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batwynn · 3 months

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Sometimes I feel like with my hyper-focus-for-hours-condition that I’d make a really good archeologist. Except when I remember that I’d most likely put an important artifact ‘somewhere safe’ and it will never be seen by humans ever again.

#ADHD #archeology #I’ve got the Safe Place Vanishing Syndrome #actually adhd #adhd problems #oops I lost that really important bone that unmisses the missing link #but I put it somewhere safe that I’ll remember for SURE

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omaano · 1 year

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How about we don’t make me feel things before lunch, @dukeoftheblackstar, huh?

#my art #tcw #clone trooper warthog #this is what happens when i go at it from memory and without reference #I know he's got a normal reg haircut but in my defence I cropped out his helmet and my own undercut is growing out and I need to deal #clone trooper #I used to sketch a lot in greyscale now it feels so weird T^T #I don't deal well with feelings but I really need to get back to work now #this warm up got a little out of hand oops #sketch #all I know about this guy is that he's a pilot and he's lost his buddy on a mission and I'm full of feelings thanks

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luck-of-the-drawings · 4 months

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when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING

#cw blood #luckys original content #ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG #also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project #FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD #SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter #and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do #THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG #i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then #i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that #ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours #so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time #i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly #and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more #but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho #we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange #yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but #she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that #i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated #i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others #AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG #IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES #MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL #LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU #AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES #ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU

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sysig · 5 months

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I hope you blink before I do (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #DAX #Blood #Fuck you *reinjects romance into your song about love-lost*#It's the ''I want to be the one to lay you to rest'' of it all #Or if not that then at least to be the last one suffering #See him off - make sure he goes knowing that he's not alone #I'm Fine just Don't Look at me and I'll Be Fine #Schrödinger's Fine lol - I am simultaneously Fine and Not Fine until I am observed #I simply subsist largely off of angst and then whatever small scrap of comfort that can be coaxed from there hehe #I am very mean to them considering how much I want them to be happy lol #Honestly I think what would be meaner is seeing ZEX off and then somehow DAX survives alone #Night ends just as he's about to blink out and oops you're still stuck here sorry about that <3 #But I wouldn't do that to them would I?#:3c #I also think it's interesting that I started doodling this before I actually read ZEX's death - I finished it after but still!#Does he just give off gutted vibes? Canonically he's eviscerated so #And not just in the eye way - in this case it's enucleation #Did you come here for eye removal surgery puns? I don't see why you'd expect anything different *b'dm tss*#I've done way more research on eye removal than I ever expected to but now those two terms will be forever seared into my mind haha #Hhh ZEX's death was very affecting to me ;; I'll talk about it more with its accompanying doodle but really 💔#I wanted an honourable death for him - and if not that then a death where he wasn't alone - and if not that then to rest #He got one of the three ;;

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paparoach · 16 days

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I need you to know Jean is not my self insert for the Lost Boys, I ship him with David cause it's funny and David makes him worse

#🩸.txt #it started as a joke bc jean hates vampires like the lost boys but then i really got into it #oops.

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kodaiki · 9 months

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RUAN MEI WELCOME HOME

#I really lost my pity to yanqing but got ryan mei 30 warps later 🤧🤧#ruan mei* oops #I have 48 stellar jade left I was fr yolo-ing it #hsr

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drifloonz · 2 months

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o yea my keyboards fixed now . i might forget to do requests or Give up halfway and leave it rotting in WIPs but i will try to rember.. i have at least two i want to do (eventually) when i have the energy . thankyou all for being patient i am god awful at this

#wispy chatters #which to be fair i never promise anything But then they still wonder so . Yea. Its always the dysfunction #btw if your pc has a problem that you dont need to Replace the entire pc for and can pay for a repair instead if its like #less than the pc price and you dont wanna move pcs i reccommend finding a good repair place n just repairing it #its so much fucking easier. because otherwise my pcs lifespans are always 2 years max and then the screen or hinge fucks up #or most consistently the charger fucks up and i just never got. new ones. for some reason. OR The keyboard.#it was like 150 or 100 something and my pc at full price when i bought it was 500 so good enough deal imo #btw i have like 2 or 3 things rotting in wips that i feel like ill never finish probably ... Oops. I just had a bunch of momentum and then #Lost it really hard for those ones.#WAIT NO I HAVE 5 THINGS IN DRAFTS? ok ones not writing just a rant i didnt wanna publish #One was an ask where everything i wrote got fucking lost in the middle of writing it bc of tumblr.#and the other two i just lost momentum on.

