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harmoniouseclipse · 5 months

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Arlecchino doodle schmoodle (PLEASE COME HOME PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLE

#genshin impact #artists on tumblr #arlecchino #GIRL I LOST TO DILUC THE FIRST DAY SHE DROPPED I HATE HIM #HE LITERALLY COULD NEVER #I need her so bad you dont even understand #she could kill me and i'd actually die from happiness instead #All ive gotten is a freaking diluc and a C4 freminet IM ON ME KNEESSS PLEASE COME HOME #IDK HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN FARM PRIMOS OUT OF THE NEW FONTAINE AREA DAWG

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howboutitryanyway · 2 months

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The Kiss + Breezeblocks

I love the big red swath of the cape but it looks uneven without the text underneath her, so some text variations under the finished piece.

#Debbie Grayson #Nolan Grayson #Omni-Man #Invincible #Invincible fanart #fanart #invincible tv show #digital art #the bezier curve tool and I are friends #even tho i really should have done this in a vector program #i need to get more comfy w inkscape lbr #song lyrics #so glad I redid her face and his hand you dont understand it was so bad before #but this??? yuss

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hampterguts · 4 months

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forever amazed and confused at how often transformers franchise just straight up depicts suicide attempts. like not even considering the superhero trope of "i have to save everyone!!! by choosing to die!!!!!" thing. like. non-allow-yourself-to-die-to-stop-a-thing-from-killing-everyone-immediately type situations. which tbh i wish more ppl talked about but not the point here

like. sure mtmte, a comic abt mentall illness and war, i expected it to be aware of the concept. but its not handled well and mostly used for shock value or "im better now i swear! i have a husband and everything" BUT ITS IN THE KIDS SHOWS TOO??? MY BESTIE G1 RODIMUS?? BEAST WARS DINOBOT???

#my pupils dilating so wide when that one beast wars episode opened on dinobot reciting shakespeare and then pointing a sword at his chest #also im mean i think only beast wars was successful at trying to be like 'but you Have to Live.'#i love them both dearly but g1 does not love me and mtmte does not love me. do u understand #mtmte being like 'you just have to meet someone to live for!!!' -> doesnt work even in canon ->#-> 'nono im still right you just have to meet someone to live for!!!'#but im fond of g1 just showing a guy whos told to die go 'yknow what yeah ok'. and then gets revived but god thats so fucking funny #psychological drama where rodimus doesnt get found on time and now the autobots have lost two leaders and my girl haunts the narrative #suicide tw #suicide ment #dummy posts #srry im still thinking abt mtmte. cd being like. i dont want to kill myself bc of my spouse. my spouse is dead but #i dont want to kill myself. ok my spouse is back time to kill myself so he can be happy with someone else.#ok no killing myself my spouse said no.#everyday tho im upset abt my babygirl red alert. mental illness woman used for jokes shock value rodimus angst then tossed tf out only to #come back 'better' but then BAM 'evil influence mind control by evil villain'. but shes polygamous now i guess thats going for her #sorry um. red alert isnt canonically a woman im just weird abt her. shes a mentally ill butch woman to me i need to hang out with #her so bad we could spiral together

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st4rstudent · 2 months

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Btw sorry for not getting to asks and drawing lately, I've been busy for almost the whole past week. hangs my head low

#clemramble #last week I was stuck on dog watching duty for 3 days which doesnt sound bad #until you realize one of them is like 16 years old and losing control of certain body functions. old age and all you know the drill #and then right after i was done iwas sent to my grandmothers and ive been doing stuff with her #so whenever i am online its like snrrk mimimimi ... i tried to draw yesterday but almost nothing came out right #but rest assured. i will get to work sooner or later.#i usually dont apologize for inactivity since a.) i have a life outside of social media and b.) i put my trust that you all #also understand that and wont start sending pitchforks and fire in my inbox #likewise i try not to publicly talk about my life in greatdetail but what harm could it hurt for you all to know i have an old dog.#ANYWAYS ENOUGHOF THAT #i will get back on that grind soon... even if its just sketches #just have to wait for that rest period to get over . i DESPERATELY need to work on my askblog.#i did not forget about it im just conflicted bc i want to use the new brush but the canvas is too small for it so im trying to find alts #...or else ill have to redraw the entire background . shudders. gets scared

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the-lark-ascending69 · 5 months

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> be a robin buckley fan

> be lesbian

> project on robin

> look up "internalized homophobia robin buckley" on tumblr because it's cathartic

