#I just get sad about my bday

[rosicheeks]

One more week Princess!

Took me a second to figure out what you were talking about 😂

[angelpuns]

Trying to figure out if I'm just my normal cycle of sadness from being too perceptive and getting my hopes up too high or if this is a new cycle of sadness that my body has started because thats how i felt about this time last year-

[b4kuch1n]

Your swsh art always makes me want to replay the game because i love it and its my favorite pokemon game and every time i play another pokemon game i think of it how i miss certain elements from swsh. Then i boot up the game and im once again caught in the 1 hour 40 minutes hand held intro and im like ah- now i remember why i have been playing other pokemon games instead of this one. Happy (late?) birthday!

you don't want to listen to hop? you don't want to hear him teach you about type matchups? you don't wanna let him cheer u on...? 🥺 waa....?

[piplupod]

prayer circle over on this blog too that i receive a copy of pkmn sunmoon today..... it is literally the one thing i Really Want on the small gift idea list i made at the behest of my mother..... 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[abrill]

My b'day ain't close enough at all, but I am already fearing or hating to come closer to that month. I just wanna vanish for that fucking day.

Seriously, I love people but I can't dare to be near anyone on that day this year. Fear of getting hurt again...Or reminders of how I was hurt last year..? Both.

And seriously, my b-day doesn't mean anythin.. If my presence ain't appreciated now in your life. How can it become grand special that day lol... Tbh just gonna stay at my home and miss my classes. That's it.

[leecherish]

whatever, can everyone go and be all niceys to me please

[minglana]

i was just reading some diaries that my mom wrote when i was little, where she was just writing to me about stuff we/i did when i was little. and i got so emotional....little does she know im gay and she probably would disown me if she knew🤪

[nonbinaryaubrey]

happy birthday mawi :]]] i tend to talk about her sillys but . she makes me so emotional (nearly cried about her a bit ago :thumbs up: normal!!)... shes just. soooo much there is so much going on with her and around her. she is love i think <3. and so much more she meant so much to everyone.. i wish we couldve gotten to know her better...

[girlvinland]

One more post I guess but today I was really happy bc when I woke up and checked the Bloodmilk group I’m in, someone was selling one of my dream pieces that I’ve wanted for a very long time (bc it reminds me of Cov and Ava…cringe ajdhdj), but it felt very serendipitous bc today was allllmost the day I made Ava’s bday until I changed it at the last minute. I thought V-day would be a bit too on the nose for her lol.

[pepprs]

my mom isn’t letting my dad go back to his office bc him being out of the house stresses her out and makes her have a flare up and it’s like kind of insane. like i understand why the idea of him doing that would make her panicky and angry as someone who also struggles w separation anxiety and abandonment shit / has physical symptoms from that kind of stress (though not to the same degree ofc) but also he is a grown man. he should be allowed to go to his office and not have to shape his entire life around her needs. and she keeps guilt tripping him out of it and it’s impacting his quality of life a lot and the whole thing is kind of… hm

[dhmis-autism]

drawing stuff for valentimes and u all better enjoy it once i finish bc its the sappiest stuff ill ever draw ever

[todayisafridaynight]

NO SERIOUSLY THE SMILE CAN BE SOMETHING SO SPECIAL... because the concept originates in violence, intended as a last resort when you're cornered, a psychological bluff that might give you the upper hand... so for Arakawa to be able to recontextualize that as part of how his family communicates (along the lines of what we've talked about with regard to their language) is really something.

Especially because like, while he has varying degrees of success instilling the concept into his men, it's pretty safe to say they would all know what a smile from him means, right? They're family to him. So if there's this mix of Arakawa starting to smile more around Jo subconsciously and Jo picking up on it, maybe there's this period of consciously pulling back and of not wanting to read too much into it, respectively...

But Eventually it's this wordless affirmation of Jo having a place in Arakawa's family. Maybe he can't really put it into words in a way that doesn't make Jo feel awkward (I mean, he can't even manage that with Ichiban, much less someone with issues around that as deep-seated as Jo's, right). But he can do that much.

And I know I KNOW this bitch never has any reasons to smile but if Jo ever smiled back..................................

Anyway. Happy birthday to your bro and I'm glad you had a good day yesterday! You deserve it :) Come to think of it, my dad was born in July... and my Bestie Group Chat (ft. my friend who initially encouraged me to get over myself and send you an ask lol) was founded on Tsutsumi's birthday...

THAT'S WHAT IM SAAAAYING LIKE FUCK MAN it can be something SO personal and something SO confusing at first so when everything Clicks....... bruvv.....

[thecherrygod]

... man i just remembered how last night i had a dream by the end of it there was a cat, and in it i said "oh she looks exactly like tigra!! are you also an attention seeking dumbass like her?" and it was so i may have actually dreamt about her

[bewby]

[lyekisses]

as if i would blow up the spot without ordering for myself first 😈

[bunnyboy-juice]

birthday in the abstract? fun! excited!

birthday now that its 10 days away? terrifying! depressing!