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#I guess that’s the point to stop the cycle but it’s also like this rlly didn’t need to start & could have been stopped many times over
Is it just me or are the dragons from the dragon prince kind of assholes? (Not counting Zym obviously)
#dragon prince#mainly thunder & sun guy & that red dragon I can’t remember the name of#mostly thunder & the sun guy tho#oni talks#thoughts#coz like in tht dark magic flashback it’s like yeah he’s shit but also if you follow the plot the humans are clearly suffering#& the dragons don’t give any fucks at all? like ofc they are gonna use dark magic to avoid idk starving to death?? maybe this would be#resolved If the ppl who could do regular magic gave even a slight fuck? like ok sure humans should clearly not be doing dark magic but they#also clearly need specifically magical assistance? & y’all are basically just going haha fuck you got mine. like remember that arc abt#starving kingdoms sharing suffering? I feel like a lot could have been resolved if they could ask the magical ppl for help#also tht dark magic flashback dragons immediately go to murdering innocent ppl? like bro wtf#season 3 spoilers dragon prince#just in case idk if tagged correctly but that + in that thunder flashback it clearly shows he could’ve tried talking to the humans#instead of just like murdering on sight? so it’s like obviously at some point someone’s gonna retaliate? humans did a bad but again if the#magic is supposed to be good then obviously they could just talk shit out maybe? not talking it out is weirdly realistic but still#another case as well of hey if you guys actually communicated to ask for help maybe they wouldn’t need to resort to being evil? it’s wtf#like no fair trial or anything everyone’s minds just go to murder wtf? also the moon shadow elves clearly suck too tbh#idk it just weirds me out the conflict is just conflict for conflicts sake? ik irl ppl can be like that too but it’s like come on man stop#I guess that’s the point to stop the cycle but it’s also like this rlly didn’t need to start & could have been stopped many times over#feels like some conflicts could be solved just by not actively being an asshole/giving a fuck about others/literally just talking#again Tbf irl is like tht too sometimes. but it’s just… why? thinking abt when they tried to say the dragon was unprovoked but it wasn’t???#like it really feels like the elves basically said fuck you got mine to the humans & expected that to go well??? like they could’ve helped
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ryuichirou · 3 years
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Something that really bugs me is that ppl are waaaay too obsessed with historia and her royal blood (though isayama maybe be partially to blame for giving her a whole ass page for her labor and zeke dying not too long after, making people’s hopes go up for her kid to inherit the beast titan and all that) I think her ending with her just loving her kid bc... it’s her kid was a good and made sense for her character arc as a member of the royal family. Bc for once, a kid from the royal family wouldn’t be born for the sake of inheriting the founder.
Wish that yams would have sold the idea of her being actually in love with the farmer guy to rlly round it out (any view we got of the farmer was abiased once bc he was recalled by some MP who wanted her to inherit the beast titan asap when zeke got to the island)- but ill take it as a yams saying he’s not important, just know he’s present in her and her kid’s life, a stark difference from her father, showing that the Reiss family is going forward and not relapsing into toxic tradition.
Retrospectively, I think it’s possible that the scene with Historia giving birth was more of a visual parallel to what happened to the rest of the world, the duality of life and death, yadayada, something like that. But it isn’t very surprising that people got other ideas from it: Historia’s royal blood was a huge part of the plan characters were discussing, and everybody thought that this theme would come back later, buuut there was no Chekhov’s gun on the wall. I wonder what Yams was really thinking about when he drew that. Maybe he did want us to question whether the baby would get Zeke’s titan or not… or maybe he hadn’t even thought about it that deeply, and didn’t even think that people would come out with these theories.
I’ll be honest: I still don’t know how I feel about Historia post-timeskip story. I have a lot of thoughts and they’re not quite organized at this moment (and frankly I’m too lazy to think about it lol), but I get what you mean, Anon. Despite the fact that the baby probably wasn’t conceived just because Historia wanted to be a mom, it was born just to live and be a child, and not to be a titan vessel, and it does mean breaking the cycle.
I agree that the farmer guy isn’t important at all, and I also agree that it’s cool that he isn’t an absolute douchebag and is present in Historia and her kid’s life, and I guess he provides a good care for them. But their family situation still feels a bit odd (well we did make a baby, sooo we’re family now?), because we really don’t know anything about how Historia feels about it. She does seem happy being with her child though, so it’s cool. We know she loves children, and as someone who was neglected as a child, she’d probably want to be a good parent. Maybe the whole point really was that her bloodline isn’t important anymore, and that while we were thinking about all the great thing this child could bring, the child was just… a regular baby. Who is loved.
I think that the farmer dude is not supposed to be important and he doesn’t really matter, he’s just ok. It was an unwanted pregnancy, he was her bully, he can fuck off, honestly lol Nobody wanted Historia to get pregnant, and characters talked about that non-stop, so why should this change? It’s not the child’s fault, ofc, so she’s (the child, I mean) going to be loved no matter what, but other than that, I think it’s logical with all the information we know. I’d hate it if Historia fell in love with the guy.
Sorry for the late reply!
