all the numbers
aight, i got nothing else to do. i’ll try to keep them less than a paragraph short tho.
1: Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie.First, I’d have to decide my overall favorite movie, but I don’t have a Favorite ya know. But if I had to pick some, my default answer is Beauty and the Beast and Treasure Planet. I don’t really remember watching Beauty and the Beast but I do know that I loved their soundtrack. Treasure Planet, I’d seen some clips on youtube and one of them made me cry so I thought I’d check it out and man I loved it bc of the adventure and space and pirates. :D
2: Talk about your first kiss.My first kiss happened the summer of my Sophomore-Junior year of HS and its what set up the drama for Junior year. Anyway, confused feelings had been in place beforehand and I had gotten with and broke-up with my ex-bf in a little more than a month due to conflicting feelings that I realized during our band trip to Disneyland. Fast forward a few months, my friend confessed her feelings for me first over text, and I said I felt the same way. She invites me to her birthday party which was a sleepover. Once everybody fell asleep I kissed her on the cheek and I thought that would be it, but she pulled me back for a kiss on the lips… and then we had a makeout session for like the whole night. Then a few weeks pass and she dumps me. :/ What made it worse was that she held it over me for the rest of the school year since we were on the same team together.
3: Talk about the person you’ve had the most intense romantic feelings for.This one is easily my girlfriend. I’ve told the story about the prank and our fake dating shenanigans, but lord I fell for her so hard. I have a thing about touch, and I don’t really like it when people touch me all the time or without permission. But with her man.. her hugs–I’m shorter than her so she basically envelopes me and like I still think back to the first day I came back after That Day which was band camp weekend but man that was a good hug and we weren’t even dating yet. Sorry, I digress, but I found her so much easier to trust than everybody else I’d been with. Like with my ex-bf I was always holding back my actual feelings/pretend everything was ok and with ss I always had to watch my language, and like with both of them I never got around to fully trusting. But with her-my gf-I trusted her before we started dating and I trusted her so much more after we got together. I trust her still to this day. And with the romantic feelings bit, I’m not afraid of being a dork around her and flirt with her and hold her and god. She’s so beautiful.
4: Talk about the thing you regret most so far.There’s a lot of things I regret. But I think rn, the one I can tell you is that I didn’t work hard enough in high school bc I never thought I’d make it through high school.
5: Talk about the best birthday you’ve had.This last one actually. Heh. I got to spend my day with my gf :)
6: Talk about the worst birthday you’ve had.I don’t really have bad birthdays, I just hate my birthdays bc I don’t like having been born. :/
7: Talk about your biggest insecurity.Idk what exactly is my biggest insecurity but I’ll talk about all my other insecurities. I think I’m a horrible conversationalist, being all awkward and highly introverted. I don’t complain about my body too much but I certainly don’t celebrate it. I hate my laugh and my voice, and I don’t think my face is really anything to look at I used to think everybody just talked to me because they had no other choice but to. I feel easily replaceable and forgettable. I feel like I’m dumb af bc I’m not exactly the quickest thinker and sometimes I can’t hear people. I feel like I’m always doing the wrong thing and I stand out but not in a good way. I just feel like a good annoyance in general.
8: Talk about the thing you are most proud of.I’m proud of being able to graduate high school. :/9: Talk about little things on your body that you like the most.I like my calves, they’re the only thing that show I have some muscle. I used to like my biceps too but they’ve deflated and there’s like no muscle there anymore. I like that my ears can do the little wiggle thingy. Also my hands can type medium-fast speed.
10: Talk about the biggest fight you’ve ever had.The biggest fight I’ve had is with myself ever since I wanted to kms. But if you want an external fight, its probably the one between me and ss since that shit lasted hella long.
11: Talk about the best dream you’ve ever had.I don’t remember dreams unless they’re really weird.12: Talk about the worst dream you’ve ever had.Idk if you’d count it as a nightmare bc it was just super weird but I remember a dream about people getting turned it leaves, and witches, and Professor X and idk its all just a mess.
13: Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time.The first time I had sex was in the guard room. And like it was weird bc I’ve never masturbated and stuff so I didn’t know how anything felt down there. I’ve never used a tampon by then so I’ve never had anything inserted there. Also I was pretty unaware where tf my clit was… So. My point is, there was a lot of confusing sensations but I didn’t really mind bc it was my gf who took my virginity.
