#I love you lots

[evra-harmony]

Soft soukoku fic writers having chuuya use "mackerel" as a comforting thing babe you're calling dazai a whore

[euesworld]

"Some days I love you lots, some days I love you even more than that.. some days I want to hold your hand, and some days I want to rub your back. Some days I kiss your forehead, some days I hug you tight.. some days I think about you a lot, but I want you to know that I'll always love you right. Some days I lay my head on your chest, some days I think you are the best.. but every day with you I feel so blessed."

Some days, some days, some days - eUë

[celestialwhoree]

This is different from my usual postings, but I thought I'd share a little list of small things that helped me through some pretty nasty phases with my mental health. Hopefully someone will benefit from this, and feel free to add! 🤍🦢

Open a window. I know this sounds so lame, but there's something about fresh air and the sound of outside that really clears away the cobwebs.

Organise something - Preferably something you like. I often sit and colour coordinate my bookshelves or a section of my makeup drawer. Even doing one small task a day is still doing something.

Following on from that, if you can, make a list of small, achievable tasks for the day, week or month. I can't stress enough how motivating the sense of achievement is when you cross something off of your list.

Have a few outfits that you can cycle through for when you don't have the energy to pick out clothes. I'm talking a hoodie and some jeans, some leggings and a T-shirt. There's nothing wrong with keeping it simple. Also, a clean and dirty clothes bin. If you don't feel up to putting away your clean laundry, just put it in the clean bin.

Find a show to watch with a bunch of seasons and episodes. Again, takes away the frustration of not knowing what to watch and gives you something to do when you're not feeling up to anything else.

Meal planning has forever been my saviour. If you ever find a day where you're feeling energised and up to doing something, make food. If you can spend a couple hours preparing some food and don't have to worry for the next couple days, that's great! It gives you one less thing to worry about.

Don't be afraid to ask friends and family for support. Even if they just come and run errands with you or just sit and watch a movie. Body doubling really can be so helpful with productivity, and can keep you motivated.

Doing little acts of self care can make you feel so much better. Seriously. I often find that using a little spritz of my favourite perfume or putting on a nice lip balm makes me feel so much more able to get out and face the day. I can't overstate how beneficial it is to do things that make you feel good.

Take out unnecessary steps from things. If you can make things easier, and therefore less of a chore, you'll be so much more inclined to do them. Your skincare routine doesn't need to be ten steps, just washing your face is okay. Same for getting ready in the mornings etc.

Adding to this: If you can find the energy or the time, go to a museum!! Bonus points if it's in line with one of your interests! Spend time looking at beautiful things! Surround yourself with things that you love and enjoy. Even just sitting and people watching does things for the soul.

This is all I could think of right now, but I hope this helps anyone who might need it! Mwah🤍

[thyme-in-a-bubble]

is it just me or are the stars particularly twinkly tonight? 

[simmasova]

hai hai sova dont feel the need to type a response to this i just want to tell you youre SUPERCOOL and you need to Know this even more than you hopefully already do :333 meow meow meow

im glad you think im supercool you adorable little foolish human

[justmeinadaze]

Update!

I am almost done with the next chapter of "Head Filled With Demons." Those chapters will take me longer to put out because believe it or not... I actually planned them out! *gasp* I know.

To those of you who are new I literally never plan out my chapters. Lol I just write from the heart and see where the stories go.

So yeah should have that out soon. I'm also working on "I Have Nothing". I know it's been awhile with that one. With that series it's kinda of like "Always Behind You." I have to be in a certain mood since it deals with some heavy material.

[chipswsalsa]

Hi! You made it through the week and that's cause for celebration. I'm so proud of you! Here's a josh because you deserve it 💛

hi cierra🫶🏼 i love you immensely, always. you (and josh) make my heart smile. i hope you’ve had the bestest week, and even if you didn’t, i’m proud of you for making it to today 🤍

[solarshadow]

13, 28, and maybe 16 if you want <3 for the soft ask post!

13. What’s your comfort food?

I really enjoy heavy things for comfort food. Like chili, or homemade mac and cheese, goulash is really good too and baked ziti.

28. Hugs or hand-holding?

Hugs ;w; I loveeee hugs. I rarely get them so it's always a treat when someone offers one.

16. Compliment the person who sent you this number.

Oh ho. I hope you're ready for this.