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deer-time · 3 years
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Random thought but I feel like apart from Vanya’s insecurities, she really didn’t have much reason to believe that Allison was being sincere and trying to be better or that her siblings hadn’t turned their backs on her regarding the chamber. According to Vanya, she and Allison hadn’t seen each other in 12 years which means she probably wasn’t at Allison’s wedding and possibly wasn’t even invited. And while we the audience know that Allison was trying to be better, the last Vanya knew of (1)
-Allison was her at 18 years old who was no longer a child but likely still at least somewhat self-centered and manipulative considering she was at a time in her life when she had no qualms about using her rumours to get what she wanted. 
When they reunited and Vanya tried to reach out, Allison made a dig about Vanya’s love life or lack thereof then tried to repeatedly interfere in her budding relationship with Leonard despite Vanya telling her to stop. While people tend to criticise Vanya for not believing Allison, I actually don’t think her being suspicious of Allison’s intentions regarding her interference in Vanya’s relationship with Leonard was completely unreasonable. And about the chamber, no one returned to help her even after Luther left. The others also gave up seemingly without too much of a fight. While Allison and Klaus might not have been willing or able to fight him physically, it seems unlikely that Diego wouldn’t have fought Luther harder if he really wanted to free her. 
It’s also possible that she thought the others would probably end up deferring to Luther on the issue since he was Number 1 and team leader during their academy days. Plus add in other factors like Harold’s manipulations, Luther seemingly doing just what Harold said her family would do and the whole “you’re a liability” thing from earlier. Again, while I’ve seen people criticise Vanya for jumping to conclusions and assuming the worst of her siblings here, I feel like what might have been her thought process wasn’t totally unreasonable. 
I’m not saying that Vanya was fully right and definitely her own insecurities had a role to play but I just think that her reactions weren’t as unreasonable or un-understandable as some people make them out to be. Also this then triggers a whole chicken and egg thing about her insecurities, her insecurities coloured her vision of her family but her family probably had a role to play in the development of those insecurities too. 
A vicious cycle I guess but maybe that’s a thought post for another time considering how long this one is haha. Apologies for that by the way! Also sorry if this didn’t make sense at all haha. 
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*vibrates at the speed of sound* YES!! I see a lot of people take digs at Vanya for not immediately trusting her sister and it comes around to forgetting that Allison’s development is new and fresh, and that Allison being kind of a week does not erase years worth of bad blood. I think people also see that Harold was being creepy (I rlly wish they put that as a twist instead of showing him be creepy right off the bat) as an excuse for the way Allison continued to insert herself into her sister’s life. As the audience we know Allison is trying to be better, Vanya as a character does not.
Of course Vanya doesn’t immediately believe her sister, Allison even says that they barely know each other. I actually know my sister and if she tried to come into my life by breaking into someone I like’s house, I’d be pissed off too!! It doesn’t matter that Allison was right, her actions were invasive and wrong and ended up pushing Vanya away.
also for the wedding, i actually imagine the reverse was true: allison did invite vanya but vanya never showed up. It just seems in character to me tbh
As for the chamber...Allison would have gone down to free Vanya if Luther hadn’t been hovering over her in my opinion. She demanded Vanya be freed, the only reason she couldn’t was A) her voice was gone thanks to Vanya B) she’s incredibly weak from the lack of blood and C) Luther is literally restraining her from doing so. Klaus and Diego however actually had the opportunity to go down and free her so at some point they either decided that Luther had a point (Diego) or that Vanya wasn’t worth the trouble/prioritizing their own needs (Klaus).
like i’m gonna repeat this again: one week of kindness & attempts at bonding do not erase years worth of bad blood.
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phobiadeficient · 4 years
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Hey! First of all tell ya that holyfcknshit your writing gives me life! Like, ugh, youre my fckn fave writer!!! Aaaand this is my first request!: Transboy!Scout x Sniper x Demo! Maybe a little hurt/comfort centered on Scout? I just rlly love this three guys together!! Anything with them makes me happy! And your writing with this ship? Ugh ill be in heaven!! You dont have to do it if u dont like or arent comfy with it, tho! Thanks for letting us read your wonderful works!!
can you imagine being scout tf2 in this situation? “yeah im getting a little dysphoria guess i’ll talk to my two hot boyfriends abt it” like can you Imagine
(warnings for discussion of dysphoria and non-graphic PIV sex, i understand that not all trans men are comfortable with that but when i headcanon scout as trans i also tend to headcanon him not being particularly prone to most kinds of body dysphoria and having a generally positive self-image overall. just wanted to be clear on that)
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Overall, Scout felt pretty nice. With his two guys, fresh off of dinner and just a little bit buzzed, squished between the two of them all cozy and stuff, and Sniper was playing with his hair and Demo was telling some story about a dumb kid he knew in school and stuff was overall just real nice.
And of course his stupid brain had to come along and ruin it by making him think about sad shit.