14: Talk about a vacation.I went to Lake Tahoe with my gf and her family and we did like hella romantic shit. Like we went on a stroll on the beach at night with all the constellations and we did stuff in bed and we went to an arcade and we swam and man that was a lot of fun. I was on my period tho for most of it, which sucked but. 🤷🏻♀️
15: Talk about the time you were most content in life.I just really think about the times my gf would hold me and I’d focus on her heartbeat and the feel of her and nothing else. 16: Talk about the best party you’ve ever been to.idk about this one. With parties, I usually get peopled out. 17: Talk about someone you want to be friends with.I don’t have anyone rn since school hasn’t started yet for me and also I’m pretty anti-social. :/18: Talk about something that happened in elementary school.I was known for being the most aggressive girl/team member in gym floor hockey during PE. So like, picture this, from 3rd graders to 6th graders all being in the same PE class since there were so little of us. Now imagine smaller me coming up behind a taller, older boy and ramming them into the wall in order to get the hockey puck. Also imagine smaller me, sprinting–and I was the fastest girl in my grade for a while–and practically charging at you to get that hockey puck. Needless to say, people liked being on my team. 19: Talk about something that happened in middle school.I was in 7th grade, and I had just transferred into my new school. I had been sitting alone at lunch, minding my own business, and reading a book when three girls come up to me. They introduce themselves and invite me to sit at lunch with them. They really helped.
20: Talk about something that happened in high school.For my final english project in senior year, we had to do a live acting of Romeo and Juliet. I was in the odd ones out group and it had a bunch of people who would never be in a group together unless they were forced to- which we were. I had done all the preparation for the script, it was like two days before the final date and we agreed to meet at the park’s ampitheater to do a final run together. I had just come back from performing at a parade and lord I was tired. We were fighting about how things were supposed to go a lot.
21: Talk about a time you had to turn someone down.During 8th grade, I got transferred into another PE class since I signed up for creative writing and there was only one period of it. I don’t remember how, but I eventually became friends with this scrawny kid named Tiger.. no joke. Anyway, I distinctly remember one time we were sitting inside on some bleachers and there were those jerk-y middle school boys behind us and they started picking on him. I remember looking at them and like telling something along the lines of back off. Anyway, skipping to 8th grade dance, I was with my friends when Tiger came along and asked for me to slow dance with him. I did. He was the second person I slow danced with. After a few slow dances my friends were making fun of me for it, but like not bc of him, more that someone asked me to slow dance and they were like poking harmless fun. Thing was, I knew he had a crush on me but I really didn’t return the feelings. Moving on to freshmen year, he calls up my mom due to bowditch directory, and asked me to go to the movies with him. I had to turn him down. 22: Talk about your worst fear.My worst fear, there are a good few fears that tie for that spot. My first one is my fear of abandonment and like disappointing everyone to the point that they just realize its better to go on without me. To an extent, its my fear of being forgotten. My second one, the fear of myself, or rather my intrusive thoughts, and being faced with all things I’ve done and thought, knowing everything that’s happened is my fault and getting confirmation of that. Fear that I’d hurt someone because of something I did. The third one is losing everything that matters to me.
23: Talk about a time someone turned you down.Let’s just talk about my “breakup” with SS during Sophomore-Junior summer bc it was kinda shitty. The reason its in quotations is bc is it actually a break-up if you were never officially together in the first place. Like, the details get muddled up but she essentially told me over text. I remember this because I was just coming back from working on my drum major routine over the summer, I was on a bridge when I got the text. Something along the lines of her parents and her religion and stuff. It really sucked bc it was before I would leave for guard camp and the people who were going with me had shipped both me and her together. :/
24: Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.There was one time in Brentwood and one time after SCVC camp. But thats between me and her.
25: Talk about an ex-best friend.For the 4th time today, I’m talking about SS. Like c’mon universe really? Anyway, she was a best friend but honestly man, she wasn’t even the best of my friends. She was a close friend, but she wasn’t the best friend. It didn’t help that I had had a crush on her for half the time before our really bad and long ass fight. 26: Talk about things you do when you’re sick.I just realized I haven’t been properly sick in a while like sick with a fever so I actually have to stay in bed. Like I’d usually get like sniffles and a cough but I’d be okay for the day. So like, I like piling myself in blankets and hide from the world really.
27: Talk about your favorite part of someone else’s body.The eyes will always get me. Take that and add a smile, and bruh. Thats beauty.
28: Talk about your fetishes.Forgive me, but I had to search these up bc I didn’t know what exactly counted as a fetish. So like if something isn’t a fetish just like.. tell me or something. So like BDSM like light bondage and blindfold and stuff. Strap-on. Dom/Sub stuff and like orgasm control/denial? Are hickies considered a fetish? I’m reading here something about being bitten but idk if that means voyeurism or like vampire roleplay or if they mean hickies.