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trashbaget · 6 months

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tell me your failed/embarrassing flirting stories to make me feel better, i’ll go first: today i said “get out of my way” forgot to say “i’m kidding” then immediately said “bye”

#it is awful having feelings for someone you know and have an established friendship with #but crushing on someone i barely know is knew to me and i legit feel like an idiot every time i do something stupid like this #i can’t just. talk to the guy #if i say hey and he says sup i say ‘sup indeed’ like what the fuck is that #i can barely even say hello to him #don’t get me wrong i’ve DONE it but most days i’m like #ah fuck there he is #okay you can do it just say hi #just say what’s up #and then he’s already gone #also. like. the setting we’re in is soooo not good for talking or flirting realt because um. it’s work he’s my coworker.. so um. do i fuckin #ask him for his number?? or to hang out??? but like. he’s kind of a stranger to me what do i want to hang out for 🧍#but like. i dont want to do that until i have at least one successful interaction #or like. an actual conversation.#which is gonna be really hard to manage because he doesn’t talk much at all to anyone and i really only talk if someone talks to me first or #i’ll say something absolutely idiotic and ridiculous (and honestly i do that no matter what)#anyway so um. i guess i’m just gonna keep making a fool of myself until i get it right and hopefully i don’t screw it up 🥴#i lost all my confidence in the last year and i cant do anything chill or smooth anymore (i was never that good in the first place but at #least i could PRETEND i knew what i was doing. like i could sell it. the whole weird and lost bit.)#anyway. i felt better for like 5 minutes when some guy at the gas station flirt failed with me on the way home. but that’s partly my fault #too oops. in his defense he probably could not see that i had headphones on bc upon mirror inspection they were well blended with my hair #but i was waiting to cross the street and this guy tried to like nod and smile and i did not know it was to me until i got to the other side #where the gas station was and and like. tried again and i awkward half smiled and saw his face get all mushy and confused like mine FELT 20 #mins before when i’d flopped so hard trying to flirt and by the time i’d processed WAIT i think he was FLIRTING WITH ME i was already gone 🤡#but at least it ended better than the poor 14yo who very confidently asked for my number #who. i shit you not. SCREECHED for a solid 44.5 seconds and bolted the other direction when i said sorry im 21 #his friends were standing there like wtf too and one was like i am so sorry about him 🤦#cheers to being fools universe

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sleepy-stitches · 5 months

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cleaning my room is so much effort but oh well its not like anything could have been done to reduce that <- FOOL WHO HASNT CLEANED IN OVER A YEAR

#this is not a moral judgement on myself or any others. for the record #i had other stuff going on and even if i didnt that is between me and god #that said. jesus fucking christ man. i didnt really register how bad it had gotten #i am slowly finding things that i thought had been lost to time which is good but also hahaaaaaaaa oops #its fine. every day is an adventure for me. tomorrow i have to finish cleaning around my shelves and then start on the desk #because if i have those two done then everything else can be sorted away nicely. it only gets easier #fuuuuuuuuck oh i have to work out moving my dice shelf dont i. it didnt even register but like i do have to take that. it was custom made #thats the only furniture i have actual emotional attachment to everything else in here kind of sucks #i will miss my bookshelf a little bit i did save her from doom but she will serve better here than she could where im going #sorry we have got to that point of comfortable on tumblr where i just start fucking saying anything #original post placeholder tag

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sealovinq · 5 months

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i need friends /gen (slight rant in tags)