They were in Demo’s room since he was the only one of them who was smart enough to get a big mattress. Scout had Sniper’s arm just sort of thrown over across him, he and Demo’s hands intertwined on Scout’s stomach, and he just kinda looked at them for a minute. He thought it was kinda neat just seeing all the little details there, how Demo kept his hands cleaner but his nails were longer, Sniper’s clipped way short but still just a bit dusty. Or maybe that was just his callouses and some weird tanning sort of thing going on, who could say? Demo’s hands always kind of ran warm, and Sniper’s always kind of ran chilly, and Scout would go way warm or cold depending on the day, super susceptible to temperature because he was such a skinny little fuck.
Maybe that’s what he was staring about. Looking at their arms, it was made all the more clear how much scrawnier Scout was. It wasn’t even like Sniper was a particularly buff guy, he could be described as “in-shape” at best, but he was still just... bigger than Scout.
And the other thing, he realized, was that man, Demo and Sniper were both pretty fuzzy dudes. Hair on their arms and legs and all across their chests, Demo with a pretty nice beard and Sniper with almost a beard on accident.
Wham, just like that, like a bat to the temple, self-consciousness, self-doubt. Because that was just one of those little tiny things that Scout would get super insecure about all the goddamn time. Just the little tiny differences. Like the slightly different jaw, the slightly longer eyelashes, the slightly different build. And Scout was lucky, he knew that, because he was tall, and he knew how to work out to build his muscles so he could pass pretty easily in that regard, and his chest wasn’t anything to brag about to start with let alone when he started binding.
But the lack of facial hair, and the hair everywhere else on his body being kind of pale and nothing, and his scrawnier arms, it just...
He exhaled slowly, letting his eyes fall closed. Okay, he needed to slow down and take a breath. Here he was, squished between his two favorite guys on the planet, and who just so happened to be willing to date him and sleep with him on a regular basis, and who were also really hot, and he was getting all up in his own head over nothing. It was dumb. He needed to quit it.
But his brain kept cycling him through it, again and again, and it was Sniper who eventually pulled him out of it.
At some point he’d started playing with the hair on Sniper’s arm, just sort of fiddling, pushing his fingertips across his forearm idly, and Sniper tilted his head to watch him do so. That made Scout suddenly aware that he was doing it, and he faltered for a second, but he continued anyways, even as it made his thoughts a little harder to ignore when doing it consciously.
“One day, love,” Sniper said quietly, and Scout looked up at him, a little wide-eyed with surprise. Sniper smiled a little. “You’ve been doing that for about twenty minutes and staring off into space like you’re waiting for your spouse to come back from the war, love, it was a pretty easy guess to make,” he elaborated.
Scout looked back down and away. Chewed on his lip and his words.
“Is it, like,” Scout started, and had to pause for a second to think of how to word it right. “Is it ever,
y’know, weird? How I’m all... smooth and stuff? And not fuzzy like you guys?”
“Not particularly,” Demo shrugged, the shift minute since Scout could feel it. “Not a big difference.”
“I’ve met plenty of blokes who shave or wax anyways to look nice for other blokes, you’re a good few steps more hairy than them,” Sniper added.
Scout nodded slowly. “...And the... you’ve already said all the other stuff isn’t weird,” he said carefully.
“Aye,” Demo agreed.
Scout was quiet again for a few seconds.
Sniper stopped playing with his hair and removed his hand entirely, and Scout went to complain about it, but was surprised into staying quiet by Sniper rolling to prop himself up over Scout, looking down at him. “Love, are we not telling you enough how handsome you are?” Sniper teased.
Scout flushed. “You tell me plenty,” he mumbled, glancing off.
Sniper took hold of his chin and tilted him back to face him, mouth very very close to his own. “Could tell you more.”
“Could show you more,” Demo agreed, finding a place to wrap his arm over around Scout, kissing at the space under his ear and making him shiver lightly.
“I—guys, it’s fine,” he protested, but it was weak and halfhearted, because Sniper promptly moved to the other side of his neck to nip and kiss, following Demo’s lead. “I-I-I don’t need the... the extra sort of, the...”
He kept trailing off as his breath caught, the two of them being extremely distracting when they wanted to be. He jumped lightly when Demo pinched him lightly on the side, and heard the rumbly little chuckle of amusement that the motion got him.
They finished off getting him properly distracted, Demo parting with one last hard kiss on the lips, and then they were both just grinning down at him, leaving him there probably looking like a complete mess, spots on his neck surely starting to redden.
“Handsome,” Sniper observed simply.
“Gorgeous,” Demo agreed, and gave him another peck for good measure.
Scout’s face was on fire.
“...Well what are you gonna do about it?” he finally prompted impatiently, shifting a little.
Chuckles from both of them, and then they were in motion, starting to strip.
Scout took off his own briefs and the tank he used to bind when they were off work, and mostly just set to distracting Demo as the other tried to get out of his own clothes, much simpler than his uniform but more challenging when Scout was hanging off of him and kissing him absolutely silly.
Sniper pulled Scout off of Demo and back into his lap to free up Demo’s attention for a moment, and Scout’s breath caught as he felt a bare chest against his back and bare thighs under his own. Sniper kneaded at his thigh idly and tucked his head in to nose just under Scout’s ear and speak. “How d’you feel like doing this, love?” he asked softly, sentence punctuated by a little kiss. “Feels like it’s gonna be your night tonight, that sound right, Tavish?”