> 3/4 of the posts are about st3ddie or just about steve

#saw one in which steve was like ''no robin you don't understand! i have never been loved! i don't know how that feels like!''#i have several grips about that interpretation #going from the fact that's not true (dustin is clearly a big steve fan + robin herself cares about him deeply)#to the fact he probably wouldn't be introspective enough to voice his emotions this concisely not to mention he'd probably wouldn't take #a moment to realize he's never felt loved if that were the case. i mean. he could think that. when he's like 35 and more in touch with his #inner world. 19yo steve can't even get the hint that hitting on a girl who's already clearly taken (nancy) is wrong so like i don't expect #him to be that smart #but i can live with people having takes i don't agree with. my opinion doesn't have to be everyone else's opinion if you see steve that way #it fine #what bothered me was the fact he was saying this to a lesbian living in the 80s lmao #who tells him that 1) her whole life has been an error 2) she doesn't think he'd want to be close to her if he truly knew her and 3)#3) is paralyzed by fear of social suicide if she dares believe for even a second that the girl she likes may like her too #like i dont need people to do deep dives into robin lore and quote from memory lines from Surviving Hawkins abt robin feeling like she's #rotten inside. not supposed to have friends. feeling like something is wrong with her and that pushes people away etc etc #the fact that she's a lesbian should tell you enough abt who has the biggest chances of being loved 😭#also bothered me that it showed up when looking up posts abt internalized homophobia because?? where's the internalized homophobia therw #unless it's gay steve feeling bad abt it in an AU (as if canon robin didn't go through it)#like look im not bothered to find steve-centric content in the robin tag cos people are gonna tag her in posts mentioning her.#she's his friend.#but there are barely any posts at all about robin's internalized homophobia. like i saw 2 or 3. compared to all the steve or steddie ones #where's the love for my babygirl 😭😭#anti steddie #not really but y'know i don't wanna bother anyone #edit: the bit about there being like 3 posts on robin w internalized homophobia isn't exactly true. there are a few. but they still feel #drowned in st3ddie posts #like something isn't right here

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skitskatdacat63 · 12 days

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For funsies I like to go thru the Habsburg family tree, usually to try and determine who's related to who. I'm still constantly taken aback by how incestous it genuinely is 😭😭 It'll be like, oh hey I feel like I recognize the wife's name!! ....it's the husband's niece, great.

Ik its probably common knowledge but it's still surprising to me how closely related the Bourbons and Habsburgs are despite basically considering each other rivals. Like for Louis XIV and Leopold I, you guys are literally first cousins(I think.)

(Yes this is what I do for fun on weekends, shut up.)

#it bugs me how male centered family trees arw #but trying to make my own 😭 i understand #luckily the wives are usually closely related so-#though i feel like at least on the austrian side they're a bit more distant?#cause ill click on the wife and i dont recognize her parents so!#but im sure theyre distant cousins lmao #i wanna start off from frederick iii #but i started off from charles v right?#i love how the two marriages of his kids just. literally:#1. first cousins. 2. literal niece and uncle #im looking at this like 😟#i knew it was bad but 😭 getting hit with it early on is so ughhhhhh #if i make a bigger one i need to write down the family relations cause its sooooooooo bad #but the amnt of times ive been like hey wait this name is familar...?#and then i realize ive other written it down on the chart and this guy is in fact marrying his cousin. neat.#my moms like why do you like them so much even tho they're like this #and its like: well its not like i can go back in time and change it 😭 i just try not to think abt it too deeply #kinda funny how the attractiveness kinda does align with how incestous their parents are JDJFKGKGGK #though most of the women are pretty and i feel like Joseph I was a fluke more or less #catie.rambling.txt

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randomalistic · 1 year

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Every new thing I learn about this movie makes it so much worse

#IT HURts IG BURNS IT BURNNSSS YOU DONT UNDERSTAND #I AM IN AGONY #good for Dan though.#I get so upset whenever I remember this movie exists #I WANT IT GONE!!!!!!!!!!!#TXT #my heart it shatters into 1000499 pieces because it’s not only a Bad Movie. it ruins an amazing movie that is very dear to me ok #crys so loud #I’m not tagging this as wreck it ralph YOU ARE NOT HER #I WILL NEVER WATCH YOUUUU THIS IS A RALPH BREAKS THE INTERNET HATE ACCOUNT #i would rather watch the emoji movie Bc it’s on the same level except at least the emoji movie doesn’t mischaracterize a lovely friendship #A BEAUTIFUL FRIENDSHIP.#I’m fucking killing yo #anyways haha I’m doing fine #I’m Grieving 4 years after this movie released #also turbo isn’t even MENTIONED. ok. that I NEED TO STOP RANTING ABOUT THIS #YOU ARE DEAD TO ME

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all-thestories-aretrue · 2 months

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#path of night podcast #pon meme #i wish i could tell you whats going on in my brain but i dont even know #like. wynn bonding miles to her ensuring her emotional intimacy needs are met #her motivations there #and i cant help but wonder if some of it is because shes bound to him #but like does she still think that he wouldnt look out for her like that???#does she still think he cares so little for her???#she was chosen to punish him he chose her as sheriff #i am STILL thinking about how he came aftrr with the week of nightmares stuff #they are so incapable of communicating sometimes i want to shake them #i want to bonk their heads together until they understand each other #ignore the typo i cant fix it im on mobile #the brainrot is bad today 😬