29: Talk about what turns you on.My gf ;) But like kissing. Neck and ear biting/nibbling. Dry humping. Hair pulling- moreso bc of my haircut. Teasing. When my gf is being really dominant. Also when my gf is being really submissive and her moans. ;D
30: Talk about what turns you off.Those gifs of porn when you’re searching up a tag on tumblr and like bruh, I just wanted to see a pic about like puppy i didn’t need to see some bondage gay puppy roleplay like c’mon!
31: Talk about what you think death is like.A rest from the thoughts in your head. Quiet. The final escape. Maybe you get a second chance. That the next universe you experience, you’re in control, that you get to relive your life but better the next time around.
32: Talk about a place you remember from your childhood.I remember the first time I stepped foot in the Post Office in my hometown/childhood city. It looked different from the PO in place where we used to live. It was made of bricks and it looked really cool. I’ve only gone in once or twice but I remember all the PO boxes and the wooden shelves and getting to learn how to send a letter. Idk why exactly I remember this but yeah.
33: Talk about what you do when you are sad.Depends how sad I am. Sometimes I try to distract myself, sometimes I just stew in those thoughts. If its night, then I have a good chance of crying myself to sleep.
34: Talk about the worst physical pain you’ve endured.Idk when I get leg cramps in the middle of the night. It used to happen all the time during Sophomore and Junior year and I’d feel it throughout the day.
35: Talk about things you wish you could stop doing.Living. heh. Procrastinating and being depressed.
36: Talk about your guilty pleasures.ml and pr. shhhh
37: Talk about someone you thought you were in love with.5th time. Hopefully my last time talking about her. The reason that what happened between us hurt so much was bc I thought I was in love with her once. That’s why every time she’d shove a crush of hers in my face or something that I’d forgive her. But I got tired of it and waiting for her. I moved on. And it was a good decision bc I now have someone I really am in love with. But she didn’t like it, and apparently she had still “loved” me by letting me go, but thats just bullshit. That’s just bullshit.
38: Talk about songs that remind you of certain people.I have a whole playlist for my gf. And then there’s No by Meghan Trainor that my friend really hates XD
39: Talk about things you wish you’d known earlier.That I’d make it through HS and graduate. Maybe I could have built something up rather than assume I wouldn’t make it.
40: Talk about the end of something in your life.It was my birthday, so it was the end of me being that age I was before.
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@nonrelativistic said: ALL THE NUMBERS YOU HAVE NOT ALREADY SNWERED MWAHAHAHAJA
i hate u so much
Everything under the cut bc this is gonna be long and you guys are gonna know so much more about me than you probably ever wanted to.
Ask sent on August 4, 2015; Finished answering 42-150 on March 5, 2017. Bolded portion of answers 1-41 is the current answer.
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
I think it was my friend Madison idk Lexy probably
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
I’m relatively outgoing I guess, just introverted. Ambiverted, so it depends on the situation and what I’m doing
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
School starts on Wednesday so I’m looking forward to seeing Selena, Eric, Liam, sparklebattle, and vivid-living-color. We got tech tomorrow, so Lexy, Allison, Brittany, and a few others
4. Are you easy to get along with?
I dunno really. Kinda? Depends on if I like you or not.
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
Of course. They’ve said they would before. Most definitely
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
Nerdy and cute, similar to myself, preferably a girl, really nice but not afraid to speak her mind. Always ready to hit a dude. So basically I want Charlie Bradbury. This still reigns true but also Anna Kendrick or Rey
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
Probably not. Well I sure hope so.
8. Who from the opposite another gender is on your mind?
Quite a few boys actually, a girl or two, and one other (I’m nb so there is no “opposite”, not that there is in the first place). I’m not naming names for reasons. Um, Kai, Vine, someone else
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
A bit
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
I think it was probably spoopycena but I don’t remember it well Kai ?? I think ???? @unlxckiest
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
“Carl said yesterday 9:30”
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
How Far I’ll Go - Moana/Auli’i CravalhoIcarus (Born on Wings of Steel) - KansasSeven Nation Army - Melanie Martinez Voice PerformanceFreaks (ft. Savage) - Timmy TrumpetHow Far We’ve Come - Matchbox Twenty
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
Only if they have permission first, but absolutely Heck yeah
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
I don’t know. If anything like that has happened to me, I wouldn’t know. A little bit