A sound of agreement from Demo as he struggled free of his shirt. Scout chewed on his lip and thought a little, shifting his weight back against Sniper and enjoying the way Sniper steadied him with arms wrapped around his waist, the hardness beneath him, situated in such a way that he had to really roll his hips down hard to apply any kind of real pressure and make Sniper exhale softly against his neck.
“I dunno, you could fuck me, maybe,” Scout suggested idly, rolling down against him again for emphasis.
Sniper considered that. “We got any rubbers, Tavish?” he asked, and Demo paused where he was pulling free of the last of his clothing, thinking.
“...Should,” he confirmed, moving to the bedside table to check, and coming up with a few foil squares a second later triumphantly.
“Alright then,” Sniper nodded, kissed at Scout’s neck some more. “Who d’you want for what then, love?”
“You fuck me, just like this, I suck Demo off,” Scout decided, eyeing up the bomb-maker in question as he joined them on the bed again, now naked and smiling a bit as he passed over the condoms to Sniper.
“Sounds good to me,” Demo agreed, and pulled Scout in with a hand on the back of his neck to kiss him, other hand drifting over his thigh and guiding him up into a kneeling position to give Sniper room.
Then there was a pair of fingers drifting along the inside of Scout’s thigh, moving between his legs to tease him for a few long moments before Sniper was slicking them up and slipping them inside with relative ease. Scout moaned softly against Demo’s mouth, earning a chuckle.
“Lovely thing,” Demo teased, both hands stroking over his thighs as they started to tremble under the force of Sniper’s fingers moving into and against him in throbbing waves, a skill afforded by experience he’d only gained since he’d gotten with Scout, but fuck, he’d really learned a lot in a short period of time, knew exactly what Scout liked, knew his tells, knew when he could add another finger, knew when he could pull his fingers out altogether and guide Scout back down into his lap carefully, carefully, and Scout was grateful that Demo had the foresight to get lubed condoms because the slide was so nice as he sank down.
Demo pulled back to let Scout moan and curse and make all sorts of noise, visibly admiring the show as Scout rolled and shifted his hips to try and find a good angle, Sniper muffling soft noises into his shoulder. A long few moments were spent with Scout trying desperately to get used to the feeling, only to be thrown off his rhythm as he found a good angle, then again as Sniper rolled his hips gently and the pressure shifted, then again as Demo pulled him back into a kiss.
“Gorgeous,” Sniper murmured against the top of his vertebrae, kissing there lightly, breathless. “Gorgeous thing.”
“You’re—“ Scout started to say, but it was cut off by a shaky sigh as Demo nipped at his bottom lip playfully, Sniper mirroring the motion against his backbone.
In no time at all, he was shifting his legs slightly to get comfortable and starting to move, a gentle up-and-down, barely exerting himself with how extremely fit he was, himself doing most of the work with Sniper rolling along when he could.
And Scout was lost in sensation for a little while, and Demo had been making himself busy lying a series of hickies all up one side of his neck, so he was a little surprised and largely pleased when he blinked his eyes open and saw that Demo had a hand around himself as he took in the view the two of them made. And once he realized that, Scout didn’t waste time nudging his hand aside to try and take over, and then he was being treated to the always-lovely experience of being caught between the two of them, all giving and taking pleasure as well as they could with their brains getting increasingly scrambled.
And Scout could vaguely remember having said something about sucking off Demo, but every time he tried to pull his hand away so they could readjust, Demo mumbled some vague complaint and urged him back into place again. And somewhere along the way Demo slid a hand down his stomach to toy with him in much the same way he was being toyed with, and then all motion was kicking up a notch—
Sniper was done first, surprisingly, swearing through gritted teeth, pulling out midway through as he shuddered through aftershocks that seemed to drag on and on. Scout gasped, and found himself desperate and just a little bit demanding. But man, he really did get lucky enough to find two guys who were real hot and pretty smart, because when Sniper had finally settled down a little Demo had already rolled on a condom and was urging Scout into his lap instead, and he exhaled with relief as he sank down again, mouth locking together with Demo’s as soon as he could get the breath for it, Demo working a hand back down between them to then work at Scout as best he could as the other lifted and rolled Scout with very little effort involved.
And at that point they were both worked along to the point where it barely took any time at all before Scout was trying to muffle himself into Demo’s neck—yes he got loud in bed, no he couldn’t help it, even if he tended to be the one the team then took potshots at over breakfast for being a noise complaint. And Demo was there too, swearing in a choked voice and breathing hard.
Actually, they both were breathing pretty hard. And Scout felt ever-so-slightly steamrolled and extremely pleased with himself and the state of the world around them. And he found himself playing with the abundance of hair across Demo’s chest as he came back down, melting into a nice little puddle  in his lap and humming, gone soft and relaxed.
“Handsome,” Demo quipped, kissing at the side of his head, and Scout couldn’t help but smile at the feeling of a beard rasping against his hair.
“Feeling better?” Sniper prompted, and Scout could only hum for a moment, still a little overwhelmed. That got a chuckle out of the both of them.
“Must’ve done something right, aye?” Demo asked, and Scout heard the two of them sharing a brief kiss over his shoulder, and that got him to grin all the more.