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harmoniouseclipse · 8 days

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Lisa redesign + headcanons aughfhfhfg I need her so bad (I almost died making this)

#artists on tumblr #genshin impact #lisa minci #genshin edit #my friend said her vibe is giving older sister that's moved out of the house and middle aged #thats what i was going for so mission accomplished 🙏🙏#she would take care of me and play mitski songs in the car i think #also hehehe messy bun from napping all day oewwaahhuh >>>>#oh my gyatt i love her #also. peek her right eye if you havent yet #so insanely obsessed w her having smth to do with Khaenriah or the Abyss oml #I need her to die so bad you dont even understand #i also need to draw her and diluc making out nasty. been yearning for them lately #i love mulitshipping so much gang how can yall be haters when every mond ship is objectively amazing (except for the illegal ones)#ive gotten way off topic sorry for yapping #she prevokes something deep within my soul that can only be soothed by mindless rambling

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orcelito · 2 months

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Did the stuff exchange 👍 that sucked 👍 wahoo

#speculation nation #i was very curt bc i just wanted to get it over with.#kinda wish id given her a piece of my mind but whatever #i did shut the door rather forcefully in her face. which hopefully said plenty.#and then i cried bc it just felt so Cold. a stark difference from the last time i saw her.#man ive come to accept it's probably for the best overall but the suddenness of it still sucks so bad.#also the 'i never actually loved you' thing. what an asshole thing to say.#she also missed one of the stuffed animals and it's one i wanted to have back Especially #bc it's a pair with one that i own. i want my little bee's axolotl friend back And i dont want her owning the other one of a pair.#she seemed to really love this deer before. said it gave her a lot of comfort to hug at night.#so i wanted it back especially too. i dont want her getting any more comfort from my prior affection for her.#i just hope that seeing me reminded her that im a real fucking person that she fucked over.#like yeah shes got her new 'love' yadda yadda yadda but she strung me along for 6 fucking months #then broke up with me over fucking TEXT. saying some incredibly insensitive things as she did so.#even if they were the truth. there are still some things that dont need said i think. especially to someone who has trust issues.#but most of all she shouldve fucking done it in person or At Least on the phone.#i told her plenty already how cowardly and horrible it was for her to break up with me over text #and i want to scream it from the rooftops and carve it into her tires #but i wont. because ive said it enough. and being too destructive wont make anyone happy.#not even me.#it just feels like such an injustice. and i feel so angry and hurt.#i can understand and accept that it's probably for the best that the relationship ended here #but that doesnt make the manner it was done hurt any less.#and jesus i thought i was the asshole for how i broke up with my girlfriend last year. at least i broke up with her in person!!!!#i didnt even get that. what a whole load of bullshit.#anyways im gonna play my samurai game. and focus the best i can on just moving on.

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slingbats · 3 months

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I am going to need that rewrite on my desk by tomorrow, 12 point font, times new roman, double spaced

noOOOOOO IT'S TOO MUCH WORK!!! I DON'T HAVE TIME AND I DON'T CARE ENOUGH........ girl help!

my rewrite where uhhhhhhhhhh. everything is the same except the writers actually care about female characters. a lot of decisions were made because of actresses no longer being available so plotlines like fish's are more or less the same but like, Ivy either gets to grow up normally or is never a child at the beginning to start with (you can go the weird plant body route if you have to keep her relatively younger since this is a prequel ig), and I don't... even know what to make of KK or Isabella, and Sofia should just be fucking. dont tell me there isn't a single female italian bodybuilder who can act, I don't believe you. let her be buff. let her take up space. let her be huge and wear vintage fashion.

also Oswald is fat and trans

#the problem is that largely i think gotham should suck ass #the only thing that really drives me up the fucking wall is the like. obvious sexism #every fully disposable female character makes me evil #i dont know what they were on about the riddler fangirl and i've chosen not to examine it bc i suspect you had to be there #in order to understand what whoever wrote that was mad about specifically. i can't stand that shit #'we have to openly mock some actually harmless aspect of our fanbase' ok but can you do it without being weird and sexist '🧍‍♂️'#but generally? the Stupid plotlines the Really dumb crap #whatever the fuck gordon is doing from episode to episode #...it builds character. i wasn't paying attention to most of it anyway #hey real quick look me in the eyes #there was something there. i hate the galavan arc so much but there was something there.#a sympathy. a kinship between tabitha and silver. tabitha was groomed for a role the same way silver is being groomed and she recognizes #the childish desire to please authority figures in their stupid bullshit organization even though silver can't see it because she's still l #living in it #did you guys see that? because i saw it #and it's in the middle of like. one of the worst arcs in the show #(the arc is fine the actor who plays theo is just so like. he has no charisma at all and something is Off about the whole thing bc of it)#oh wait no yeah actually. the stuff with silver is kind of hard to watch bc it would be interesting if they wanted to examine it #but it's a stupid drama series so it's just a love triangle even though she's a pretty sad character even within the writing in this show #and silver never comes back. and she doesn't need to bc they wouldnt know how to treat her #but did you guys see that too?#I like tabitha #anyway that arc is bad but i do think sometimes about silver saying 'my favorite animal is a dolphin bc they're magic'#and for a second bruce forgets the situation and looks like he's going to snap #exclusively because she said something factually incorrect about an animal #what was i talking about again