15. What good thing happened this summer?
Good things have happened? I suppose. I got to do VBS with a bunch of my friends, went on retreat with the greatest group of people (including said friends), and then spent nearly 12 hours with that same group on Sunday, so those were all really good. I also changed my name twice and I feel good about that. There was a lot of stuff but all in all it wasn’t really great (i dont remember lmao)
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
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17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
I wouldn’t doubt it. space mermaids on jupiter
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
No
19. Do you like bubble baths?
Yeah. Don’t ever take them tho
20. Do you like your neighbors?
John’s cool, I don’t know the other people, the girls across the street are adorable. Heck yeah
21. What are your bad habits?
I bite my lip when scared/nervous, I scratch at my wrists a lot, I stick out my tongue when focused. I pull my hair when anxious or angry, I click my pens, I tap my fingers and bounce my leg
22. Where would you like to travel?
Anywhere really.
23. Do you have trust issues?
Define trust issues, because I’m 95-100% open to a few people but then 0-5% with other despite how close we may be.
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
Leaving the house, on a good day (school year)
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
My stomach and my chest
26. What do you do when you wake up?
When I don’t have anywhere to be, I hit snooze, sleep a few hours and then do social media rounds. On school days, I sit up right away so I don’t fall back asleep, do a quick check of emails, facebook messages, and instagram, and then get up. After five alarms, I check Q, delete other notifications, get dressed, and leave the house
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
This is a lil bit of a dangerous question, bc I’m already pale af, but I like it the way it is. Skin color is beautiful no matter what shade it is and nobody should feel the need to change it. A little darker
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
Like, talking, it’s nonrelativistic, shampoovevo, and probably insanity-universe but since they all live a bajillion miles away, I’m presence-wise most comfortable around Liam and Selena. HA @ all of those. Brittany, Allison, Ms. Taylor, Kai, Vine, Basil, KR, Riley, Dawn
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
In a way, yes, I suppose. Both will absolutely see this, so I’m a lil afraid to give a definitive answer.
30. Do you ever want to get married?
Heck yeah
31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?
It is, thankfully, but that’s about the limit of what it can do. I cut it from mid-back to my collarbone in January, and now it’s around the top of my chest. I do regret that cut tho… It’s long again !!! It’s up right now, and I love it
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
I could go on, but I’ll stick with Brendon and Sarah Urie for now. Anna Kendrick and Daisy Ridley
33. Spell your name with your chin.
jesus christ my entire family is in here teagan did i mention i hate you Once again, my mother and grandmother are in the room fuck
jhasmnerswa (James) jascer (Jace)
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
To quote Patrick Stump, “I don’t sport.”
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
TV. I hardly watch it anyway. Besides, it’s all on Netflix anyway.
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
All the time these last few years. holy shit
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
Nothing if I can help it.
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
See #6 above.
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
I don’t really have favorite stores…. i go to target a lot does that count
40. What do you want to do after high school?
No idea tbh, but kinda-ish. I want to work with kids but not teach. I’m headed to college for ECE in the fall so uh, this answer has changed a bunch
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
I believe in second chances based on initial insult. I’m pretty forgiving, but do something bad enough and I won’t let you have that second chance (or third or seventeenth in one case).
42. If you’re being extremely quiet what does it mean?
I’m probably zoned out, anxious, depressed, dissociating, thinking, or angry. Either way, don’t talk to me.
43. Do you smile at strangers?
Yes, albeit awkwardly.
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
Jesus Christ neither
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
I’m not sure actually
46. What are you paranoid about?
Being murdered, being broken up with, adulthood, financial stability, failing school, being too anxious to teach
47. Have you ever been high?
Nope
48. Have you ever been drunk?
See #47
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
I don’t think so?
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
Grey
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
Quite often
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
My body
53. Favourite makeup brand?
lol
54. Favourite store?
See #39
55. Favourite blog?
@kaikev
56. Favourite colour?
Blue!
57. Favourite food?
Lo Mein with orange chicken
58. Last thing you ate?
Part of a vanilla frosted long john donut
59. First thing you ate this morning?
Jelly donut wholes
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
I’ve won a couple Kahoots…. (Disney, Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat, Africa)
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
I punched a kid in the stomach in the fourth grade and got suspended for three days