“You guys are the best,” Scout decided, mumbly but pleased.
A hum of agreement. “...Y’know that, er, thing you tend to do? Where I’ll be acting like an absolute bugger and mouthing off and you make me go eat lunch and then suddenly everything’s all better because I wasn’t in a bad mood, I was just hungry?” Sniper asked.
Scout hummed in agreement.
“Think this might be that for you,” Sniper concluded, smoothing hands down Scout’s sides, and Scout leaned into it. “A little attention and all’s right with the world, seems like.”
Demo cupped his chin and tilted his face up to kiss at his cheek, and Scout was sure he was grinning like a total dope, but he couldn’t help it. “More attention might be just what the doctor ordered,” he agreed. “That sound right to you, lad?”
Scout hummed in agreement, melting back forward into Demo’s chest again.
“Alright, lovely as you are you ought to get up so we can mop up, doll,” Demo urged, and helped shift Scout up and out of his lap gently. “Made a damn mess of you, would like to avoid ruining the sheets.”
“Shower?” Sniper asked, pulling Scout to his feet.
“Shower,” Scout agreed.
And maybe it was just that Scout had been a little pent-up and it was doing things to his head. Or maybe it was that the two of them were excellent at comforting him in any way he could when those doubts started to spring up. Either way, he found it really hard to be worried about something as simple as him being less hairy than your bog-standard guy off the street when he had Sniper playing and helping to wash his hair and Demo humming more gentle compliments into his ear and bickering quietly with Sniper over nothing important.
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rhimorechill · 4 years
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1-30 can i just have your opinion on all of them please
KDHSKHFKFB whoever u are anon ur actually my only follower ever
1. are you of the “tom nook is a crook” or “tom nook is an honest businessman” opinion ?
HES AN HONEST BUSINESSMAN !!! ur loans have NO interest and he was handing out 100k interest/month for a good while there !!!!! the only reason it dropped to 10k is b/c i accidentally made a mil while tryna get dreamies ok. the whole "nook inc owns the entire island" thing is KINDA WEIRD but like ! i mean. its still a pretty sweet deal
2. do you play as yourself or a made up character ?
i play as me !! and then everyone tells me my character is cute which ROCKS
3. where is your house located ?
well CURRENTLY. its just at the center of the island. but once i get terraforming (which will be as soon as i get lolly, mitzi, and purrl) it will be on its own little island in the middle of the island
4. who were your first villagers ?
hamlet and renee ! and bea and agent s and broccolo. oh and quillson. theyre all gone now but i moved bea into a friends island so i can visit her later !!
5. preferable method of earning bells ?
turnip runs babey !!! srsly i will pay like 500k tips and make a million in PROFIT (per run !!) its fucking awesome. i never use turnip exchange tho that shit website always stops telling me where i am in the queue
6. what villager personalities do you typically get along best with ?
i love all of them. so much. normal and lazy villagers might take the cake, but ankha was on my island for 2 days and nearly stole my heart, so snooty villagers r up there too. smug villagers ? like i mostly have experience w raymond b/c i fucking HATED quillson and keaton n ed i barely paid attention to (ed gets points tho. he shares my bday) but that goddamn nerd has a war with slugs. we love to see it. peppy villagers rock (i have THREE on my island rn... but ugh i gotta kick out merry sometime..... i love her but i just !! have too many). i CANNOT hate jock villagers those guys just wanna work out !!! and talk abt working out !!!! theyve done nothing wrong in their whole lives. uchi villagers are great too and cranky villagers r trying their best !!! every villager is good is what im saying. even quillson (i guess)
7. who is your current best friend in the game ?
MGHGSHGD felicity or raymond !!! they send me mail all the time and also i really like raymond. b/c hes such a fucking NERD of an accountant. and felicity was the first of my dreamies to move in so im 💚 when it comes to her...... SOMEDAY. lolly will also be my bff. lolly come home
8. is there a villager you want to get rid of ?
MERRY WHITNEY VELMA. PLEASE GO AWAY. U R ALL SWEETIES BUT NONE OF U MADE THE CUT. ONLY ONE OF U IS EVEN A CAT. (if you want whitney or velma pls dm me !!! someone asked for merry already but id love for them to be on islands where ppl love em)
9. do you hoard a lot of items ?
YES. i did a purge the other day and laid a fuckton of items out to give away. it did not fit and i had to shove some on the cliffs. i still have a big pile waiting to be taken. meanwhile my storage gets new items added
10. take medicine or save & restart ?
medicine is for chumps.
11. where is your favorite spot in your village ?
HMMMM i rlly like my entrance !!!! its rlly neat and has green AND pink mums + trees..... and fencing and a path. IDK i worked hard on it and think it turned out rlly well !!!! other than that maybe my shopping area ? i dont have terraforming yet so theres a lot i Havent Gotten To wrt my island (like my cliffs are almost entirely undeveloped b/c i havent placed any inclines. so theres no pathing)
12. what achievement do you want to hit the most ? (ex: golden equipment, all fish / bugs, etc)
its not REALLY an achievement but i want all my dreamies real bad. after that i want a 5 star island !! i would like a lily of the valley. or 20.