#xelle.txt #i noticed i don't really have a permanent circle of friends. at least irl #i have one online but they're also busy and i just can't dedicate my time to one friend group #i don't know - it's just the people i thought who were nice turned out to be the exact opposite #and when i found out about that i just kinda. lost interest in making any more friends #my partner is the only person i interact with on a daily basis. the irl friend group i was referring to earlier i'm not exactly close with-#-them either #i feel like if i didn't only give my time in nurturing my romantic relationship i would have done the same for my platonics too #that's still a problem of mine. my time management between love life and friends. heck i even got myself into an unsolvable problem because-#-of my inability to stay consistent #also my brain is kinda fried from reading 20+ pages so pardon any grammatical errors but yeah anyway #honestly i've been craving for interaction here. but i know i won't be active and it'd just be pointless #to gain more friends or followers. i don't exactly make content as consistently as i did before #the other day i had to vent to an ai (would you believe me if it was cha.tgpt) about my troubles because i had no one else to talk to lol #there's just so much going on irl 😭 ya girl's almost starting college and they're throwing so much tasks at us!!#and i feel very very stressed about it because they're usually done in groups i am ALWAYS the assigned leader #which gets exhausting especially when there are lazy members present #anyway #hopefully this weekend i get some time to cool off. but next week i'm back to grinding and working #lol i don't even think i'm in the top ranks anymore. i'm so burnt out.#this is what being an academic achiever gives you oops ZZHSIAHAHAJAHHS #imma sleep now 😭#idk you can just interact with me or recommend someone you know who self ships in the same medias i do #goodnight everypony 🫶#vent tw #rant tw

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phoenixsoul13 · 5 months

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realized today that without Vera, i'm not sure i'd actually like fallout 3

of course w/o 3, I wouldn't have Vera

....i don't think i have a particular point, i'm just like hm. dilemma (how do i actually feel about fallout 3)

#there's definitely stuff outside of Vera i like #(hi agatha)#(hi three dog)#(hi wasteland)#(hi mothership zeta)#.....sorry i lost my train of thought #idk #it was definitely nv that got me into the series though #like THAT i remember #barely trudged through 3 #(kept dying to super mutants oops)#and later Vera got developed and boom #'wow i really like fo3 now'#'what happened'#...why are these tags longer than the post #GO TO BED PHOENIX

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saintedbythestorm · 1 year

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Not dad trying to tell me about some big fallout news he heard about from some work colleague 😂 oh what the poor man just subjected himself too.

#it was about that leak from weeks ago. dad got quite the details about it. he walked right into that one.#and that dear sir is why we do not try to bring news about the hyperfixation. i will know about it and you will hear about it.#dude even got the history of fallout 3 as a bonus. since that was the one he mentioned 😂#he also got a very veeeery long version about why i would necessarily get so excited about the leaks.#you know age of the document. the whole company sale thing. how much the time line clearly has already gone to shit. etc etc etc.#yeah... yeah i think he really came to regret that one 😅#listen i have only slept 5 hours. am high on caffeine and painkillers- almost had a migraine ok.#which means i have like 0 filter rn and am quite brain tired. i will not realise how long i am going on for once i get started rn.#the info dump has started and it will end when i brain says so. i sure af won't notice I am doing it cause I'm just excited to share #not until i manage to like finish my long ass story do i realise i went on for like a good 20-30 minutes... oops.#and that may just be a generous estimate cause i got really going on the infodump ok. it was a blast. ngl.#i am very passionate about fallout ok. this is what happens when you fall asleep to fallout lore most days of the week.#yes i lost the plot ages ago about this hyperfixation. it makes me very happy. so i don't even care. i will keep doing it.#til the hyperfixation dies and bring great sadness to the lands... til we find something else. god knows when that is though.#i am very ok if fallout hyperfixation just... doesn't go away actually. i like hyperfixation. brings many a solution when upsetty.#.... i really need to stfu up now. hi. 👋 why are you still reading this??? these ramblings of a madman. 😂#ryder speaking #i got this far before i realised i did not in fact write wouldn't get excited... well i aint fixing it now 🙃

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huntedsmark · 2 years

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gift giving / some stuff that happened in campaign

#ez #roma #strahdposting #strahdart #we killed volenta and roma got five 100gp bracelets out of it!!!!#ez is going to throw her axe too hard and the bracelet is going to fly off her wrist disappear into the mists forever #ez is going to come back like 'lol oops i lost the bracelet when i was washing my hands!!!" and im going to cry #the actual dialogue was:#Roma: Do you want this? Ez: Oh sure!#Ez: Wow this thing is really tight! Roma: Yeah it's from that vampire lady I told you about #Ez: Oh that makes sense she's real small

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year

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bloody hell y4 on hard feels like a vacation after y3 on normal. i wanna know why y3 is so broken. what made rgg think fucking up the physics in bowling was going to make the game more engaging and fun? what made rgg think making kiryu deal as little damage as possible would increase y3 replayability? i made my research and i know for sure that even the ps2 games weren't that unfair so it's not entirely a dated game design issue. why rgg. why sega. does anybody know? i'm going insane i going full pepe silvia (also hi, i hope you had all the fun at the karaoke bar!) - ay3 anon

maybe it was just a rough transition from PS2 to PS3, who's to say. glad to hear youre having an easier time with Y4 tho !