62. Been arrested? For what?
Nope, nothing
63. Ever been in love?
A few times
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
See #16
65. Are you hungry right now?
Not particularly? I might grab some leftover lo mein soon tho
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
Nah, I don’t have really any tumblr friends with the exception of Elaina
67. Facebook or Twitter?
Twitter hands down
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
Both? I go on both equally
69. Are you watching tv right now?
Yupper, watching Worst Cooks in America
70. Names of your bestfriends?
Elliot, Allison, Kai, Vine, Riley, Basil
71. Craving something? What?
Lo Mein
72. What colour are your towels?
I use a white one with blue rain drops and a yellow duck for my hair, and my other is either blue, tan, or grey depending on what’s clean
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
*quietly counts* 12
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Yep
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
Oh boy, 20-ish
75. Favourite animal?
Dogs
76. What colour is your underwear?
Pale pink
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
Strawberry
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
Katniss Everdeen green
80. What colour pants?
Brown
81. Favourite tv show?
The 100 or Timeless
82. Favourite movie?
Captain America: Civil War, Captain America: Winter Soldier, or Moana
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
Mean Girls
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
See #83
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
Janis Ian
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
Crush
87. First person you talked to today?
My grandma
88. Last person you talked to today?
My grandma
89. Name a person you hate?
matt delli
90. Name a person you love?
Kai
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
Matt Delli or like Selena
92. In a fight with someone?
Nahh
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
1
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
Six or Seven
95. Last movie you watched?
Finding Dory
96. Favourite actress?
Daisy Ridley or Anna Kendrick
97. Favourite actor?
Jensen Ackles or Bob Morley
98. Do you tan a lot?
lmao
99. Have any pets?
We have two betta fish, a frog, a leopard gecko, two cats, and a dog
100. How are you feeling?
Nothing
101. Do you type fast?
Yeah
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
y e a h
103. Can you spell well?
Yupper
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
Yes
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
A few
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
Yeah
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
Yes. Never again.
108. What should you be doing?
An English project
109. Is something irritating you right now?
My mom’s presence
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
christ almighty yes
111. Do you have trust issues?
See #23
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Allison
113. What was your childhood nickname?
no
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
Yes! I’ve gone to or driven through Washington state, California, Wyoming, Colorado, Arizona, South Dakota, Nebraska, Kansas, Texas, Iowa, Missouri, Wisconsin, Illinois (live here), Indiana, Kentucky, Tennessee, Ohio, Michigan, West Virginia, Virginia, North Carolina, South Carolina, Georgia, Florida, Pennsylvania, Maryland, New York, Mexico, and Haiti.
115. Do you play the Wii?
I used to
116. Are you listening to music right now?
Unfortunately no
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
Yes!
118. Do you like Chinese food?
It’s my favorite
119. Favourite book?
Oh jeez this is a hard one. Probably Blood of Olympus or Deathly Hallows
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
Holy shit. Deathly.
121. Are you mean?
Yeah
122. Is cheating ever okay?
On a test in a boring class off a friend who may or may not be helping you? Maybe. On a person, ever? Never.
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
Nope
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Kind of
125. Do you believe in true love?
No
126. Are you currently bored?
A little bit
127. What makes you happy?
Kai, reading, writing, music, Chipotle, Starbucks, The 100, Timeless, Rey
128. Would you change your name?
I already have multiple times, but right now, no, I’m content.
129. What your zodiac sign?
Cancer
130. Do you like subway?
Yeah
131. Your best friend of the opposite sex another gender likes you, what do you do?
I’m in a relationship, but we can remain friends
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
See #10
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
"I'd die for you," that's easy to sayWe have a list of people that we would takeA bullet for them, a bullet for youA bullet for everybody in this roomBut I don't seem to see many bullets coming throughSee many bullets coming throughMetaphorically, I'm the manBut literally, I don't know what I'd do"I'd live for you," and that's hard to doEven harder to say when you know it's not trueEven harder to write when you know that tonightThere were people back home who tried talking to youBut then you ignored them stillAll these questions they're for realLike "Who would you live for?","Who would you die for?"And "Would you ever kill?"
-Ride, Twenty One Pilots
134. Can you count to one million?
I could but I’m not gonna
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
I lie about taking food all the time
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
Closed and locked
137. How tall are you?
5′6
138. Curly or Straight hair?
(treating 138-139 as preferences) Curly
139. Brunette or Blonde?
Blonde
140. Summer or Winter?
Winter
141. Night or Day?
Night
142. Favourite month?
September
143. Are you a vegetarian?
Been there, done that, didn’t agree with me
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
Dark or milk
145. Tea or Coffee?
Coffee
146. Was today a good day?
Meh
147. Mars or Snickers?
Mars
148. What’s your favourite quote?
“Stay afraid. Do it anyway. What’s important is this action. You don’t have to be confident. Just do it, and eventually the confidence will follow.” -Carrie Fisher
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
Somewhat
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
“Circe,” (From my journal)
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