13. do you know any secret tips ?
HMMM i dont think so ?? i dont really know any secrets. ive been trying out campsite cycling and it has Not been going well tho. if u need tips on tting to move villagers out or smthn i can help w that !! this is such a vague q that im like DO i know smthn ??? that is a secret ?????? i also vaguely know abt *m**b* sp**f*ng but im not allowed to do that soooo. thats a pipe dream. fun fact: its not a secret but gardening is SO fucking complicated theres genetics n shit. its wild. thank god someone straight up gave me blue roses so i dont have to go thru that shit. also do not tt backwards when dealing with turnips. not even 30 mins to save ur 600+ prices frm closing time. They Will Change
14. who are your dreamies ?
THESE CATS (i know major shocker from tumblr user pumakittycat. app is acnh life)
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15. favorite furniture item ?
HMMMM THIS IS A TOUGH ONE. maybe mum cushions ? those r cute as fuck. i love every flower item, honestly, frm garden wagons to flower stands to pansy tables to hycanith lamps to. idk the bonsai shelf ? i have one of those. i also love my sea globe. its great. WAIT DO RUGS AND WALLS/FLOORS COUNT THERES NO QUESTIONS ABT THOSE i love so many FUCKING items. also autumn woods wall, if ur out there,
16. favorite clothing item / outfit ?
my green clover dress !!!! its the best thing EVER. my full outfit also consists of a silver tiara, a cherry blossom pouchette, white fishnets, and green rubbertoed sneakers. and, ofc, clover facepaint. ALSO FOR CONTEXT. my island is named clover bay thats why im like Clover Time. Theyre Important To The Aesthetic. im also an aro bitch who loves overall dresses. b/c they slap
17. favorite museum room ?
I LOVE THE LITTLE BUTTERFLY ROOM do not even TALK to me unless ur the butterfly room in the museum THERES SO MANY AT ALL TIMES ITS SO NICE
18. cedar, fruit, or palm tree ?
FRUIT. i literally chopped down every single hardwood tree on my island and replaced them w orange trees
19. favorite fruit ?
.......Oranges
20. favorite fish ?
HM. bitterling has a special place in my heart for being my Only fish model. whale sharks also rock tho. and thats only of the ones ive caught !!! i also love frogs, turtles, and obligatorily catfish. oh and seahorses and bettas
21. favorite bug ?
HM. ladybugs maybe. and both birdwings ! maybe also emperors butterflies. possibly others as well
22. favorite flower breed ?
MUMS !!!!!
23. favorite crossbred rare flower breed + color ?
GREEN MUMS.
24. favorite villager personality ?
havent we been over this ? im a dumb bitch who likes all of them way too much
25. favorite time of day to play ?
i uh. play. all the time. i tt a Lot tho so i like setting my time to 1pm ? idk it Feels like a good time
26. favorite special visitor event or reward ? (ex: selecting an art piece from redd, aiding guliver and getting a special item, etc)
SAHARAH. im obsessed w the fucking rugs and the tickets and the lottery. i also love celeste, and gulliver has a spot on the faves list for providing lucky cats sometimes (also a fave item) and for having been to space
27. favorite kk song ?
call me basic, but bubblegum kk plays at all times in my living room
28. favorite animal crossing game ?
ACNH lmao. i never really sat down and got Dedicated to city folk, which is the only other game ive played
29. if you’ve played animal crossing before, are there any animals you’re nostalgic for ? if this is your first game, has any animal in particular left some effect on you ?
ROVERRRRR come home :( also harriet.... i Miss Her. and resetti (i REFUSE to use rescue services dont @ me). and also the bus driver guy who took u to the city. If You Were An NPC In City Folk I Miss You Now
30. share a story from your gameplay
SO. i love the little alien easter egg. i set up a photoshoot and made like a little storyline abt the aliens and stuff. i even got a flying saucer and put that down and used it. and every fucking time !!!! i do shit with aliens !!!!!!! gulliver shows up on my beach. i know he went to space in cf n stuff (I GOT FLAVOR TEXT ONE TIME-- DURING NH-- ABT HIM NOT WANTING TO GO BACK EVEN) so i think its fucking hilarious that the aliens show up.... so does he
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homeofsexuals · 4 years
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i’m writing stream of consciousness rn bc really i do not feel great at all and i just need to get some stuff out and no one rlly follows me or uses this site anymore! so okay first things first i really need to rediscover my personhood and my passions and my drive because i don’t think i’ve actually been a human person in at least month and a half (if i could ever claim personhood at all!). i’ve completely disengaged and really do not care if i l*ve or d*e haha. in fact i’ve been having a preference towards d*e lately which is not particularly good for me. i feel so trapped by my current circumstances and it does not have to be that way. i also feel trapped by traumatic memories that mostly have to do with m*n and because of depression all of my good memories are either supressed or gone. and every moment and memory of vulnerability i’ve ever had is making me cringe and hate myself. i’m addicted to or dependent on several things rn and while none of these substances are actively ruining my life they aren’t helping anything either! i read and i doodle and i write and i go on walks and i do puzzles and i scroll but i have completely stopped talking to the people who matter most to me and bc of quarantine (and notably bc of moving home) i obviously haven’t seen any of them. i feel like each day is just passing until i do something radical, be it move away and start over once again or something a little more finite. i’m not taking care of myself either which is making everything worse. i haven’t felt good once in a long time even with graduate school behind me. i have a master’s degree and i do not feel like i am qualified to do. anything! or maybe it’s that anything i’m qualified to do doesn’t feel worth doing? i was so happy to leave academia but i would rather kms than like. do