insecure about your own ships not being as popular? like how old are you, 11?
here have my soukoku figures holding hands since you love them SO MUCH LMAOO
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