For those of you who do not know, I have known Ine since High School. I am pretty sure it was Freshman or Sophomore year that we started talking online?? So it has to be like 12 or 13 years now. She is an absolute gem of a human being and is very sweet and kind. She has a passion for great art and a love for doggies (Borzoi in particular), and is reliable, thoughtful and absolutely incredible. I love her and wish her to have only the best because she has been through a lot and deserves it ;w; <3

[bookshelf-dust]

how did you gain traction with your fics? You and others have inspired me to get back into writing again, and I’m feeling a little disheartened bc I haven’t received any feedback… do you have any tips?? You don’t have to answer, love your work angel x

i won’t lie this made me kind of emotional?? you have no idea how much i appreciate you asking me this or saying that i’ve inspired you. me?? are you sure??

also i’m gonna try my best to answer this for you :)))

i started writing on wattpad before on here, and i did that purely because i wanted to. that’s why i write here too! i’d been writing stories in the notes on my phone and decided i’d revise them and give sharing them a shot. there isn’t a lot that’s made me as happy as writing does, so i guess my main piece of advice is to write because you enjoy it and write what you want. then all the other stuff will come later.

my blog is little and i quite like it that way, but there’s a set of billy headcanons i wrote that have a thousand and some odd notes? which might not seem like a lot to some people but it is to me. honestly i get scared to post so i tend to post things and then go to sleep. but that one is the most notes i’ve gotten. and it’s shocking because i posted that and didn’t think anyone would read it (i have very low expectations for myself).

so really i just write things i’m happy with and i post them and i completely understand the disheartening feeling that comes with a lack of feedback. i really appreciate comments and reblogs because they tell me if someone likes something and then that gives me motivation to write more. i have something i wrote that was the longest thing i’ve ever written, and it’s got less than twenty notes i think. and likes don’t tell me anything, you know? so i try to leave feedback on everything i read because i know what it feels like to not know if anyone is enjoying your work.

as for tips, i have noticed that there seems to be a time zone thing? like if i post at a certain time, no one sees it, but at another time it gets a little more attention? it’s odd. i also try my best at getting loads of tags in there. but honestly i didn’t start using tumblr until 2022 (almost said this year) so i’m still new and learning as i go. and i’m not totally sure about traction, i suppose? i think it depends on the characters too. my gareth work doesn’t do as well because he isn’t as popular a character. my eddie stuff does well right off the bat because he’s more popular, but then it sort of calms down after that. billy does well over time. i think sometimes people might be shy to share their feelings about billy. idk. maybe that’s bullshit and sounds silly.

so i’d say: do it for yourself. if you enjoy it, then write whatever you want for whoever you want. but i know it sucks to not have feedback. sometimes i post and it’s radio silent and it can hurt. and i think there is a definite problem with the lack of responses on here—i’ve seen people compare it to things like instagram where likes mean everything, and that’s not the case here. but really, if you enjoy it, keep at it. i think the good stuff comes later, if that makes any sense. sometimes i feel like quitting, but if i take a step back, i realize that i enjoy it and it doesn’t matter if no one reads it, because i had fun making up this little escapist world.

i don’t know if that was helpful at all, but again i really appreciate you asking me. thank you for reading my crap and for being here :)))

[leclsrc]

I’m begging you to please do a sequel to "Stay, at least for breakfast." I’ve read it over and over again, but I still hope for an ending. I swear I’m not lying; I keep going back to it because it is painfully beautiful.

I would literally do anything you want if you wrote more of it. Yes, I love it that much!

I hope you have a good day. You’re such a great writer. Keep going 🩷.

i’m gonna cryyy thank u so much love <3 i had such a full several days of uni so coming back to these messages is like comfort really.

thank you i love u—and i’ll see about writing more of it; i do think though that the beauty of those kinds of stories also lies in the fact that they’re very open ended

[deancaskiss]

I feel like tumblr is eating my asks?

But if you see this, hang in there! You're doing great (even if it doesn't feel like it)!

🌻

i promise tumblr is not eating your asks, I’m just behind on answering everything in my inbox because there’s not enough hours in the day ajfasfsjgds

thank you for this super sweet message! I can’t even express how much it means to me. it really and truly does not feel like I’m doing great… if anything I’m just tearing everything down around me. but thank you for your kinds words and for being so lovely and reminding me that’s it’s going to be okay 🌸

[euesworld]

"Oh, how I love you.. the feelings are so damn real. Oh, how I need you.. you punched me right in the feels. If you only knew the things you do to my heart, you just might stop.. and we can't have that, cause I love you lots."

I've got pal-pal-p-p-p-palpitations from loving you so hard - eUë

[celestialwhoree]

anon because i’m shy but i just wanted to say a thank you for the post with the little tips for those struggling. feeling really fucking hopeless lately and though it might seem silly to others, i really needed that. not because it was something i never heard before, but because it’s nice to know someone understands, even if i don’t know you personally 🤍

Hi lovely!! I'm so so glad my little list helped you feel seen and recognised💕 Struggling does not equal hopeless. It's okay to have times where we just want to lay in bed and rot or cry. There is always, always a place for you here, and anyone else that may be struggling at the moment.

Sending the biggest, sloppiest smooches you've ever had in your whole life 💞🎀

[dealmakr]

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[katelynnwrites]

goodnight te amo mucho

[justmeinadaze]

you write Steve and Eddie’s personality so well dude. Like thank you for the eye candy always