marketing for some corporation whose only goal is to make a profit for some rich person at the top of the food chain or some bullshit. and i could teach but the idea of being in front of a group of people terrifies me bc i am incredibly unhappy with how i look and talk and think. and since i only have a master’s i can really only adjunct which is an experience filled with horror stories, so while i’m looking at teaching it really doesn’t bring a lot of solace. instead it sounds like yet another toxic and exploitative situation and after busting my ass at an institution that barely compensated me that kind of sounds terrible! and i have no one to talk to about any of this and even if i did i could not face the thought (see: issues with vulnerability and an incredible fear of ever being a burden; plus even if i did share any of what i’m feeling, it’s not like anyone else other than me could magically fix the situation!). so each day passes me by and it feels more and more hopeless and lonely. and writing this doesn’t feel like any sort of release. it just feels like i’m staring my thoughts since—spring 2019 at least, but sort of throughout low points in my life—in the face. and i don’t know what to really do about it. i feel just as physically terrible as i do mentally. every day my body just feels like it’s deteriorating in a new way. i just need to find some sort of change to the monotony of it all i think, but without a job and without any money i don’t know how to do that? so it’s just becoming this cycle of feeling horrible and hitting a new rock bottom and hiding from everyone i love because i don’t want to be seen by anyone while i’m at what may be one of the lowest points of my life. but running away from it all is simultaneously making everything worse. i just don’t know what to do about it all anymore. it’s like i’m at a crossroads or at my final destination and both scare me. i just need to know, what is the point of anything!! really!!! what can i contribute! and why should i be the one to do it! so. that’s it i guess. what now?
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larryatendoftheday · 5 years
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Let’s correct some misinformation about Taylor Swift
a lot of people are blocked by this user so here’s a version of my response that you can reblog
rosesau ORIGINAL POST
not to rant but i will. when louis put out a song where he was making a point that was close to his heart, he did it thru just like you and he didnt fucking use that song to pander to anyone. he didnt have countless headlines abt it he didnt even have a music video for it he didnt release it as a single he just.. gave that song to us bc he wanted to say that to us. every fuckin time taylor saint swift has made a song abt smth ~important to her.. she’s always capitalized off of it in the most obnoxious way. she’s always just whining abt ppl not liking her. look what you made me do was abt her problems with literally Everyone who criticized her ever and she used her feud with kim and kanye to make that song get big. she even mockey kim k’s robbery in her music video. the song wasnt rlly abt her it wasnt her being genuine it was her finding smth to exploit and now with this new one if this is her “coming out” she’s exploiting pride and capitalizing off of something that is so important to so many of us. so many ppl say jly was a throwaway song bc “lol it wasnt even a single” but thats exactly the point lmao he wasnt trying to make money off of that song he wasnt trying to gain attention from that song he fought to have it out for us which is the exact opposite of what taylor does. bitchass white feminist who stayed silent during one of the most critical election seasons in a while, attemped to sue a woc who wrote on her own personal blog that taylor’s reputation era was feuling the altright fans and she should denounce white supremacy, and only encouraged ppl to vote for the “right” person when it was time for her to release more music. choke sweetie.
tswiftisgay  aka MY RESPONSE from my other blog
Ok so you have misrepresented some stuff. I’m tired of Taylor bashing. Critique I get. But let’s get some facts straight.
Her first major political statement was not when she was releasing new music. It was in October last year before the November election. That’s when Trump said he liked her music 25% less. She had nothing coming out anytime soon when she did that.
Louis has a consistently terrible team that has only just started to improve. Do you really think he wouldn’t have marketed Just Like You more if he could have? It’s a good song, and it has important content that the general public should hear too. Don’t make his team’s failure into something honorable.
I used to be critical of Taylor for not speaking up sooner about politics, but I realized that being political when you are quite as big as Taylor is extremely risky, especially coming from a country fan foundation. Plus she was “cancelled” anyway. What would her voice have done for the mess of the 2016 election? And after that during the Rep era, she gave LOUD pride speeches early on in her tour. She did a lot that pretty clearly demonstrated she was NOT supportive of the alt right. Anyone who really wanted to know could have seen that. So of course she sued the woman saying she was alt right. I’m not saying I like it, but if you are not a nazi and someone called you one, wouldn’t you want them to stop? I wish she had used different methods, but again, what would have worked? I’m not sure there is something that would have convinced this woman to change her tune.
When she did speak up last October, she explained that the absolutely horrible political events of the past few years had made her want to speak up. “In the past I’ve been reluctant to publicly voice my political opinions, but due to several events in my life and in the world in the past two years, I feel very differently about that now.”  Think of how you have changed over the past few years. We have all become more aware of our role and responsibility. We have all grown louder and more aware. Why can’t Taylor also have grown and learned?