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autisticlee · 4 months

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sometimes I think about how when I went to college for a year before I dropped out (basically failed out,) the counselors/dean told me they can't help me at all or give any accommodations unless I have an official autism/adhd diagnosis. that might sound logical at first, but when you think about it more, it's actually quite fucked up. if someone is struggling really bad, what's the harm in helping them? why do they require a paper to get even the smallest amount of help? people who don't need help aren't going to be failing miserably without help! even NTs could benefit from some adjustments to the horrible school system! (but changing the entire system is a whole other conversation that the school system isnt ready for)

but even if you do agree to jump through their hoops, you realize it's even more fucked up that the diagnosis process requires YEARS in most cases (in my case it took 4 or 5 years, can't recall exactly now, for autism/adhd diagnosis, which would have meant i finished school before getting it if i managed to mot fail out, or i wait that long before going back, which is a whole struggle itself) and they also tried billing me for THOUSANDS of dollars because of insurance issues!!

so you put a ton of time and money into this, and then get told the only accommodation they are willing to give you for autism and adhd is "a little extra time on tests"

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my test scores were the best part of my whole class experience. that was NOT what I struggled with!!!!! those tests were all online and could be done in the comfort of your home where you can accommodate yourself and have plenty of time left over when you finish them because you are comfy in your own space, (and also, no one was stopping you from having your notes/books/google open to find the answers,) and you don't even need a time consuming, expensive diagnosis for that!

SO WHAT'S THE POINT!!!!!!!

#mind you this was over 10 years ago now. it *could* have gotten better but id be extremely shocked if it has #autistic #autism #actually autistic #adhd #neurodivergent #audhd #school #school problems #yes i know theres rules or maybe even laws for this and its why they are like this but its bad and should change #if they offered smaller classes with less sensory overloading bullshit and other things i needed it would be great!#but they refuse to accommodate your actual needs and make up useless accommodations to legally say they help disabilities #ND people (not just audhd) and other disabled people that graduate with no useful accommodations are so strong and cool. proud of you!#ones who had to drop you youre also cool for not dealing with their bullshit snd allowing yourself to not suffer for a sheet of paper!#(though i know it can feel bad when everyone around you makes you feel bad for needed to drop out or failing out and not going back)#i completely stopped going to my psychology class because i started a week late due to scheduling issues and #suddenly we are told theres a paper due in 3 days and need to hse the textbook i didnt have yet as the source for it all #and it was in the syllabus i didnt get because i was a week late and didnt know we got one. the professor didnt notice me out of #the 100 other students in that large lecture hall. that room was also a sensory nightmare hellscape #too many students made things noisy and distracting. multiple fluorescent lights were flickering constantly and never fixed #the professor used a mic to speak to us and it had a constant horrible loud buzzing. it did that loud mic screech noise randomly #without warning. all the time. the quality of the sound was horrible so it was hard to understand her. on top of that she had a very thick #accent i wasnt familiar with so that on top of the horrible buzzing mkc quality that also cut her out constantly was auditory processing #disorder HELL. I dont know how ANYONE survived thst class but i seemed to be the only one struggling. everyone else turned in their papers #and i gave up and stopped going. was too late to drop the class to get my money back so i wasted probably a few thousand dollars #and THATS what i mean by give me reasonable and useful accommodation. test time would NOT make that class better at all #fix the mic and light issues at least or give me a smaller class with more attentive professor or something!#offer smaller classes for struggling disabled people! if the issue is not knowing who needs them then offer a switch to those struggling!#i got called onto a dean/counselor meeting because a professor noticed my horrible grades and stuff so its possible to catch us and help!#THESE SCHOOLS JUST NEED TO START BEING WILLING TO. dont make us do all the work to accommodate ourselves and expect to do well in school!

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frogayyyy · 2 years

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will my mum ever understand that i don’t like talking (as in it’s really physically difficult) sometimes, especially in the morning, and not get upset with me and make me feel guilty about it despite telling her countless times that this is why? 😃

i just vented in the tags sorry bout that :S