#I was not expecting to do fucking farm chores in my goddamned sweatpants
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Not being to regulate my emotions properly is so wild, like
Loss? Death? Inevitable.
Realizing that I will never be able to properly live as a fully function human because of my disabilities? Been there, realized that.
What would normally cause a large emotional spiral? Shut down.
The pants that I want to wear getting dirty shortly after I washed them? Absolutely devastating. Terrible. Horrible. I will never recover. I'm already tearing up.
#seriously though I JUST washed those#they're the only sweatpants I have that fit perfectly#and they're soft and fuzzy#all of my other sweatpants aren't fuzzy and the waist fits weird#I was not expecting to do fucking farm chores in my goddamned sweatpants#and I JUST FUCKING WASHED THEM#I finally got them back and now they're useless#like I can't just curl up under a big blanket to make the cold go away because my only big blanket#either got washed too much or not washed enough and that killed the fuzz#so now it's matted and itchy even after being washed#and I'm fucking cold after being dragged out into the snow for hours with no wake up period#but I don't have cozy pants#or a big warm blanket#so I just gotta shimmy underneath these two smaller blankets and hope the zzzs hit me again
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