#snap chats #i couldnt tell you a thing or two about game design and the sort so i really dont know why Y3 is Like That #at least the gameplay improves later on fortunately #and hi i DID have fun last night ! almost got lost on the way home tho cause i got on the wrong train OOPS #they only had like five MCR songs but like fifty FoB songs what even is that #THEY HAD CARELESS WHISPER ALLEGEDLY BUT WHEN I ASKED THEY SAID THEY DIDNT HAVE IT ANYMORE

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astrxealis · 2 years

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man i wanted ffxv comrades for the longest time. fun fact but like. it's been less ever since i got into ffxiv but i've always been super into games w character customization (bcs ocs or self-insert stuff lol) !! so all mmos i've gotten into (most on mobile bcs i never really was a pc gamer </3 or played online games on ps until xiv) are bcs of the character customization actually. even ffxiv (but also esp bcs i love final fantasy). man i hope i can get ffxiv comrades sometime ??

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#either character customization or bcs of friends btw! uh i've played like. black desert (mobile only </3) and there was toram online #man i trolled people on there with my friend who is now famous on tiktok (sorry it's just really funny /pos to me)#does dragon raja count. ALSO i want to play lost ark sometime and other mmos (esp pso2) hehehe.#but yeah! character customization <3 but i think i can also say i'm definitely into mmos HGSJBHBEGHB #ffxiv actually i heard of a long time ago... bcs of my dad actually GOD i love my dad sm #he once showed us a trailer for. idk whether 1.0 or 2.0 but yeah but then 'oops nvm it's online' BUT HAHA IRONIC NOW LMFAO #dad. i want to get him into ffxiv! dude has played like wow and diablo apparently so <3 (i want to play those too sometime)#also i miss playing shooter gamesss i only ever played a lot of those games on mobile + some cod games i have on xbox #and then apex for. one day on ps LMFAO but i want to get into others too ^___^ but i don't want to support blizzard at all yuck #but i want to at least have the experience so. yeah!#BUT YEAH after that trailer i think a few years later ofc super interested in character customization games #so there was ffxv comrades which was great bcs then we were suuuper into ffxv. and then we also got more interested in xiv bcs of ^^#wow... memories are so interesting. i wonder how i remembered a long time after that our dad showed us ffxiv a long long time ago #i rmbr around that time i still had my angsty emo comfort ocs :)) LMFAO. but then it slowly developed into the sort of #found family i kinda made for myself. they're still in my head i love them a lot so very much!#idk what i'm talking about anymore oh well but yeah that's how i got into ffxiv bcs of ffxv and character customization #and my history with mmos and shooter games it seems.#i still want ffxv comrades btw. one day! i really just love ff(xv) okay

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thatlesbiancrow · 2 years

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I recently started to try and speedrun Hades! It's super fun and a nice way to keep me playing more, but oh man my wrist is not happy with that. I have to take more breaks now haha.

Anyway! I haven't gotten super good at it yet, but my overall PB is just over 11 minutes! I'm excited to get down to under 10 :]

#i need to practice more with Meg's keepsake #i keep forgetting to keep track of how many summons i have and every time i run out before i get to hades #so like oops #but i keep watching speedruns and it has me super pumped!!#this is like the first game i have ever tried to speedrun!#it's pretty exciting :]#i have anoter file on hell mode that i have set to 32 heat #i like immediately died on the first run then put it on 32 for the 2nd run on #i am over 50 attempts there and have not gotten a clear #i also wanna try fresh file #my 32 heat one is sooo hard though #it really makes me feel how i did when i first got the game #the most i got there so far was to the champions #but i lost to them ahah #got decently far in the fight though!#i just wanna see Than on that save...#hades game #hades supergiant

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