In an essay in Elle earlier this year she elaborated on that. “Only as someone approaching 30 did I feel informed enough to speak about it to my 114 million followers. Invoking racism and provoking fear through thinly veiled messaging is not what I want from our leaders, and I realized that it actually is my responsibility to use my influence against that disgusting rhetoric.” Waiting to find your voice when you have this big a platform seems pretty solid to me.
Taylor isn’t a white feminist. In her October post she said, “I believe that the systemic racism we still see in this country towards people of color is terrifying, sickening and prevalent.” She also made a point of protesting a lack of laws about domestic abuse which unfortunately disproportionately effects women of color and trans women of color. She has pointedly included and celebrated women of color in her tours. On Rep tour the women dancers–many of color–all were introduced and given a moment just for them as part of the song Gorgeous. She has spoken about racism and I expect to see her continue to do so during this next election cycle.
Taylor did not mock Kim K’s robbery in the music video. I see how you could interpret it that way, because there was a robbing scene and a ring prominently displayed but that was in reference to a lot of Swiftie fan theories that she was engaged and the larger feeling of being attacked and dragged aka robbed. There were references to Kim but that was not one. Taylor is a women with stalkers who has her house broken into regularly. She of all people wouldn’t joke about that.
Last but not least, Taylor is pairing her new music with advocacy DESPITE the fact that it has turned away many of her old country fans or older Republican fans. She is also on her way out of the closet, which would make it much easier for others in the music industry to come out. Ahem. Harry and Louis.
So I have to ask that you stop spreading misinformation and stop hating on a woman who is changing the music industry by forcing streaming services to pay artists fairly and now–on her coming out journey. She donates to charity. She advocates for politicians and policies that could improve or even save lives. She is using her platform for good. Stop hating.
Or I guess I should just say… don’t step on her gown. You need to calm down.
TLDR: Larries are often so uninformed and nasty about Taylor. She didn’t speak up about politics for a long time, but when she started it was not near any new content from her. She is queer anyway. She's been very misunderstood by her own community.  
Please reach out to me with questions. I would love to help rectify this unfortunate sentiment in the fandom. 
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edds-fuxking-corner · 3 years
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dear diary, it's been a while
so my doctor told me a while back I have insulin resistance and vitamin D deficiency (which explains a lot) and I'm sure sth is going on with my cycle bc I keep feeling like shit before my period. the only time I didn't feel like shit was the previous month, when I'd fixed my diet but then I got covid and food poisoning and went on vacation and now I'm back home alone and its fucked up again and idk if I have the willpower to bring it under control again especially when there aren't others around (I rlly have to look more into this shit i do, acting "proper" when others can see what I do)
so anyways that was supposed to be a catch-up but I started thinking again. now time for the venting
so one of my friends got on my nerves bc I felt like she acted bitter towards me going on vacation this specific time (I mean, these were the dates my brother was free). and I got more mad when the few times we hang out she'd message her other friends of her bf and listen to their am and answer them with her own am but when I'd send her an am and she was with her other friends she'd always tell me she can't listen to it bc she'd outside. and then she was supposed to go to the city on Tuesday so i planned to leave the earliest I could, on Wednesday, and she ended up leaving on Thursday and staying with her bf until today, when she was supposed to come to me but she ended up going back to her own house bc her brother would come back and she didn't want her folks to find out she was in the city I live. and I hate this, I feel neglected, I feel like she keeps choosing others over me, but I can't tell her anything abt it because she listens to me, she helped me when I broke down and when we thought I had covid, she started using my name and pronouns right away and she was very understanding when I came out and she's really fucking amazing and supportive and I feel like i'm asking too much already and I'm just looking at a gifted donkey's teeth
and then there's my other friend, it's also a similar situation with them. when we were hanging out the other day, after MONTHS, they kept texting to their bf but now I've send them messages since more than ten hours ago but they haven't even read them and a mutual friend has uploaded pics of them so ik they're awake and fine, they've just decided what is more important, and I guess that's not me. and I can't talk to them either abt it because they've also been really supportive and they've been there for me so long, but also because, xue to their trauma, they'd feel guilty and if what I'm feeling is true, they wouldn't admit it bc they're a people pleaser
I just want to stop talking to everyone, stop texting first and see who will text me just to text me, not to ask for help or advice or to vent. I wanna leave and be by myself, that way I can't be hurt by anyone
ye and taking abt this, today I went to get some engineering notes from a dude and after I got them I realised I hadn't registered on those two classes in which I have rlly good notes, so I can't take part in the exams, and those two exams were the only ones I was sure I'd pass, so now I have to study for the harder ones and I started getting anxious and afraid that I won't pass and I started thinking "well I won't pass anyway so why try?" and I hate this i hate this so much i wanna start studying, I wanna learn, i wanna pass my fucking classes but I'm too afraid of failure to even try and I want this to stop
also I've asked my brother if he'd belf me find a psychologist and he said yes but knowing him he'll just forget it however many times I remind him so ye what even us the point of living Lmfao most things feel just like a simulation anyway
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